• Re: I HAVE TO PILL

    From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Thu Jul 21 10:56:53 2022
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    and i can't pill until 10:30

    what's it for

    fun

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Thu Jul 21 10:54:08 2022
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    and i can't pill until 10:30

    what's it for

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Thu Jul 21 11:01:32 2022
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    and i can't pill until 10:30

    what's it for

    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun...

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Thu Jul 21 11:13:08 2022
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    and i can't pill until 10:30

    what's it for

    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun...

    then go ahead and be fun

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to All on Thu Jul 21 10:32:18 2022
    .

    and i can't pill until 10:30

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Thu Jul 21 13:59:05 2022
    XPost: alt.slack

    Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    and i can't pill until 10:30

    what's it for

    limp dick

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Thu Jul 21 12:26:43 2022
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    and i can't pill until 10:30

    what's it for

    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun...

    then go ahead and be fun

    i meant i can be nice to be with :(

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Thu Jul 21 12:41:53 2022
    On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    and i can't pill until 10:30

    what's it for

    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun...

    then go ahead and be fun

    i meant i can be nice to be with :(

    then do that

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Thu Jul 21 12:53:01 2022
    On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    and i can't pill until 10:30

    what's it for

    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun...

    then go ahead and be fun

    i meant i can be nice to be with :(

    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :(

    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Thu Jul 21 12:43:05 2022
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    and i can't pill until 10:30

    what's it for

    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun...

    then go ahead and be fun

    i meant i can be nice to be with :(

    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :(

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Thu Jul 21 13:02:36 2022
    On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    and i can't pill until 10:30

    what's it for

    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun...

    then go ahead and be fun

    i meant i can be nice to be with :(

    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :(

    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country

    says who ?

    biden

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Thu Jul 21 13:07:11 2022
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> .

    and i can't pill until 10:30

    what's it for

    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun...

    then go ahead and be fun

    i meant i can be nice to be with :(

    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :(

    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country

    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Thu Jul 21 12:58:46 2022
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    and i can't pill until 10:30

    what's it for

    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun...

    then go ahead and be fun

    i meant i can be nice to be with :(

    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :(

    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country

    says who ?

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Thu Jul 21 13:53:34 2022
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> .

    and i can't pill until 10:30

    what's it for

    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun...

    then go ahead and be fun

    i meant i can be nice to be with :(

    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :(

    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country

    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia

    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ?

    how can i know if i can't ask him

    why not ?

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Thu Jul 21 13:50:15 2022
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> .

    and i can't pill until 10:30

    what's it for

    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun...

    then go ahead and be fun

    i meant i can be nice to be with :(

    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :(

    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country

    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia

    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ?

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Thu Jul 21 13:52:06 2022
    On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> .

    and i can't pill until 10:30

    what's it for

    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun...

    then go ahead and be fun

    i meant i can be nice to be with :(

    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :(

    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country

    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia

    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ?

    how can i know if i can't ask him

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Thu Jul 21 13:18:11 2022
    On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> .

    and i can't pill until 10:30

    what's it for

    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun...

    then go ahead and be fun

    i meant i can be nice to be with :(

    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :(

    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country

    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia

    maybe he does

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to roach on Thu Jul 21 13:54:01 2022
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:53:35 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> .

    and i can't pill until 10:30

    what's it for

    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun...

    then go ahead and be fun

    i meant i can be nice to be with :(

    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :(

    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country

    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia

    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ?

    how can i know if i can't ask him
    why not ?

    i mean why can't you ask him ?

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Thu Jul 21 14:13:09 2022
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> .

    and i can't pill until 10:30

    what's it for

    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun...

    then go ahead and be fun

    i meant i can be nice to be with :(

    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :(

    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country

    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia

    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ?

    how can i know if i can't ask him

    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country

    well, then how do you know if he even said you couldn't come in the first place, if you can't talk to each other ?

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Thu Jul 21 13:59:14 2022
    On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> .

    and i can't pill until 10:30

    what's it for

    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun...

    then go ahead and be fun

    i meant i can be nice to be with :(

    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :(

    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country

    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia

    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ?

    how can i know if i can't ask him

    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Thu Jul 21 14:15:05 2022
    On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> .

    and i can't pill until 10:30

    what's it for

    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun...

    then go ahead and be fun

    i meant i can be nice to be with :(

    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :(

    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country

    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia

    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ?

    how can i know if i can't ask him

    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country

    well, then how do you know if he even said you couldn't come in the first place, if you can't talk to each other ?

    they told me i can't and showed me the line i can't cross

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Thu Jul 21 14:21:43 2022
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> .

    and i can't pill until 10:30

    what's it for

    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun...

    then go ahead and be fun

    i meant i can be nice to be with :(

    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :(

    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country

    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia

    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ?

    how can i know if i can't ask him

    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country

    well, then how do you know if he even said you couldn't come in the first place, if you can't talk to each other ?

    they told me i can't and showed me the line i can't cross

    have you ever been to the line ?

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Thu Jul 21 14:38:39 2022
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> .

    and i can't pill until 10:30

    what's it for

    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun...

    then go ahead and be fun

    i meant i can be nice to be with :(

    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :(

    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country

    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia

    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ?

    how can i know if i can't ask him

    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country

    well, then how do you know if he even said you couldn't come in the first place, if you can't talk to each other ?

    they told me i can't and showed me the line i can't cross

    have you ever been to the line ?

    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they kicked me out

    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer ball ?

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Thu Jul 21 14:44:06 2022
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> .

    and i can't pill until 10:30

    what's it for

    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun...

    then go ahead and be fun

    i meant i can be nice to be with :(

    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :(

    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country

    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia

    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ?

    how can i know if i can't ask him

    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country

    well, then how do you know if he even said you couldn't come in the first place, if you can't talk to each other ?

    they told me i can't and showed me the line i can't cross

    have you ever been to the line ?

    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they kicked me out

    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer ball ?

    yea

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Thu Jul 21 14:36:58 2022
    On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> .

    and i can't pill until 10:30

    what's it for

    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun...

    then go ahead and be fun

    i meant i can be nice to be with :(

    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :(

    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country

    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia

    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ?

    how can i know if i can't ask him

    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country

    well, then how do you know if he even said you couldn't come in the first place, if you can't talk to each other ?

    they told me i can't and showed me the line i can't cross

    have you ever been to the line ?

    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they kicked me out

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Thu Jul 21 14:48:04 2022
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    and i can't pill until 10:30

    what's it for

    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun...

    then go ahead and be fun

    i meant i can be nice to be with :(

    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :(

    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country

    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia

    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ?

    how can i know if i can't ask him

    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country

    well, then how do you know if he even said you couldn't come in the first place, if you can't talk to each other ?

    they told me i can't and showed me the line i can't cross

    have you ever been to the line ?

    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they kicked me out

    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer ball ?

    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they kick you out ?

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Thu Jul 21 15:03:08 2022
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    and i can't pill until 10:30

    what's it for

    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun...

    then go ahead and be fun

    i meant i can be nice to be with :(

    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :(

    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country

    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia

    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ?

    how can i know if i can't ask him

    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country

    well, then how do you know if he even said you couldn't come in the first place, if you can't talk to each other ?

    they told me i can't and showed me the line i can't cross

    have you ever been to the line ?

    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they kicked me out

    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer ball ?

    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they kick you out ?

    with their foot

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Thu Jul 21 15:14:16 2022
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    and i can't pill until 10:30

    what's it for

    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun...

    then go ahead and be fun

    i meant i can be nice to be with :(

    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :(

    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia

    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ?

    how can i know if i can't ask him

    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country

    well, then how do you know if he even said you couldn't come in the first place, if you can't talk to each other ?

    they told me i can't and showed me the line i can't cross

    have you ever been to the line ?

    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they kicked me out

    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer ball ?

    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they kick you out ?

    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Thu Jul 21 16:09:35 2022
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    and i can't pill until 10:30 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    what's it for

    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun...

    then go ahead and be fun

    i meant i can be nice to be with :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :(

    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia

    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ?

    how can i know if i can't ask him

    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country

    well, then how do you know if he even said you couldn't come in the first place, if you can't talk to each other ?

    they told me i can't and showed me the line i can't cross

    have you ever been to the line ?

    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they kicked me out

    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer ball ?

    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they kick you out ?

    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    ok that's enough explaining for today

    did u want to dance ?

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Thu Jul 21 15:49:37 2022
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    and i can't pill until 10:30 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    what's it for

    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun...

    then go ahead and be fun

    i meant i can be nice to be with :(

    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :(

    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia

    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ?

    how can i know if i can't ask him

    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country

    well, then how do you know if he even said you couldn't come in the first place, if you can't talk to each other ?

    they told me i can't and showed me the line i can't cross

    have you ever been to the line ?

    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they kicked me out

    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer ball ?

    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they kick you out ?

    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    ok that's enough explaining for today

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Thu Jul 21 16:30:34 2022
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    and i can't pill until 10:30 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    what's it for

    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun...

    then go ahead and be fun

    i meant i can be nice to be with :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia

    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ?

    how can i know if i can't ask him

    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country

    well, then how do you know if he even said you couldn't come in the first place, if you can't talk to each other ?

    they told me i can't and showed me the line i can't cross

    have you ever been to the line ?

    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they kicked me out >>>>>>>
    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer ball ?

    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they kick you out ?

    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    ok that's enough explaining for today

    did u want to dance ?

    i already told you i don't dance

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  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Thu Jul 21 16:44:20 2022
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    and i can't pill until 10:30 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    what's it for

    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then go ahead and be fun

    i meant i can be nice to be with :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia

    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ?

    how can i know if i can't ask him

    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country

    well, then how do you know if he even said you couldn't come in the first place, if you can't talk to each other ?

    they told me i can't and showed me the line i can't cross >>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever been to the line ?

    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they kicked me out >>>>>>>>>
    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer ball ?

    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they kick you out ? >>>>>>>
    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    ok that's enough explaining for today

    did u want to dance ?

    i already told you i don't dance

    we'd have to take lessons

    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past. all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :) wouldn't want t' bore ya.

    we could take lessons. :-)?

    i don't want to know how to dance

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Thu Jul 21 16:43:02 2022
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    and i can't pill until 10:30 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    what's it for

    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun...

    then go ahead and be fun

    i meant i can be nice to be with :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia

    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ?

    how can i know if i can't ask him

    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country

    well, then how do you know if he even said you couldn't come in the first place, if you can't talk to each other ?

    they told me i can't and showed me the line i can't cross >>>>>>>>>
    have you ever been to the line ?

    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they kicked me out >>>>>>>
    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer ball ?

    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they kick you out ? >>>>>
    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    ok that's enough explaining for today

    did u want to dance ?

    i already told you i don't dance

    we'd have to take lessons

    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past. all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :) wouldn't want t' bore ya.

    we could take lessons. :-)?

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Thu Jul 21 16:46:39 2022
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    and i can't pill until 10:30 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    what's it for

    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then go ahead and be fun

    i meant i can be nice to be with :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia

    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ?

    how can i know if i can't ask him

    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country

    well, then how do you know if he even said you couldn't come in the first place, if you can't talk to each other ?

    they told me i can't and showed me the line i can't cross >>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever been to the line ?

    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they kicked me out >>>>>>>>>
    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer ball ?

    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they kick you out ? >>>>>>>
    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    ok that's enough explaining for today

    did u want to dance ?

    i already told you i don't dance

    we'd have to take lessons

    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past. all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :) wouldn't want t' bore ya.

    we could take lessons. :-)?

    i don't want to know how to dance

    have you ever done slow dancing ?

    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia)

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Thu Jul 21 17:07:19 2022
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:46:40 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    and i can't pill until 10:30 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    what's it for

    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then go ahead and be fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i meant i can be nice to be with :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ?

    how can i know if i can't ask him

    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country

    well, then how do you know if he even said you couldn't come in the first place, if you can't talk to each other ?

    they told me i can't and showed me the line i can't cross >>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever been to the line ?

    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they kicked me out >>>>>>>>>
    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer ball ? >>>>>>>>>
    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they kick you out ? >>>>>>>
    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    ok that's enough explaining for today

    did u want to dance ?

    i already told you i don't dance

    we'd have to take lessons

    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past. all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :) wouldn't want t' bore ya.

    we could take lessons. :-)?

    i don't want to know how to dance
    have you ever done slow dancing ?

    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia)

    but also, more energetic is better exercise, and better for you, are you interested? i'm open as to what kinds, i don't really know about it. do u ?

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Thu Jul 21 17:32:30 2022
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 5:07:21 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:46:40 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    and i can't pill until 10:30 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    what's it for

    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then go ahead and be fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i meant i can be nice to be with :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ?

    how can i know if i can't ask him

    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country

    well, then how do you know if he even said you couldn't come in the first place, if you can't talk to each other ?

    they told me i can't and showed me the line i can't cross >>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever been to the line ?

    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they kicked me out

    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer ball ? >>>>>>>>>
    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they kick you out ?

    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    ok that's enough explaining for today

    did u want to dance ?

    i already told you i don't dance

    we'd have to take lessons

    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past. all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :) wouldn't want t' bore ya.

    we could take lessons. :-)?

    i don't want to know how to dance
    have you ever done slow dancing ?

    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia)
    but also, more energetic is better exercise, and better for you, are you interested? i'm open as to what kinds, i don't really know about it. do u ?

    not rock music , though , or anything of that ilk

    should i just wait for you and stop talking ?

    cuz you never come , i feel so stupid

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  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Thu Jul 21 19:51:22 2022
    On 2022-07-21 5:07 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:46:40 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    and i can't pill until 10:30 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    what's it for

    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then go ahead and be fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i meant i can be nice to be with :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ?

    how can i know if i can't ask him

    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country

    well, then how do you know if he even said you couldn't come in the first place, if you can't talk to each other ?

    they told me i can't and showed me the line i can't cross >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever been to the line ?

    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they kicked me out >>>>>>>>>>>>
    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer ball ? >>>>>>>>>>>>
    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they kick you out ? >>>>>>>>>>
    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    ok that's enough explaining for today

    did u want to dance ?

    i already told you i don't dance

    we'd have to take lessons

    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past. all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :) wouldn't want t' bore ya.

    we could take lessons. :-)?

    i don't want to know how to dance
    have you ever done slow dancing ?

    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia)

    but also, more energetic is better exercise, and better for you, are you interested? i'm open as to what kinds, i don't really know about it. do u ?

    i know i can't be interested because i'm not allowed to go there

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  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Thu Jul 21 19:50:27 2022
    On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    and i can't pill until 10:30 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    what's it for

    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then go ahead and be fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i meant i can be nice to be with :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ?

    how can i know if i can't ask him

    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country

    well, then how do you know if he even said you couldn't come in the first place, if you can't talk to each other ?

    they told me i can't and showed me the line i can't cross >>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever been to the line ?

    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they kicked me out >>>>>>>>>>>
    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer ball ? >>>>>>>>>>>
    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they kick you out ? >>>>>>>>>
    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    ok that's enough explaining for today

    did u want to dance ?

    i already told you i don't dance

    we'd have to take lessons

    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past. all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :) wouldn't want t' bore ya.

    we could take lessons. :-)?

    i don't want to know how to dance

    have you ever done slow dancing ?

    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia)

    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Fri Jul 22 13:39:47 2022
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:51:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 5:07 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:46:40 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    and i can't pill until 10:30 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then go ahead and be fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i meant i can be nice to be with :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ?

    how can i know if i can't ask him

    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country

    well, then how do you know if he even said you couldn't come in the first place, if you can't talk to each other ?

    they told me i can't and showed me the line i can't cross >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever been to the line ?

    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they kicked me out

    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer ball ? >>>>>>>>>>>>
    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they kick you out ?

    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    ok that's enough explaining for today

    did u want to dance ?

    i already told you i don't dance

    we'd have to take lessons

    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past. all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :) wouldn't want t' bore ya.

    we could take lessons. :-)?

    i don't want to know how to dance
    have you ever done slow dancing ?

    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia)

    but also, more energetic is better exercise, and better for you, are you interested? i'm open as to what kinds, i don't really know about it. do u ?

    i know i can't be interested because i'm not allowed to go there

    victim mentality

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Fri Jul 22 13:56:41 2022
    On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    and i can't pill until 10:30 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then go ahead and be fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i meant i can be nice to be with :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ?

    how can i know if i can't ask him

    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country

    well, then how do you know if he even said you couldn't come in the first place, if you can't talk to each other ?

    they told me i can't and showed me the line i can't cross >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever been to the line ?

    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they kicked me out >>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer ball ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>
    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they kick you out ? >>>>>>>>>>>
    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    ok that's enough explaining for today

    did u want to dance ?

    i already told you i don't dance

    we'd have to take lessons

    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past. all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :) wouldn't want t' bore ya.

    we could take lessons. :-)?

    i don't want to know how to dance

    have you ever done slow dancing ?

    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia)

    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE

    you look like you want to try

    you've never seen me so you don't know

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    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Fri Jul 22 13:57:37 2022
    On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:51:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 5:07 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:46:40 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    and i can't pill until 10:30 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then go ahead and be fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i meant i can be nice to be with :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ?

    how can i know if i can't ask him

    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country

    well, then how do you know if he even said you couldn't come in the first place, if you can't talk to each other ?

    they told me i can't and showed me the line i can't cross >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever been to the line ?

    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they kicked me out

    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer ball ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they kick you out ?

    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    ok that's enough explaining for today

    did u want to dance ?

    i already told you i don't dance

    we'd have to take lessons

    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past. all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :) wouldn't want t' bore ya.

    we could take lessons. :-)?

    i don't want to know how to dance
    have you ever done slow dancing ?

    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia)

    but also, more energetic is better exercise, and better for you, are you interested? i'm open as to what kinds, i don't really know about it. do u ?

    i know i can't be interested because i'm not allowed to go there

    victim mentality

    i still can't go there

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    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Fri Jul 22 14:21:17 2022
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    and i can't pill until 10:30 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then go ahead and be fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i meant i can be nice to be with :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ?

    how can i know if i can't ask him

    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country

    well, then how do you know if he even said you couldn't come in the first place, if you can't talk to each other ?

    they told me i can't and showed me the line i can't cross >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever been to the line ?

    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they kicked me out

    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer ball ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>
    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they kick you out ?

    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    ok that's enough explaining for today

    did u want to dance ?

    i already told you i don't dance

    we'd have to take lessons

    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past. all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :) wouldn't want t' bore ya.

    we could take lessons. :-)?

    i don't want to know how to dance

    have you ever done slow dancing ?

    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia)

    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE

    you look like you want to try

    you've never seen me so you don't know

    you post your photo all the time

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  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Fri Jul 22 15:05:06 2022
    On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    and i can't pill until 10:30 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then go ahead and be fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i meant i can be nice to be with :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ?

    how can i know if i can't ask him

    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country

    well, then how do you know if he even said you couldn't come in the first place, if you can't talk to each other ?

    they told me i can't and showed me the line i can't cross >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever been to the line ?

    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they kicked me out

    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer ball ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they kick you out ?

    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    ok that's enough explaining for today

    did u want to dance ?

    i already told you i don't dance

    we'd have to take lessons

    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past. all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :) wouldn't want t' bore ya.

    we could take lessons. :-)?

    i don't want to know how to dance

    have you ever done slow dancing ?

    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia)

    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE

    you look like you want to try

    you've never seen me so you don't know

    you post your photo all the time

    no i don't i never have

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  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Fri Jul 22 15:31:37 2022
    On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    and i can't pill until 10:30 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then go ahead and be fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i meant i can be nice to be with :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ?

    how can i know if i can't ask him >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well, then how do you know if he even said you couldn't come in the first place, if you can't talk to each other ?

    they told me i can't and showed me the line i can't cross >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever been to the line ?

    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they kicked me out

    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer ball ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they kick you out ?

    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    ok that's enough explaining for today

    did u want to dance ?

    i already told you i don't dance

    we'd have to take lessons

    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past. all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :) wouldn't want t' bore ya.

    we could take lessons. :-)?

    i don't want to know how to dance

    have you ever done slow dancing ?

    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia)

    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE

    you look like you want to try

    you've never seen me so you don't know

    you post your photo all the time

    no i don't i never have

    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters?

    my photo is not online and never has been

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  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Fri Jul 22 15:55:09 2022
    On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    the older kind of fun... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then go ahead and be fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i meant i can be nice to be with :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    if you want to come be with me... :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how can i know if i can't ask him >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well, then how do you know if he even said you couldn't come in the first place, if you can't talk to each other ?

    they told me i can't and showed me the line i can't cross

    have you ever been to the line ?

    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they kicked me out

    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer ball ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they kick you out ?

    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    ok that's enough explaining for today

    did u want to dance ?

    i already told you i don't dance

    we'd have to take lessons

    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past. all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :) wouldn't want t' bore ya.

    we could take lessons. :-)?

    i don't want to know how to dance

    have you ever done slow dancing ?

    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia)

    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE

    you look like you want to try

    you've never seen me so you don't know

    you post your photo all the time

    no i don't i never have

    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters?

    my photo is not online and never has been

    this isn't working for me

    oh

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Fri Jul 22 15:26:19 2022
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    and i can't pill until 10:30 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    fun

    i'm fun

    the older kind of fun... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then go ahead and be fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i meant i can be nice to be with :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ?

    how can i know if i can't ask him >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well, then how do you know if he even said you couldn't come in the first place, if you can't talk to each other ?

    they told me i can't and showed me the line i can't cross >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever been to the line ?

    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they kicked me out

    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer ball ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they kick you out ?

    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    ok that's enough explaining for today

    did u want to dance ?

    i already told you i don't dance

    we'd have to take lessons

    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past. all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :) wouldn't want t' bore ya.

    we could take lessons. :-)?

    i don't want to know how to dance

    have you ever done slow dancing ?

    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia)

    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE

    you look like you want to try

    you've never seen me so you don't know

    you post your photo all the time

    no i don't i never have

    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters?

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Fri Jul 22 15:35:16 2022
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    and i can't pill until 10:30 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    fun

    i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    the older kind of fun... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then go ahead and be fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i meant i can be nice to be with :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then do that

    if you want to come be with me... :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ?

    how can i know if i can't ask him >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well, then how do you know if he even said you couldn't come in the first place, if you can't talk to each other ?

    they told me i can't and showed me the line i can't cross

    have you ever been to the line ?

    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they kicked me out

    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer ball ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they kick you out ?

    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    ok that's enough explaining for today

    did u want to dance ?

    i already told you i don't dance

    we'd have to take lessons

    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past. all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :) wouldn't want t' bore ya.

    we could take lessons. :-)?

    i don't want to know how to dance

    have you ever done slow dancing ?

    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia)

    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE

    you look like you want to try

    you've never seen me so you don't know

    you post your photo all the time

    no i don't i never have

    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters?

    my photo is not online and never has been

    this isn't working for me

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Fri Jul 22 16:56:41 2022
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, % >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, % >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7, >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    the older kind of fun... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then go ahead and be fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i meant i can be nice to be with :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    if you want to come be with me... :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> country

    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how can i know if i can't ask him >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well, then how do you know if he even said you >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> couldn't come in the first place, if you can't >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> talk to each other ?

    they told me i can't and showed me the line i >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> can't cross

    have you ever been to the line ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> kicked me out

    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ball ?

    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> kick you out ?

    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    ok that's enough explaining for today

    did u want to dance ?

    i already told you i don't dance

    we'd have to take lessons

    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to >>>>>>>>>>>> dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and >>>>>>>>>>>> practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays) >>>>>>>>>>>>
    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past. >>>>>>>>>>>> all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :) >>>>>>>>>>>> wouldn't want t' bore ya.

    we could take lessons. :-)?

    i don't want to know how to dance

    have you ever done slow dancing ?

    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia)

    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE

    you look like you want to try

    you've never seen me so you don't know

    you post your photo all the time

    no i don't i never have

    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters?

    my photo is not online and never has been

    this isn't working for me

    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then

    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

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  • From %@21:1/5 to All on Fri Jul 22 16:29:40 2022
    On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, % >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, % >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7, >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    the older kind of fun... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then go ahead and be fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i meant i can be nice to be with :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    if you want to come be with me... :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> country

    says who ?

    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how can i know if i can't ask him >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well, then how do you know if he even said you >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> couldn't come in the first place, if you can't >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> talk to each other ?

    they told me i can't and showed me the line i >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> can't cross

    have you ever been to the line ?

    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> kicked me out

    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ball ?

    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> kick you out ?

    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    ok that's enough explaining for today

    did u want to dance ?

    i already told you i don't dance

    we'd have to take lessons

    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to >>>>>>>>>>>> dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and >>>>>>>>>>>> practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past. >>>>>>>>>>>> all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :) >>>>>>>>>>>> wouldn't want t' bore ya.

    we could take lessons. :-)?

    i don't want to know how to dance

    have you ever done slow dancing ?

    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia)

    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE

    you look like you want to try

    you've never seen me so you don't know

    you post your photo all the time

    no i don't i never have

    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters?

    my photo is not online and never has been

    this isn't working for me

    oh

    alright well you enjoy your day then

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  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Fri Jul 22 16:59:01 2022
    On 2022-07-22 4:56 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, % >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, % >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7, >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the older kind of fun... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> then go ahead and be fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i meant i can be nice to be with :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    if you want to come be with me... :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> country

    says who ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how can i know if i can't ask him >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well, then how do you know if he even said you >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> couldn't come in the first place, if you can't >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> talk to each other ?

    they told me i can't and showed me the line i >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> can't cross

    have you ever been to the line ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> kicked me out

    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ball ?

    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> kick you out ?

    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    ok that's enough explaining for today

    did u want to dance ?

    i already told you i don't dance

    we'd have to take lessons

    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to >>>>>>>>>>>>>> dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and >>>>>>>>>>>>>> practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past. >>>>>>>>>>>>>> all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :) >>>>>>>>>>>>>> wouldn't want t' bore ya.

    we could take lessons. :-)?

    i don't want to know how to dance

    have you ever done slow dancing ?

    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia)

    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE

    you look like you want to try

    you've never seen me so you don't know

    you post your photo all the time

    no i don't i never have

    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters?

    my photo is not online and never has been

    this isn't working for me

    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then

    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

    i don't remember it probably wasn't me

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Fri Jul 22 17:29:58 2022
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 5:17:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:59:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 4:56 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, % >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, % >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7, >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the older kind of fun... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> then go ahead and be fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i meant i can be nice to be with :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    if you want to come be with me... :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    says who ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    maybe he does >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you mean you don't know ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how can i know if i can't ask him >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well, then how do you know if he even said you >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> couldn't come in the first place, if you can't >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> talk to each other ?

    they told me i can't and showed me the line i >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> can't cross

    have you ever been to the line ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> kicked me out

    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ball ?

    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> kick you out ?

    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    ok that's enough explaining for today

    did u want to dance ?

    i already told you i don't dance

    we'd have to take lessons

    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to >>>>>>>>>>>>>> dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and >>>>>>>>>>>>>> practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past. >>>>>>>>>>>>>> all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :) >>>>>>>>>>>>>> wouldn't want t' bore ya.

    we could take lessons. :-)?

    i don't want to know how to dance

    have you ever done slow dancing ?

    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia)

    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE

    you look like you want to try

    you've never seen me so you don't know

    you post your photo all the time

    no i don't i never have

    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters?

    my photo is not online and never has been

    this isn't working for me

    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then

    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

    i don't remember it probably wasn't me
    it's so hard to talk with you

    is it b/c we're in public ?

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Fri Jul 22 17:17:25 2022
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:59:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 4:56 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, % >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, % >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7, >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the older kind of fun... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> then go ahead and be fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i meant i can be nice to be with :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    if you want to come be with me... :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    says who ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    maybe he does

    you mean you don't know ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how can i know if i can't ask him >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well, then how do you know if he even said you >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> couldn't come in the first place, if you can't >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> talk to each other ?

    they told me i can't and showed me the line i >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> can't cross

    have you ever been to the line ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> kicked me out

    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ball ?

    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> kick you out ?

    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    ok that's enough explaining for today

    did u want to dance ?

    i already told you i don't dance

    we'd have to take lessons

    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to >>>>>>>>>>>>>> dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and >>>>>>>>>>>>>> practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past. >>>>>>>>>>>>>> all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :) >>>>>>>>>>>>>> wouldn't want t' bore ya.

    we could take lessons. :-)?

    i don't want to know how to dance

    have you ever done slow dancing ?

    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia)

    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE

    you look like you want to try

    you've never seen me so you don't know

    you post your photo all the time

    no i don't i never have

    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters?

    my photo is not online and never has been

    this isn't working for me

    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then

    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

    i don't remember it probably wasn't me

    it's so hard to talk with you

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  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Fri Jul 22 19:00:39 2022
    On 2022-07-22 5:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 5:17:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:59:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 4:56 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, % >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, % >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7, >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the older kind of fun... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> then go ahead and be fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i meant i can be nice to be with :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    if you want to come be with me... :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    says who ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    biden

    but i thought he worked for columbia >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    maybe he does >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you mean you don't know ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how can i know if i can't ask him >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well, then how do you know if he even said you >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> couldn't come in the first place, if you can't >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> talk to each other ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    they told me i can't and showed me the line i >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> can't cross

    have you ever been to the line ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> kicked me out

    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ball ?

    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> kick you out ?

    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    ok that's enough explaining for today

    did u want to dance ?

    i already told you i don't dance

    we'd have to take lessons

    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wouldn't want t' bore ya.

    we could take lessons. :-)?

    i don't want to know how to dance

    have you ever done slow dancing ?

    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia)

    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE

    you look like you want to try

    you've never seen me so you don't know

    you post your photo all the time

    no i don't i never have

    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters?

    my photo is not online and never has been

    this isn't working for me

    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then

    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

    i don't remember it probably wasn't me
    it's so hard to talk with you

    is it b/c we're in public ?

    maybe some but not not really

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Fri Jul 22 19:10:14 2022
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:00:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 5:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 5:17:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:59:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 4:56 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, % >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7,
    % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the older kind of fun... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> then go ahead and be fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i meant i can be nice to be with :(
    then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> if you want to come be with me... :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i can't i'm not allowed to enter that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    says who ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    biden >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    but i thought he worked for columbia >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    maybe he does >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you mean you don't know ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how can i know if i can't ask him >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well, then how do you know if he even said you >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> couldn't come in the first place, if you can't >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> talk to each other ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    they told me i can't and showed me the line i >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> can't cross

    have you ever been to the line ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they
    kicked me out

    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ball ?

    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> kick you out ?

    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    ok that's enough explaining for today >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    did u want to dance ?

    i already told you i don't dance

    we'd have to take lessons

    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to
    dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and
    practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past.
    all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wouldn't want t' bore ya.

    we could take lessons. :-)?

    i don't want to know how to dance

    have you ever done slow dancing ?

    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE

    you look like you want to try

    you've never seen me so you don't know

    you post your photo all the time

    no i don't i never have

    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters?

    my photo is not online and never has been

    this isn't working for me

    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then

    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

    i don't remember it probably wasn't me
    it's so hard to talk with you

    is it b/c we're in public ?

    maybe some but not not really

    are you still afraid to be with me ? do u want to talk about that ? i'm sorry, i hope it doesn't make you uncomfortable. i never even wanted to talk to you in public before, i was too embarrassed, probably because of the reputation i learned you had
    among medical professionals, an upright, decent, married family man, not the fucking ykwhat that you are. (like me, and everybody else around here who is suffering)

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  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Fri Jul 22 19:51:53 2022
    On 2022-07-22 7:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:00:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 5:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 5:17:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:59:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 4:56 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, % >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, % >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7, >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the older kind of fun... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> then go ahead and be fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i meant i can be nice to be with :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> if you want to come be with me... :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i can't i'm not allowed to enter that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    says who ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    biden >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    but i thought he worked for columbia >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    maybe he does >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you mean you don't know ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how can i know if i can't ask him >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well, then how do you know if he even said you >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> couldn't come in the first place, if you can't >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> talk to each other ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    they told me i can't and showed me the line i >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> can't cross

    have you ever been to the line ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> kicked me out

    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ball ?

    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> kick you out ?

    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    ok that's enough explaining for today >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    did u want to dance ?

    i already told you i don't dance

    we'd have to take lessons

    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to
    dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and
    practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past.
    all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wouldn't want t' bore ya.

    we could take lessons. :-)?

    i don't want to know how to dance

    have you ever done slow dancing ?

    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE

    you look like you want to try

    you've never seen me so you don't know

    you post your photo all the time

    no i don't i never have

    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters?

    my photo is not online and never has been

    this isn't working for me

    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then

    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

    i don't remember it probably wasn't me
    it's so hard to talk with you

    is it b/c we're in public ?

    maybe some but not not really

    are you still afraid to be with me ? do u want to talk about that ? i'm sorry, i hope it doesn't make you uncomfortable. i never even wanted to talk to you in public before, i was too embarrassed, probably because of the reputation i learned you had
    among medical professionals, an upright, decent, married family man, not the fucking ykwhat that you are. (like me, and everybody else around here who is suffering)

    oh yea

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Fri Jul 22 19:58:58 2022
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:52:01 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 7:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:00:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 5:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 5:17:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:59:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 4:56 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7,
    % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30
    what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the older kind of fun... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> then go ahead and be fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i meant i can be nice to be with :(
    then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> if you want to come be with me... :(
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that
    country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> says who ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> biden >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    but i thought he worked for columbia >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    maybe he does >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you mean you don't know ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how can i know if i can't ask him >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    why not ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i'm not allowed to go to that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well, then how do you know if he even said you
    couldn't come in the first place, if you can't
    talk to each other ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    they told me i can't and showed me the line i >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> can't cross

    have you ever been to the line ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they
    kicked me out

    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer
    ball ?

    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they
    kick you out ?

    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    ok that's enough explaining for today >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    did u want to dance ?

    i already told you i don't dance

    we'd have to take lessons

    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to
    dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and
    practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past.
    all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wouldn't want t' bore ya.

    we could take lessons. :-)?

    i don't want to know how to dance

    have you ever done slow dancing ?

    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE

    you look like you want to try

    you've never seen me so you don't know

    you post your photo all the time

    no i don't i never have

    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters? >>>>>>>>>>>
    my photo is not online and never has been

    this isn't working for me

    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then

    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

    i don't remember it probably wasn't me
    it's so hard to talk with you

    is it b/c we're in public ?

    maybe some but not not really

    are you still afraid to be with me ? do u want to talk about that ? i'm sorry, i hope it doesn't make you uncomfortable. i never even wanted to talk to you in public before, i was too embarrassed, probably because of the reputation i learned you had
    among medical professionals, an upright, decent, married family man, not the fucking ykwhat that you are. (like me, and everybody else around here who is suffering)

    oh yea

    goddamn fucking bitch. can we kill her?

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Fri Jul 22 19:19:11 2022
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:10:16 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:00:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 5:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 5:17:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:59:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 4:56 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7,
    % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30
    what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the older kind of fun... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> then go ahead and be fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i meant i can be nice to be with :(
    then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> if you want to come be with me... :(
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that
    country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> says who ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    biden >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    but i thought he worked for columbia >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    maybe he does >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you mean you don't know ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how can i know if i can't ask him >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well, then how do you know if he even said you
    couldn't come in the first place, if you can't
    talk to each other ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    they told me i can't and showed me the line i >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> can't cross

    have you ever been to the line ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they
    kicked me out

    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer
    ball ?

    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they
    kick you out ?

    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    ok that's enough explaining for today >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    did u want to dance ?

    i already told you i don't dance

    we'd have to take lessons

    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to
    dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and
    practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past.
    all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wouldn't want t' bore ya.

    we could take lessons. :-)?

    i don't want to know how to dance

    have you ever done slow dancing ?

    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE

    you look like you want to try

    you've never seen me so you don't know

    you post your photo all the time

    no i don't i never have

    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters?

    my photo is not online and never has been

    this isn't working for me

    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then

    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

    i don't remember it probably wasn't me
    it's so hard to talk with you

    is it b/c we're in public ?

    maybe some but not not really
    are you still afraid to be with me ? do u want to talk about that ? i'm sorry, i hope it doesn't make you uncomfortable. i never even wanted to talk to you in public before, i was too embarrassed, probably because of the reputation i learned you had
    among medical professionals, an upright, decent, married family man, not the fucking ykwhat that you are. (like me, and everybody else around here who is suffering)

    she probably just said you were married as her judgement that i was a stupid young lady (never mind my severe mental illness) who thought she could be in a relationship with you, and told her to go back to the university where everybody kills themselves

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Fri Jul 22 19:17:39 2022
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:10:16 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:00:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 5:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 5:17:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:59:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 4:56 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7,
    % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30
    what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the older kind of fun... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> then go ahead and be fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i meant i can be nice to be with :(
    then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> if you want to come be with me... :(
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that
    country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> says who ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    biden >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    but i thought he worked for columbia >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    maybe he does >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you mean you don't know ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how can i know if i can't ask him >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well, then how do you know if he even said you
    couldn't come in the first place, if you can't
    talk to each other ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    they told me i can't and showed me the line i >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> can't cross

    have you ever been to the line ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they
    kicked me out

    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer
    ball ?

    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they
    kick you out ?

    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    ok that's enough explaining for today >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    did u want to dance ?

    i already told you i don't dance

    we'd have to take lessons

    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to
    dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and
    practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past.
    all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wouldn't want t' bore ya.

    we could take lessons. :-)?

    i don't want to know how to dance

    have you ever done slow dancing ?

    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE

    you look like you want to try

    you've never seen me so you don't know

    you post your photo all the time

    no i don't i never have

    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters?

    my photo is not online and never has been

    this isn't working for me

    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then

    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

    i don't remember it probably wasn't me
    it's so hard to talk with you

    is it b/c we're in public ?

    maybe some but not not really
    are you still afraid to be with me ? do u want to talk about that ? i'm sorry, i hope it doesn't make you uncomfortable. i never even wanted to talk to you in public before, i was too embarrassed, probably because of the reputation i learned you had
    among medical professionals, an upright, decent, married family man, not the fucking ykwhat that you are. (like me, and everybody else around here who is suffering)

    amongst sorry

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Fri Jul 22 19:20:06 2022
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:19:12 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:10:16 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:00:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 5:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 5:17:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:59:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 4:56 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7,
    % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30
    what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the older kind of fun... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> then go ahead and be fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i meant i can be nice to be with :(
    then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> if you want to come be with me... :(
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that
    country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> says who ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> biden >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    but i thought he worked for columbia >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    maybe he does >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you mean you don't know ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how can i know if i can't ask him >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    why not ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i'm not allowed to go to that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well, then how do you know if he even said you
    couldn't come in the first place, if you can't
    talk to each other ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    they told me i can't and showed me the line i
    can't cross

    have you ever been to the line ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they
    kicked me out

    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer
    ball ?

    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they
    kick you out ?

    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    ok that's enough explaining for today >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    did u want to dance ?

    i already told you i don't dance

    we'd have to take lessons

    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to
    dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and
    practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past.
    all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :)
    wouldn't want t' bore ya.

    we could take lessons. :-)?

    i don't want to know how to dance

    have you ever done slow dancing ?

    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE

    you look like you want to try

    you've never seen me so you don't know

    you post your photo all the time

    no i don't i never have

    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters? >>>>>>>>>
    my photo is not online and never has been

    this isn't working for me

    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then

    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

    i don't remember it probably wasn't me
    it's so hard to talk with you

    is it b/c we're in public ?

    maybe some but not not really
    are you still afraid to be with me ? do u want to talk about that ? i'm sorry, i hope it doesn't make you uncomfortable. i never even wanted to talk to you in public before, i was too embarrassed, probably because of the reputation i learned you had
    among medical professionals, an upright, decent, married family man, not the fucking ykwhat that you are. (like me, and everybody else around here who is suffering)
    she probably just said you were married as her judgement that i was a stupid young lady (never mind my severe mental illness) who thought she could be in a relationship with you, and told her to go back to the university where everybody kills themselves

    when i was 35 years old

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  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Fri Jul 22 20:05:03 2022
    On 2022-07-22 7:58 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:52:01 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 7:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:00:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 5:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 5:17:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:59:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 4:56 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, % >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7,
    % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the older kind of fun... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> then go ahead and be fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i meant i can be nice to be with :(
    then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> if you want to come be with me... :(
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that
    country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> says who ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> biden >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    but i thought he worked for columbia >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    maybe he does >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you mean you don't know ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how can i know if i can't ask him >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    why not ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i'm not allowed to go to that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well, then how do you know if he even said you
    couldn't come in the first place, if you can't
    talk to each other ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    they told me i can't and showed me the line i >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> can't cross

    have you ever been to the line ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they
    kicked me out

    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer
    ball ?

    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they
    kick you out ?

    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    ok that's enough explaining for today >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    did u want to dance ?

    i already told you i don't dance

    we'd have to take lessons

    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to
    dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and
    practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past.
    all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wouldn't want t' bore ya.

    we could take lessons. :-)?

    i don't want to know how to dance

    have you ever done slow dancing ?

    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE

    you look like you want to try

    you've never seen me so you don't know

    you post your photo all the time

    no i don't i never have

    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters? >>>>>>>>>>>>>
    my photo is not online and never has been

    this isn't working for me

    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then

    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

    i don't remember it probably wasn't me
    it's so hard to talk with you

    is it b/c we're in public ?

    maybe some but not not really

    are you still afraid to be with me ? do u want to talk about that ? i'm sorry, i hope it doesn't make you uncomfortable. i never even wanted to talk to you in public before, i was too embarrassed, probably because of the reputation i learned you had
    among medical professionals, an upright, decent, married family man, not the fucking ykwhat that you are. (like me, and everybody else around here who is suffering)

    oh yea

    goddamn fucking bitch. can we kill her?

    i can't answer something like that

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Fri Jul 22 20:05:36 2022
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:05:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 7:58 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:52:01 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 7:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:00:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 5:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 5:17:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:59:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 4:56 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7,
    % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30
    what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the older kind of fun... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> then go ahead and be fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i meant i can be nice to be with :(
    then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> if you want to come be with me... :(
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that
    country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> says who ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> biden >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> but i thought he worked for columbia >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> maybe he does >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you mean you don't know ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how can i know if i can't ask him >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    why not ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i'm not allowed to go to that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well, then how do you know if he even said you
    couldn't come in the first place, if you can't
    talk to each other ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    they told me i can't and showed me the line i
    can't cross

    have you ever been to the line ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they
    kicked me out

    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer
    ball ?

    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they
    kick you out ?

    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    ok that's enough explaining for today >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    did u want to dance ?

    i already told you i don't dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we'd have to take lessons

    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to
    dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and
    practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past.
    all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :)
    wouldn't want t' bore ya.

    we could take lessons. :-)?

    i don't want to know how to dance

    have you ever done slow dancing ?

    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE

    you look like you want to try

    you've never seen me so you don't know

    you post your photo all the time

    no i don't i never have

    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters? >>>>>>>>>>>>>
    my photo is not online and never has been

    this isn't working for me

    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then

    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

    i don't remember it probably wasn't me
    it's so hard to talk with you

    is it b/c we're in public ?

    maybe some but not not really

    are you still afraid to be with me ? do u want to talk about that ? i'm sorry, i hope it doesn't make you uncomfortable. i never even wanted to talk to you in public before, i was too embarrassed, probably because of the reputation i learned you
    had among medical professionals, an upright, decent, married family man, not the fucking ykwhat that you are. (like me, and everybody else around here who is suffering)

    oh yea

    goddamn fucking bitch. can we kill her?

    i can't answer something like that

    why not

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  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Fri Jul 22 20:13:06 2022
    On 2022-07-22 8:05 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:05:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 7:58 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:52:01 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 7:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:00:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 5:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 5:17:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:59:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 4:56 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7,
    % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30
    what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the older kind of fun... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> then go ahead and be fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i meant i can be nice to be with :(
    then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> if you want to come be with me... :(
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that
    country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> says who ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> biden >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> but i thought he worked for columbia >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> maybe he does >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you mean you don't know ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how can i know if i can't ask him >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    why not ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i'm not allowed to go to that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well, then how do you know if he even said you
    couldn't come in the first place, if you can't
    talk to each other ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    they told me i can't and showed me the line i
    can't cross >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever been to the line ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they
    kicked me out

    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer
    ball ?

    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they
    kick you out ?

    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    ok that's enough explaining for today >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    did u want to dance ?

    i already told you i don't dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we'd have to take lessons

    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to
    dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and
    practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past.
    all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :)
    wouldn't want t' bore ya.

    we could take lessons. :-)?

    i don't want to know how to dance

    have you ever done slow dancing ?

    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE

    you look like you want to try

    you've never seen me so you don't know

    you post your photo all the time

    no i don't i never have

    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    my photo is not online and never has been

    this isn't working for me

    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then

    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

    i don't remember it probably wasn't me
    it's so hard to talk with you

    is it b/c we're in public ?

    maybe some but not not really

    are you still afraid to be with me ? do u want to talk about that ? i'm sorry, i hope it doesn't make you uncomfortable. i never even wanted to talk to you in public before, i was too embarrassed, probably because of the reputation i learned you
    had among medical professionals, an upright, decent, married family man, not the fucking ykwhat that you are. (like me, and everybody else around here who is suffering)

    oh yea

    goddamn fucking bitch. can we kill her?

    i can't answer something like that

    why not

    its a crime

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  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Fri Jul 22 20:22:23 2022
    On 2022-07-22 8:19 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:13:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:05 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:05:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 7:58 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:52:01 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 7:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:00:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 5:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 5:17:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:59:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 4:56 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7,
    % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30
    what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the older kind of fun... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> then go ahead and be fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i meant i can be nice to be with :(
    then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> if you want to come be with me... :(
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that
    country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> says who ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> biden >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> but i thought he worked for columbia
    maybe he does >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you mean you don't know ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> how can i know if i can't ask him >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    why not ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i'm not allowed to go to that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well, then how do you know if he even said you
    couldn't come in the first place, if you can't
    talk to each other ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    they told me i can't and showed me the line i
    can't cross >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever been to the line ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they
    kicked me out >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer
    ball ?

    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they
    kick you out ?

    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    ok that's enough explaining for today >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    did u want to dance ?

    i already told you i don't dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we'd have to take lessons

    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to
    dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and
    practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past.
    all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :)
    wouldn't want t' bore ya.

    we could take lessons. :-)?

    i don't want to know how to dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever done slow dancing ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE

    you look like you want to try

    you've never seen me so you don't know

    you post your photo all the time

    no i don't i never have

    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    my photo is not online and never has been

    this isn't working for me

    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then

    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

    i don't remember it probably wasn't me
    it's so hard to talk with you

    is it b/c we're in public ?

    maybe some but not not really

    are you still afraid to be with me ? do u want to talk about that ? i'm sorry, i hope it doesn't make you uncomfortable. i never even wanted to talk to you in public before, i was too embarrassed, probably because of the reputation i learned you
    had among medical professionals, an upright, decent, married family man, not the fucking ykwhat that you are. (like me, and everybody else around here who is suffering)

    oh yea

    goddamn fucking bitch. can we kill her?

    i can't answer something like that

    why not

    its a crime

    you don't commit crimes ?

    no

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Fri Jul 22 20:19:01 2022
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:13:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:05 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:05:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 7:58 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:52:01 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 7:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:00:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 5:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 5:17:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:59:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 4:56 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7,
    % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30
    what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the older kind of fun... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> then go ahead and be fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i meant i can be nice to be with :(
    then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> if you want to come be with me... :(
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that
    country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> says who ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> biden >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> but i thought he worked for columbia
    maybe he does >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you mean you don't know ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> how can i know if i can't ask him >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    why not ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i'm not allowed to go to that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well, then how do you know if he even said you
    couldn't come in the first place, if you can't
    talk to each other ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    they told me i can't and showed me the line i
    can't cross >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever been to the line ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they
    kicked me out >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer
    ball ?

    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they
    kick you out ?

    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    ok that's enough explaining for today >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    did u want to dance ?

    i already told you i don't dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we'd have to take lessons

    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to
    dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and
    practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past.
    all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :)
    wouldn't want t' bore ya.

    we could take lessons. :-)?

    i don't want to know how to dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever done slow dancing ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE

    you look like you want to try

    you've never seen me so you don't know

    you post your photo all the time

    no i don't i never have

    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    my photo is not online and never has been

    this isn't working for me

    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then

    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

    i don't remember it probably wasn't me
    it's so hard to talk with you

    is it b/c we're in public ?

    maybe some but not not really

    are you still afraid to be with me ? do u want to talk about that ? i'm sorry, i hope it doesn't make you uncomfortable. i never even wanted to talk to you in public before, i was too embarrassed, probably because of the reputation i learned you
    had among medical professionals, an upright, decent, married family man, not the fucking ykwhat that you are. (like me, and everybody else around here who is suffering)

    oh yea

    goddamn fucking bitch. can we kill her?

    i can't answer something like that

    why not

    its a crime

    you don't commit crimes ?

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Fri Jul 22 20:30:05 2022
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:22:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:19 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:13:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:05 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:05:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 7:58 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:52:01 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 7:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:00:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 5:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 5:17:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:59:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 4:56 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7,
    % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30
    what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the older kind of fun... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> then go ahead and be fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i meant i can be nice to be with :(
    then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> if you want to come be with me... :(
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that
    country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> says who ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> biden >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> but i thought he worked for columbia
    maybe he does >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you mean you don't know ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> how can i know if i can't ask him >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> why not ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm not allowed to go to that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well, then how do you know if he even said you
    couldn't come in the first place, if you can't
    talk to each other ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    they told me i can't and showed me the line i
    can't cross >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever been to the line ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they
    kicked me out >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer
    ball ?

    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they
    kick you out ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    ok that's enough explaining for today >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    did u want to dance ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i already told you i don't dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we'd have to take lessons >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to
    dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and
    practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past.
    all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :)
    wouldn't want t' bore ya. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we could take lessons. :-)? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't want to know how to dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever done slow dancing ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you look like you want to try

    you've never seen me so you don't know >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you post your photo all the time

    no i don't i never have

    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    my photo is not online and never has been

    this isn't working for me

    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then

    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

    i don't remember it probably wasn't me
    it's so hard to talk with you

    is it b/c we're in public ?

    maybe some but not not really

    are you still afraid to be with me ? do u want to talk about that ? i'm sorry, i hope it doesn't make you uncomfortable. i never even wanted to talk to you in public before, i was too embarrassed, probably because of the reputation i learned
    you had among medical professionals, an upright, decent, married family man, not the fucking ykwhat that you are. (like me, and everybody else around here who is suffering)

    oh yea

    goddamn fucking bitch. can we kill her?

    i can't answer something like that

    why not

    its a crime

    you don't commit crimes ?

    no

    then come on over ! :-D

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  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Fri Jul 22 20:34:23 2022
    On 2022-07-22 8:30 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:22:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:19 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:13:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:05 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:05:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 7:58 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:52:01 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 7:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:00:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 5:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 5:17:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:59:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 4:56 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7,
    % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30
    what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the older kind of fun... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> then go ahead and be fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i meant i can be nice to be with :(
    then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> if you want to come be with me... :(
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that
    country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> says who ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> biden >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> but i thought he worked for columbia
    maybe he does >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you mean you don't know ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> how can i know if i can't ask him >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> why not ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm not allowed to go to that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well, then how do you know if he even said you
    couldn't come in the first place, if you can't
    talk to each other ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    they told me i can't and showed me the line i
    can't cross >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever been to the line ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they
    kicked me out >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer
    ball ?

    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they
    kick you out ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    with their foot >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how do you mean foot ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    ok that's enough explaining for today >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    did u want to dance ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i already told you i don't dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we'd have to take lessons >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to
    dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and
    practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past.
    all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :)
    wouldn't want t' bore ya. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we could take lessons. :-)? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't want to know how to dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever done slow dancing ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you look like you want to try

    you've never seen me so you don't know >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you post your photo all the time

    no i don't i never have

    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    my photo is not online and never has been

    this isn't working for me

    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then

    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

    i don't remember it probably wasn't me
    it's so hard to talk with you

    is it b/c we're in public ?

    maybe some but not not really

    are you still afraid to be with me ? do u want to talk about that ? i'm sorry, i hope it doesn't make you uncomfortable. i never even wanted to talk to you in public before, i was too embarrassed, probably because of the reputation i learned
    you had among medical professionals, an upright, decent, married family man, not the fucking ykwhat that you are. (like me, and everybody else around here who is suffering)

    oh yea

    goddamn fucking bitch. can we kill her?

    i can't answer something like that

    why not

    its a crime

    you don't commit crimes ?

    no

    then come on over ! :-D

    i can't i'm not allowed in that country

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Fri Jul 22 20:35:31 2022
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:34:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:30 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:22:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:19 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:13:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:05 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:05:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 7:58 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:52:01 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 7:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:00:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 5:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 5:17:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:59:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 4:56 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7,
    % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30
    what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the older kind of fun...
    then go ahead and be fun
    i meant i can be nice to be with :(
    then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> if you want to come be with me... :(
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that
    country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> says who ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> biden >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> but i thought he worked for columbia
    maybe he does >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you mean you don't know ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> how can i know if i can't ask him >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> why not ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm not allowed to go to that country
    well, then how do you know if he even said you
    couldn't come in the first place, if you can't
    talk to each other ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> they told me i can't and showed me the line i
    can't cross >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever been to the line ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they
    kicked me out >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer
    ball ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they
    kick you out ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    with their foot >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how do you mean foot ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    ok that's enough explaining for today >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    did u want to dance ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i already told you i don't dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we'd have to take lessons >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i didn't learn either >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to
    dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and
    practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past.
    all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :)
    wouldn't want t' bore ya. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we could take lessons. :-)? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't want to know how to dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever done slow dancing ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you look like you want to try >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you've never seen me so you don't know >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you post your photo all the time

    no i don't i never have

    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    my photo is not online and never has been >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    this isn't working for me

    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then

    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

    i don't remember it probably wasn't me
    it's so hard to talk with you

    is it b/c we're in public ?

    maybe some but not not really

    are you still afraid to be with me ? do u want to talk about that ? i'm sorry, i hope it doesn't make you uncomfortable. i never even wanted to talk to you in public before, i was too embarrassed, probably because of the reputation i learned
    you had among medical professionals, an upright, decent, married family man, not the fucking ykwhat that you are. (like me, and everybody else around here who is suffering)

    oh yea

    goddamn fucking bitch. can we kill her?

    i can't answer something like that

    why not

    its a crime

    you don't commit crimes ?

    no

    then come on over ! :-D

    i can't i'm not allowed in that country

    yes, you made a mistake and said you committed a crime, and weren't allowed in, but since you don't commit crimes, you can come!

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 07:47:58 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:40:35 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:20:50 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:34:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:30 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:22:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:19 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:13:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:05 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:05:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 7:58 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:52:01 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 7:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:00:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 5:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 5:17:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:59:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 4:56 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7,
    % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30
    what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the older kind of fun...
    then go ahead and be fun
    i meant i can be nice to be with :(
    then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> if you want to come be with me... :(
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that
    country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> says who ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> biden >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> but i thought he worked for columbia
    maybe he does >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you mean you don't know ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> how can i know if i can't ask him
    why not ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm not allowed to go to that country
    well, then how do you know if he even said you
    couldn't come in the first place, if you can't
    talk to each other ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> they told me i can't and showed me the line i
    can't cross >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> have you ever been to the line ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they
    kicked me out >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer
    ball ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    yea >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they
    kick you out ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    with their foot >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how do you mean foot ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    ok that's enough explaining for today >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    did u want to dance ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i already told you i don't dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we'd have to take lessons >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i didn't learn either >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to
    dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and
    practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past.
    all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :)
    wouldn't want t' bore ya. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we could take lessons. :-)? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't want to know how to dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever done slow dancing ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you look like you want to try >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you've never seen me so you don't know >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you post your photo all the time >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no i don't i never have

    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters?

    my photo is not online and never has been >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    this isn't working for me

    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then

    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

    i don't remember it probably wasn't me
    it's so hard to talk with you

    is it b/c we're in public ?

    maybe some but not not really

    are you still afraid to be with me ? do u want to talk about that ? i'm sorry, i hope it doesn't make you uncomfortable. i never even wanted to talk to you in public before, i was too embarrassed, probably because of the reputation i
    learned you had among medical professionals, an upright, decent, married family man, not the fucking ykwhat that you are. (like me, and everybody else around here who is suffering)

    oh yea

    goddamn fucking bitch. can we kill her?

    i can't answer something like that

    why not

    its a crime

    you don't commit crimes ?

    no

    then come on over ! :-D

    i can't i'm not allowed in that country

    yes, you made a mistake and said you committed a crime, and weren't allowed in, but since you don't commit crimes, you can come!

    i can't even try to come in and i wouldn't if i could ,
    it's too far to go just to say see you don't know me
    this is like pulling horse's teeth, it's exhausting

    you were completely normal in our private conversations...

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 07:20:42 2022
    On 2022-07-22 8:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:34:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:30 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:22:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:19 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:13:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:05 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:05:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 7:58 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:52:01 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 7:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:00:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 5:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 5:17:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:59:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 4:56 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7,
    % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30
    what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the older kind of fun...
    then go ahead and be fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i meant i can be nice to be with :(
    then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> if you want to come be with me... :(
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that
    country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> says who ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> biden >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> but i thought he worked for columbia
    maybe he does >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you mean you don't know ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> how can i know if i can't ask him >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> why not ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm not allowed to go to that country
    well, then how do you know if he even said you
    couldn't come in the first place, if you can't
    talk to each other ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> they told me i can't and showed me the line i
    can't cross >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever been to the line ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they
    kicked me out >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer
    ball ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they
    kick you out ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    with their foot >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how do you mean foot ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    ok that's enough explaining for today >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    did u want to dance ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i already told you i don't dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we'd have to take lessons >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i didn't learn either >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to
    dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and
    practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past.
    all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :)
    wouldn't want t' bore ya. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we could take lessons. :-)? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't want to know how to dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever done slow dancing ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you look like you want to try >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you've never seen me so you don't know >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you post your photo all the time >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no i don't i never have

    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    my photo is not online and never has been >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    this isn't working for me

    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then

    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

    i don't remember it probably wasn't me
    it's so hard to talk with you

    is it b/c we're in public ?

    maybe some but not not really

    are you still afraid to be with me ? do u want to talk about that ? i'm sorry, i hope it doesn't make you uncomfortable. i never even wanted to talk to you in public before, i was too embarrassed, probably because of the reputation i learned
    you had among medical professionals, an upright, decent, married family man, not the fucking ykwhat that you are. (like me, and everybody else around here who is suffering)

    oh yea

    goddamn fucking bitch. can we kill her?

    i can't answer something like that

    why not

    its a crime

    you don't commit crimes ?

    no

    then come on over ! :-D

    i can't i'm not allowed in that country

    yes, you made a mistake and said you committed a crime, and weren't allowed in, but since you don't commit crimes, you can come!

    i can't even try to come in and i wouldn't if i could ,
    it's too far to go just to say see you don't know me

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Sat Jul 23 07:40:34 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:20:50 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:34:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:30 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:22:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:19 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:13:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:05 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:05:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 7:58 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:52:01 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 7:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:00:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 5:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 5:17:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:59:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 4:56 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7,
    % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30
    what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the older kind of fun...
    then go ahead and be fun
    i meant i can be nice to be with :(
    then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> if you want to come be with me... :(
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that
    country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> says who ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> biden >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> but i thought he worked for columbia
    maybe he does >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you mean you don't know ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> how can i know if i can't ask him
    why not ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm not allowed to go to that country
    well, then how do you know if he even said you
    couldn't come in the first place, if you can't
    talk to each other ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> they told me i can't and showed me the line i
    can't cross >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> have you ever been to the line ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they
    kicked me out >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer
    ball ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they
    kick you out ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    with their foot >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how do you mean foot ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    ok that's enough explaining for today >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    did u want to dance ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i already told you i don't dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we'd have to take lessons >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i didn't learn either >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to
    dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and
    practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past.
    all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :)
    wouldn't want t' bore ya. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we could take lessons. :-)? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't want to know how to dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever done slow dancing ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you look like you want to try >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you've never seen me so you don't know >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you post your photo all the time >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no i don't i never have

    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    my photo is not online and never has been >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    this isn't working for me

    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then

    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

    i don't remember it probably wasn't me
    it's so hard to talk with you

    is it b/c we're in public ?

    maybe some but not not really

    are you still afraid to be with me ? do u want to talk about that ? i'm sorry, i hope it doesn't make you uncomfortable. i never even wanted to talk to you in public before, i was too embarrassed, probably because of the reputation i
    learned you had among medical professionals, an upright, decent, married family man, not the fucking ykwhat that you are. (like me, and everybody else around here who is suffering)

    oh yea

    goddamn fucking bitch. can we kill her?

    i can't answer something like that

    why not

    its a crime

    you don't commit crimes ?

    no

    then come on over ! :-D

    i can't i'm not allowed in that country

    yes, you made a mistake and said you committed a crime, and weren't allowed in, but since you don't commit crimes, you can come!

    i can't even try to come in and i wouldn't if i could ,
    it's too far to go just to say see you don't know me

    this is like pulling horse's teeth, it's exhausting

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    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 07:49:14 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:47:59 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:40:35 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:20:50 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:34:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:30 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:22:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:19 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:13:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:05 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:05:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 7:58 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:52:01 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 7:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:00:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 5:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 5:17:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:59:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 4:56 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7,
    % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30
    what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the older kind of fun...
    then go ahead and be fun
    i meant i can be nice to be with :(
    then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> if you want to come be with me... :(
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that
    country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> says who ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> biden >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> but i thought he worked for columbia
    maybe he does >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you mean you don't know ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> how can i know if i can't ask him
    why not ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm not allowed to go to that country
    well, then how do you know if he even said you
    couldn't come in the first place, if you can't
    talk to each other ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> they told me i can't and showed me the line i
    can't cross >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> have you ever been to the line ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they
    kicked me out >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer
    ball ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> yea >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they
    kick you out ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    with their foot >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how do you mean foot ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    ok that's enough explaining for today >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    did u want to dance ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i already told you i don't dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we'd have to take lessons >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i didn't learn either >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to
    dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and
    practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past.
    all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :)
    wouldn't want t' bore ya. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we could take lessons. :-)? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't want to know how to dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever done slow dancing ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia)

    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you look like you want to try >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you've never seen me so you don't know >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you post your photo all the time >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no i don't i never have

    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters?

    my photo is not online and never has been >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    this isn't working for me

    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then

    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

    i don't remember it probably wasn't me
    it's so hard to talk with you

    is it b/c we're in public ?

    maybe some but not not really

    are you still afraid to be with me ? do u want to talk about that ? i'm sorry, i hope it doesn't make you uncomfortable. i never even wanted to talk to you in public before, i was too embarrassed, probably because of the reputation i
    learned you had among medical professionals, an upright, decent, married family man, not the fucking ykwhat that you are. (like me, and everybody else around here who is suffering)

    oh yea

    goddamn fucking bitch. can we kill her?

    i can't answer something like that

    why not

    its a crime

    you don't commit crimes ?

    no

    then come on over ! :-D

    i can't i'm not allowed in that country

    yes, you made a mistake and said you committed a crime, and weren't allowed in, but since you don't commit crimes, you can come!

    i can't even try to come in and i wouldn't if i could ,
    it's too far to go just to say see you don't know me
    this is like pulling horse's teeth, it's exhausting
    you were completely normal in our private conversations...

    you must be quite the consummate professional

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 09:03:39 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:49:43 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:49:16 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:47:59 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:40:35 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:20:50 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:34:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:30 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:22:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:19 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:13:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:05 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    (appr.)

    goddamn fucking bitch. can we kill her?

    i can't answer something like that

    why not

    its a crime

    you don't commit crimes ?

    no

    then come on over ! :-D

    i can't i'm not allowed in that country

    yes, you made a mistake and said you committed a crime, and weren't allowed in, but since you don't commit crimes, you can come!

    i can't even try to come in and i wouldn't if i could ,
    it's too far to go just to say see you don't know me
    this is like pulling horse's teeth, it's exhausting
    you were completely normal in our private conversations...
    you must be quite the consummate professional
    that's sexy

    not jacket and tie sexy. yuck. that's not sexy to me. :) (personal taste and all... :) )

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 09:04:47 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 9:03:40 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:49:43 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:49:16 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:47:59 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:40:35 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:20:50 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:34:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:30 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:22:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:19 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:13:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:05 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    (appr.)

    goddamn fucking bitch. can we kill her?

    i can't answer something like that

    why not

    its a crime

    you don't commit crimes ?

    no

    then come on over ! :-D

    i can't i'm not allowed in that country

    yes, you made a mistake and said you committed a crime, and weren't allowed in, but since you don't commit crimes, you can come!

    i can't even try to come in and i wouldn't if i could ,
    it's too far to go just to say see you don't know me
    this is like pulling horse's teeth, it's exhausting
    you were completely normal in our private conversations...
    you must be quite the consummate professional
    that's sexy
    not jacket and tie sexy. yuck. that's not sexy to me. :) (personal taste and all... :) )

    (although i do find it can handsome and smarten some people up, depending on the person...) it's all individual to me. case-by-case basis.

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  • From roach@21:1/5 to roach on Sat Jul 23 11:42:42 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 11:39:42 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:20:50 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:34:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:30 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:22:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:19 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:13:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:05 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:05:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 7:58 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:52:01 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 7:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:00:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 5:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 5:17:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:59:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 4:56 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7,
    % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30
    what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the older kind of fun...
    then go ahead and be fun
    i meant i can be nice to be with :(
    then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> if you want to come be with me... :(
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that
    country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> says who ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> biden >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> but i thought he worked for columbia
    maybe he does >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you mean you don't know ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> how can i know if i can't ask him
    why not ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm not allowed to go to that country
    well, then how do you know if he even said you
    couldn't come in the first place, if you can't
    talk to each other ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> they told me i can't and showed me the line i
    can't cross >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> have you ever been to the line ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they
    kicked me out >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer
    ball ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    yea >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they
    kick you out ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    with their foot >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how do you mean foot ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    ok that's enough explaining for today >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    did u want to dance ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i already told you i don't dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we'd have to take lessons >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i didn't learn either >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to
    dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and
    practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past.
    all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :)
    wouldn't want t' bore ya. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we could take lessons. :-)? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't want to know how to dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever done slow dancing ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you look like you want to try >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you've never seen me so you don't know >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you post your photo all the time >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no i don't i never have

    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters?

    my photo is not online and never has been >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    this isn't working for me

    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then

    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

    i don't remember it probably wasn't me
    it's so hard to talk with you

    is it b/c we're in public ?

    maybe some but not not really

    are you still afraid to be with me ? do u want to talk about that ? i'm sorry, i hope it doesn't make you uncomfortable. i never even wanted to talk to you in public before, i was too embarrassed, probably because of the reputation i
    learned you had among medical professionals, an upright, decent, married family man, not the fucking ykwhat that you are. (like me, and everybody else around here who is suffering)

    oh yea

    goddamn fucking bitch. can we kill her?

    i can't answer something like that

    why not

    its a crime

    you don't commit crimes ?

    no

    then come on over ! :-D

    i can't i'm not allowed in that country

    yes, you made a mistake and said you committed a crime, and weren't allowed in, but since you don't commit crimes, you can come!

    i can't even try to come in and i wouldn't if i could ,
    it's too far to go just to say see you don't know me

    oops sorry, my finger slipped on the trackpad and it posted an empty message.

    i was trying to write, are you saying i *would* know you when i see you ?

    today i feel like i *don't* know you, and i don't *want* to know you when i see you, because it might be completely *idiotic* of me, because i have been *so fucking sick*, and i care more about *that* than anything else, and you barely even lifted one
    fucking finger to help.

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  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Sat Jul 23 11:39:41 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:20:50 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:34:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:30 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:22:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:19 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:13:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:05 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:05:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 7:58 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:52:01 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 7:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:00:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 5:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 5:17:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:59:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 4:56 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7,
    % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30
    what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the older kind of fun...
    then go ahead and be fun
    i meant i can be nice to be with :(
    then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> if you want to come be with me... :(
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that
    country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> says who ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> biden >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> but i thought he worked for columbia
    maybe he does >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you mean you don't know ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> how can i know if i can't ask him
    why not ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm not allowed to go to that country
    well, then how do you know if he even said you
    couldn't come in the first place, if you can't
    talk to each other ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> they told me i can't and showed me the line i
    can't cross >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> have you ever been to the line ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they
    kicked me out >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer
    ball ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they
    kick you out ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    with their foot >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how do you mean foot ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    ok that's enough explaining for today >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    did u want to dance ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i already told you i don't dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we'd have to take lessons >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i didn't learn either >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to
    dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and
    practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past.
    all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :)
    wouldn't want t' bore ya. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we could take lessons. :-)? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't want to know how to dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever done slow dancing ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you look like you want to try >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you've never seen me so you don't know >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you post your photo all the time >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no i don't i never have

    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    my photo is not online and never has been >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    this isn't working for me

    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then

    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

    i don't remember it probably wasn't me
    it's so hard to talk with you

    is it b/c we're in public ?

    maybe some but not not really

    are you still afraid to be with me ? do u want to talk about that ? i'm sorry, i hope it doesn't make you uncomfortable. i never even wanted to talk to you in public before, i was too embarrassed, probably because of the reputation i
    learned you had among medical professionals, an upright, decent, married family man, not the fucking ykwhat that you are. (like me, and everybody else around here who is suffering)

    oh yea

    goddamn fucking bitch. can we kill her?

    i can't answer something like that

    why not

    its a crime

    you don't commit crimes ?

    no

    then come on over ! :-D

    i can't i'm not allowed in that country

    yes, you made a mistake and said you committed a crime, and weren't allowed in, but since you don't commit crimes, you can come!

    i can't even try to come in and i wouldn't if i could ,
    it's too far to go just to say see you don't know me

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Sat Jul 23 11:44:39 2022
    On 2022-07-23 11:42 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 11:39:42 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:20:50 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:34:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:30 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:22:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:19 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:13:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:05 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:05:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 7:58 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:52:01 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 7:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:00:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 5:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 5:17:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:59:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 4:56 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7,
    % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30
    what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the older kind of fun...
    then go ahead and be fun
    i meant i can be nice to be with :(
    then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> if you want to come be with me... :(
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that
    country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> says who ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> biden >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> but i thought he worked for columbia
    maybe he does >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you mean you don't know ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> how can i know if i can't ask him
    why not ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm not allowed to go to that country
    well, then how do you know if he even said you
    couldn't come in the first place, if you can't
    talk to each other ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> they told me i can't and showed me the line i
    can't cross >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> have you ever been to the line ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they
    kicked me out >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer
    ball ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> yea >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they
    kick you out ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    with their foot >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how do you mean foot ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    ok that's enough explaining for today >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    did u want to dance ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i already told you i don't dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we'd have to take lessons >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i didn't learn either >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to
    dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and
    practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past.
    all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :)
    wouldn't want t' bore ya. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we could take lessons. :-)? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't want to know how to dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever done slow dancing ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you look like you want to try >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you've never seen me so you don't know >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you post your photo all the time >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no i don't i never have

    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    my photo is not online and never has been >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    this isn't working for me

    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then

    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

    i don't remember it probably wasn't me
    it's so hard to talk with you

    is it b/c we're in public ?

    maybe some but not not really

    are you still afraid to be with me ? do u want to talk about that ? i'm sorry, i hope it doesn't make you uncomfortable. i never even wanted to talk to you in public before, i was too embarrassed, probably because of the reputation i
    learned you had among medical professionals, an upright, decent, married family man, not the fucking ykwhat that you are. (like me, and everybody else around here who is suffering)

    oh yea

    goddamn fucking bitch. can we kill her?

    i can't answer something like that

    why not

    its a crime

    you don't commit crimes ?

    no

    then come on over ! :-D

    i can't i'm not allowed in that country

    yes, you made a mistake and said you committed a crime, and weren't allowed in, but since you don't commit crimes, you can come!

    i can't even try to come in and i wouldn't if i could ,
    it's too far to go just to say see you don't know me

    oops sorry, my finger slipped on the trackpad and it posted an empty message.

    i was trying to write, are you saying i *would* know you when i see you ?

    today i feel like i *don't* know you, and i don't *want* to know you when i see you, because it might be completely *idiotic* of me, because i have been *so fucking sick*, and i care more about *that* than anything else, and you barely even lifted one
    fucking finger to help.

    no , you would not know me you may even feel afraid

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Sat Jul 23 11:47:27 2022
    On 2022-07-23 11:46 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 11:44:45 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 11:42 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 11:39:42 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:20:50 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:34:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:30 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:22:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:19 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:13:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:05 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:05:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 7:58 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:52:01 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 7:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:00:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 5:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 5:17:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:59:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 4:56 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7,
    % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30
    what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the older kind of fun...
    then go ahead and be fun
    i meant i can be nice to be with :(
    then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> if you want to come be with me... :(
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that
    country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> says who ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> biden >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> but i thought he worked for columbia
    maybe he does >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you mean you don't know ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> how can i know if i can't ask him
    why not ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm not allowed to go to that country
    well, then how do you know if he even said you
    couldn't come in the first place, if you can't
    talk to each other ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> they told me i can't and showed me the line i
    can't cross >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> have you ever been to the line ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they
    kicked me out >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer
    ball ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> yea >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they
    kick you out ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> with their foot >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how do you mean foot ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    ok that's enough explaining for today >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    did u want to dance ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i already told you i don't dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we'd have to take lessons >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i didn't learn either >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to
    dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and
    practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past.
    all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :)
    wouldn't want t' bore ya. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we could take lessons. :-)? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't want to know how to dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever done slow dancing ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you look like you want to try >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you've never seen me so you don't know >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you post your photo all the time >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no i don't i never have

    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters?

    my photo is not online and never has been >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    this isn't working for me

    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

    i don't remember it probably wasn't me
    it's so hard to talk with you

    is it b/c we're in public ?

    maybe some but not not really

    are you still afraid to be with me ? do u want to talk about that ? i'm sorry, i hope it doesn't make you uncomfortable. i never even wanted to talk to you in public before, i was too embarrassed, probably because of the reputation i
    learned you had among medical professionals, an upright, decent, married family man, not the fucking ykwhat that you are. (like me, and everybody else around here who is suffering)

    oh yea

    goddamn fucking bitch. can we kill her?

    i can't answer something like that

    why not

    its a crime

    you don't commit crimes ?

    no

    then come on over ! :-D

    i can't i'm not allowed in that country

    yes, you made a mistake and said you committed a crime, and weren't allowed in, but since you don't commit crimes, you can come!

    i can't even try to come in and i wouldn't if i could ,
    it's too far to go just to say see you don't know me

    oops sorry, my finger slipped on the trackpad and it posted an empty message.

    i was trying to write, are you saying i *would* know you when i see you ? >>>
    today i feel like i *don't* know you, and i don't *want* to know you when i see you, because it might be completely *idiotic* of me, because i have been *so fucking sick*, and i care more about *that* than anything else, and you barely even lifted
    one fucking finger to help.

    no , you would not know me you may even feel afraid

    probably only if you looked like you do in jokerman, demented and violent in the eyes

    i don't know what that is

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Sat Jul 23 11:46:05 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 11:44:45 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 11:42 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 11:39:42 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:20:50 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:34:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:30 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:22:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:19 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:13:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:05 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:05:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 7:58 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:52:01 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 7:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:00:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 5:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 5:17:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:59:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 4:56 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7,
    % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30
    what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the older kind of fun...
    then go ahead and be fun
    i meant i can be nice to be with :(
    then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> if you want to come be with me... :(
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that
    country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> says who ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> biden >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> but i thought he worked for columbia
    maybe he does >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you mean you don't know ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> how can i know if i can't ask him
    why not ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm not allowed to go to that country
    well, then how do you know if he even said you
    couldn't come in the first place, if you can't
    talk to each other ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> they told me i can't and showed me the line i
    can't cross >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> have you ever been to the line ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they
    kicked me out >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer
    ball ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> yea >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they
    kick you out ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    with their foot >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how do you mean foot ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    ok that's enough explaining for today >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    did u want to dance ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i already told you i don't dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we'd have to take lessons >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i didn't learn either >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to
    dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and
    practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past.
    all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :)
    wouldn't want t' bore ya. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we could take lessons. :-)? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't want to know how to dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever done slow dancing ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia)

    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you look like you want to try >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you've never seen me so you don't know >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you post your photo all the time >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no i don't i never have

    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters?

    my photo is not online and never has been >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    this isn't working for me

    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

    i don't remember it probably wasn't me
    it's so hard to talk with you

    is it b/c we're in public ?

    maybe some but not not really

    are you still afraid to be with me ? do u want to talk about that ? i'm sorry, i hope it doesn't make you uncomfortable. i never even wanted to talk to you in public before, i was too embarrassed, probably because of the reputation i
    learned you had among medical professionals, an upright, decent, married family man, not the fucking ykwhat that you are. (like me, and everybody else around here who is suffering)

    oh yea

    goddamn fucking bitch. can we kill her?

    i can't answer something like that

    why not

    its a crime

    you don't commit crimes ?

    no

    then come on over ! :-D

    i can't i'm not allowed in that country

    yes, you made a mistake and said you committed a crime, and weren't allowed in, but since you don't commit crimes, you can come!

    i can't even try to come in and i wouldn't if i could ,
    it's too far to go just to say see you don't know me

    oops sorry, my finger slipped on the trackpad and it posted an empty message.

    i was trying to write, are you saying i *would* know you when i see you ?

    today i feel like i *don't* know you, and i don't *want* to know you when i see you, because it might be completely *idiotic* of me, because i have been *so fucking sick*, and i care more about *that* than anything else, and you barely even lifted
    one fucking finger to help.

    no , you would not know me you may even feel afraid

    probably only if you looked like you do in jokerman, demented and violent in the eyes

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Sat Jul 23 11:56:28 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 11:47:34 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 11:46 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 11:44:45 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 11:42 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 11:39:42 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:20:50 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:34:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:30 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:22:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:19 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:13:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 8:05 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:05:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 7:58 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:52:01 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 7:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:00:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 5:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 5:17:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:59:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 4:56 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7,
    % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30
    what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the older kind of fun...
    then go ahead and be fun
    i meant i can be nice to be with :(
    then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> if you want to come be with me... :(
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that
    country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> says who ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> biden >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> but i thought he worked for columbia
    maybe he does >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you mean you don't know ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> how can i know if i can't ask him
    why not ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm not allowed to go to that country
    well, then how do you know if he even said you
    couldn't come in the first place, if you can't
    talk to each other ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> they told me i can't and showed me the line i
    can't cross >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> have you ever been to the line ?
    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they
    kicked me out >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer
    ball ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> yea >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they
    kick you out ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> with their foot >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> how do you mean foot ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    ok that's enough explaining for today >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    did u want to dance ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i already told you i don't dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we'd have to take lessons >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i didn't learn either >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to
    dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and
    practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past.
    all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :)
    wouldn't want t' bore ya. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we could take lessons. :-)? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't want to know how to dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever done slow dancing ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia)

    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you look like you want to try >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you've never seen me so you don't know >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you post your photo all the time >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no i don't i never have >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters?

    my photo is not online and never has been >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    this isn't working for me

    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

    i don't remember it probably wasn't me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it's so hard to talk with you

    is it b/c we're in public ?

    maybe some but not not really

    are you still afraid to be with me ? do u want to talk about that ? i'm sorry, i hope it doesn't make you uncomfortable. i never even wanted to talk to you in public before, i was too embarrassed, probably because of the reputation i
    learned you had among medical professionals, an upright, decent, married family man, not the fucking ykwhat that you are. (like me, and everybody else around here who is suffering)

    oh yea

    goddamn fucking bitch. can we kill her?

    i can't answer something like that

    why not

    its a crime

    you don't commit crimes ?

    no

    then come on over ! :-D

    i can't i'm not allowed in that country

    yes, you made a mistake and said you committed a crime, and weren't allowed in, but since you don't commit crimes, you can come!

    i can't even try to come in and i wouldn't if i could ,
    it's too far to go just to say see you don't know me

    oops sorry, my finger slipped on the trackpad and it posted an empty message.

    i was trying to write, are you saying i *would* know you when i see you ?

    today i feel like i *don't* know you, and i don't *want* to know you when i see you, because it might be completely *idiotic* of me, because i have been *so fucking sick*, and i care more about *that* than anything else, and you barely even lifted
    one fucking finger to help.

    no , you would not know me you may even feel afraid

    probably only if you looked like you do in jokerman, demented and violent in the eyes

    i don't know what that is

    was i afraid of mark? no.

    was i afraid of keith? no.

    was i afraid of ron? no.

    where do you GET this crap?

    it's like all the people who think you are some kind of superior, or that you have answers for anything, it's absurd.

    was i afraid of you when we met the first time? no.

    was i afraid or uncomfortable with your wingman or staff (don't know if same person)? no.

    i just don't care for being YELLED AT or ordered around (i thought), especially when i am trying to be NICE. or REFUSED after you TOOK ME. (and ENDORSED IT with an album all about your love for me, and said online you take responsibility for everything,
    and the atomic clock is ticking louder and harder and faster, and it's going fucking explode, and we will be out of time. it will probably be a mechiya, same as my dad departing, although i have gotten sick since after the good years, and with him around
    it probably wouldn't have been anywhere near as bad, i have no one. and you have all the support in the world, i would knew what a fruitcake and ne'er-do-well i think must be, i should probably want to torture you to pieces.)

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to roach on Sat Jul 23 11:59:53 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 11:56:29 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 11:47:34 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 11:46 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 11:44:45 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 11:42 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 11:39:42 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:20:50 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:34:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:30 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:22:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:19 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:13:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 8:05 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:05:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 7:58 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:52:01 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 7:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:00:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 5:29 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 5:17:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:59:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 4:56 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7,
    % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03
    PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30
    what's it for
    fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the older kind of fun...
    then go ahead and be fun
    i meant i can be nice to be with :(
    then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> if you want to come be with me... :(
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that
    country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> says who ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> biden >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> but i thought he worked for columbia
    maybe he does >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you mean you don't know ?
    how can i know if i can't ask him
    why not ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm not allowed to go to that country
    well, then how do you know if he even said you
    couldn't come in the first place, if you can't
    talk to each other ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> they told me i can't and showed me the line i
    can't cross >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> have you ever been to the line ?
    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they
    kicked me out >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer
    ball ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> yea >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they
    kick you out ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> with their foot >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> how do you mean foot ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ok that's enough explaining for today

    did u want to dance ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i already told you i don't dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we'd have to take lessons >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i didn't learn either >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to
    dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and
    practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past.
    all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :)
    wouldn't want t' bore ya. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we could take lessons. :-)? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't want to know how to dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever done slow dancing ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia)

    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you look like you want to try >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you've never seen me so you don't know >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you post your photo all the time >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no i don't i never have >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters?

    my photo is not online and never has been >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    this isn't working for me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

    i don't remember it probably wasn't me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it's so hard to talk with you

    is it b/c we're in public ?

    maybe some but not not really

    are you still afraid to be with me ? do u want to talk about that ? i'm sorry, i hope it doesn't make you uncomfortable. i never even wanted to talk to you in public before, i was too embarrassed, probably because of the reputation i
    learned you had among medical professionals, an upright, decent, married family man, not the fucking ykwhat that you are. (like me, and everybody else around here who is suffering)

    oh yea

    goddamn fucking bitch. can we kill her?

    i can't answer something like that

    why not

    its a crime

    you don't commit crimes ?

    no

    then come on over ! :-D

    i can't i'm not allowed in that country

    yes, you made a mistake and said you committed a crime, and weren't allowed in, but since you don't commit crimes, you can come!

    i can't even try to come in and i wouldn't if i could ,
    it's too far to go just to say see you don't know me

    oops sorry, my finger slipped on the trackpad and it posted an empty message.

    i was trying to write, are you saying i *would* know you when i see you ?

    today i feel like i *don't* know you, and i don't *want* to know you when i see you, because it might be completely *idiotic* of me, because i have been *so fucking sick*, and i care more about *that* than anything else, and you barely even
    lifted one fucking finger to help.

    no , you would not know me you may even feel afraid

    probably only if you looked like you do in jokerman, demented and violent in the eyes

    i don't know what that is
    was i afraid of mark? no.

    was i afraid of keith? no.

    was i afraid of ron? no.

    where do you GET this crap?

    it's like all the people who think you are some kind of superior, or that you have answers for anything, it's absurd.

    was i afraid of you when we met the first time? no.

    was i afraid or uncomfortable with your wingman or staff (don't know if same person)? no.

    i just don't care for being YELLED AT or ordered around (i thought), especially when i am trying to be NICE. or REFUSED after you TOOK ME. (and ENDORSED IT with an album all about your love for me, and said online you take responsibility for everything,
    and the atomic clock is ticking louder and harder and faster, and it's going fucking explode, and we will be out of time. it will probably be a mechiya, same as my dad departing, although i have gotten sick since after the good years, and with him
    around it probably wouldn't have been anywhere near as bad, i have no one. and you have all the support in the world, i would knew what a fruitcake and ne'er-do-well i think must be, i should probably want to torture you to pieces.)

    it's nearly isn't it? sorry, i've been living in la too long. i left my little island of culture and found myself dumped in the slums, or just inundated with hollywood lingo, since i can't read due to my illness and/or lack of fitness, and do not really
    care too much for other kinds of uppity movies, i like feeling connected to something real to me.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to roach on Sat Jul 23 12:01:24 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 11:59:55 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 11:56:29 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 11:47:34 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 11:46 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 11:44:45 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 11:42 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 11:39:42 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:20:50 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:34:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:30 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:22:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 8:19 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:13:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 8:05 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:05:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 7:58 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:52:01 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 7:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:00:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 5:29 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 5:17:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:59:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 4:56 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7,
    % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12
    PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03
    PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30
    what's it for
    fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the older kind of fun...
    then go ahead and be fun
    i meant i can be nice to be with :(
    then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> if you want to come be with me... :(
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that
    country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> says who ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> biden >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> but i thought he worked for columbia
    maybe he does >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you mean you don't know ?
    how can i know if i can't ask him
    why not ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm not allowed to go to that country
    well, then how do you know if he even said you
    couldn't come in the first place, if you can't
    talk to each other ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> they told me i can't and showed me the line i
    can't cross >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> have you ever been to the line ?
    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they
    kicked me out >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer
    ball ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> yea >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they
    kick you out ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> with their foot >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> how do you mean foot ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ok that's enough explaining for today
    did u want to dance ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i already told you i don't dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we'd have to take lessons >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i didn't learn either >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to
    dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and
    practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past.
    all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :)
    wouldn't want t' bore ya. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we could take lessons. :-)? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't want to know how to dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever done slow dancing ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia)

    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you look like you want to try >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you've never seen me so you don't know >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you post your photo all the time >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no i don't i never have >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters?

    my photo is not online and never has been >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    this isn't working for me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

    i don't remember it probably wasn't me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it's so hard to talk with you

    is it b/c we're in public ?

    maybe some but not not really

    are you still afraid to be with me ? do u want to talk about that ? i'm sorry, i hope it doesn't make you uncomfortable. i never even wanted to talk to you in public before, i was too embarrassed, probably because of the reputation
    i learned you had among medical professionals, an upright, decent, married family man, not the fucking ykwhat that you are. (like me, and everybody else around here who is suffering)

    oh yea

    goddamn fucking bitch. can we kill her?

    i can't answer something like that

    why not

    its a crime

    you don't commit crimes ?

    no

    then come on over ! :-D

    i can't i'm not allowed in that country

    yes, you made a mistake and said you committed a crime, and weren't allowed in, but since you don't commit crimes, you can come!

    i can't even try to come in and i wouldn't if i could ,
    it's too far to go just to say see you don't know me

    oops sorry, my finger slipped on the trackpad and it posted an empty message.

    i was trying to write, are you saying i *would* know you when i see you ?

    today i feel like i *don't* know you, and i don't *want* to know you when i see you, because it might be completely *idiotic* of me, because i have been *so fucking sick*, and i care more about *that* than anything else, and you barely even
    lifted one fucking finger to help.

    no , you would not know me you may even feel afraid

    probably only if you looked like you do in jokerman, demented and violent in the eyes

    i don't know what that is
    was i afraid of mark? no.

    was i afraid of keith? no.

    was i afraid of ron? no.

    where do you GET this crap?

    it's like all the people who think you are some kind of superior, or that you have answers for anything, it's absurd.

    was i afraid of you when we met the first time? no.

    was i afraid or uncomfortable with your wingman or staff (don't know if same person)? no.

    i just don't care for being YELLED AT or ordered around (i thought), especially when i am trying to be NICE. or REFUSED after you TOOK ME. (and ENDORSED IT with an album all about your love for me, and said online you take responsibility for
    everything, and the atomic clock is ticking louder and harder and faster, and it's going fucking explode, and we will be out of time. it will probably be a mechiya, same as my dad departing, although i have gotten sick since after the good years, and
    with him around it probably wouldn't have been anywhere near as bad, i have no one. and you have all the support in the world, i would knew what a fruitcake and ne'er-do-well i think must be, i should probably want to torture you to pieces.)
    it's nearly isn't it? sorry, i've been living in la too long. i left my little island of culture and found myself dumped in the slums, or just inundated with hollywood lingo, since i can't read due to my illness and/or lack of fitness, and do not
    really care too much for other kinds of uppity movies, i like feeling connected to something real to me.

    not that i was raised not knowing how to speak properly. :-(((

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  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Sat Jul 23 12:11:40 2022
    On 2022-07-23 11:56 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 11:47:34 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 11:46 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 11:44:45 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 11:42 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 11:39:42 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:20:50 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:34:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:30 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:22:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:19 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:13:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 8:05 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:05:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 7:58 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:52:01 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 7:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:00:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 5:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 5:17:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:59:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 4:56 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7,
    % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30
    what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the older kind of fun...
    then go ahead and be fun
    i meant i can be nice to be with :(
    then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> if you want to come be with me... :(
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that
    country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> says who ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> biden >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> but i thought he worked for columbia
    maybe he does >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you mean you don't know ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> how can i know if i can't ask him
    why not ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm not allowed to go to that country
    well, then how do you know if he even said you
    couldn't come in the first place, if you can't
    talk to each other ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> they told me i can't and showed me the line i
    can't cross >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> have you ever been to the line ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they
    kicked me out >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer
    ball ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> yea >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they
    kick you out ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> with their foot >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> how do you mean foot ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ok that's enough explaining for today >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    did u want to dance ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i already told you i don't dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we'd have to take lessons >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i didn't learn either >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to
    dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and
    practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past.
    all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :)
    wouldn't want t' bore ya. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we could take lessons. :-)? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't want to know how to dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever done slow dancing ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia)

    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you look like you want to try >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you've never seen me so you don't know >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you post your photo all the time >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no i don't i never have >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters?

    my photo is not online and never has been >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    this isn't working for me

    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

    i don't remember it probably wasn't me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it's so hard to talk with you

    is it b/c we're in public ?

    maybe some but not not really

    are you still afraid to be with me ? do u want to talk about that ? i'm sorry, i hope it doesn't make you uncomfortable. i never even wanted to talk to you in public before, i was too embarrassed, probably because of the reputation i
    learned you had among medical professionals, an upright, decent, married family man, not the fucking ykwhat that you are. (like me, and everybody else around here who is suffering)

    oh yea

    goddamn fucking bitch. can we kill her?

    i can't answer something like that

    why not

    its a crime

    you don't commit crimes ?

    no

    then come on over ! :-D

    i can't i'm not allowed in that country

    yes, you made a mistake and said you committed a crime, and weren't allowed in, but since you don't commit crimes, you can come!

    i can't even try to come in and i wouldn't if i could ,
    it's too far to go just to say see you don't know me

    oops sorry, my finger slipped on the trackpad and it posted an empty message.

    i was trying to write, are you saying i *would* know you when i see you ? >>>>>
    today i feel like i *don't* know you, and i don't *want* to know you when i see you, because it might be completely *idiotic* of me, because i have been *so fucking sick*, and i care more about *that* than anything else, and you barely even lifted
    one fucking finger to help.

    no , you would not know me you may even feel afraid

    probably only if you looked like you do in jokerman, demented and violent in the eyes

    i don't know what that is

    was i afraid of mark? no.

    was i afraid of keith? no.

    was i afraid of ron? no.

    where do you GET this crap?

    it's like all the people who think you are some kind of superior, or that you have answers for anything, it's absurd.

    was i afraid of you when we met the first time? no.

    was i afraid or uncomfortable with your wingman or staff (don't know if same person)? no.

    i just don't care for being YELLED AT or ordered around (i thought), especially when i am trying to be NICE. or REFUSED after you TOOK ME. (and ENDORSED IT with an album all about your love for me, and said online you take responsibility for everything,
    and the atomic clock is ticking louder and harder and faster, and it's going fucking explode, and we will be out of time. it will probably be a mechiya, same as my dad departing, although i have gotten sick since after the good years, and with him
    around it probably wouldn't have been anywhere near as bad, i have no one. and you have all the support in the world, i would knew what a fruitcake and ne'er-do-well i think must be, i should probably want to torture you to pieces.)

    we have never met

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Sat Jul 23 12:12:59 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:11:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 11:56 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 11:47:34 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 11:46 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 11:44:45 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 11:42 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 11:39:42 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:20:50 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:34:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:30 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:22:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 8:19 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:13:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 8:05 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:05:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 7:58 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:52:01 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 7:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:00:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 5:29 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 5:17:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:59:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 4:56 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7,
    % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03
    PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30
    what's it for
    fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the older kind of fun...
    then go ahead and be fun
    i meant i can be nice to be with :(
    then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> if you want to come be with me... :(
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that
    country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> says who ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> biden >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> but i thought he worked for columbia
    maybe he does >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you mean you don't know ?
    how can i know if i can't ask him
    why not ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm not allowed to go to that country
    well, then how do you know if he even said you
    couldn't come in the first place, if you can't
    talk to each other ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> they told me i can't and showed me the line i
    can't cross >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> have you ever been to the line ?
    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they
    kicked me out >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer
    ball ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> yea >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they
    kick you out ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> with their foot >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> how do you mean foot ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ok that's enough explaining for today
    did u want to dance ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i already told you i don't dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we'd have to take lessons >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i didn't learn either >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to
    dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and
    practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past.
    all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :)
    wouldn't want t' bore ya. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we could take lessons. :-)? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't want to know how to dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever done slow dancing ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia)

    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you look like you want to try >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you've never seen me so you don't know >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you post your photo all the time >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no i don't i never have >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters?

    my photo is not online and never has been >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    this isn't working for me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

    i don't remember it probably wasn't me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it's so hard to talk with you

    is it b/c we're in public ?

    maybe some but not not really

    are you still afraid to be with me ? do u want to talk about that ? i'm sorry, i hope it doesn't make you uncomfortable. i never even wanted to talk to you in public before, i was too embarrassed, probably because of the reputation i
    learned you had among medical professionals, an upright, decent, married family man, not the fucking ykwhat that you are. (like me, and everybody else around here who is suffering)

    oh yea

    goddamn fucking bitch. can we kill her?

    i can't answer something like that

    why not

    its a crime

    you don't commit crimes ?

    no

    then come on over ! :-D

    i can't i'm not allowed in that country

    yes, you made a mistake and said you committed a crime, and weren't allowed in, but since you don't commit crimes, you can come!

    i can't even try to come in and i wouldn't if i could ,
    it's too far to go just to say see you don't know me

    oops sorry, my finger slipped on the trackpad and it posted an empty message.

    i was trying to write, are you saying i *would* know you when i see you ?

    today i feel like i *don't* know you, and i don't *want* to know you when i see you, because it might be completely *idiotic* of me, because i have been *so fucking sick*, and i care more about *that* than anything else, and you barely even
    lifted one fucking finger to help.

    no , you would not know me you may even feel afraid

    probably only if you looked like you do in jokerman, demented and violent in the eyes

    i don't know what that is

    was i afraid of mark? no.

    was i afraid of keith? no.

    was i afraid of ron? no.

    where do you GET this crap?

    it's like all the people who think you are some kind of superior, or that you have answers for anything, it's absurd.

    was i afraid of you when we met the first time? no.

    was i afraid or uncomfortable with your wingman or staff (don't know if same person)? no.

    i just don't care for being YELLED AT or ordered around (i thought), especially when i am trying to be NICE. or REFUSED after you TOOK ME. (and ENDORSED IT with an album all about your love for me, and said online you take responsibility for
    everything, and the atomic clock is ticking louder and harder and faster, and it's going fucking explode, and we will be out of time. it will probably be a mechiya, same as my dad departing, although i have gotten sick since after the good years, and
    with him around it probably wouldn't have been anywhere near as bad, i have no one. and you have all the support in the world, i would knew what a fruitcake and ne'er-do-well i think must be, i should probably want to torture you to pieces.)

    we have never met

    encounter (sounds mathematical...ain't pretty)

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  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Sat Jul 23 12:15:25 2022
    On 2022-07-23 12:12 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:11:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 11:56 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 11:47:34 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 11:46 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 11:44:45 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 11:42 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 11:39:42 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:20:50 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:34:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:30 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:22:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 8:19 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:13:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 8:05 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:05:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 7:58 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:52:01 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 7:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:00:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 5:29 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 5:17:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:59:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 4:56 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7,
    % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30
    what's it for
    fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the older kind of fun...
    then go ahead and be fun
    i meant i can be nice to be with :(
    then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> if you want to come be with me... :(
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that
    country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> says who ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> biden >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> but i thought he worked for columbia
    maybe he does >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you mean you don't know ?
    how can i know if i can't ask him
    why not ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm not allowed to go to that country
    well, then how do you know if he even said you
    couldn't come in the first place, if you can't
    talk to each other ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> they told me i can't and showed me the line i
    can't cross >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> have you ever been to the line ?
    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they
    kicked me out >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer
    ball ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> yea >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they
    kick you out ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> with their foot >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> how do you mean foot ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ok that's enough explaining for today >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> did u want to dance ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i already told you i don't dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we'd have to take lessons >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i didn't learn either >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to
    dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and
    practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past.
    all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :)
    wouldn't want t' bore ya. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we could take lessons. :-)? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't want to know how to dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever done slow dancing ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia)

    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you look like you want to try >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you've never seen me so you don't know >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you post your photo all the time >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no i don't i never have >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters?

    my photo is not online and never has been >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    this isn't working for me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

    i don't remember it probably wasn't me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it's so hard to talk with you

    is it b/c we're in public ?

    maybe some but not not really

    are you still afraid to be with me ? do u want to talk about that ? i'm sorry, i hope it doesn't make you uncomfortable. i never even wanted to talk to you in public before, i was too embarrassed, probably because of the reputation i
    learned you had among medical professionals, an upright, decent, married family man, not the fucking ykwhat that you are. (like me, and everybody else around here who is suffering)

    oh yea

    goddamn fucking bitch. can we kill her?

    i can't answer something like that

    why not

    its a crime

    you don't commit crimes ?

    no

    then come on over ! :-D

    i can't i'm not allowed in that country

    yes, you made a mistake and said you committed a crime, and weren't allowed in, but since you don't commit crimes, you can come!

    i can't even try to come in and i wouldn't if i could ,
    it's too far to go just to say see you don't know me

    oops sorry, my finger slipped on the trackpad and it posted an empty message.

    i was trying to write, are you saying i *would* know you when i see you ?

    today i feel like i *don't* know you, and i don't *want* to know you when i see you, because it might be completely *idiotic* of me, because i have been *so fucking sick*, and i care more about *that* than anything else, and you barely even
    lifted one fucking finger to help.

    no , you would not know me you may even feel afraid

    probably only if you looked like you do in jokerman, demented and violent in the eyes

    i don't know what that is

    was i afraid of mark? no.

    was i afraid of keith? no.

    was i afraid of ron? no.

    where do you GET this crap?

    it's like all the people who think you are some kind of superior, or that you have answers for anything, it's absurd.

    was i afraid of you when we met the first time? no.

    was i afraid or uncomfortable with your wingman or staff (don't know if same person)? no.

    i just don't care for being YELLED AT or ordered around (i thought), especially when i am trying to be NICE. or REFUSED after you TOOK ME. (and ENDORSED IT with an album all about your love for me, and said online you take responsibility for
    everything, and the atomic clock is ticking louder and harder and faster, and it's going fucking explode, and we will be out of time. it will probably be a mechiya, same as my dad departing, although i have gotten sick since after the good years, and
    with him around it probably wouldn't have been anywhere near as bad, i have no one. and you have all the support in the world, i would knew what a fruitcake and ne'er-do-well i think must be, i should probably want to torture you to pieces.)

    we have never met

    encounter (sounds mathematical...ain't pretty)

    you don't know me

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  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Sat Jul 23 12:17:40 2022

    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

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  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Sat Jul 23 12:18:11 2022
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote:

    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

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  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Sat Jul 23 12:30:01 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote:

    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with you...like i said, do
    things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

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  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Sat Jul 23 12:30:43 2022
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote:

    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with you...like i said, do
    things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things

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  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Sat Jul 23 12:56:23 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote:

    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with you...like i said,
    do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things

    oh

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  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Sat Jul 23 13:35:22 2022
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote:

    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with you...like i said,
    do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh

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  • From roach@21:1/5 to roach on Sat Jul 23 13:19:50 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote:

    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with you...like i said,
    do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

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  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Sat Jul 23 14:00:12 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote:

    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth >>>>>>
    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with you...like i said,
    do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh

    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

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  • From roach@21:1/5 to roach on Sat Jul 23 14:00:42 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote:

    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth >>>>>>
    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with you...like i
    said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

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  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Sat Jul 23 14:05:47 2022
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote:

    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth >>>>>>>>
    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with you...like i said,
    do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh

    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    so don't

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Sat Jul 23 14:06:53 2022
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote:

    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth >>>>>>>>>
    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with you...like i
    said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Sat Jul 23 14:47:44 2022
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote:

    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth >>>>>>>>>>>
    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with you...like i
    said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    is that real ?

    is what real

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Sat Jul 23 15:05:16 2022
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote:

    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth >>>>>>>>>>>>>
    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with you...like i
    said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...) >>>>>
    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Sat Jul 23 14:52:01 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote:

    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with you...like i
    said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...) >>>
    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Sat Jul 23 14:41:55 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote:

    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth >>>>>>>>>
    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with you...like i
    said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    is that real ?

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Sat Jul 23 15:33:09 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote:

    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with you...
    like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand) >>>>>>>
    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there

    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don't know anything
    anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 15:20:53 2022
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote:

    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with you...like
    i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...) >>>>>>>
    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand) >>>>>>>
    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 15:35:29 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote:

    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with you...
    like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand) >>>>>>>
    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don't know anything
    anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn't have made a whole new
    world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Sat Jul 23 15:16:57 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote:

    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with you...like
    i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...) >>>>>
    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand) >>>>>
    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 15:38:37 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:35:30 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote:

    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with you..
    .like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don't know anything
    anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby
    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn't have made a whole
    new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    people are SO DUMB if they think i have the world's biggest imagination because i am stupid, it's because i am a fucking educated jew, more than they will ever be, ykwim...i'm sorry, i just can't stand them, they have no respect for me and they don't
    even know what the f*ck happened, and they judge me. they are harmful people, and they think they are so noble and good. it's completely fake.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 15:40:57 2022
    On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote:

    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with you...
    like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand) >>>>>>>>>>
    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don't know anything
    anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn't have made a whole
    new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 15:39:44 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:38:38 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:35:30 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with
    you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don't know anything
    anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby
    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn't have made a whole
    new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...
    people are SO DUMB if they think i have the world's biggest imagination because i am stupid, it's because i am a fucking educated jew, more than they will ever be, ykwim...i'm sorry, i just can't stand them, they have no respect for me and they don't
    even know what the f*ck happened, and they judge me. they are harmful people, and they think they are so noble and good. it's completely fake.

    ps i'm really back now, i mean, i did my back, i can sit for a while, even though i am so sick of it.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 15:39:55 2022
    On 2022-07-23 3:33 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote:

    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with you...
    like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand) >>>>>>>>>
    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there

    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don't know anything
    anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    you have no idea what i look like ,
    you've made up someone in your head and ,
    you think it's me , you want it to be me

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 15:40:16 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:39:45 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:38:38 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:35:30 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with
    you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don't know
    anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby
    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn't have made a
    whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...
    people are SO DUMB if they think i have the world's biggest imagination because i am stupid, it's because i am a fucking educated jew, more than they will ever be, ykwim...i'm sorry, i just can't stand them, they have no respect for me and they don't
    even know what the f*ck happened, and they judge me. they are harmful people, and they think they are so noble and good. it's completely fake.
    ps i'm really back now, i mean, i did my back, i can sit for a while, even though i am so sick of it.

    maybe i should try and go do my bike, sigh....

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Sat Jul 23 15:51:14 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with you...
    like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand) >>>>>>>>>>
    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don't know anything
    anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn't have made a whole
    new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver

    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are doing, and can do, with this
    technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 15:53:08 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with you.
    ..like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don't know anything
    anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn't have made a
    whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver
    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are doing, and can do, with this
    technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways.

    you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and anything else about it.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 15:58:25 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with
    you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don't know
    anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn't have made a
    whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver
    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are doing, and can do, with
    this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways.
    you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and anything else about it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES. ALL OF YOU. HE ALREADY HAD SEX WITH
    ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN, THAT IS WHY I AM NOT TAKING IT AS AN INDICATION
    OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.

    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE ON, IT WAS FUCKING DISGUSTING. I FEEL GROSS
    AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 15:56:14 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with
    you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don't know
    anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn't have made a
    whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver
    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are doing, and can do, with this
    technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways.
    you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and anything else about it.

    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES. ALL OF YOU. HE ALREADY HAD SEX WITH
    ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN, THAT IS WHY I AM NOT TAKING IT AS AN INDICATION
    OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 15:59:20 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:58:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be
    with you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don't know
    anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn't have made
    a whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver
    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are doing, and can do, with
    this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways.
    you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and anything else about it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES. ALL OF YOU. HE ALREADY HAD SEX
    WITH ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN, THAT IS WHY I AM NOT TAKING IT AS AN
    INDICATION OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.
    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE ON, IT WAS FUCKING DISGUSTING. I FEEL
    GROSS AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.

    FUCK YOU YOU CAN'T HELP AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING HERE, I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, UNLESS WE GO TO HEAVEN AND HAVE ETERNITY, OTHERWISE, I AM SORRY, BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR YOU.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 16:00:03 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:59:21 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:58:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be
    with you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don't know
    anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn't have
    made a whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver
    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are doing, and can do, with
    this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways.
    you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and anything else about it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES. ALL OF YOU. HE ALREADY HAD SEX
    WITH ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN, THAT IS WHY I AM NOT TAKING IT AS AN
    INDICATION OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.
    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE ON, IT WAS FUCKING DISGUSTING. I FEEL
    GROSS AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.
    FUCK YOU YOU CAN'T HELP AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING HERE, I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, UNLESS WE GO TO HEAVEN AND HAVE ETERNITY, OTHERWISE, I AM SORRY, BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR YOU.

    I ALSO WILL NEVER EVEN KNOW IF I COULD HAVE HAD CHILDREN, I HOPE YOU ALL BURN IN HELL.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 16:28:41 2022
    On 2022-07-23 3:53 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with you..
    .like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand) >>>>>>>>>>>>>
    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don't know anything
    anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn't have made a whole
    new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver
    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are doing, and can do, with this
    technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways.

    you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and anything else about it.

    doesn't matter ain't happening

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 16:26:27 2022
    On 2022-07-23 3:38 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:35:30 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote:

    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with you...
    like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand) >>>>>>>>>>>
    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don't know anything
    anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby
    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn't have made a whole
    new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    people are SO DUMB if they think i have the world's biggest imagination because i am stupid, it's because i am a fucking educated jew, more than they will ever be, ykwim...i'm sorry, i just can't stand them, they have no respect for me and they don't
    even know what the f*ck happened, and they judge me. they are harmful people, and they think they are so noble and good. it's completely fake.

    people are people be careful who you trust

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 16:27:50 2022
    On 2022-07-23 3:51 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with you...
    like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand) >>>>>>>>>>>>
    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don't know anything
    anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn't have made a whole
    new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver

    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are doing, and can do, with this
    technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways.

    i don't have a driver i have no where to go

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 16:18:56 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 4:00:04 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:59:21 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:58:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather
    be with you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don't
    know anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn't have
    made a whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver
    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are doing, and can do,
    with this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways.
    you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and anything else about it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES. ALL OF YOU. HE ALREADY HAD
    SEX WITH ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN, THAT IS WHY I AM NOT TAKING IT AS AN
    INDICATION OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.
    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE ON, IT WAS FUCKING DISGUSTING. I FEEL
    GROSS AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.
    FUCK YOU YOU CAN'T HELP AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING HERE, I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, UNLESS WE GO TO HEAVEN AND HAVE ETERNITY, OTHERWISE, I AM SORRY, BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR YOU.
    I ALSO WILL NEVER EVEN KNOW IF I COULD HAVE HAD CHILDREN, I HOPE YOU ALL BURN IN HELL.

    AND THE REASON I AM SO ANGRY IS BECAUSE AROUND HERE IN LA, PEOPLE THINK BOB DYLAN IS LIKE A GOD, AND TREAT ME LIKE GARBAGE, LIKE HE IS TO BE LOOKED UP TO AND RESPECTED, SOME PEOPLE THINK HE IS *THE MESSIAH*, A FUCKING JUNKY SONGWRITER, IT'S THE STUPIDEST
    THING I EVER HEARD, AS FAR AS REALITY GOES, I JUST GOT LOST BECAUSE OF METH AND THE COINCIDENCES, IT'S JUST SOMETHING I THINK IS *COOL*, BUT IT IS IN NO WAY REAL, OTHER THAN WISHING, AND I KNOW THE NORMAL PEOPLE FROM BACK EAST KNOW THIS, THE WHOLE THING
    IS FUCKING STUPID, THE PEOPLE IN LA ARE NOT NORMAL. THE CULTURE IS TOTALLY FUCKING INSANE.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 16:29:44 2022
    On 2022-07-23 3:56 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with you.
    ..like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don't know anything
    anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn't have made a
    whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver
    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are doing, and can do, with this
    technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways.
    you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and anything else about it.

    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES. ALL OF YOU. HE ALREADY HAD SEX WITH
    ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN, THAT IS WHY I AM NOT TAKING IT AS AN INDICATION
    OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.

    was it the first time you had sex

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 16:30:36 2022
    On 2022-07-23 3:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:58:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with
    you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) ) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don't know
    anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn't have made a
    whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver
    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are doing, and can do, with
    this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways.
    you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and anything else about it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES. ALL OF YOU. HE ALREADY HAD SEX
    WITH ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN, THAT IS WHY I AM NOT TAKING IT AS AN
    INDICATION OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.
    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE ON, IT WAS FUCKING DISGUSTING. I FEEL
    GROSS AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.

    FUCK YOU YOU CAN'T HELP AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING HERE, I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, UNLESS WE GO TO HEAVEN AND HAVE ETERNITY, OTHERWISE, I AM SORRY, BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR YOU.

    ok

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 16:31:44 2022
    On 2022-07-23 4:18 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 4:00:04 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:59:21 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:58:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with
    you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) ) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don't know
    anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn't have made a
    whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver
    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are doing, and can do, with
    this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways.
    you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and anything else about it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES. ALL OF YOU. HE ALREADY HAD SEX
    WITH ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN, THAT IS WHY I AM NOT TAKING IT AS AN
    INDICATION OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.
    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE ON, IT WAS FUCKING DISGUSTING. I FEEL
    GROSS AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.
    FUCK YOU YOU CAN'T HELP AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING HERE, I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, UNLESS WE GO TO HEAVEN AND HAVE ETERNITY, OTHERWISE, I AM SORRY, BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR YOU.
    I ALSO WILL NEVER EVEN KNOW IF I COULD HAVE HAD CHILDREN, I HOPE YOU ALL BURN IN HELL.

    AND THE REASON I AM SO ANGRY IS BECAUSE AROUND HERE IN LA, PEOPLE THINK BOB DYLAN IS LIKE A GOD, AND TREAT ME LIKE GARBAGE, LIKE HE IS TO BE LOOKED UP TO AND RESPECTED, SOME PEOPLE THINK HE IS *THE MESSIAH*, A FUCKING JUNKY SONGWRITER, IT'S THE
    STUPIDEST THING I EVER HEARD, AS FAR AS REALITY GOES, I JUST GOT LOST BECAUSE OF METH AND THE COINCIDENCES, IT'S JUST SOMETHING I THINK IS *COOL*, BUT IT IS IN NO WAY REAL, OTHER THAN WISHING, AND I KNOW THE NORMAL PEOPLE FROM BACK EAST KNOW THIS, THE
    WHOLE THING IS FUCKING STUPID, THE PEOPLE IN LA ARE NOT NORMAL. THE CULTURE IS TOTALLY FUCKING INSANE.

    yes it is

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 17:58:52 2022
    On 2022-07-23 5:18 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 4:30:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:58:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with
    you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) ) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don't know
    anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn't have made a
    whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver
    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are doing, and can do, with
    this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways.
    you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and anything else about it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES. ALL OF YOU. HE ALREADY HAD SEX
    WITH ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN, THAT IS WHY I AM NOT TAKING IT AS AN
    INDICATION OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.
    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE ON, IT WAS FUCKING DISGUSTING. I FEEL
    GROSS AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.

    FUCK YOU YOU CAN'T HELP AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING HERE, I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, UNLESS WE GO TO HEAVEN AND HAVE ETERNITY, OTHERWISE, I AM SORRY, BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR YOU.

    ok

    you know i was talking to all the people, whomever is left, still reading this from the original bobdylan.com rmd newsgroup, or people who met me and looked me up and got curious, or people who found rmd later, i have no idea, or the other groups we're
    in, but using real newsreaders like eternal-september and not google groups, i'm practically the only person on left on earth using google group, anyway, as is evidenced by the number of views, i wasn't shouting at you just then. :) (and it's not good
    just to be two people with NO friends, so just a few good ones, and IF you come back, i mean, IF they actually LIKE ME, whoever they are, reading, i could write here, if you are amenable to that, otherwise, fuck it, i know you fiercely guard your privacy,
    so of course that comes first. some of the people from rmd were so cruel to me. in the face of what happened, it's actually totally sick. i'm glad they are gone and shut the fuck up, even if they still read, they are assholes.

    could even be the angry jews. no wonder people hate jews. i hate them, too, at times. nobody fucking helping, but otoh, what can anyone do? if you don't want to come...even though you have been singing about me and leading me on for 30 years, and
    gaslighting me on the computer, if it's really you, it's just so sick it's unbelievable.

    it's not true that words can never hurt you. (sticks and stones)

    i don't know what rmd is and i don't sing

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Sat Jul 23 17:18:07 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 4:30:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:58:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with
    you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don't know
    anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn't have made a
    whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver
    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are doing, and can do, with
    this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways.
    you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and anything else about it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES. ALL OF YOU. HE ALREADY HAD SEX
    WITH ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN, THAT IS WHY I AM NOT TAKING IT AS AN
    INDICATION OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.
    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE ON, IT WAS FUCKING DISGUSTING. I FEEL
    GROSS AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.

    FUCK YOU YOU CAN'T HELP AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING HERE, I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, UNLESS WE GO TO HEAVEN AND HAVE ETERNITY, OTHERWISE, I AM SORRY, BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR YOU.

    ok

    you know i was talking to all the people, whomever is left, still reading this from the original bobdylan.com rmd newsgroup, or people who met me and looked me up and got curious, or people who found rmd later, i have no idea, or the other groups we're
    in, but using real newsreaders like eternal-september and not google groups, i'm practically the only person on left on earth using google group, anyway, as is evidenced by the number of views, i wasn't shouting at you just then. :) (and it's not good
    just to be two people with NO friends, so just a few good ones, and IF you come back, i mean, IF they actually LIKE ME, whoever they are, reading, i could write here, if you are amenable to that, otherwise, fuck it, i know you fiercely guard your privacy,
    so of course that comes first. some of the people from rmd were so cruel to me. in the face of what happened, it's actually totally sick. i'm glad they are gone and shut the fuck up, even if they still read, they are assholes.

    could even be the angry jews. no wonder people hate jews. i hate them, too, at times. nobody fucking helping, but otoh, what can anyone do? if you don't want to come...even though you have been singing about me and leading me on for 30 years, and
    gaslighting me on the computer, if it's really you, it's just so sick it's unbelievable.

    it's not true that words can never hurt you. (sticks and stones)

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Sat Jul 23 18:14:09 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 5:58:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 5:18 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 4:30:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:58:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be
    with you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don't know
    anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn't have made
    a whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver
    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are doing, and can do, with
    this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways.
    you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and anything else about it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES. ALL OF YOU. HE ALREADY HAD
    SEX WITH ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN, THAT IS WHY I AM NOT TAKING IT AS AN
    INDICATION OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.
    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE ON, IT WAS FUCKING DISGUSTING. I FEEL
    GROSS AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.

    FUCK YOU YOU CAN'T HELP AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING HERE, I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, UNLESS WE GO TO HEAVEN AND HAVE ETERNITY, OTHERWISE, I AM SORRY, BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR YOU.

    ok

    you know i was talking to all the people, whomever is left, still reading this from the original bobdylan.com rmd newsgroup, or people who met me and looked me up and got curious, or people who found rmd later, i have no idea, or the other groups we'
    re in, but using real newsreaders like eternal-september and not google groups, i'm practically the only person on left on earth using google group, anyway, as is evidenced by the number of views, i wasn't shouting at you just then. :) (and it's not good
    just to be two people with NO friends, so just a few good ones, and IF you come back, i mean, IF they actually LIKE ME, whoever they are, reading, i could write here, if you are amenable to that, otherwise, fuck it, i know you fiercely guard your privacy,
    so of course that comes first. some of the people from rmd were so cruel to me. in the face of what happened, it's actually totally sick. i'm glad they are gone and shut the fuck up, even if they still read, they are assholes.

    could even be the angry jews. no wonder people hate jews. i hate them, too, at times. nobody fucking helping, but otoh, what can anyone do? if you don't want to come...even though you have been singing about me and leading me on for 30 years, and
    gaslighting me on the computer, if it's really you, it's just so sick it's unbelievable.

    it's not true that words can never hurt you. (sticks and stones)

    i don't know what rmd is and i don't sing

    i wish i had a place to sing where nobody could hear me and i could practice, and make tapes, etc...

    (or however you do it nowadays)

    may i use your studio ?

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
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    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to roach on Sat Jul 23 18:20:58 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:16:51 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:14:11 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 5:58:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 5:18 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 4:30:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:58:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather
    be with you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don't
    know anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn't have
    made a whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver
    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are doing, and can do,
    with this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways.
    you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and anything else about it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES. ALL OF YOU. HE ALREADY
    HAD SEX WITH ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN, THAT IS WHY I AM NOT TAKING IT AS
    AN INDICATION OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.
    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE ON, IT WAS FUCKING DISGUSTING. I
    FEEL GROSS AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.

    FUCK YOU YOU CAN'T HELP AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING HERE, I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, UNLESS WE GO TO HEAVEN AND HAVE ETERNITY, OTHERWISE, I AM SORRY, BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR YOU.

    ok

    you know i was talking to all the people, whomever is left, still reading this from the original bobdylan.com rmd newsgroup, or people who met me and looked me up and got curious, or people who found rmd later, i have no idea, or the other groups
    we're in, but using real newsreaders like eternal-september and not google groups, i'm practically the only person on left on earth using google group, anyway, as is evidenced by the number of views, i wasn't shouting at you just then. :) (and it's not
    good just to be two people with NO friends, so just a few good ones, and IF you come back, i mean, IF they actually LIKE ME, whoever they are, reading, i could write here, if you are amenable to that, otherwise, fuck it, i know you fiercely guard your
    privacy, so of course that comes first. some of the people from rmd were so cruel to me. in the face of what happened, it's actually totally sick. i'm glad they are gone and shut the fuck up, even if they still read, they are assholes.

    could even be the angry jews. no wonder people hate jews. i hate them, too, at times. nobody fucking helping, but otoh, what can anyone do? if you don't want to come...even though you have been singing about me and leading me on for 30 years, and
    gaslighting me on the computer, if it's really you, it's just so sick it's unbelievable.

    it's not true that words can never hurt you. (sticks and stones)

    i don't know what rmd is and i don't sing
    i wish i had a place to sing where nobody could hear me and i could practice, and make tapes, etc...

    (or however you do it nowadays)

    may i use your studio ?
    (i don't care about marc. i don't know why. i just don't. he said sing, and i did, and i didn't mind or care)(not that i ever sang along with you before. only snarled back once, like i already said.)

    i don't want to ask for help, and everyone to know, like use a yucky la studio, that's how it feels to me, the business, exploiting women, etc....it's gross.

    omg. some young girls (not children, but youngsters, to an old fogie like me) broke out into song together across the way. never heard them before. i couldn't place it, like some kind of pop song, for a line or two, in sing song, then they stopped.

    bob, if you are trying to make me come back i will fucking chop off your penis.

    what you are doing to me is inhuman.

    if you are putting people all around me who know me, having no privacy, everybody knows me, and i don't know them, and it's like you are trying to make me go through them, to work my way back to you, after you FUCKED MY VAGINA YOU SICK FUCK.

    NO.

    it all got screwed up, and you COULD try and make me live out all your lyrics, haven't we proven ENOUGH, this is S-I-C-K, it's like the rolling stone song, you've got me under your thumb, it's so disgusting i can't believe it, you are a total fucking
    demented sicko. you are causing me so much fucking pain by involving other people in MY VAGINA I FUCKING HATE YOU.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to All on Sat Jul 23 18:22:08 2022
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    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 18:16:50 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:14:11 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 5:58:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 5:18 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 4:30:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:58:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be
    with you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don't know
    anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn't have
    made a whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver
    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are doing, and can do,
    with this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways.
    you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and anything else about it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES. ALL OF YOU. HE ALREADY HAD
    SEX WITH ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN, THAT IS WHY I AM NOT TAKING IT AS AN
    INDICATION OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.
    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE ON, IT WAS FUCKING DISGUSTING. I
    FEEL GROSS AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.

    FUCK YOU YOU CAN'T HELP AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING HERE, I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, UNLESS WE GO TO HEAVEN AND HAVE ETERNITY, OTHERWISE, I AM SORRY, BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR YOU.

    ok

    you know i was talking to all the people, whomever is left, still reading this from the original bobdylan.com rmd newsgroup, or people who met me and looked me up and got curious, or people who found rmd later, i have no idea, or the other groups
    we're in, but using real newsreaders like eternal-september and not google groups, i'm practically the only person on left on earth using google group, anyway, as is evidenced by the number of views, i wasn't shouting at you just then. :) (and it's not
    good just to be two people with NO friends, so just a few good ones, and IF you come back, i mean, IF they actually LIKE ME, whoever they are, reading, i could write here, if you are amenable to that, otherwise, fuck it, i know you fiercely guard your
    privacy, so of course that comes first. some of the people from rmd were so cruel to me. in the face of what happened, it's actually totally sick. i'm glad they are gone and shut the fuck up, even if they still read, they are assholes.

    could even be the angry jews. no wonder people hate jews. i hate them, too, at times. nobody fucking helping, but otoh, what can anyone do? if you don't want to come...even though you have been singing about me and leading me on for 30 years, and
    gaslighting me on the computer, if it's really you, it's just so sick it's unbelievable.

    it's not true that words can never hurt you. (sticks and stones)

    i don't know what rmd is and i don't sing
    i wish i had a place to sing where nobody could hear me and i could practice, and make tapes, etc...

    (or however you do it nowadays)

    may i use your studio ?

    (i don't care about marc. i don't know why. i just don't. he said sing, and i did, and i didn't mind or care)(not that i ever sang along with you before. only snarled back once, like i already said.)

    i don't want to ask for help, and everyone to know, like use a yucky la studio, that's how it feels to me, the business, exploiting women, etc....it's gross.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to roach on Sat Jul 23 18:22:51 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:16:51 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:14:11 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 5:58:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 5:18 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 4:30:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:58:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather
    be with you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don't
    know anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn't have
    made a whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver
    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are doing, and can do,
    with this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways.
    you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and anything else about it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES. ALL OF YOU. HE ALREADY
    HAD SEX WITH ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN, THAT IS WHY I AM NOT TAKING IT AS
    AN INDICATION OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.
    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE ON, IT WAS FUCKING DISGUSTING. I
    FEEL GROSS AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.

    FUCK YOU YOU CAN'T HELP AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING HERE, I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, UNLESS WE GO TO HEAVEN AND HAVE ETERNITY, OTHERWISE, I AM SORRY, BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR YOU.

    ok

    you know i was talking to all the people, whomever is left, still reading this from the original bobdylan.com rmd newsgroup, or people who met me and looked me up and got curious, or people who found rmd later, i have no idea, or the other groups
    we're in, but using real newsreaders like eternal-september and not google groups, i'm practically the only person on left on earth using google group, anyway, as is evidenced by the number of views, i wasn't shouting at you just then. :) (and it's not
    good just to be two people with NO friends, so just a few good ones, and IF you come back, i mean, IF they actually LIKE ME, whoever they are, reading, i could write here, if you are amenable to that, otherwise, fuck it, i know you fiercely guard your
    privacy, so of course that comes first. some of the people from rmd were so cruel to me. in the face of what happened, it's actually totally sick. i'm glad they are gone and shut the fuck up, even if they still read, they are assholes.

    could even be the angry jews. no wonder people hate jews. i hate them, too, at times. nobody fucking helping, but otoh, what can anyone do? if you don't want to come...even though you have been singing about me and leading me on for 30 years, and
    gaslighting me on the computer, if it's really you, it's just so sick it's unbelievable.

    it's not true that words can never hurt you. (sticks and stones)

    i don't know what rmd is and i don't sing
    i wish i had a place to sing where nobody could hear me and i could practice, and make tapes, etc...

    (or however you do it nowadays)

    may i use your studio ?
    (i don't care about marc. i don't know why. i just don't. he said sing, and i did, and i didn't mind or care)(not that i ever sang along with you before. only snarled back once, like i already said.)

    i don't want to ask for help, and everyone to know, like use a yucky la studio, that's how it feels to me, the business, exploiting women, etc....it's gross.

    AND YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST SING ABOUT ME TO THE WHOLE WORLD, AND THEN TOTALLY DISS ME, AND YOU THINK I'M NOT GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE!?!!?!?!??!?

    maybe it was a coincidence, i think they know what's going on, but i don't want to tell everybody, like the biggest fucking moron on earth, the great great great great great great bob dylan, you're an idiot, fuck you.

    it's my goddamn BODY. STAY OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to roach on Sat Jul 23 18:23:48 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:22:52 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:16:51 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:14:11 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 5:58:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 5:18 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 4:30:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:58:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you don't know me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather
    be with you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don't
    know anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn't have
    made a whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver
    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are doing, and can do,
    with this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways.
    you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and anything else about it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES. ALL OF YOU. HE ALREADY
    HAD SEX WITH ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN, THAT IS WHY I AM NOT TAKING IT AS
    AN INDICATION OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.
    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE ON, IT WAS FUCKING DISGUSTING.
    I FEEL GROSS AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.

    FUCK YOU YOU CAN'T HELP AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING HERE, I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, UNLESS WE GO TO HEAVEN AND HAVE ETERNITY, OTHERWISE, I AM SORRY, BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR YOU.

    ok

    you know i was talking to all the people, whomever is left, still reading this from the original bobdylan.com rmd newsgroup, or people who met me and looked me up and got curious, or people who found rmd later, i have no idea, or the other
    groups we're in, but using real newsreaders like eternal-september and not google groups, i'm practically the only person on left on earth using google group, anyway, as is evidenced by the number of views, i wasn't shouting at you just then. :) (and it'
    s not good just to be two people with NO friends, so just a few good ones, and IF you come back, i mean, IF they actually LIKE ME, whoever they are, reading, i could write here, if you are amenable to that, otherwise, fuck it, i know you fiercely guard
    your privacy, so of course that comes first. some of the people from rmd were so cruel to me. in the face of what happened, it's actually totally sick. i'm glad they are gone and shut the fuck up, even if they still read, they are assholes.

    could even be the angry jews. no wonder people hate jews. i hate them, too, at times. nobody fucking helping, but otoh, what can anyone do? if you don't want to come...even though you have been singing about me and leading me on for 30 years,
    and gaslighting me on the computer, if it's really you, it's just so sick it's unbelievable.

    it's not true that words can never hurt you. (sticks and stones)

    i don't know what rmd is and i don't sing
    i wish i had a place to sing where nobody could hear me and i could practice, and make tapes, etc...

    (or however you do it nowadays)

    may i use your studio ?
    (i don't care about marc. i don't know why. i just don't. he said sing, and i did, and i didn't mind or care)(not that i ever sang along with you before. only snarled back once, like i already said.)

    i don't want to ask for help, and everyone to know, like use a yucky la studio, that's how it feels to me, the business, exploiting women, etc....it's gross.
    AND YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST SING ABOUT ME TO THE WHOLE WORLD, AND THEN TOTALLY DISS ME, AND YOU THINK I'M NOT GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE!?!!?!?!??!?

    maybe it was a coincidence, i think they know what's going on, but i don't want to tell everybody, like the biggest fucking moron on earth, the great great great great great great bob dylan, you're an idiot, fuck you.

    it's my goddamn BODY. STAY OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    I DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW WHO YOU ARE, EMO.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
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    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to All on Sat Jul 23 18:26:58 2022
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    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Sat Jul 23 18:29:20 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:28:07 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 6:23 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:22:52 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:16:51 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:14:11 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 5:58:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 5:18 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 4:30:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:58:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you don't know me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather
    be with you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don't
    know anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn't have
    made a whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver
    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are doing, and can do,
    with this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways.
    you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and anything else about it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES. ALL OF YOU. HE ALREADY
    HAD SEX WITH ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN, THAT IS WHY I AM NOT TAKING IT AS
    AN INDICATION OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.
    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE ON, IT WAS FUCKING DISGUSTING. I
    FEEL GROSS AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.

    FUCK YOU YOU CAN'T HELP AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING HERE, I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, UNLESS WE GO TO HEAVEN AND HAVE ETERNITY, OTHERWISE, I AM SORRY, BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR YOU.

    ok

    you know i was talking to all the people, whomever is left, still reading this from the original bobdylan.com rmd newsgroup, or people who met me and looked me up and got curious, or people who found rmd later, i have no idea, or the other
    groups we're in, but using real newsreaders like eternal-september and not google groups, i'm practically the only person on left on earth using google group, anyway, as is evidenced by the number of views, i wasn't shouting at you just then. :) (and it'
    s not good just to be two people with NO friends, so just a few good ones, and IF you come back, i mean, IF they actually LIKE ME, whoever they are, reading, i could write here, if you are amenable to that, otherwise, fuck it, i know you fiercely guard
    your privacy, so of course that comes first. some of the people from rmd were so cruel to me. in the face of what happened, it's actually totally sick. i'm glad they are gone and shut the fuck up, even if they still read, they are assholes.

    could even be the angry jews. no wonder people hate jews. i hate them, too, at times. nobody fucking helping, but otoh, what can anyone do? if you don't want to come...even though you have been singing about me and leading me on for 30 years,
    and gaslighting me on the computer, if it's really you, it's just so sick it's unbelievable.

    it's not true that words can never hurt you. (sticks and stones) >>>>>>
    i don't know what rmd is and i don't sing
    i wish i had a place to sing where nobody could hear me and i could practice, and make tapes, etc...

    (or however you do it nowadays)

    may i use your studio ?
    (i don't care about marc. i don't know why. i just don't. he said sing, and i did, and i didn't mind or care)(not that i ever sang along with you before. only snarled back once, like i already said.)

    i don't want to ask for help, and everyone to know, like use a yucky la studio, that's how it feels to me, the business, exploiting women, etc....it's gross.
    AND YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST SING ABOUT ME TO THE WHOLE WORLD, AND THEN TOTALLY DISS ME, AND YOU THINK I'M NOT GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE!?!!?!?!??!?

    maybe it was a coincidence, i think they know what's going on, but i don't want to tell everybody, like the biggest fucking moron on earth, the great great great great great great bob dylan, you're an idiot, fuck you.

    it's my goddamn BODY. STAY OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    I DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW WHO YOU ARE, EMO.

    that's true

    well, at least i know your name.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 18:35:29 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with you.
    ..like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don't know anything
    anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn't have made a
    whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver
    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are doing, and can do, with this
    technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways.

    i should have said, the people, AS FAR AS "WE" KNOW PEOPLE TO BE, according to a general consensus, although perhaps these definitions and how they are applied is what makes some republicans evil (using mom's perspective) like citizen's union as the
    example, but i know no more of concrete examples i can *recall,* than this, but i have my strong suspicions, possibly from memory still active in there, and intuitive educated thinking from an enriched life experience.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to roach on Sat Jul 23 18:36:50 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:35:30 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you don't know me

    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with
    you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don't know
    anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn't have made a
    whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver
    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are doing, and can do, with this
    technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways.
    i should have said, the people, AS FAR AS "WE" KNOW PEOPLE TO BE, according to a general consensus, although perhaps these definitions and how they are applied is what makes some republicans evil (using mom's perspective) like citizen's union as the
    example, but i know no more of concrete examples i can *recall,* than this, but i have my strong suspicions, possibly from memory still active in there, and intuitive educated thinking from an enriched life experience.

    iow, i think there were other things which crossed my path which aroused my suspicions and enlightened me, but as i said, i can't really recall right now.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Sat Jul 23 18:44:21 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:28:07 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 6:23 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:22:52 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:16:51 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:14:11 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 5:58:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 5:18 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 4:30:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:58:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you don't know me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather
    be with you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don't
    know anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn't have
    made a whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver
    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are doing, and can do,
    with this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways.
    you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and anything else about it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES. ALL OF YOU. HE ALREADY
    HAD SEX WITH ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN, THAT IS WHY I AM NOT TAKING IT AS
    AN INDICATION OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.
    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE ON, IT WAS FUCKING DISGUSTING. I
    FEEL GROSS AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.

    FUCK YOU YOU CAN'T HELP AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING HERE, I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, UNLESS WE GO TO HEAVEN AND HAVE ETERNITY, OTHERWISE, I AM SORRY, BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR YOU.

    ok

    you know i was talking to all the people, whomever is left, still reading this from the original bobdylan.com rmd newsgroup, or people who met me and looked me up and got curious, or people who found rmd later, i have no idea, or the other
    groups we're in, but using real newsreaders like eternal-september and not google groups, i'm practically the only person on left on earth using google group, anyway, as is evidenced by the number of views, i wasn't shouting at you just then. :) (and it'
    s not good just to be two people with NO friends, so just a few good ones, and IF you come back, i mean, IF they actually LIKE ME, whoever they are, reading, i could write here, if you are amenable to that, otherwise, fuck it, i know you fiercely guard
    your privacy, so of course that comes first. some of the people from rmd were so cruel to me. in the face of what happened, it's actually totally sick. i'm glad they are gone and shut the fuck up, even if they still read, they are assholes.

    could even be the angry jews. no wonder people hate jews. i hate them, too, at times. nobody fucking helping, but otoh, what can anyone do? if you don't want to come...even though you have been singing about me and leading me on for 30 years,
    and gaslighting me on the computer, if it's really you, it's just so sick it's unbelievable.

    it's not true that words can never hurt you. (sticks and stones) >>>>>>
    i don't know what rmd is and i don't sing
    i wish i had a place to sing where nobody could hear me and i could practice, and make tapes, etc...

    (or however you do it nowadays)

    may i use your studio ?
    (i don't care about marc. i don't know why. i just don't. he said sing, and i did, and i didn't mind or care)(not that i ever sang along with you before. only snarled back once, like i already said.)

    i don't want to ask for help, and everyone to know, like use a yucky la studio, that's how it feels to me, the business, exploiting women, etc....it's gross.
    AND YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST SING ABOUT ME TO THE WHOLE WORLD, AND THEN TOTALLY DISS ME, AND YOU THINK I'M NOT GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE!?!!?!?!??!?

    maybe it was a coincidence, i think they know what's going on, but i don't want to tell everybody, like the biggest fucking moron on earth, the great great great great great great bob dylan, you're an idiot, fuck you.

    it's my goddamn BODY. STAY OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    I DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW WHO YOU ARE, EMO.

    that's true

    i'm sorry. :-((( 😢 (me too. :-////////////////)

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to roach on Sat Jul 23 18:44:50 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:44:23 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:28:07 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 6:23 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:22:52 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:16:51 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:14:11 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 5:58:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 5:18 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 4:30:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:58:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you don't know me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd
    rather be with you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don't
    know anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn't
    have made a whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver
    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are doing, and can
    do, with this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways.
    you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and anything else about it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES. ALL OF YOU. HE ALREADY
    HAD SEX WITH ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN, THAT IS WHY I AM NOT TAKING IT AS
    AN INDICATION OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.
    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE ON, IT WAS FUCKING DISGUSTING.
    I FEEL GROSS AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.

    FUCK YOU YOU CAN'T HELP AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING HERE, I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, UNLESS WE GO TO HEAVEN AND HAVE ETERNITY, OTHERWISE, I AM SORRY, BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR YOU.

    ok

    you know i was talking to all the people, whomever is left, still reading this from the original bobdylan.com rmd newsgroup, or people who met me and looked me up and got curious, or people who found rmd later, i have no idea, or the other
    groups we're in, but using real newsreaders like eternal-september and not google groups, i'm practically the only person on left on earth using google group, anyway, as is evidenced by the number of views, i wasn't shouting at you just then. :) (and it'
    s not good just to be two people with NO friends, so just a few good ones, and IF you come back, i mean, IF they actually LIKE ME, whoever they are, reading, i could write here, if you are amenable to that, otherwise, fuck it, i know you fiercely guard
    your privacy, so of course that comes first. some of the people from rmd were so cruel to me. in the face of what happened, it's actually totally sick. i'm glad they are gone and shut the fuck up, even if they still read, they are assholes.

    could even be the angry jews. no wonder people hate jews. i hate them, too, at times. nobody fucking helping, but otoh, what can anyone do? if you don't want to come...even though you have been singing about me and leading me on for 30 years,
    and gaslighting me on the computer, if it's really you, it's just so sick it's unbelievable.

    it's not true that words can never hurt you. (sticks and stones) >>>>>>
    i don't know what rmd is and i don't sing
    i wish i had a place to sing where nobody could hear me and i could practice, and make tapes, etc...

    (or however you do it nowadays)

    may i use your studio ?
    (i don't care about marc. i don't know why. i just don't. he said sing, and i did, and i didn't mind or care)(not that i ever sang along with you before. only snarled back once, like i already said.)

    i don't want to ask for help, and everyone to know, like use a yucky la studio, that's how it feels to me, the business, exploiting women, etc....it's gross.
    AND YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST SING ABOUT ME TO THE WHOLE WORLD, AND THEN TOTALLY DISS ME, AND YOU THINK I'M NOT GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE!?!!?!?!??!?

    maybe it was a coincidence, i think they know what's going on, but i don't want to tell everybody, like the biggest fucking moron on earth, the great great great great great great bob dylan, you're an idiot, fuck you.

    it's my goddamn BODY. STAY OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    I DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW WHO YOU ARE, EMO.

    that's true
    i'm sorry. :-((( 😢 (me too. :-////////////////)

    you're not doing it on purpose to make me suffer ?

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to roach on Sat Jul 23 18:51:43 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:44:51 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:44:23 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:28:07 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 6:23 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:22:52 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:16:51 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:14:11 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 5:58:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 5:18 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 4:30:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:58:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you don't know me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd
    rather be with you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> go make a silly post in alt.checkmate >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don'
    t know anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn't
    have made a whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver
    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are doing, and can
    do, with this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways.
    you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and anything else about
    it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES. ALL OF YOU. HE
    ALREADY HAD SEX WITH ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN, THAT IS WHY I AM NOT
    TAKING IT AS AN INDICATION OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.
    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE ON, IT WAS FUCKING
    DISGUSTING. I FEEL GROSS AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.

    FUCK YOU YOU CAN'T HELP AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING HERE, I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, UNLESS WE GO TO HEAVEN AND HAVE ETERNITY, OTHERWISE, I AM SORRY, BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR YOU.

    ok

    you know i was talking to all the people, whomever is left, still reading this from the original bobdylan.com rmd newsgroup, or people who met me and looked me up and got curious, or people who found rmd later, i have no idea, or the other
    groups we're in, but using real newsreaders like eternal-september and not google groups, i'm practically the only person on left on earth using google group, anyway, as is evidenced by the number of views, i wasn't shouting at you just then. :) (and it'
    s not good just to be two people with NO friends, so just a few good ones, and IF you come back, i mean, IF they actually LIKE ME, whoever they are, reading, i could write here, if you are amenable to that, otherwise, fuck it, i know you fiercely guard
    your privacy, so of course that comes first. some of the people from rmd were so cruel to me. in the face of what happened, it's actually totally sick. i'm glad they are gone and shut the fuck up, even if they still read, they are assholes.

    could even be the angry jews. no wonder people hate jews. i hate them, too, at times. nobody fucking helping, but otoh, what can anyone do? if you don't want to come...even though you have been singing about me and leading me on for 30 years,
    and gaslighting me on the computer, if it's really you, it's just so sick it's unbelievable.

    it's not true that words can never hurt you. (sticks and stones) >>>>>>
    i don't know what rmd is and i don't sing
    i wish i had a place to sing where nobody could hear me and i could practice, and make tapes, etc...

    (or however you do it nowadays)

    may i use your studio ?
    (i don't care about marc. i don't know why. i just don't. he said sing, and i did, and i didn't mind or care)(not that i ever sang along with you before. only snarled back once, like i already said.)

    i don't want to ask for help, and everyone to know, like use a yucky la studio, that's how it feels to me, the business, exploiting women, etc....it's gross.
    AND YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST SING ABOUT ME TO THE WHOLE WORLD, AND THEN TOTALLY DISS ME, AND YOU THINK I'M NOT GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE!?!!?!?!??!?

    maybe it was a coincidence, i think they know what's going on, but i don't want to tell everybody, like the biggest fucking moron on earth, the great great great great great great bob dylan, you're an idiot, fuck you.

    it's my goddamn BODY. STAY OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    I DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW WHO YOU ARE, EMO.

    that's true
    i'm sorry. :-((( 😢 (me too. :-////////////////)
    you're not doing it on purpose to make me suffer ?

    like to induce creativity, which marc said you liked to do ? (i assumed he meant for yourself :-////)

    i think that would be HORRIBLE to do that on purpose to someone else.

    hey, i smell marijuana. blech. well, it's legal here, so, it's not like i'm telling on anyone. there are lots of people around, so i have no idea whom, and neither do you. it's fine. actually, it reminds me of the old stuff, that we all thought was so
    good. well, we all. just my friends and me. not the general population of the university, for heaven's sake. i told one, one girl saw me with a joint or a bowl or something in someone else's room once, and freaked out, which i thought was kinda funny,
    but you know, it's really goofy, and not the life one would wish for any of one's loved ones. and if it leads to other things (which i honestly don't feel it itself does inherently, i think that is just people who are depressed or unable to cope well
    ANYWAY, and they start here, and then with no other viable options, move on to harder things....), i mean, that is tragic, but a lot of people can just try it, experiment a little, but still handle real life, and then get real lives. some even keep doing
    it, and manage it just fine, like look at bill maher. so hey, different strokes for different folks.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to roach on Sat Jul 23 18:54:15 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:51:44 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:44:51 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:44:23 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:28:07 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 6:23 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:22:52 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:16:51 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:14:11 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 5:58:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 5:18 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 4:30:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 3:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:58:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you don't know me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd
    rather be with you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> go make a silly post in alt.checkmate >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it would be the same as me being there >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i
    don't know anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn't
    have made a whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver
    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are doing, and
    can do, with this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways.
    you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and anything else about
    it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES. ALL OF YOU. HE
    ALREADY HAD SEX WITH ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN, THAT IS WHY I AM NOT
    TAKING IT AS AN INDICATION OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.
    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE ON, IT WAS FUCKING
    DISGUSTING. I FEEL GROSS AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.

    FUCK YOU YOU CAN'T HELP AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING HERE, I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, UNLESS WE GO TO HEAVEN AND HAVE ETERNITY, OTHERWISE, I AM SORRY, BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR YOU.

    ok

    you know i was talking to all the people, whomever is left, still reading this from the original bobdylan.com rmd newsgroup, or people who met me and looked me up and got curious, or people who found rmd later, i have no idea, or the other
    groups we're in, but using real newsreaders like eternal-september and not google groups, i'm practically the only person on left on earth using google group, anyway, as is evidenced by the number of views, i wasn't shouting at you just then. :) (and it'
    s not good just to be two people with NO friends, so just a few good ones, and IF you come back, i mean, IF they actually LIKE ME, whoever they are, reading, i could write here, if you are amenable to that, otherwise, fuck it, i know you fiercely guard
    your privacy, so of course that comes first. some of the people from rmd were so cruel to me. in the face of what happened, it's actually totally sick. i'm glad they are gone and shut the fuck up, even if they still read, they are assholes.

    could even be the angry jews. no wonder people hate jews. i hate them, too, at times. nobody fucking helping, but otoh, what can anyone do? if you don't want to come...even though you have been singing about me and leading me on for 30
    years, and gaslighting me on the computer, if it's really you, it's just so sick it's unbelievable.

    it's not true that words can never hurt you. (sticks and stones)

    i don't know what rmd is and i don't sing
    i wish i had a place to sing where nobody could hear me and i could practice, and make tapes, etc...

    (or however you do it nowadays)

    may i use your studio ?
    (i don't care about marc. i don't know why. i just don't. he said sing, and i did, and i didn't mind or care)(not that i ever sang along with you before. only snarled back once, like i already said.)

    i don't want to ask for help, and everyone to know, like use a yucky la studio, that's how it feels to me, the business, exploiting women, etc....it's gross.
    AND YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST SING ABOUT ME TO THE WHOLE WORLD, AND THEN TOTALLY DISS ME, AND YOU THINK I'M NOT GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE!?!!?!?!??!?

    maybe it was a coincidence, i think they know what's going on, but i don't want to tell everybody, like the biggest fucking moron on earth, the great great great great great great bob dylan, you're an idiot, fuck you.

    it's my goddamn BODY. STAY OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    I DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW WHO YOU ARE, EMO.

    that's true
    i'm sorry. :-((( 😢 (me too. :-////////////////)
    you're not doing it on purpose to make me suffer ?
    like to induce creativity, which marc said you liked to do ? (i assumed he meant for yourself :-////)

    i think that would be HORRIBLE to do that on purpose to someone else.

    hey, i smell marijuana. blech. well, it's legal here, so, it's not like i'm telling on anyone. there are lots of people around, so i have no idea whom, and neither do you. it's fine. actually, it reminds me of the old stuff, that we all thought was so
    good. well, we all. just my friends and me. not the general population of the university, for heaven's sake. i told one, one girl saw me with a joint or a bowl or something in someone else's room once, and freaked out, which i thought was kinda funny,
    but you know, it's really goofy, and not the life one would wish for any of one's loved ones. and if it leads to other things (which i honestly don't feel it itself does inherently, i think that is just people who are depressed or unable to cope well
    ANYWAY, and they start here, and then with no other viable options, move on to harder things....), i mean, that is tragic, but a lot of people can just try it, experiment a little, but still handle real life, and then get real lives. some even keep doing
    it, and manage it just fine, like look at bill maher. so hey, different strokes for different folks.

    even though it makes him say stupid things, like obama wasn't black enough to be president, but i'm just kidding really, cuz i mean, i see what he means. it's that buried wish, like you want something powerful, and a really black man, in HIS white house,
    our president...the most powerful man of the free world....that sounds cooler. but i wasn't trying to be cool when i repeated it, i just felt it was true. but it didn't mean he couldn't get elected. that was stupid of me.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to All on Sat Jul 23 19:14:05 2022
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  • From roach@21:1/5 to roach on Sat Jul 23 18:55:18 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:54:50 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:54:16 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:51:44 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:44:51 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:44:23 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:28:07 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 6:23 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:22:52 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:16:51 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:14:11 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 5:58:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>> On 2022-07-23 5:18 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 4:30:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 3:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:58:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote:

    you don't know me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'
    d rather be with you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> go make a silly post in alt.checkmate >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it would be the same as me being there >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like
    i don't know anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they
    couldn't have made a whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver
    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are doing,
    and can do, with this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways.
    you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and anything else
    about it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES. ALL OF YOU. HE
    ALREADY HAD SEX WITH ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN, THAT IS WHY I AM NOT
    TAKING IT AS AN INDICATION OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.
    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE ON, IT WAS FUCKING
    DISGUSTING. I FEEL GROSS AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.

    FUCK YOU YOU CAN'T HELP AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING HERE, I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, UNLESS WE GO TO HEAVEN AND HAVE ETERNITY, OTHERWISE, I AM SORRY, BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR YOU.

    ok

    you know i was talking to all the people, whomever is left, still reading this from the original bobdylan.com rmd newsgroup, or people who met me and looked me up and got curious, or people who found rmd later, i have no idea, or the
    other groups we're in, but using real newsreaders like eternal-september and not google groups, i'm practically the only person on left on earth using google group, anyway, as is evidenced by the number of views, i wasn't shouting at you just then. :) (
    and it's not good just to be two people with NO friends, so just a few good ones, and IF you come back, i mean, IF they actually LIKE ME, whoever they are, reading, i could write here, if you are amenable to that, otherwise, fuck it, i know you fiercely
    guard your privacy, so of course that comes first. some of the people from rmd were so cruel to me. in the face of what happened, it's actually totally sick. i'm glad they are gone and shut the fuck up, even if they still read, they are assholes.

    could even be the angry jews. no wonder people hate jews. i hate them, too, at times. nobody fucking helping, but otoh, what can anyone do? if you don't want to come...even though you have been singing about me and leading me on for 30
    years, and gaslighting me on the computer, if it's really you, it's just so sick it's unbelievable.

    it's not true that words can never hurt you. (sticks and stones)

    i don't know what rmd is and i don't sing
    i wish i had a place to sing where nobody could hear me and i could practice, and make tapes, etc...

    (or however you do it nowadays)

    may i use your studio ?
    (i don't care about marc. i don't know why. i just don't. he said sing, and i did, and i didn't mind or care)(not that i ever sang along with you before. only snarled back once, like i already said.)

    i don't want to ask for help, and everyone to know, like use a yucky la studio, that's how it feels to me, the business, exploiting women, etc....it's gross.
    AND YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST SING ABOUT ME TO THE WHOLE WORLD, AND THEN TOTALLY DISS ME, AND YOU THINK I'M NOT GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE!?!!?!?!??!?

    maybe it was a coincidence, i think they know what's going on, but i don't want to tell everybody, like the biggest fucking moron on earth, the great great great great great great bob dylan, you're an idiot, fuck you.

    it's my goddamn BODY. STAY OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    I DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW WHO YOU ARE, EMO.

    that's true
    i'm sorry. :-((( 😢 (me too. :-////////////////)
    you're not doing it on purpose to make me suffer ?
    like to induce creativity, which marc said you liked to do ? (i assumed he meant for yourself :-////)

    i think that would be HORRIBLE to do that on purpose to someone else.

    hey, i smell marijuana. blech. well, it's legal here, so, it's not like i'm telling on anyone. there are lots of people around, so i have no idea whom, and neither do you. it's fine. actually, it reminds me of the old stuff, that we all thought was
    so good. well, we all. just my friends and me. not the general population of the university, for heaven's sake. i told one, one girl saw me with a joint or a bowl or something in someone else's room once, and freaked out, which i thought was kinda funny,
    but you know, it's really goofy, and not the life one would wish for any of one's loved ones. and if it leads to other things (which i honestly don't feel it itself does inherently, i think that is just people who are depressed or unable to cope well
    ANYWAY, and they start here, and then with no other viable options, move on to harder things....), i mean, that is tragic, but a lot of people can just try it, experiment a little, but still handle real life, and then get real lives. some even keep doing
    it, and manage it just fine, like look at bill maher. so hey, different strokes for different folks.
    even though it makes him say stupid things, like obama wasn't black enough to be president, but i'm just kidding really, cuz i mean, i see what he means. it's that buried wish, like you want something powerful, and a really black man, in HIS white
    house, our president...the most powerful man of the free world....that sounds cooler. but i wasn't trying to be cool when i repeated it, i just felt it was true. but it didn't mean he couldn't get elected. that was stupid of me.
    obama, ya fuckin' oreo!!!! ;-) (jk)

    my favorite cookie! :)

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    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to roach on Sat Jul 23 19:39:35 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:38:47 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:14:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 6:29 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:28:07 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 6:23 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:22:52 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:16:51 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:14:11 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 5:58:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 5:18 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 4:30:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 3:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:58:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you don't know me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd
    rather be with you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> go make a silly post in alt.checkmate >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it would be the same as me being there >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don'
    t know anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn't
    have made a whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver
    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are doing, and can
    do, with this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways.
    you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and anything else about
    it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES. ALL OF YOU. HE
    ALREADY HAD SEX WITH ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN, THAT IS WHY I AM NOT
    TAKING IT AS AN INDICATION OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.
    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE ON, IT WAS FUCKING
    DISGUSTING. I FEEL GROSS AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.

    FUCK YOU YOU CAN'T HELP AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING HERE, I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, UNLESS WE GO TO HEAVEN AND HAVE ETERNITY, OTHERWISE, I AM SORRY, BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR YOU.

    ok

    you know i was talking to all the people, whomever is left, still reading this from the original bobdylan.com rmd newsgroup, or people who met me and looked me up and got curious, or people who found rmd later, i have no idea, or the other
    groups we're in, but using real newsreaders like eternal-september and not google groups, i'm practically the only person on left on earth using google group, anyway, as is evidenced by the number of views, i wasn't shouting at you just then. :) (and it'
    s not good just to be two people with NO friends, so just a few good ones, and IF you come back, i mean, IF they actually LIKE ME, whoever they are, reading, i could write here, if you are amenable to that, otherwise, fuck it, i know you fiercely guard
    your privacy, so of course that comes first. some of the people from rmd were so cruel to me. in the face of what happened, it's actually totally sick. i'm glad they are gone and shut the fuck up, even if they still read, they are assholes.

    could even be the angry jews. no wonder people hate jews. i hate them, too, at times. nobody fucking helping, but otoh, what can anyone do? if you don't want to come...even though you have been singing about me and leading me on for 30 years,
    and gaslighting me on the computer, if it's really you, it's just so sick it's unbelievable.

    it's not true that words can never hurt you. (sticks and stones) >>>>>>>>
    i don't know what rmd is and i don't sing
    i wish i had a place to sing where nobody could hear me and i could practice, and make tapes, etc...

    (or however you do it nowadays)

    may i use your studio ?
    (i don't care about marc. i don't know why. i just don't. he said sing, and i did, and i didn't mind or care)(not that i ever sang along with you before. only snarled back once, like i already said.)

    i don't want to ask for help, and everyone to know, like use a yucky la studio, that's how it feels to me, the business, exploiting women, etc....it's gross.
    AND YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST SING ABOUT ME TO THE WHOLE WORLD, AND THEN TOTALLY DISS ME, AND YOU THINK I'M NOT GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE!?!!?!?!??!?

    maybe it was a coincidence, i think they know what's going on, but i don't want to tell everybody, like the biggest fucking moron on earth, the great great great great great great bob dylan, you're an idiot, fuck you.

    it's my goddamn BODY. STAY OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    I DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW WHO YOU ARE, EMO.

    that's true

    well, at least i know your name.

    ok
    and the majority of what it represents. as far as the country is concerned. actually, way more...compared to most. even before ks.

    or did you mean your name persent ?

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Sat Jul 23 19:38:46 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:14:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 6:29 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:28:07 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 6:23 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:22:52 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:16:51 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:14:11 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 5:58:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 5:18 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 4:30:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:58:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you don't know me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd
    rather be with you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> go make a silly post in alt.checkmate >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don't
    know anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn't
    have made a whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver
    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are doing, and can
    do, with this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways.
    you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and anything else about it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES. ALL OF YOU. HE ALREADY
    HAD SEX WITH ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN, THAT IS WHY I AM NOT TAKING IT AS
    AN INDICATION OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.
    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE ON, IT WAS FUCKING DISGUSTING.
    I FEEL GROSS AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.

    FUCK YOU YOU CAN'T HELP AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING HERE, I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, UNLESS WE GO TO HEAVEN AND HAVE ETERNITY, OTHERWISE, I AM SORRY, BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR YOU.

    ok

    you know i was talking to all the people, whomever is left, still reading this from the original bobdylan.com rmd newsgroup, or people who met me and looked me up and got curious, or people who found rmd later, i have no idea, or the other
    groups we're in, but using real newsreaders like eternal-september and not google groups, i'm practically the only person on left on earth using google group, anyway, as is evidenced by the number of views, i wasn't shouting at you just then. :) (and it'
    s not good just to be two people with NO friends, so just a few good ones, and IF you come back, i mean, IF they actually LIKE ME, whoever they are, reading, i could write here, if you are amenable to that, otherwise, fuck it, i know you fiercely guard
    your privacy, so of course that comes first. some of the people from rmd were so cruel to me. in the face of what happened, it's actually totally sick. i'm glad they are gone and shut the fuck up, even if they still read, they are assholes.

    could even be the angry jews. no wonder people hate jews. i hate them, too, at times. nobody fucking helping, but otoh, what can anyone do? if you don't want to come...even though you have been singing about me and leading me on for 30 years,
    and gaslighting me on the computer, if it's really you, it's just so sick it's unbelievable.

    it's not true that words can never hurt you. (sticks and stones) >>>>>>>>
    i don't know what rmd is and i don't sing
    i wish i had a place to sing where nobody could hear me and i could practice, and make tapes, etc...

    (or however you do it nowadays)

    may i use your studio ?
    (i don't care about marc. i don't know why. i just don't. he said sing, and i did, and i didn't mind or care)(not that i ever sang along with you before. only snarled back once, like i already said.)

    i don't want to ask for help, and everyone to know, like use a yucky la studio, that's how it feels to me, the business, exploiting women, etc....it's gross.
    AND YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST SING ABOUT ME TO THE WHOLE WORLD, AND THEN TOTALLY DISS ME, AND YOU THINK I'M NOT GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE!?!!?!?!??!?

    maybe it was a coincidence, i think they know what's going on, but i don't want to tell everybody, like the biggest fucking moron on earth, the great great great great great great bob dylan, you're an idiot, fuck you.

    it's my goddamn BODY. STAY OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    I DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW WHO YOU ARE, EMO.

    that's true

    well, at least i know your name.

    ok

    and the majority of what it represents. as far as the country is concerned. actually, way more...compared to most. even before ks.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to All on Sat Jul 23 19:53:59 2022
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    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to All on Sat Jul 23 19:54:36 2022
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  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Sat Jul 23 20:13:19 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:54:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 7:39 p.m., roach wrote:
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    On 2022-07-23 6:29 p.m., roach wrote:
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    On 2022-07-23 6:23 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:22:52 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:16:51 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:14:11 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 5:58:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 5:18 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 4:30:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 3:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:58:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you don't know me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd
    rather be with you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> go make a silly post in alt.checkmate >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it would be the same as me being there >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don'
    t know anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn't
    have made a whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver
    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are doing, and
    can do, with this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways.
    you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and anything else about
    it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES. ALL OF YOU. HE
    ALREADY HAD SEX WITH ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN, THAT IS WHY I AM NOT
    TAKING IT AS AN INDICATION OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.
    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE ON, IT WAS FUCKING
    DISGUSTING. I FEEL GROSS AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.

    FUCK YOU YOU CAN'T HELP AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING HERE, I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, UNLESS WE GO TO HEAVEN AND HAVE ETERNITY, OTHERWISE, I AM SORRY, BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR YOU.

    ok

    you know i was talking to all the people, whomever is left, still reading this from the original bobdylan.com rmd newsgroup, or people who met me and looked me up and got curious, or people who found rmd later, i have no idea, or the other
    groups we're in, but using real newsreaders like eternal-september and not google groups, i'm practically the only person on left on earth using google group, anyway, as is evidenced by the number of views, i wasn't shouting at you just then. :) (and it'
    s not good just to be two people with NO friends, so just a few good ones, and IF you come back, i mean, IF they actually LIKE ME, whoever they are, reading, i could write here, if you are amenable to that, otherwise, fuck it, i know you fiercely guard
    your privacy, so of course that comes first. some of the people from rmd were so cruel to me. in the face of what happened, it's actually totally sick. i'm glad they are gone and shut the fuck up, even if they still read, they are assholes.

    could even be the angry jews. no wonder people hate jews. i hate them, too, at times. nobody fucking helping, but otoh, what can anyone do? if you don't want to come...even though you have been singing about me and leading me on for 30
    years, and gaslighting me on the computer, if it's really you, it's just so sick it's unbelievable.

    it's not true that words can never hurt you. (sticks and stones) >>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't know what rmd is and i don't sing
    i wish i had a place to sing where nobody could hear me and i could practice, and make tapes, etc...

    (or however you do it nowadays)

    may i use your studio ?
    (i don't care about marc. i don't know why. i just don't. he said sing, and i did, and i didn't mind or care)(not that i ever sang along with you before. only snarled back once, like i already said.)

    i don't want to ask for help, and everyone to know, like use a yucky la studio, that's how it feels to me, the business, exploiting women, etc....it's gross.
    AND YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST SING ABOUT ME TO THE WHOLE WORLD, AND THEN TOTALLY DISS ME, AND YOU THINK I'M NOT GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE!?!!?!?!??!?

    maybe it was a coincidence, i think they know what's going on, but i don't want to tell everybody, like the biggest fucking moron on earth, the great great great great great great bob dylan, you're an idiot, fuck you.

    it's my goddamn BODY. STAY OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    I DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW WHO YOU ARE, EMO.

    that's true

    well, at least i know your name.

    ok
    and the majority of what it represents. as far as the country is concerned. actually, way more...compared to most. even before ks.

    or did you mean your name persent ?

    i didn't mean anything i just agreed

    supertiny: i know it seems like i can deduce the answer to this by the following text, but did you mean you knew what i meant , and agreed to that ? :-/// :)?

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Sat Jul 23 20:32:12 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:26:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 8:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:54:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 7:39 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:38:47 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:14:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 6:29 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:28:07 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 6:23 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:22:52 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:16:51 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:14:11 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 5:58:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 5:18 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 4:30:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 3:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:58:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you don't know me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd
    rather be with you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-((( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> go make a silly post in alt.checkmate >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it would be the same as me being there >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i
    don't know anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn'
    t have made a whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver
    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are doing, and
    can do, with this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and anything else
    about it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES. ALL OF YOU. HE
    ALREADY HAD SEX WITH ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN, THAT IS WHY I AM NOT
    TAKING IT AS AN INDICATION OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.
    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE ON, IT WAS FUCKING
    DISGUSTING. I FEEL GROSS AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.

    FUCK YOU YOU CAN'T HELP AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING HERE, I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, UNLESS WE GO TO HEAVEN AND HAVE ETERNITY, OTHERWISE, I AM SORRY, BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR YOU.

    ok

    you know i was talking to all the people, whomever is left, still reading this from the original bobdylan.com rmd newsgroup, or people who met me and looked me up and got curious, or people who found rmd later, i have no idea, or the
    other groups we're in, but using real newsreaders like eternal-september and not google groups, i'm practically the only person on left on earth using google group, anyway, as is evidenced by the number of views, i wasn't shouting at you just then. :) (
    and it's not good just to be two people with NO friends, so just a few good ones, and IF you come back, i mean, IF they actually LIKE ME, whoever they are, reading, i could write here, if you are amenable to that, otherwise, fuck it, i know you fiercely
    guard your privacy, so of course that comes first. some of the people from rmd were so cruel to me. in the face of what happened, it's actually totally sick. i'm glad they are gone and shut the fuck up, even if they still read, they are assholes.

    could even be the angry jews. no wonder people hate jews. i hate them, too, at times. nobody fucking helping, but otoh, what can anyone do? if you don't want to come...even though you have been singing about me and leading me on for 30
    years, and gaslighting me on the computer, if it's really you, it's just so sick it's unbelievable.

    it's not true that words can never hurt you. (sticks and stones)

    i don't know what rmd is and i don't sing
    i wish i had a place to sing where nobody could hear me and i could practice, and make tapes, etc...

    (or however you do it nowadays)

    may i use your studio ?
    (i don't care about marc. i don't know why. i just don't. he said sing, and i did, and i didn't mind or care)(not that i ever sang along with you before. only snarled back once, like i already said.)

    i don't want to ask for help, and everyone to know, like use a yucky la studio, that's how it feels to me, the business, exploiting women, etc....it's gross.
    AND YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST SING ABOUT ME TO THE WHOLE WORLD, AND THEN TOTALLY DISS ME, AND YOU THINK I'M NOT GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE!?!!?!?!??!?

    maybe it was a coincidence, i think they know what's going on, but i don't want to tell everybody, like the biggest fucking moron on earth, the great great great great great great bob dylan, you're an idiot, fuck you.

    it's my goddamn BODY. STAY OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    I DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW WHO YOU ARE, EMO.

    that's true

    well, at least i know your name.

    ok
    and the majority of what it represents. as far as the country is concerned. actually, way more...compared to most. even before ks.

    or did you mean your name persent ?

    i didn't mean anything i just agreed

    supertiny: i know it seems like i can deduce the answer to this by the following text, but did you mean you knew what i meant , and agreed to that ? :-/// :)?

    you said you know my name i agreed ,
    now you don't have to ask or wonder anymore

    okay mr. keatsing

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to All on Sat Jul 23 20:26:32 2022
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    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 20:39:44 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:36:53 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:36:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 8:32 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:26:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 8:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:54:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 7:39 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:38:47 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:14:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 6:29 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:28:07 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 6:23 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:22:52 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:16:51 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:14:11 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 5:58:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 5:18 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 4:30:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 3:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:58:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote:
    you don't know me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth
    sure you do >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...
    i'd rather be with you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )
    i don't do things >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> oh >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-((( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> go make a silly post in alt.checkmate >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    is that real ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it would be the same as me being there >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like
    i don't know anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they
    couldn't have made a whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver
    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are doing,
    and can do, with this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and anything else
    about it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES. ALL OF YOU.
    HE ALREADY HAD SEX WITH ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN, THAT IS WHY I AM NOT
    TAKING IT AS AN INDICATION OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.
    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE ON, IT WAS FUCKING
    DISGUSTING. I FEEL GROSS AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.

    FUCK YOU YOU CAN'T HELP AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING HERE, I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, UNLESS WE GO TO HEAVEN AND HAVE ETERNITY, OTHERWISE, I AM SORRY, BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR YOU.

    ok

    you know i was talking to all the people, whomever is left, still reading this from the original bobdylan.com rmd newsgroup, or people who met me and looked me up and got curious, or people who found rmd later, i have no idea, or the
    other groups we're in, but using real newsreaders like eternal-september and not google groups, i'm practically the only person on left on earth using google group, anyway, as is evidenced by the number of views, i wasn't shouting at you just then. :) (
    and it's not good just to be two people with NO friends, so just a few good ones, and IF you come back, i mean, IF they actually LIKE ME, whoever they are, reading, i could write here, if you are amenable to that, otherwise, fuck it, i know you fiercely
    guard your privacy, so of course that comes first. some of the people from rmd were so cruel to me. in the face of what happened, it's actually totally sick. i'm glad they are gone and shut the fuck up, even if they still read, they are assholes.

    could even be the angry jews. no wonder people hate jews. i hate them, too, at times. nobody fucking helping, but otoh, what can anyone do? if you don't want to come...even though you have been singing about me and leading me on for
    30 years, and gaslighting me on the computer, if it's really you, it's just so sick it's unbelievable.

    it's not true that words can never hurt you. (sticks and stones)

    i don't know what rmd is and i don't sing
    i wish i had a place to sing where nobody could hear me and i could practice, and make tapes, etc...

    (or however you do it nowadays)

    may i use your studio ?
    (i don't care about marc. i don't know why. i just don't. he said sing, and i did, and i didn't mind or care)(not that i ever sang along with you before. only snarled back once, like i already said.)

    i don't want to ask for help, and everyone to know, like use a yucky la studio, that's how it feels to me, the business, exploiting women, etc....it's gross.
    AND YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST SING ABOUT ME TO THE WHOLE WORLD, AND THEN TOTALLY DISS ME, AND YOU THINK I'M NOT GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE!?!!?!?!??!?

    maybe it was a coincidence, i think they know what's going on, but i don't want to tell everybody, like the biggest fucking moron on earth, the great great great great great great bob dylan, you're an idiot, fuck you.

    it's my goddamn BODY. STAY OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    I DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW WHO YOU ARE, EMO.

    that's true

    well, at least i know your name.

    ok
    and the majority of what it represents. as far as the country is concerned. actually, way more...compared to most. even before ks.

    or did you mean your name persent ?

    i didn't mean anything i just agreed

    supertiny: i know it seems like i can deduce the answer to this by the following text, but did you mean you knew what i meant , and agreed to that ? :-/// :)?

    you said you know my name i agreed ,
    now you don't have to ask or wonder anymore

    okay mr. keatsing

    i don't know who that is
    a lyer

    never mind, let's change the subject.

    are we almost done getting to know me yet ???

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Sat Jul 23 20:36:52 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:36:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 8:32 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:26:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 8:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:54:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 7:39 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:38:47 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:14:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 6:29 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:28:07 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 6:23 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:22:52 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:16:51 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:14:11 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 5:58:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 5:18 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 4:30:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 3:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:58:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote:
    you don't know me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth
    sure you do >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'
    d rather be with you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-((( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> go make a silly post in alt.checkmate >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it would be the same as me being there >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i
    don't know anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they
    couldn't have made a whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver
    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are doing,
    and can do, with this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and anything else
    about it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES. ALL OF YOU. HE
    ALREADY HAD SEX WITH ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN, THAT IS WHY I AM NOT
    TAKING IT AS AN INDICATION OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.
    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE ON, IT WAS FUCKING
    DISGUSTING. I FEEL GROSS AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.

    FUCK YOU YOU CAN'T HELP AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING HERE, I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, UNLESS WE GO TO HEAVEN AND HAVE ETERNITY, OTHERWISE, I AM SORRY, BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR YOU.

    ok

    you know i was talking to all the people, whomever is left, still reading this from the original bobdylan.com rmd newsgroup, or people who met me and looked me up and got curious, or people who found rmd later, i have no idea, or the
    other groups we're in, but using real newsreaders like eternal-september and not google groups, i'm practically the only person on left on earth using google group, anyway, as is evidenced by the number of views, i wasn't shouting at you just then. :) (
    and it's not good just to be two people with NO friends, so just a few good ones, and IF you come back, i mean, IF they actually LIKE ME, whoever they are, reading, i could write here, if you are amenable to that, otherwise, fuck it, i know you fiercely
    guard your privacy, so of course that comes first. some of the people from rmd were so cruel to me. in the face of what happened, it's actually totally sick. i'm glad they are gone and shut the fuck up, even if they still read, they are assholes.

    could even be the angry jews. no wonder people hate jews. i hate them, too, at times. nobody fucking helping, but otoh, what can anyone do? if you don't want to come...even though you have been singing about me and leading me on for 30
    years, and gaslighting me on the computer, if it's really you, it's just so sick it's unbelievable.

    it's not true that words can never hurt you. (sticks and stones)

    i don't know what rmd is and i don't sing
    i wish i had a place to sing where nobody could hear me and i could practice, and make tapes, etc...

    (or however you do it nowadays)

    may i use your studio ?
    (i don't care about marc. i don't know why. i just don't. he said sing, and i did, and i didn't mind or care)(not that i ever sang along with you before. only snarled back once, like i already said.)

    i don't want to ask for help, and everyone to know, like use a yucky la studio, that's how it feels to me, the business, exploiting women, etc....it's gross.
    AND YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST SING ABOUT ME TO THE WHOLE WORLD, AND THEN TOTALLY DISS ME, AND YOU THINK I'M NOT GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE!?!!?!?!??!?

    maybe it was a coincidence, i think they know what's going on, but i don't want to tell everybody, like the biggest fucking moron on earth, the great great great great great great bob dylan, you're an idiot, fuck you.

    it's my goddamn BODY. STAY OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    I DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW WHO YOU ARE, EMO.

    that's true

    well, at least i know your name.

    ok
    and the majority of what it represents. as far as the country is concerned. actually, way more...compared to most. even before ks.

    or did you mean your name persent ?

    i didn't mean anything i just agreed

    supertiny: i know it seems like i can deduce the answer to this by the following text, but did you mean you knew what i meant , and agreed to that ? :-/// :)?

    you said you know my name i agreed ,
    now you don't have to ask or wonder anymore

    okay mr. keatsing

    i don't know who that is

    a lyer

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 20:40:12 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:39:45 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:36:53 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:36:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 8:32 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:26:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 8:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:54:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 7:39 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:38:47 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:14:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 6:29 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:28:07 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 6:23 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:22:52 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:16:51 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:14:11 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 5:58:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 5:18 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 4:30:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 3:59 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:58:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote:
    you don't know me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth
    sure you do >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry..
    .i'd rather be with you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )
    i don't do things >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> oh >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-((( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> go make a silly post in alt.checkmate >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    is that real ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it would be the same as me being there >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad,
    like i don't know anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they
    couldn't have made a whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver
    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are doing,
    and can do, with this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and anything
    else about it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES. ALL OF YOU.
    HE ALREADY HAD SEX WITH ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN, THAT IS WHY I AM NOT
    TAKING IT AS AN INDICATION OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.
    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE ON, IT WAS FUCKING
    DISGUSTING. I FEEL GROSS AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.

    FUCK YOU YOU CAN'T HELP AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING HERE, I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, UNLESS WE GO TO HEAVEN AND HAVE ETERNITY, OTHERWISE, I AM SORRY, BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR YOU.

    ok

    you know i was talking to all the people, whomever is left, still reading this from the original bobdylan.com rmd newsgroup, or people who met me and looked me up and got curious, or people who found rmd later, i have no idea, or
    the other groups we're in, but using real newsreaders like eternal-september and not google groups, i'm practically the only person on left on earth using google group, anyway, as is evidenced by the number of views, i wasn't shouting at you just then. :)
    (and it's not good just to be two people with NO friends, so just a few good ones, and IF you come back, i mean, IF they actually LIKE ME, whoever they are, reading, i could write here, if you are amenable to that, otherwise, fuck it, i know you
    fiercely guard your privacy, so of course that comes first. some of the people from rmd were so cruel to me. in the face of what happened, it's actually totally sick. i'm glad they are gone and shut the fuck up, even if they still read, they are assholes.


    could even be the angry jews. no wonder people hate jews. i hate them, too, at times. nobody fucking helping, but otoh, what can anyone do? if you don't want to come...even though you have been singing about me and leading me on for
    30 years, and gaslighting me on the computer, if it's really you, it's just so sick it's unbelievable.

    it's not true that words can never hurt you. (sticks and stones)

    i don't know what rmd is and i don't sing
    i wish i had a place to sing where nobody could hear me and i could practice, and make tapes, etc...

    (or however you do it nowadays)

    may i use your studio ?
    (i don't care about marc. i don't know why. i just don't. he said sing, and i did, and i didn't mind or care)(not that i ever sang along with you before. only snarled back once, like i already said.)

    i don't want to ask for help, and everyone to know, like use a yucky la studio, that's how it feels to me, the business, exploiting women, etc....it's gross.
    AND YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST SING ABOUT ME TO THE WHOLE WORLD, AND THEN TOTALLY DISS ME, AND YOU THINK I'M NOT GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE!?!!?!?!??!?

    maybe it was a coincidence, i think they know what's going on, but i don't want to tell everybody, like the biggest fucking moron on earth, the great great great great great great bob dylan, you're an idiot, fuck you.

    it's my goddamn BODY. STAY OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    I DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW WHO YOU ARE, EMO.

    that's true

    well, at least i know your name.

    ok
    and the majority of what it represents. as far as the country is concerned. actually, way more...compared to most. even before ks.

    or did you mean your name persent ?

    i didn't mean anything i just agreed

    supertiny: i know it seems like i can deduce the answer to this by the following text, but did you mean you knew what i meant , and agreed to that ? :-/// :)?

    you said you know my name i agreed ,
    now you don't have to ask or wonder anymore

    okay mr. keatsing

    i don't know who that is
    a lyer
    never mind, let's change the subject.

    are we almost done getting to know me yet ???

    enough that is, to come in?

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to All on Sat Jul 23 20:43:04 2022
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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Sat Jul 23 20:45:22 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:44:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 8:40 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:39:45 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:36:53 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:36:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 8:32 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:26:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 8:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:54:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 7:39 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:38:47 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:14:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 6:29 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:28:07 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 6:23 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:22:52 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:16:51 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:14:11 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 5:58:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 5:18 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 4:30:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 3:59 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:58:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote:
    you don't know me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth
    sure you do >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry..
    .i'd rather be with you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )
    i don't do things >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> oh >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)
    oh >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-((( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> go make a silly post in alt.checkmate >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    is that real ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    is what real >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    oh , nevermind >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it would be the same as me being there >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad,
    like i don't know anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they
    couldn't have made a whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver
    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are doing,
    and can do, with this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and anything
    else about it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES. ALL OF YOU.
    HE ALREADY HAD SEX WITH ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN, THAT IS WHY I AM NOT
    TAKING IT AS AN INDICATION OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.
    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE ON, IT WAS FUCKING
    DISGUSTING. I FEEL GROSS AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.

    FUCK YOU YOU CAN'T HELP AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING HERE, I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, UNLESS WE GO TO HEAVEN AND HAVE ETERNITY, OTHERWISE, I AM SORRY, BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR YOU.

    ok

    you know i was talking to all the people, whomever is left, still reading this from the original bobdylan.com rmd newsgroup, or people who met me and looked me up and got curious, or people who found rmd later, i have no idea, or
    the other groups we're in, but using real newsreaders like eternal-september and not google groups, i'm practically the only person on left on earth using google group, anyway, as is evidenced by the number of views, i wasn't shouting at you just then. :)
    (and it's not good just to be two people with NO friends, so just a few good ones, and IF you come back, i mean, IF they actually LIKE ME, whoever they are, reading, i could write here, if you are amenable to that, otherwise, fuck it, i know you
    fiercely guard your privacy, so of course that comes first. some of the people from rmd were so cruel to me. in the face of what happened, it's actually totally sick. i'm glad they are gone and shut the fuck up, even if they still read, they are assholes.


    could even be the angry jews. no wonder people hate jews. i hate them, too, at times. nobody fucking helping, but otoh, what can anyone do? if you don't want to come...even though you have been singing about me and leading me on for
    30 years, and gaslighting me on the computer, if it's really you, it's just so sick it's unbelievable.

    it's not true that words can never hurt you. (sticks and stones)

    i don't know what rmd is and i don't sing >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i wish i had a place to sing where nobody could hear me and i could practice, and make tapes, etc...

    (or however you do it nowadays)

    may i use your studio ?
    (i don't care about marc. i don't know why. i just don't. he said sing, and i did, and i didn't mind or care)(not that i ever sang along with you before. only snarled back once, like i already said.)

    i don't want to ask for help, and everyone to know, like use a yucky la studio, that's how it feels to me, the business, exploiting women, etc....it's gross.
    AND YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST SING ABOUT ME TO THE WHOLE WORLD, AND THEN TOTALLY DISS ME, AND YOU THINK I'M NOT GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE!?!!?!?!??!?

    maybe it was a coincidence, i think they know what's going on, but i don't want to tell everybody, like the biggest fucking moron on earth, the great great great great great great bob dylan, you're an idiot, fuck you.

    it's my goddamn BODY. STAY OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    I DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW WHO YOU ARE, EMO.

    that's true

    well, at least i know your name.

    ok
    and the majority of what it represents. as far as the country is concerned. actually, way more...compared to most. even before ks.

    or did you mean your name persent ?

    i didn't mean anything i just agreed

    supertiny: i know it seems like i can deduce the answer to this by the following text, but did you mean you knew what i meant , and agreed to that ? :-/// :)?

    you said you know my name i agreed ,
    now you don't have to ask or wonder anymore

    okay mr. keatsing

    i don't know who that is
    a lyer
    never mind, let's change the subject.

    are we almost done getting to know me yet ???

    enough that is, to come in?

    sure

    if only biden would give his blessing. sigh...

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 20:48:59 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:45:23 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:44:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 8:40 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:39:45 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:36:53 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:36:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 8:32 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:26:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 8:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:54:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 7:39 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:38:47 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:14:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 6:29 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:28:07 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 6:23 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:22:52 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:16:51 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:14:11 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 5:58:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 5:18 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 4:30:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:59 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:58:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote:
    you don't know me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth
    sure you do >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so
    sorry...i'd rather be with you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )
    i don't do things >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> oh >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)
    oh >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-((( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> go make a silly post in alt.checkmate >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    is that real ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    is what real >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    oh , nevermind >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it would be the same as me being there >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad,
    like i don't know anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they
    couldn't have made a whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver
    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are
    doing, and can do, with this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and anything
    else about it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES. ALL OF
    YOU. HE ALREADY HAD SEX WITH ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN, THAT IS WHY I AM
    NOT TAKING IT AS AN INDICATION OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.
    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE ON, IT WAS
    FUCKING DISGUSTING. I FEEL GROSS AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.

    FUCK YOU YOU CAN'T HELP AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING HERE, I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, UNLESS WE GO TO HEAVEN AND HAVE ETERNITY, OTHERWISE, I AM SORRY, BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR YOU.

    ok

    you know i was talking to all the people, whomever is left, still reading this from the original bobdylan.com rmd newsgroup, or people who met me and looked me up and got curious, or people who found rmd later, i have no idea, or
    the other groups we're in, but using real newsreaders like eternal-september and not google groups, i'm practically the only person on left on earth using google group, anyway, as is evidenced by the number of views, i wasn't shouting at you just then. :)
    (and it's not good just to be two people with NO friends, so just a few good ones, and IF you come back, i mean, IF they actually LIKE ME, whoever they are, reading, i could write here, if you are amenable to that, otherwise, fuck it, i know you
    fiercely guard your privacy, so of course that comes first. some of the people from rmd were so cruel to me. in the face of what happened, it's actually totally sick. i'm glad they are gone and shut the fuck up, even if they still read, they are assholes.


    could even be the angry jews. no wonder people hate jews. i hate them, too, at times. nobody fucking helping, but otoh, what can anyone do? if you don't want to come...even though you have been singing about me and leading me on
    for 30 years, and gaslighting me on the computer, if it's really you, it's just so sick it's unbelievable.

    it's not true that words can never hurt you. (sticks and stones)

    i don't know what rmd is and i don't sing >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i wish i had a place to sing where nobody could hear me and i could practice, and make tapes, etc...

    (or however you do it nowadays)

    may i use your studio ?
    (i don't care about marc. i don't know why. i just don't. he said sing, and i did, and i didn't mind or care)(not that i ever sang along with you before. only snarled back once, like i already said.)

    i don't want to ask for help, and everyone to know, like use a yucky la studio, that's how it feels to me, the business, exploiting women, etc....it's gross.
    AND YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST SING ABOUT ME TO THE WHOLE WORLD, AND THEN TOTALLY DISS ME, AND YOU THINK I'M NOT GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE!?!!?!?!??!?

    maybe it was a coincidence, i think they know what's going on, but i don't want to tell everybody, like the biggest fucking moron on earth, the great great great great great great bob dylan, you're an idiot, fuck you.

    it's my goddamn BODY. STAY OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    I DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW WHO YOU ARE, EMO.

    that's true

    well, at least i know your name.

    ok
    and the majority of what it represents. as far as the country is concerned. actually, way more...compared to most. even before ks.

    or did you mean your name persent ?

    i didn't mean anything i just agreed

    supertiny: i know it seems like i can deduce the answer to this by the following text, but did you mean you knew what i meant , and agreed to that ? :-/// :)?

    you said you know my name i agreed ,
    now you don't have to ask or wonder anymore

    okay mr. keatsing

    i don't know who that is
    a lyer
    never mind, let's change the subject.

    are we almost done getting to know me yet ???

    enough that is, to come in?

    sure
    if only biden would give his blessing. sigh...

    Dear Mr. President,

    My friend squiggles from the computer isn't allowed to come here. Do you think you could change your mind and get the courts to change their verdict and say it's okay? Like a turkey pardon? Please, hurry, he lives in Northern BC, and he's coming here on
    his scooter, it's going to take a really long time, and he's already 81 years old!!!!

    Thank you SO _MUCH!

    Love,
    Rachel Ben-Levi

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 20:57:33 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:49:00 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:45:23 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:44:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 8:40 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:39:45 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:36:53 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:36:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 8:32 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:26:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 8:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:54:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 7:39 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:38:47 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:14:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 6:29 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:28:07 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 6:23 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:22:52 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:16:51 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:14:11 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 5:58:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 5:18 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 4:30:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:59 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:58:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote:
    you don't know me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth
    sure you do >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so
    sorry...i'd rather be with you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )
    i don't do things >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> oh >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)
    oh >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)
    i'm sorry. :-((( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    is that real ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    is what real >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    oh , nevermind >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it would be the same as me being there >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad,
    like i don't know anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like
    they couldn't have made a whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are
    doing, and can do, with this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and anything
    else about it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES. ALL OF
    YOU. HE ALREADY HAD SEX WITH ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN, THAT IS WHY I AM
    NOT TAKING IT AS AN INDICATION OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.
    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE ON, IT WAS
    FUCKING DISGUSTING. I FEEL GROSS AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.

    FUCK YOU YOU CAN'T HELP AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING HERE, I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, UNLESS WE GO TO HEAVEN AND HAVE ETERNITY, OTHERWISE, I AM SORRY, BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR YOU.

    ok

    you know i was talking to all the people, whomever is left, still reading this from the original bobdylan.com rmd newsgroup, or people who met me and looked me up and got curious, or people who found rmd later, i have no idea,
    or the other groups we're in, but using real newsreaders like eternal-september and not google groups, i'm practically the only person on left on earth using google group, anyway, as is evidenced by the number of views, i wasn't shouting at you just then.
    :) (and it's not good just to be two people with NO friends, so just a few good ones, and IF you come back, i mean, IF they actually LIKE ME, whoever they are, reading, i could write here, if you are amenable to that, otherwise, fuck it, i know you
    fiercely guard your privacy, so of course that comes first. some of the people from rmd were so cruel to me. in the face of what happened, it's actually totally sick. i'm glad they are gone and shut the fuck up, even if they still read, they are assholes.


    could even be the angry jews. no wonder people hate jews. i hate them, too, at times. nobody fucking helping, but otoh, what can anyone do? if you don't want to come...even though you have been singing about me and leading me on
    for 30 years, and gaslighting me on the computer, if it's really you, it's just so sick it's unbelievable.

    it's not true that words can never hurt you. (sticks and stones)

    i don't know what rmd is and i don't sing >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i wish i had a place to sing where nobody could hear me and i could practice, and make tapes, etc...

    (or however you do it nowadays)

    may i use your studio ?
    (i don't care about marc. i don't know why. i just don't. he said sing, and i did, and i didn't mind or care)(not that i ever sang along with you before. only snarled back once, like i already said.)

    i don't want to ask for help, and everyone to know, like use a yucky la studio, that's how it feels to me, the business, exploiting women, etc....it's gross.
    AND YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST SING ABOUT ME TO THE WHOLE WORLD, AND THEN TOTALLY DISS ME, AND YOU THINK I'M NOT GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE!?!!?!?!??!?

    maybe it was a coincidence, i think they know what's going on, but i don't want to tell everybody, like the biggest fucking moron on earth, the great great great great great great bob dylan, you're an idiot, fuck you.

    it's my goddamn BODY. STAY OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    I DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW WHO YOU ARE, EMO. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    that's true

    well, at least i know your name.

    ok
    and the majority of what it represents. as far as the country is concerned. actually, way more...compared to most. even before ks.

    or did you mean your name persent ?

    i didn't mean anything i just agreed

    supertiny: i know it seems like i can deduce the answer to this by the following text, but did you mean you knew what i meant , and agreed to that ? :-/// :)?

    you said you know my name i agreed ,
    now you don't have to ask or wonder anymore

    okay mr. keatsing

    i don't know who that is
    a lyer
    never mind, let's change the subject.

    are we almost done getting to know me yet ???

    enough that is, to come in?

    sure
    if only biden would give his blessing. sigh...
    Dear Mr. President,

    My friend squiggles from the computer isn't allowed to come here. Do you think you could change your mind and get the courts to change their verdict and say it's okay? Like a turkey pardon? Please, hurry, he lives in Northern BC, and he's coming here
    on his scooter, it's going to take a really long time, and he's already 81 years old!!!!

    Thank you SO _MUCH!

    Love,
    Rachel Ben-Levi

    He has to tell me who he is, and it took me 20 years to tell him most of my story (30 years of life, plus a little more, at least the biggest parts which all came to mind as pertains to him), so we are running against the clock here.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 20:58:51 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:57:35 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:49:00 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:45:23 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:44:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 8:40 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:39:45 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:36:53 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:36:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 8:32 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:26:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 8:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:54:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 7:39 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:38:47 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:14:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 6:29 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:28:07 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 6:23 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:22:52 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:16:51 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:14:11 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 5:58:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 5:18 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 4:30:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:59 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:58:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote:
    you don't know me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth
    sure you do >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so
    sorry...i'd rather be with you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )
    i don't do things >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> oh >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)
    oh >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)
    i'm sorry. :-((( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)
    don't say anything then or , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> go make a silly post in alt.checkmate

    is that real ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    is what real >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    oh , nevermind >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it would be the same as me being there >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be
    sad, like i don't know anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like
    they couldn't have made a whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are
    doing, and can do, with this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and
    anything else about it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES. ALL
    OF YOU. HE ALREADY HAD SEX WITH ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN, THAT IS WHY I
    AM NOT TAKING IT AS AN INDICATION OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.
    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE ON, IT WAS
    FUCKING DISGUSTING. I FEEL GROSS AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.

    FUCK YOU YOU CAN'T HELP AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING HERE, I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, UNLESS WE GO TO HEAVEN AND HAVE ETERNITY, OTHERWISE, I AM SORRY, BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR YOU.

    ok

    you know i was talking to all the people, whomever is left, still reading this from the original bobdylan.com rmd newsgroup, or people who met me and looked me up and got curious, or people who found rmd later, i have no idea,
    or the other groups we're in, but using real newsreaders like eternal-september and not google groups, i'm practically the only person on left on earth using google group, anyway, as is evidenced by the number of views, i wasn't shouting at you just then.
    :) (and it's not good just to be two people with NO friends, so just a few good ones, and IF you come back, i mean, IF they actually LIKE ME, whoever they are, reading, i could write here, if you are amenable to that, otherwise, fuck it, i know you
    fiercely guard your privacy, so of course that comes first. some of the people from rmd were so cruel to me. in the face of what happened, it's actually totally sick. i'm glad they are gone and shut the fuck up, even if they still read, they are assholes.


    could even be the angry jews. no wonder people hate jews. i hate them, too, at times. nobody fucking helping, but otoh, what can anyone do? if you don't want to come...even though you have been singing about me and leading me
    on for 30 years, and gaslighting me on the computer, if it's really you, it's just so sick it's unbelievable.

    it's not true that words can never hurt you. (sticks and stones)

    i don't know what rmd is and i don't sing >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i wish i had a place to sing where nobody could hear me and i could practice, and make tapes, etc...

    (or however you do it nowadays)

    may i use your studio ?
    (i don't care about marc. i don't know why. i just don't. he said sing, and i did, and i didn't mind or care)(not that i ever sang along with you before. only snarled back once, like i already said.)

    i don't want to ask for help, and everyone to know, like use a yucky la studio, that's how it feels to me, the business, exploiting women, etc....it's gross.
    AND YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST SING ABOUT ME TO THE WHOLE WORLD, AND THEN TOTALLY DISS ME, AND YOU THINK I'M NOT GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE!?!!?!?!??!?

    maybe it was a coincidence, i think they know what's going on, but i don't want to tell everybody, like the biggest fucking moron on earth, the great great great great great great bob dylan, you're an idiot, fuck you.

    it's my goddamn BODY. STAY OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    I DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW WHO YOU ARE, EMO. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    that's true

    well, at least i know your name.

    ok
    and the majority of what it represents. as far as the country is concerned. actually, way more...compared to most. even before ks.

    or did you mean your name persent ?

    i didn't mean anything i just agreed

    supertiny: i know it seems like i can deduce the answer to this by the following text, but did you mean you knew what i meant , and agreed to that ? :-/// :)?

    you said you know my name i agreed ,
    now you don't have to ask or wonder anymore

    okay mr. keatsing

    i don't know who that is
    a lyer
    never mind, let's change the subject.

    are we almost done getting to know me yet ???

    enough that is, to come in?

    sure
    if only biden would give his blessing. sigh...
    Dear Mr. President,

    My friend squiggles from the computer isn't allowed to come here. Do you think you could change your mind and get the courts to change their verdict and say it's okay? Like a turkey pardon? Please, hurry, he lives in Northern BC, and he's coming here
    on his scooter, it's going to take a really long time, and he's already 81 years old!!!!

    Thank you SO _MUCH!

    Love,
    Rachel Ben-Levi
    He has to tell me who he is, and it took me 20 years to tell him most of my story (30 years of life, plus a little more, at least the biggest parts which all came to mind as pertains to him), so we are running against the clock here.

    And I am trying to keep him alive as long as possible (obviously), so we have to start MOVING and stop sitting all day, and we can't talk while we are MOVING, so we are REALLY OUT OF TIME!!!!!!!!!!

    Can you help? :-)

    Xoxoxoxoxoxox,
    Rachel in Weho

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 20:59:43 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:58:53 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:57:35 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:49:00 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:45:23 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:44:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 8:40 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:39:45 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:36:53 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:36:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 8:32 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:26:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>> On 2022-07-23 8:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:54:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 7:39 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:38:47 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:14:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 6:29 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:28:07 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 6:23 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:22:52 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:16:51 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:14:11 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 5:58:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 5:18 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 4:30:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:59 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:58:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote:
    you don't know me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth
    sure you do >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm
    so sorry...i'd rather be with you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )
    i don't do things >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> oh >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)
    oh >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)
    i'm sorry. :-((( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)
    don't say anything then or , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> go make a silly post in alt.checkmate
    is that real ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    is what real >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    oh , nevermind >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it would be the same as me being there >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be
    sad, like i don't know anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :)
    like they couldn't have made a whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE
    are doing, and can do, with this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and
    anything else about it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES. ALL
    OF YOU. HE ALREADY HAD SEX WITH ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN, THAT IS WHY I
    AM NOT TAKING IT AS AN INDICATION OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.
    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE ON, IT WAS
    FUCKING DISGUSTING. I FEEL GROSS AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.

    FUCK YOU YOU CAN'T HELP AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING HERE, I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, UNLESS WE GO TO HEAVEN AND HAVE ETERNITY, OTHERWISE, I AM SORRY, BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR YOU.

    ok

    you know i was talking to all the people, whomever is left, still reading this from the original bobdylan.com rmd newsgroup, or people who met me and looked me up and got curious, or people who found rmd later, i have no
    idea, or the other groups we're in, but using real newsreaders like eternal-september and not google groups, i'm practically the only person on left on earth using google group, anyway, as is evidenced by the number of views, i wasn't shouting at you
    just then. :) (and it's not good just to be two people with NO friends, so just a few good ones, and IF you come back, i mean, IF they actually LIKE ME, whoever they are, reading, i could write here, if you are amenable to that, otherwise, fuck it, i
    know you fiercely guard your privacy, so of course that comes first. some of the people from rmd were so cruel to me. in the face of what happened, it's actually totally sick. i'm glad they are gone and shut the fuck up, even if they still read, they are
    assholes.

    could even be the angry jews. no wonder people hate jews. i hate them, too, at times. nobody fucking helping, but otoh, what can anyone do? if you don't want to come...even though you have been singing about me and leading
    me on for 30 years, and gaslighting me on the computer, if it's really you, it's just so sick it's unbelievable.

    it's not true that words can never hurt you. (sticks and stones)

    i don't know what rmd is and i don't sing >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i wish i had a place to sing where nobody could hear me and i could practice, and make tapes, etc...

    (or however you do it nowadays)

    may i use your studio ?
    (i don't care about marc. i don't know why. i just don't. he said sing, and i did, and i didn't mind or care)(not that i ever sang along with you before. only snarled back once, like i already said.)

    i don't want to ask for help, and everyone to know, like use a yucky la studio, that's how it feels to me, the business, exploiting women, etc....it's gross.
    AND YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST SING ABOUT ME TO THE WHOLE WORLD, AND THEN TOTALLY DISS ME, AND YOU THINK I'M NOT GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE!?!!?!?!??!?

    maybe it was a coincidence, i think they know what's going on, but i don't want to tell everybody, like the biggest fucking moron on earth, the great great great great great great bob dylan, you're an idiot, fuck you.

    it's my goddamn BODY. STAY OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    I DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW WHO YOU ARE, EMO. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    that's true

    well, at least i know your name.

    ok
    and the majority of what it represents. as far as the country is concerned. actually, way more...compared to most. even before ks.

    or did you mean your name persent ?

    i didn't mean anything i just agreed

    supertiny: i know it seems like i can deduce the answer to this by the following text, but did you mean you knew what i meant , and agreed to that ? :-/// :)?

    you said you know my name i agreed ,
    now you don't have to ask or wonder anymore

    okay mr. keatsing

    i don't know who that is
    a lyer
    never mind, let's change the subject.

    are we almost done getting to know me yet ???

    enough that is, to come in?

    sure
    if only biden would give his blessing. sigh...
    Dear Mr. President,

    My friend squiggles from the computer isn't allowed to come here. Do you think you could change your mind and get the courts to change their verdict and say it's okay? Like a turkey pardon? Please, hurry, he lives in Northern BC, and he's coming
    here on his scooter, it's going to take a really long time, and he's already 81 years old!!!!

    Thank you SO _MUCH!

    Love,
    Rachel Ben-Levi
    He has to tell me who he is, and it took me 20 years to tell him most of my story (30 years of life, plus a little more, at least the biggest parts which all came to mind as pertains to him), so we are running against the clock here.
    And I am trying to keep him alive as long as possible (obviously), so we have to start MOVING and stop sitting all day, and we can't talk while we are MOVING, so we are REALLY OUT OF TIME!!!!!!!!!!

    Can you help? :-)

    Xoxoxoxoxoxox,
    Rachel in Weho

    (except when we do reclining bikes, better for knees, facing each other)

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 21:00:25 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:59:44 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:58:53 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:57:35 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:49:00 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:45:23 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:44:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 8:40 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:39:45 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:36:53 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:36:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 8:32 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:26:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>> On 2022-07-23 8:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:54:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 7:39 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:38:47 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:14:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 6:29 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:28:07 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 6:23 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:22:52 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:16:51 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:14:11 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 5:58:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 5:18 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 4:30:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:59 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:58:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote:
    you don't know me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth
    sure you do >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm
    so sorry...i'd rather be with you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )
    i don't do things >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> oh >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)
    oh >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)
    i'm sorry. :-((( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)
    don't say anything then or , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> go make a silly post in alt.checkmate
    is that real ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> is what real >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    oh , nevermind >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might*
    be sad, like i don't know anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :)
    like they couldn't have made a whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE
    are doing, and can do, with this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and
    anything else about it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES.
    ALL OF YOU. HE ALREADY HAD SEX WITH ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN, THAT IS WHY
    I AM NOT TAKING IT AS AN INDICATION OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.
    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE ON, IT
    WAS FUCKING DISGUSTING. I FEEL GROSS AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.

    FUCK YOU YOU CAN'T HELP AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING HERE, I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, UNLESS WE GO TO HEAVEN AND HAVE ETERNITY, OTHERWISE, I AM SORRY, BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR
    YOU.

    ok

    you know i was talking to all the people, whomever is left, still reading this from the original bobdylan.com rmd newsgroup, or people who met me and looked me up and got curious, or people who found rmd later, i have no
    idea, or the other groups we're in, but using real newsreaders like eternal-september and not google groups, i'm practically the only person on left on earth using google group, anyway, as is evidenced by the number of views, i wasn't shouting at you
    just then. :) (and it's not good just to be two people with NO friends, so just a few good ones, and IF you come back, i mean, IF they actually LIKE ME, whoever they are, reading, i could write here, if you are amenable to that, otherwise, fuck it, i
    know you fiercely guard your privacy, so of course that comes first. some of the people from rmd were so cruel to me. in the face of what happened, it's actually totally sick. i'm glad they are gone and shut the fuck up, even if they still read, they are
    assholes.

    could even be the angry jews. no wonder people hate jews. i hate them, too, at times. nobody fucking helping, but otoh, what can anyone do? if you don't want to come...even though you have been singing about me and leading
    me on for 30 years, and gaslighting me on the computer, if it's really you, it's just so sick it's unbelievable.

    it's not true that words can never hurt you. (sticks and stones)

    i don't know what rmd is and i don't sing >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i wish i had a place to sing where nobody could hear me and i could practice, and make tapes, etc...

    (or however you do it nowadays) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    may i use your studio ?
    (i don't care about marc. i don't know why. i just don't. he said sing, and i did, and i didn't mind or care)(not that i ever sang along with you before. only snarled back once, like i already said.)

    i don't want to ask for help, and everyone to know, like use a yucky la studio, that's how it feels to me, the business, exploiting women, etc....it's gross.
    AND YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST SING ABOUT ME TO THE WHOLE WORLD, AND THEN TOTALLY DISS ME, AND YOU THINK I'M NOT GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE!?!!?!?!??!?

    maybe it was a coincidence, i think they know what's going on, but i don't want to tell everybody, like the biggest fucking moron on earth, the great great great great great great bob dylan, you're an idiot, fuck you.

    it's my goddamn BODY. STAY OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    I DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW WHO YOU ARE, EMO. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    that's true

    well, at least i know your name.

    ok
    and the majority of what it represents. as far as the country is concerned. actually, way more...compared to most. even before ks.

    or did you mean your name persent ?

    i didn't mean anything i just agreed

    supertiny: i know it seems like i can deduce the answer to this by the following text, but did you mean you knew what i meant , and agreed to that ? :-/// :)?

    you said you know my name i agreed ,
    now you don't have to ask or wonder anymore

    okay mr. keatsing

    i don't know who that is
    a lyer
    never mind, let's change the subject.

    are we almost done getting to know me yet ???

    enough that is, to come in?

    sure
    if only biden would give his blessing. sigh...
    Dear Mr. President,

    My friend squiggles from the computer isn't allowed to come here. Do you think you could change your mind and get the courts to change their verdict and say it's okay? Like a turkey pardon? Please, hurry, he lives in Northern BC, and he's coming
    here on his scooter, it's going to take a really long time, and he's already 81 years old!!!!

    Thank you SO _MUCH!

    Love,
    Rachel Ben-Levi
    He has to tell me who he is, and it took me 20 years to tell him most of my story (30 years of life, plus a little more, at least the biggest parts which all came to mind as pertains to him), so we are running against the clock here.
    And I am trying to keep him alive as long as possible (obviously), so we have to start MOVING and stop sitting all day, and we can't talk while we are MOVING, so we are REALLY OUT OF TIME!!!!!!!!!!

    Can you help? :-)

    Xoxoxoxoxoxox,
    Rachel in Weho
    (except when we do reclining bikes, better for knees, facing each other)

    or taking turns.

    we can figure it out. :-)

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 21:38:21 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 9:19:22 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 9:00:27 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:59:44 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:58:53 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:57:35 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:49:00 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:45:23 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:44:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 8:40 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:39:45 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:36:53 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:36:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>> On 2022-07-23 8:32 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:26:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>> On 2022-07-23 8:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:54:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 7:39 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:38:47 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:14:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 6:29 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:28:07 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 6:23 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:22:52 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:16:51 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:14:11 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 5:58:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 5:18 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 4:30:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:59 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:58:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote:
    you don't know me
    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth
    sure you do >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else,
    i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )
    i don't do things >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> oh >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)
    oh >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)
    i'm sorry. :-((( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)
    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate
    is that real ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> is what real >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> oh , nevermind >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ok >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *
    might* be sad, like i don't know anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :
    ) like they couldn't have made a whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even
    PEOPLE are doing, and can do, with this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways.
    you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color,
    and anything else about it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING
    ASSHOLES. ALL OF YOU. HE ALREADY HAD SEX WITH ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN,
    THAT IS WHY I AM NOT TAKING IT AS AN INDICATION OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.
    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE ON,
    IT WAS FUCKING DISGUSTING. I FEEL GROSS AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.

    FUCK YOU YOU CAN'T HELP AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING HERE, I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, UNLESS WE GO TO HEAVEN AND HAVE ETERNITY, OTHERWISE, I AM SORRY, BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME
    FOR YOU.

    ok

    you know i was talking to all the people, whomever is left, still reading this from the original bobdylan.com rmd newsgroup, or people who met me and looked me up and got curious, or people who found rmd later, i have
    no idea, or the other groups we're in, but using real newsreaders like eternal-september and not google groups, i'm practically the only person on left on earth using google group, anyway, as is evidenced by the number of views, i wasn't shouting at you
    just then. :) (and it's not good just to be two people with NO friends, so just a few good ones, and IF you come back, i mean, IF they actually LIKE ME, whoever they are, reading, i could write here, if you are amenable to that, otherwise, fuck it, i
    know you fiercely guard your privacy, so of course that comes first. some of the people from rmd were so cruel to me. in the face of what happened, it's actually totally sick. i'm glad they are gone and shut the fuck up, even if they still read, they are
    assholes.

    could even be the angry jews. no wonder people hate jews. i hate them, too, at times. nobody fucking helping, but otoh, what can anyone do? if you don't want to come...even though you have been singing about me and
    leading me on for 30 years, and gaslighting me on the computer, if it's really you, it's just so sick it's unbelievable.

    it's not true that words can never hurt you. (sticks and stones)

    i don't know what rmd is and i don't sing >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i wish i had a place to sing where nobody could hear me and i could practice, and make tapes, etc...

    (or however you do it nowadays) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    may i use your studio ?
    (i don't care about marc. i don't know why. i just don't. he said sing, and i did, and i didn't mind or care)(not that i ever sang along with you before. only snarled back once, like i already said.)

    i don't want to ask for help, and everyone to know, like use a yucky la studio, that's how it feels to me, the business, exploiting women, etc....it's gross.
    AND YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST SING ABOUT ME TO THE WHOLE WORLD, AND THEN TOTALLY DISS ME, AND YOU THINK I'M NOT GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE!?!!?!?!??!?

    maybe it was a coincidence, i think they know what's going on, but i don't want to tell everybody, like the biggest fucking moron on earth, the great great great great great great bob dylan, you're an idiot, fuck you.

    it's my goddamn BODY. STAY OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    I DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW WHO YOU ARE, EMO. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    that's true

    well, at least i know your name.

    ok
    and the majority of what it represents. as far as the country is concerned. actually, way more...compared to most. even before ks.

    or did you mean your name persent ?

    i didn't mean anything i just agreed

    supertiny: i know it seems like i can deduce the answer to this by the following text, but did you mean you knew what i meant , and agreed to that ? :-/// :)?

    you said you know my name i agreed ,
    now you don't have to ask or wonder anymore

    okay mr. keatsing

    i don't know who that is
    a lyer
    never mind, let's change the subject.

    are we almost done getting to know me yet ???

    enough that is, to come in?

    sure
    if only biden would give his blessing. sigh...
    Dear Mr. President,

    My friend squiggles from the computer isn't allowed to come here. Do you think you could change your mind and get the courts to change their verdict and say it's okay? Like a turkey pardon? Please, hurry, he lives in Northern BC, and he's
    coming here on his scooter, it's going to take a really long time, and he's already 81 years old!!!!

    Thank you SO _MUCH!

    Love,
    Rachel Ben-Levi
    He has to tell me who he is, and it took me 20 years to tell him most of my story (30 years of life, plus a little more, at least the biggest parts which all came to mind as pertains to him), so we are running against the clock here.
    And I am trying to keep him alive as long as possible (obviously), so we have to start MOVING and stop sitting all day, and we can't talk while we are MOVING, so we are REALLY OUT OF TIME!!!!!!!!!!

    Can you help? :-)

    Xoxoxoxoxoxox,
    Rachel in Weho
    (except when we do reclining bikes, better for knees, facing each other)
    or taking turns.

    we can figure it out. :-)
    P.S. I'm sorry you came down with COVID. :-((( Hope you feel better and get well soon!!! :-) 🌈

    ***
    okay, i'm done, i was just starting to be silly cuz you made me happy, i am not manic or hysterical or any other fucking BS (not that these things aren't real, and i am bipolar) but i'm fine, i was just happy and trying to be funny.

    you still there? :)?

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 21:59:14 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 9:43:55 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 9:38:22 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 9:19:22 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 9:00:27 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:59:44 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:58:53 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:57:35 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:49:00 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:45:23 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:44:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 8:40 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:39:45 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:36:53 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:36:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 8:32 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:26:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 8:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:54:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 7:39 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:38:47 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:14:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 6:29 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:28:07 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 6:23 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:22:52 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:16:51 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:14:11 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 5:58:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 5:18 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 4:30:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:58:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote:
    you don't know me
    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth
    sure you do >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something
    else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )
    i don't do things
    oh >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)
    oh >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)
    i'm sorry. :-((( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)
    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate
    is that real ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> is what real >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> oh , nevermind >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ok >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)
    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *
    might* be sad, like i don't know anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough.
    .. :) like they couldn't have made a whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what
    even PEOPLE are doing, and can do, with this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways.
    you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color,
    and anything else about it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING
    ASSHOLES. ALL OF YOU. HE ALREADY HAD SEX WITH ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN,
    THAT IS WHY I AM NOT TAKING IT AS AN INDICATION OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.
    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE
    ON, IT WAS FUCKING DISGUSTING. I FEEL GROSS AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.

    FUCK YOU YOU CAN'T HELP AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING HERE, I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, UNLESS WE GO TO HEAVEN AND HAVE ETERNITY, OTHERWISE, I AM SORRY, BUT I DON'T HAVE
    TIME FOR YOU.

    ok

    you know i was talking to all the people, whomever is left, still reading this from the original bobdylan.com rmd newsgroup, or people who met me and looked me up and got curious, or people who found rmd later, i
    have no idea, or the other groups we're in, but using real newsreaders like eternal-september and not google groups, i'm practically the only person on left on earth using google group, anyway, as is evidenced by the number of views, i wasn't shouting at
    you just then. :) (and it's not good just to be two people with NO friends, so just a few good ones, and IF you come back, i mean, IF they actually LIKE ME, whoever they are, reading, i could write here, if you are amenable to that, otherwise, fuck it, i
    know you fiercely guard your privacy, so of course that comes first. some of the people from rmd were so cruel to me. in the face of what happened, it's actually totally sick. i'm glad they are gone and shut the fuck up, even if they still read, they are
    assholes.

    could even be the angry jews. no wonder people hate jews. i hate them, too, at times. nobody fucking helping, but otoh, what can anyone do? if you don't want to come...even though you have been singing about me and
    leading me on for 30 years, and gaslighting me on the computer, if it's really you, it's just so sick it's unbelievable.

    it's not true that words can never hurt you. (sticks and stones)

    i don't know what rmd is and i don't sing
    i wish i had a place to sing where nobody could hear me and i could practice, and make tapes, etc...

    (or however you do it nowadays) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    may i use your studio ?
    (i don't care about marc. i don't know why. i just don't. he said sing, and i did, and i didn't mind or care)(not that i ever sang along with you before. only snarled back once, like i already said.)

    i don't want to ask for help, and everyone to know, like use a yucky la studio, that's how it feels to me, the business, exploiting women, etc....it's gross.
    AND YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST SING ABOUT ME TO THE WHOLE WORLD, AND THEN TOTALLY DISS ME, AND YOU THINK I'M NOT GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE!?!!?!?!??!?

    maybe it was a coincidence, i think they know what's going on, but i don't want to tell everybody, like the biggest fucking moron on earth, the great great great great great great bob dylan, you're an idiot, fuck you.

    it's my goddamn BODY. STAY OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    I DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW WHO YOU ARE, EMO. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    that's true

    well, at least i know your name.

    ok
    and the majority of what it represents. as far as the country is concerned. actually, way more...compared to most. even before ks.

    or did you mean your name persent ?

    i didn't mean anything i just agreed

    supertiny: i know it seems like i can deduce the answer to this by the following text, but did you mean you knew what i meant , and agreed to that ? :-/// :)?

    you said you know my name i agreed ,
    now you don't have to ask or wonder anymore

    okay mr. keatsing

    i don't know who that is
    a lyer
    never mind, let's change the subject.

    are we almost done getting to know me yet ???

    enough that is, to come in?

    sure
    if only biden would give his blessing. sigh...
    Dear Mr. President,

    My friend squiggles from the computer isn't allowed to come here. Do you think you could change your mind and get the courts to change their verdict and say it's okay? Like a turkey pardon? Please, hurry, he lives in Northern BC, and he's
    coming here on his scooter, it's going to take a really long time, and he's already 81 years old!!!!

    Thank you SO _MUCH!

    Love,
    Rachel Ben-Levi
    He has to tell me who he is, and it took me 20 years to tell him most of my story (30 years of life, plus a little more, at least the biggest parts which all came to mind as pertains to him), so we are running against the clock here.
    And I am trying to keep him alive as long as possible (obviously), so we have to start MOVING and stop sitting all day, and we can't talk while we are MOVING, so we are REALLY OUT OF TIME!!!!!!!!!!

    Can you help? :-)

    Xoxoxoxoxoxox,
    Rachel in Weho
    (except when we do reclining bikes, better for knees, facing each other)
    or taking turns.

    we can figure it out. :-)
    P.S. I'm sorry you came down with COVID. :-((( Hope you feel better and get well soon!!! :-) 🌈
    ***
    okay, i'm done, i was just starting to be silly cuz you made me happy, i am not manic or hysterical or any other fucking BS (not that these things aren't real, and i am bipolar) but i'm fine, i was just happy and trying to be funny.

    you still there? :)?
    wish you were here....we could kiss... :-)

    COME IN THE MORNING. i think that SHOU:D be enough....?

    please, i've been hurting in private email.

    let's not end tonight on a sour note. (sweet n' sour chix'n :) )

    say something?

    xo?

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 21:43:54 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 9:38:22 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 9:19:22 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 9:00:27 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:59:44 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:58:53 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:57:35 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:49:00 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:45:23 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:44:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 8:40 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:39:45 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:36:53 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:36:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>> On 2022-07-23 8:32 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:26:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 8:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:54:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 7:39 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:38:47 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:14:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 6:29 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:28:07 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 6:23 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:22:52 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:16:51 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:14:11 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 5:58:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 5:18 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 4:30:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:59 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:58:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote:
    you don't know me
    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth
    sure you do >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something
    else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather be with you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )
    i don't do things >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> oh >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)
    oh >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)
    i'm sorry. :-((( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)
    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate
    is that real ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> is what real >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> oh , nevermind >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ok >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *
    might* be sad, like i don't know anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough...
    :) like they couldn't have made a whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even
    PEOPLE are doing, and can do, with this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways.
    you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color,
    and anything else about it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING
    ASSHOLES. ALL OF YOU. HE ALREADY HAD SEX WITH ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN,
    THAT IS WHY I AM NOT TAKING IT AS AN INDICATION OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.
    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE ON,
    IT WAS FUCKING DISGUSTING. I FEEL GROSS AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.

    FUCK YOU YOU CAN'T HELP AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING HERE, I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, UNLESS WE GO TO HEAVEN AND HAVE ETERNITY, OTHERWISE, I AM SORRY, BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME
    FOR YOU.

    ok

    you know i was talking to all the people, whomever is left, still reading this from the original bobdylan.com rmd newsgroup, or people who met me and looked me up and got curious, or people who found rmd later, i
    have no idea, or the other groups we're in, but using real newsreaders like eternal-september and not google groups, i'm practically the only person on left on earth using google group, anyway, as is evidenced by the number of views, i wasn't shouting at
    you just then. :) (and it's not good just to be two people with NO friends, so just a few good ones, and IF you come back, i mean, IF they actually LIKE ME, whoever they are, reading, i could write here, if you are amenable to that, otherwise, fuck it, i
    know you fiercely guard your privacy, so of course that comes first. some of the people from rmd were so cruel to me. in the face of what happened, it's actually totally sick. i'm glad they are gone and shut the fuck up, even if they still read, they are
    assholes.

    could even be the angry jews. no wonder people hate jews. i hate them, too, at times. nobody fucking helping, but otoh, what can anyone do? if you don't want to come...even though you have been singing about me and
    leading me on for 30 years, and gaslighting me on the computer, if it's really you, it's just so sick it's unbelievable.

    it's not true that words can never hurt you. (sticks and stones)

    i don't know what rmd is and i don't sing >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i wish i had a place to sing where nobody could hear me and i could practice, and make tapes, etc...

    (or however you do it nowadays) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    may i use your studio ?
    (i don't care about marc. i don't know why. i just don't. he said sing, and i did, and i didn't mind or care)(not that i ever sang along with you before. only snarled back once, like i already said.)

    i don't want to ask for help, and everyone to know, like use a yucky la studio, that's how it feels to me, the business, exploiting women, etc....it's gross.
    AND YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST SING ABOUT ME TO THE WHOLE WORLD, AND THEN TOTALLY DISS ME, AND YOU THINK I'M NOT GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE!?!!?!?!??!?

    maybe it was a coincidence, i think they know what's going on, but i don't want to tell everybody, like the biggest fucking moron on earth, the great great great great great great bob dylan, you're an idiot, fuck you.

    it's my goddamn BODY. STAY OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    I DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW WHO YOU ARE, EMO. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    that's true

    well, at least i know your name.

    ok
    and the majority of what it represents. as far as the country is concerned. actually, way more...compared to most. even before ks.

    or did you mean your name persent ?

    i didn't mean anything i just agreed

    supertiny: i know it seems like i can deduce the answer to this by the following text, but did you mean you knew what i meant , and agreed to that ? :-/// :)?

    you said you know my name i agreed ,
    now you don't have to ask or wonder anymore

    okay mr. keatsing

    i don't know who that is
    a lyer
    never mind, let's change the subject.

    are we almost done getting to know me yet ???

    enough that is, to come in?

    sure
    if only biden would give his blessing. sigh...
    Dear Mr. President,

    My friend squiggles from the computer isn't allowed to come here. Do you think you could change your mind and get the courts to change their verdict and say it's okay? Like a turkey pardon? Please, hurry, he lives in Northern BC, and he's
    coming here on his scooter, it's going to take a really long time, and he's already 81 years old!!!!

    Thank you SO _MUCH!

    Love,
    Rachel Ben-Levi
    He has to tell me who he is, and it took me 20 years to tell him most of my story (30 years of life, plus a little more, at least the biggest parts which all came to mind as pertains to him), so we are running against the clock here.
    And I am trying to keep him alive as long as possible (obviously), so we have to start MOVING and stop sitting all day, and we can't talk while we are MOVING, so we are REALLY OUT OF TIME!!!!!!!!!!

    Can you help? :-)

    Xoxoxoxoxoxox,
    Rachel in Weho
    (except when we do reclining bikes, better for knees, facing each other)
    or taking turns.

    we can figure it out. :-)
    P.S. I'm sorry you came down with COVID. :-((( Hope you feel better and get well soon!!! :-) 🌈
    ***
    okay, i'm done, i was just starting to be silly cuz you made me happy, i am not manic or hysterical or any other fucking BS (not that these things aren't real, and i am bipolar) but i'm fine, i was just happy and trying to be funny.

    you still there? :)?

    wish you were here....we could kiss... :-)

    COME IN THE MORNING. i think that SHOU:D be enough....?

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sat Jul 23 21:19:19 2022
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 9:00:27 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:59:44 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:58:53 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:57:35 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:49:00 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:45:23 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:44:03 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 8:40 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:39:45 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:36:53 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:36:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>> On 2022-07-23 8:32 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 8:26:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>> On 2022-07-23 8:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:54:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 7:39 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:38:47 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:14:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 6:29 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:28:07 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 6:23 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:22:52 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:16:51 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:14:11 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 5:58:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 5:18 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 4:30:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:59 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:58:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote:
    you don't know me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth
    sure you do >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'
    m so sorry...i'd rather be with you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )
    i don't do things >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> oh >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)
    oh >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)
    i'm sorry. :-((( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)
    don't say anything then or , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> go make a silly post in alt.checkmate
    is that real ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> is what real >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> oh , nevermind >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    ok >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might*
    be sad, like i don't know anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :)
    like they couldn't have made a whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even
    PEOPLE are doing, and can do, with this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways.
    you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and
    anything else about it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES.
    ALL OF YOU. HE ALREADY HAD SEX WITH ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN, THAT IS WHY
    I AM NOT TAKING IT AS AN INDICATION OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.
    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE ON, IT
    WAS FUCKING DISGUSTING. I FEEL GROSS AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.

    FUCK YOU YOU CAN'T HELP AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING HERE, I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, UNLESS WE GO TO HEAVEN AND HAVE ETERNITY, OTHERWISE, I AM SORRY, BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR
    YOU.

    ok

    you know i was talking to all the people, whomever is left, still reading this from the original bobdylan.com rmd newsgroup, or people who met me and looked me up and got curious, or people who found rmd later, i have no
    idea, or the other groups we're in, but using real newsreaders like eternal-september and not google groups, i'm practically the only person on left on earth using google group, anyway, as is evidenced by the number of views, i wasn't shouting at you
    just then. :) (and it's not good just to be two people with NO friends, so just a few good ones, and IF you come back, i mean, IF they actually LIKE ME, whoever they are, reading, i could write here, if you are amenable to that, otherwise, fuck it, i
    know you fiercely guard your privacy, so of course that comes first. some of the people from rmd were so cruel to me. in the face of what happened, it's actually totally sick. i'm glad they are gone and shut the fuck up, even if they still read, they are
    assholes.

    could even be the angry jews. no wonder people hate jews. i hate them, too, at times. nobody fucking helping, but otoh, what can anyone do? if you don't want to come...even though you have been singing about me and
    leading me on for 30 years, and gaslighting me on the computer, if it's really you, it's just so sick it's unbelievable.

    it's not true that words can never hurt you. (sticks and stones)

    i don't know what rmd is and i don't sing >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i wish i had a place to sing where nobody could hear me and i could practice, and make tapes, etc...

    (or however you do it nowadays) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    may i use your studio ?
    (i don't care about marc. i don't know why. i just don't. he said sing, and i did, and i didn't mind or care)(not that i ever sang along with you before. only snarled back once, like i already said.)

    i don't want to ask for help, and everyone to know, like use a yucky la studio, that's how it feels to me, the business, exploiting women, etc....it's gross.
    AND YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST SING ABOUT ME TO THE WHOLE WORLD, AND THEN TOTALLY DISS ME, AND YOU THINK I'M NOT GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE!?!!?!?!??!?

    maybe it was a coincidence, i think they know what's going on, but i don't want to tell everybody, like the biggest fucking moron on earth, the great great great great great great bob dylan, you're an idiot, fuck you.

    it's my goddamn BODY. STAY OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    I DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW WHO YOU ARE, EMO. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    that's true

    well, at least i know your name.

    ok
    and the majority of what it represents. as far as the country is concerned. actually, way more...compared to most. even before ks.

    or did you mean your name persent ?

    i didn't mean anything i just agreed

    supertiny: i know it seems like i can deduce the answer to this by the following text, but did you mean you knew what i meant , and agreed to that ? :-/// :)?

    you said you know my name i agreed ,
    now you don't have to ask or wonder anymore

    okay mr. keatsing

    i don't know who that is
    a lyer
    never mind, let's change the subject.

    are we almost done getting to know me yet ???

    enough that is, to come in?

    sure
    if only biden would give his blessing. sigh...
    Dear Mr. President,

    My friend squiggles from the computer isn't allowed to come here. Do you think you could change your mind and get the courts to change their verdict and say it's okay? Like a turkey pardon? Please, hurry, he lives in Northern BC, and he's
    coming here on his scooter, it's going to take a really long time, and he's already 81 years old!!!!

    Thank you SO _MUCH!

    Love,
    Rachel Ben-Levi
    He has to tell me who he is, and it took me 20 years to tell him most of my story (30 years of life, plus a little more, at least the biggest parts which all came to mind as pertains to him), so we are running against the clock here.
    And I am trying to keep him alive as long as possible (obviously), so we have to start MOVING and stop sitting all day, and we can't talk while we are MOVING, so we are REALLY OUT OF TIME!!!!!!!!!!

    Can you help? :-)

    Xoxoxoxoxoxox,
    Rachel in Weho
    (except when we do reclining bikes, better for knees, facing each other)
    or taking turns.

    we can figure it out. :-)

    P.S. I'm sorry you came down with COVID. :-((( Hope you feel better and get well soon!!! :-) 🌈

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  • From Richard Scoville@21:1/5 to All on Fri Sep 15 07:06:12 2023
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:32:25 AM UTC-6, % wrote:
    .

    and i can't pill until 10:30

    Here's an example of the personal information. Why does percent believe that anyone cares about his scheduled pill times. David Ritz had an alarm going off in the background and I asked him what it was and he said it's so I can remember to take my meds.
    The David Ritz phone call was by far one of the worst things I had to do in order to discover the truth.

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  • From Richard Scoville@21:1/5 to Rachel on Fri Sep 15 07:07:06 2023
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:10:16 PM UTC-6, Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:00:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 5:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 5:17:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:59:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 4:56 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7,
    % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30
    what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the older kind of fun... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> then go ahead and be fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i meant i can be nice to be with :(
    then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> if you want to come be with me... :(
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that
    country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> says who ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    biden >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    but i thought he worked for columbia >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    maybe he does >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you mean you don't know ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how can i know if i can't ask him >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well, then how do you know if he even said you
    couldn't come in the first place, if you can't
    talk to each other ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    they told me i can't and showed me the line i >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> can't cross

    have you ever been to the line ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they
    kicked me out

    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer
    ball ?

    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they
    kick you out ?

    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    ok that's enough explaining for today >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    did u want to dance ?

    i already told you i don't dance

    we'd have to take lessons

    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to
    dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and
    practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past.
    all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wouldn't want t' bore ya.

    we could take lessons. :-)?

    i don't want to know how to dance

    have you ever done slow dancing ?

    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE

    you look like you want to try

    you've never seen me so you don't know

    you post your photo all the time

    no i don't i never have

    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters?

    my photo is not online and never has been

    this isn't working for me

    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then

    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

    i don't remember it probably wasn't me
    it's so hard to talk with you

    is it b/c we're in public ?

    maybe some but not not really
    are you still afraid to be with me ? do u want to talk about that ? i'm sorry, i hope it doesn't make you uncomfortable. i never even wanted to talk to you in public before, i was too embarrassed, probably because of the reputation i learned you had
    among medical professionals, an upright, decent, married family man, not the fucking ykwhat that you are. (like me, and everybody else around here who is suffering)



    This post identifies Rachel as madly in love with percent. Would she have a motive of jealousy?

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  • From Richard Scoville@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Sep 15 07:10:19 2023
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:22:52 PM UTC-6, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:16:51 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 6:14:11 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 5:58:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 5:18 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 4:30:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 3:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:58:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:56:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:53:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:51:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:41:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:33:10 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 3:16 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 3:05:23 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-23 2:52 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:47:51 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:41 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:07:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 2:00 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 2:00:13 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 1:35:28 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 1:19 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:56:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:30:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:30 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:18:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 12:17 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you don't know me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i think i deserve to know who the man is , from the horse's mouth

    sure you do

    sorry, i was gone. my back....i can't keep sitting on the couch, it's driving me insane...i should be sitting at a table, sigh, but i don't want to...i'd rather just get up and do something else, i'm so sorry...i'd rather
    be with you...like i said, do things....TOGETHER (ahem <g>rrrrr ;-) )

    i don't do things
    oh

    (i was making a clever joke...i hope that's okay...i don't know you...like you say...or your mood, today...if you still get them, or what...)

    oh
    i can't just sit here trying to think of things to say...(my back...)

    i'm sorry. :-(((

    (i don't know what to say, and i have to get up again, and stand)

    don't say anything then or ,
    go make a silly post in alt.checkmate >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    is that real ?

    is what real

    oh , nevermind

    ok

    i'm sorry :-( ( i *think,* depending on who you are... :-( ) wish you were here... (typing standing up, holding laptop...have to do my back...sigh...)

    just go outside and grab a stranger ,
    it would be the same as me being there
    nope, i know approximately what you look like, but i COULD lose my mind upon seeing you, like how do i know you're the *REAL ONE*??? i might start (regrettably) asking for proof somehow. i dunno.

    come on. i'm not SCARED i don't know where you get this SH*T from, i certainly won't have a heart attack, i was joking around having fun glorifying you for my own sake, i guess, to keep it exciting, but i *might* be sad, like i don't
    know anything anymore... :-((( probably want to go really slow...until i KNOW you...aby

    sorry it's this stupid position on the couch trying to be comfortable, my computer and hand slipped, i was gonna say maybe i *do* need to see your driver for a quick second, that might help, at least enough... :) like they couldn't have
    made a whole new world for me, i mean, they COULD HAVE, like, if you come, g-d can do anything, but both of you, then it's just nutty, it's probably enough to get started...

    i don't have a driver
    btw, when i said g-d, i also mean that to include his people, such as the fact that the powers that be are holding back the technology, it's already way ahead of the public, so that opens the door to what even PEOPLE are doing, and can do,
    with this technology.

    yes you do have a driver. he already told you to get in the car. and i can tell (i think) that he's an excellent driver.

    and dad lets him drive on the driveways.
    you don't have to bring anything other than your sweet sorrowful (? maybe?) self.

    if you HAVE to bring something, you could bring a rose, i guess. i'll let you decide what color. i'm not in the mood anymore to think it should be red, and now it's more open, like what does it mean, the color, and anything else about it.
    do you know HOW GODDAMN FUCKING STUPID I FEEL DOING THIS, I NEVER EVEN WANTED TO *MEET* YOU IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU, LET ALONE HAVE A PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, THIS ISN'T FAIR, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES. ALL OF YOU. HE ALREADY
    HAD SEX WITH ME AND THEN THEY SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE. GRANTED, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING, AND WHEN THE MAN APPROACHED THE BUS, I CROUCHED DOWN TO HIS BUTT AND STARTED FOLLOWING HIM IN. OBVIOUSLY THAT IS CRAZY, I MEAN, THAT IS WHY I AM NOT TAKING IT AS
    AN INDICATION OF ANY SORT OF FINAL MESSAGE ON HIS PART OR THE PART OF THE COMPANY, THEY WERE NICE TO ME, EXCEPT IT GOT ALL FUCKING SCREWED UP.
    AND I JUST DON'T MEAN THAT, AND IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMNED FUCKING BUSINESS *ANYWAY*, YOU CAN ALL JUST FUCKING GO TO HELL. (i think) THIS IS HUMILIATING TO ME AND MY FUCKING VAGINA. AND SAME AS TRYING TO MOVE ON, IT WAS FUCKING DISGUSTING.
    I FEEL GROSS AND I HAVE TO MEDICATE TO EVEN BEGIN TO HANDLE IT SOME TIMES. MY BIPOLAR CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED ANY OTHER WAY, DRUGS CAUSED IT, AND I NEED DRUGS TO DEAL WITH IT.

    SO FUCK YOU.

    FUCK YOU YOU CAN'T HELP AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU ARE DOING HERE, I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME, UNLESS WE GO TO HEAVEN AND HAVE ETERNITY, OTHERWISE, I AM SORRY, BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR YOU.

    ok

    you know i was talking to all the people, whomever is left, still reading this from the original bobdylan.com rmd newsgroup, or people who met me and looked me up and got curious, or people who found rmd later, i have no idea, or the other
    groups we're in, but using real newsreaders like eternal-september and not google groups, i'm practically the only person on left on earth using google group, anyway, as is evidenced by the number of views, i wasn't shouting at you just then. :) (and it'
    s not good just to be two people with NO friends, so just a few good ones, and IF you come back, i mean, IF they actually LIKE ME, whoever they are, reading, i could write here, if you are amenable to that, otherwise, fuck it, i know you fiercely guard
    your privacy, so of course that comes first. some of the people from rmd were so cruel to me. in the face of what happened, it's actually totally sick. i'm glad they are gone and shut the fuck up, even if they still read, they are assholes.

    could even be the angry jews. no wonder people hate jews. i hate them, too, at times. nobody fucking helping, but otoh, what can anyone do? if you don't want to come...even though you have been singing about me and leading me on for 30 years,
    and gaslighting me on the computer, if it's really you, it's just so sick it's unbelievable.

    it's not true that words can never hurt you. (sticks and stones)

    i don't know what rmd is and i don't sing
    i wish i had a place to sing where nobody could hear me and i could practice, and make tapes, etc...

    (or however you do it nowadays)

    may i use your studio ?
    (i don't care about marc. i don't know why. i just don't. he said sing, and i did, and i didn't mind or care)(not that i ever sang along with you before. only snarled back once, like i already said.)

    i don't want to ask for help, and everyone to know, like use a yucky la studio, that's how it feels to me, the business, exploiting women, etc....it's gross.
    AND YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST SING ABOUT ME TO THE WHOLE WORLD, AND THEN TOTALLY DISS ME, AND YOU THINK I'M NOT GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE!?!!?!?!??!?

    maybe it was a coincidence, i think they know what's going on, but i don't want to tell everybody, like the biggest fucking moron on earth, the great great great great great great bob dylan, you're an idiot, fuck you.

    it's my goddamn BODY. STAY OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




    This is roaches moderest operandi. She believes that Bob Dylan is singing about her on stage and that all of his songs are about her meanwhile Bob has been married more times than I can count and is probably had more lovers than anyone in the world. She
    somehow believes that Bob Dylan is posting to her as percent. Percent has told her over and over and over again that he isn't Bob Dylan but she will simply not believe him and continues on with her storyline. But her right print nonetheless is all over
    the emails that I received prior to the docs it's confusing to her but it's as plain as the nose on my face.

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  • From Richard Scoville@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Sep 15 07:08:36 2023
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 12:59:55 PM UTC-6, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 11:56:29 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 11:47:34 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 11:46 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 11:44:45 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-23 11:42 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 11:39:42 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, July 23, 2022 at 7:20:50 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:34:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 8:30 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:22:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 8:19 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:13:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 8:05 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:05:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 7:58 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:52:01 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 7:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:00:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 5:29 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 5:17:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:59:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 4:56 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7,
    % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM
    UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12
    PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03
    PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at
    10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30
    what's it for
    fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the older kind of fun...
    then go ahead and be fun
    i meant i can be nice to be with :(
    then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> if you want to come be with me... :(
    i can't i'm not allowed to enter that
    country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> says who ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> biden >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> but i thought he worked for columbia
    maybe he does >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you mean you don't know ?
    how can i know if i can't ask him
    why not ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm not allowed to go to that country
    well, then how do you know if he even said you
    couldn't come in the first place, if you can't
    talk to each other ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> they told me i can't and showed me the line i
    can't cross >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> have you ever been to the line ?
    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they
    kicked me out >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer
    ball ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> yea >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they
    kick you out ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> with their foot >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> how do you mean foot ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ok that's enough explaining for today
    did u want to dance ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i already told you i don't dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we'd have to take lessons >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i didn't learn either >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to
    dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and
    practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays)

    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past.
    all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :)
    wouldn't want t' bore ya. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    we could take lessons. :-)? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't want to know how to dance >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    have you ever done slow dancing ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia)

    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you look like you want to try >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you've never seen me so you don't know >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you post your photo all the time >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no i don't i never have >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters?

    my photo is not online and never has been >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    this isn't working for me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

    i don't remember it probably wasn't me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it's so hard to talk with you

    is it b/c we're in public ?

    maybe some but not not really

    are you still afraid to be with me ? do u want to talk about that ? i'm sorry, i hope it doesn't make you uncomfortable. i never even wanted to talk to you in public before, i was too embarrassed, probably because of the reputation
    i learned you had among medical professionals, an upright, decent, married family man, not the fucking ykwhat that you are. (like me, and everybody else around here who is suffering)

    oh yea

    goddamn fucking bitch. can we kill her?

    i can't answer something like that

    why not

    its a crime

    you don't commit crimes ?

    no

    then come on over ! :-D

    i can't i'm not allowed in that country

    yes, you made a mistake and said you committed a crime, and weren't allowed in, but since you don't commit crimes, you can come!

    i can't even try to come in and i wouldn't if i could ,
    it's too far to go just to say see you don't know me

    oops sorry, my finger slipped on the trackpad and it posted an empty message.

    i was trying to write, are you saying i *would* know you when i see you ?

    today i feel like i *don't* know you, and i don't *want* to know you when i see you, because it might be completely *idiotic* of me, because i have been *so fucking sick*, and i care more about *that* than anything else, and you barely even
    lifted one fucking finger to help.

    no , you would not know me you may even feel afraid

    probably only if you looked like you do in jokerman, demented and violent in the eyes

    i don't know what that is
    was i afraid of mark? no.

    was i afraid of keith? no.

    was i afraid of ron? no.

    where do you GET this crap?

    it's like all the people who think you are some kind of superior, or that you have answers for anything, it's absurd.

    was i afraid of you when we met the first time? no.

    was i afraid or uncomfortable with your wingman or staff (don't know if same person)? no.

    i just don't care for being YELLED AT or ordered around (i thought), especially when i am trying to be NICE. or REFUSED after you TOOK ME. (and ENDORSED IT with an album all about your love for me, and said online you take responsibility for
    everything, and the atomic clock is ticking louder and harder and faster, and it's going fucking explode, and we will be out of time. it will probably be a mechiya, same as my dad departing, although i have gotten sick since after the good years, and
    with him around it probably wouldn't have been anywhere near as bad, i have no one. and you have all the support in the world, i would knew what a fruitcake and ne'er-do-well i think must be, i should probably want to torture you to pieces.)
    it's nearly isn't it? sorry, i've been living in la too long. i left my little island of culture and found myself dumped in the slums, or just inundated with hollywood lingo, since i can't read due to my illness and/or lack of fitness, and do not
    really care too much for other kinds of uppity movies, i like feeling connected to something real to me.


    More hardship.. excellent article


    It's an absolute Delight to read about your date with Karma

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  • From %@21:1/5 to Richard Scoville on Fri Sep 15 13:30:23 2023
    Richard Scoville wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:32:25 AM UTC-6, % wrote:
    .

    and i can't pill until 10:30

    Here's an example of the personal information. Why does percent believe that anyone cares about his scheduled pill times. David Ritz had an alarm going off in the background and I asked him what it was and he said it's so I can remember to take my meds.
    The David Ritz phone call was by far one of the worst things I had to do in order to discover the truth.

    ask yourself who cares what you're doing

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    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to Richard Scoville on Fri Sep 15 13:32:09 2023
    Richard Scoville wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 8:10:16 PM UTC-6, Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 7:00:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 5:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 5:17:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:59:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 4:56 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 4:29:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:55 p.m., % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:35 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:31:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-22 3:26 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 3:05:13 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 2:21 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Friday, July 22, 2022 at 1:56:49 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-22 1:39 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 7:50:34 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:46 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:44:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:43 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 4:30:41 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 4:09 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:49:43 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 3:14 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 3:03:14 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:48 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:44:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:38 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:37:04 PM UTC-7, % >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:21 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 2:15:11 PM UTC-7, %
    wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 2:13 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:59:26 PM UTC-7,
    % wrote:
    On 2022-07-21 1:53 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:52:18 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:50 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:18:24 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 1:07 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 1:02:46 PM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:58 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:53:12 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:43 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 12:42:03
    PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 12:26 p.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 11:13:14 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 11:01 a.m., roach wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 10:57:00 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-21 10:54 a.m., Rachel
    wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 10:32:25 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and i can't pill until 10:30 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> what's it for >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the older kind of fun... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> then go ahead and be fun >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i meant i can be nice to be with :(
    then do that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> if you want to come be with me... :( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i can't i'm not allowed to enter that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> says who ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> biden >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    but i thought he worked for columbia >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    maybe he does >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you mean you don't know ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how can i know if i can't ask him >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    why not ?

    i'm not allowed to go to that country >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well, then how do you know if he even said you >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> couldn't come in the first place, if you can't >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> talk to each other ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    they told me i can't and showed me the line i >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> can't cross

    have you ever been to the line ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    yep , i've crossed it i was on that side when they
    kicked me out

    how did they kick you out ? you mean like a soccer >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ball ?

    yea

    no, never mind the second thing i said. how did they >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> kick you out ?

    with their foot

    how do you mean foot ?

    ok that's enough explaining for today >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    did u want to dance ?

    i already told you i don't dance

    we'd have to take lessons

    i didn't learn either

    in my private school (middle school), the "in" group went to
    dancing school, but i didn't. i had after school sports, and
    practice piano, do my homework, go to bed. (weekdays) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i've already told you about my dancing and non-dancing past.
    all of it. i don't want to say again if you remember. :) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wouldn't want t' bore ya.

    we could take lessons. :-)?

    i don't want to know how to dance

    have you ever done slow dancing ?

    it's so romantic... (hey, reminds me of delia) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    for fk sakes , NO , I DON'T DANCE

    you look like you want to try

    you've never seen me so you don't know

    you post your photo all the time

    no i don't i never have

    so you're not either of the two guys in the scooters?

    my photo is not online and never has been

    this isn't working for me

    oh
    alright well you enjoy your day then

    no i'm having a bad day, it started when i didn't know how to deal with/take what you said to me last night before i went to bed

    i don't remember it probably wasn't me
    it's so hard to talk with you

    is it b/c we're in public ?

    maybe some but not not really
    are you still afraid to be with me ? do u want to talk about that ? i'm sorry, i hope it doesn't make you uncomfortable. i never even wanted to talk to you in public before, i was too embarrassed, probably because of the reputation i learned you had
    among medical professionals, an upright, decent, married family man, not the fucking ykwhat that you are. (like me, and everybody else around here who is suffering)



    This post identifies Rachel as madly in love with percent. Would she have a motive of jealousy?

    posts from a year ago don't mean much now

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  • From Richard Scoville@21:1/5 to All on Fri Sep 15 16:43:50 2023
    On Friday, September 15, 2023 at 2:30:36 PM UTC-6, % wrote:
    Richard Scoville wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:32:25 AM UTC-6, % wrote:
    .

    and i can't pill until 10:30

    Here's an example of the personal information. Why does percent believe that anyone cares about his scheduled pill times. David Ritz had an alarm going off in the background and I asked him what it was and he said it's so I can remember to take my
    meds. The David Ritz phone call was by far one of the worst things I had to do in order to discover the truth.

    ask yourself who cares what you're doing


    Don't care..about your boo hoo. Crimes were committed against me

    And David Ritz and Kerry And Angry Angela are still posting..
    David Ritz is criminal.. so are Kerry and Angela

    Take a pill

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  • From %@21:1/5 to Richard Scoville on Fri Sep 15 16:55:33 2023
    Richard Scoville wrote:
    On Friday, September 15, 2023 at 2:30:36 PM UTC-6, % wrote:
    Richard Scoville wrote:
    On Thursday, July 21, 2022 at 11:32:25 AM UTC-6, % wrote:
    .

    and i can't pill until 10:30

    Here's an example of the personal information. Why does percent believe that anyone cares about his scheduled pill times. David Ritz had an alarm going off in the background and I asked him what it was and he said it's so I can remember to take my
    meds. The David Ritz phone call was by far one of the worst things I had to do in order to discover the truth.

    ask yourself who cares what you're doing


    Don't care..about your boo hoo. Crimes were committed against me

    And David Ritz and Kerry And Angry Angela are still posting..
    David Ritz is criminal.. so are Kerry and Angela

    Take a pill

    not me

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