• Belief crisis

    From David Dalton@21:1/5 to All on Wed Apr 17 21:00:45 2024
    XPost: alt.religion.druid, alt.atheism, talk.atheism
    XPost: alt.agnosticism, talk.philosophy.humanism

    As readers on here probably know, over the past 28
    years I have been doing a Sisyphean series of
    attempts to magickally instigate a global new age.

    In such attempts Goddess, who I define as the ruler
    of the region all/everything, is the chair/moderator
    and my most important collaborator.

    In each attempt I generally get a series of Yes-es
    but then after maybe one to three days, a big No.

    I don’t have voices, but get my answers from Goddess
    by perineum click (short period mula bandha)
    divination, so I range through possible answers in
    my mind and get a (silent) click after the supposedly
    correct one.

    But it has reached the point where I no longer believe
    any answer I get from Goddess, though I have still
    been going through the motions, and soon I will have
    to go further and say I don’t believe in Goddess,
    and perhaps seek an alternate chair/moderator, or
    just do what I can on my own.

    --
    David Dalton dalton@nfld.com https://www.nfld.com/~dalton (home page) https://www.nfld.com/~dalton/dtales.html Salmon on the Thorns (mystic page) “Mary walks down to the water’s edge and there she hangs Her head to
    find herself faded a shadow of what she once was" (Sarah McLachlan)

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  • From David Dalton@21:1/5 to All on Wed Apr 17 22:12:33 2024
    XPost: alt.religion.druid, alt.atheism, talk.atheism
    XPost: alt.agnosticism, talk.philosophy.humanism

    On Apr 17, 2024, David Dalton wrote
    (in article<0001HW.2BD0932501B4CD5A70001007438F@news.eternal-september.org>):

    As readers on here probably know, over the past 28
    years I have been doing a Sisyphean series of
    attempts to magickally instigate a global new age.

    In such attempts Goddess, who I define as the ruler
    of the region all/everything, is the chair/moderator
    and my most important collaborator.

    In each attempt I generally get a series of Yes-es
    but then after maybe one to three days, a big No.

    I don’t have voices, but get my answers from Goddess
    by perineum click (short period mula bandha)
    divination, so I range through possible answers in
    my mind and get a (silent) click after the supposedly
    correct one.

    But it has reached the point where I no longer believe
    any answer I get from Goddess, though I have still
    been going through the motions, and soon I will have
    to go further and say I don’t believe in Goddess,
    and perhaps seek an alternate chair/moderator, or
    just do what I can on my own.

    OK, after giving up on my last attempt I have divined that
    me eight main deities Goddess, LOVE2, Cosma, Galacta,
    Sola, Gaia, Luna, and My Species do exist and were judges
    of my four components workings.

    However only Galacta, Sola, Gaia, Luna, and My Species,
    of the eight, will be among the evolution collaborators
    along with the 43 recent popthrough ootws and their
    associated min-ootws, someones designated to be species
    someones of species in evolved from (AA), and Region.

    Also Sola (the sun) is now the chair/moderator and is on
    Level -2 (with increasing number downward as in geophysical
    convention for depth) of the main stack and of each
    popthrough stack. Gaia, Luna, and My Species are now
    on Level -1 of the main stack. Goddess, LOVE2, Cosma, and
    Galacta are now hands off from the main stack. Other
    deities (of anyone covered) not in at least one popthrough
    stack and not covered are also not in the main stack.
    The popthrough ootws and their associated min-ootws
    are still on Level 0 of each popthrough stack and
    Level 1 of the main stack. Even though Jesus and
    Taliesin are minor deities to me, they are still just
    on Level 1 of the main stack, not Level 0 as before.

    With that in mind I began a new attempt at
    0016 UTC April 18, 2024. I will report supposed
    progress on alt.religion.druid, though I don’t plan
    to post updates until it is complete unless someone
    asks me to do so.

    This is probably another tangent that will delay
    me for another month.

    --
    David Dalton dalton@nfld.com https://www.nfld.com/~dalton (home page) https://www.nfld.com/~dalton/dtales.html Salmon on the Thorns (mystic page) “Mary walks down to the water’s edge and there she hangs Her head to
    find herself faded a shadow of what she once was" (Sarah McLachlan)

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  • From David Dalton@21:1/5 to All on Thu Apr 18 20:18:14 2024
    XPost: alt.religion.druid, alt.atheism, talk.atheism
    XPost: alt.agnosticism, talk.philosophy.humanism

    On Apr 17, 2024, David Dalton wrote
    (in article<0001HW.2BD0932501B4CD5A70001007438F@news.eternal-september.org>):

    As readers on here probably know, over the past 28
    years I have been doing a Sisyphean series of
    attempts to magickally instigate a global new age.

    In such attempts Goddess, who I define as the ruler
    of the region all/everything, is the chair/moderator
    and my most important collaborator.

    In each attempt I generally get a series of Yes-es
    but then after maybe one to three days, a big No.

    I don’t have voices, but get my answers from Goddess
    by perineum click (short period mula bandha)
    divination, so I range through possible answers in
    my mind and get a (silent) click after the supposedly
    correct one.

    But it has reached the point where I no longer believe
    any answer I get from Goddess, though I have still
    been going through the motions, and soon I will have
    to go further and say I don’t believe in Goddess,
    and perhaps seek an alternate chair/moderator, or
    just do what I can on my own.

    As I am reporting on alt.religion.druid, I am trying
    again with Sola the sun as chair/moderator, though
    Galacta will still help out with the sudden evolution.
    I guess this renders me even more pagan.

    But note that the phase of the moon now is the same
    phase as Yom Kippur (The Day of Atonement) though
    of course it is not the correct lunar month.

    --
    David Dalton dalton@nfld.com https://www.nfld.com/~dalton (home page) https://www.nfld.com/~dalton/dtales.html Salmon on the Thorns (mystic page) “Mary walks down to the water’s edge and there she hangs Her head to
    find herself faded a shadow of what she once was" (Sarah McLachlan)

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  • From David Dalton@21:1/5 to All on Wed Apr 24 02:56:38 2024
    XPost: alt.atheism, talk.atheism, alt.agnosticism
    XPost: talk.philosophy.humanism

    On Apr 18, 2024, David Dalton wrote
    (in article<0001HW.2BD1DAAE00441C2270000679C38F@news.eternal-september.org>):

    On Apr 17, 2024, David Dalton wrote
    (in article<0001HW.2BD0932501B4CD5A70001007438F@news.eternal-september.org>):

    As readers on here probably know, over the past 28
    years I have been doing a Sisyphean series of
    attempts to magickally instigate a global new age.

    In such attempts Goddess, who I define as the ruler
    of the region all/everything, is the chair/moderator
    and my most important collaborator.

    In each attempt I generally get a series of Yes-es
    but then after maybe one to three days, a big No.

    I don’t have voices, but get my answers from Goddess
    by perineum click (short period mula bandha)
    divination, so I range through possible answers in
    my mind and get a (silent) click after the supposedly
    correct one.

    But it has reached the point where I no longer believe
    any answer I get from Goddess, though I have still
    been going through the motions, and soon I will have
    to go further and say I don’t believe in Goddess,
    and perhaps seek an alternate chair/moderator, or
    just do what I can on my own.

    As I am reporting on alt.religion.druid, I am trying
    again with Sola the sun as chair/moderator, though
    Galacta will still help out with the sudden evolution.
    I guess this renders me even more pagan.

    OK, I have, on this full moon night, reverted to Goddess,
    who I define as the ruler of the region all/everything,
    as the chair/moderator, in my most recent attempt at
    magickally instigating a global new age, which I am
    reporting on on the thread "full moon leap of faith”
    on alt.religion.druid, for anyone who is interested,
    which I deem more likely if you notice effects, such
    as improved sexual compatibility.

    --
    David Dalton dalton@nfld.com https://www.nfld.com/~dalton (home page) https://www.nfld.com/~dalton/dtales.html Salmon on the Thorns (mystic page) “Mary walks down to the water’s edge and there she hangs Her head to
    find herself faded a shadow of what she once was" (Sarah McLachlan)

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