As readers on here probably know, over the past 28
years I have been doing a Sisyphean series of
attempts to magickally instigate a global new age.
In such attempts Goddess, who I define as the ruler
of the region all/everything, is the chair/moderator
and my most important collaborator.
In each attempt I generally get a series of Yes-es
but then after maybe one to three days, a big No.
I don’t have voices, but get my answers from Goddess
by perineum click (short period mula bandha)
divination, so I range through possible answers in
my mind and get a (silent) click after the supposedly
correct one.
But it has reached the point where I no longer believe
any answer I get from Goddess, though I have still
been going through the motions, and soon I will have
to go further and say I don’t believe in Goddess,
and perhaps seek an alternate chair/moderator, or
just do what I can on my own.
As readers on here probably know, over the past 28
years I have been doing a Sisyphean series of
attempts to magickally instigate a global new age.
In such attempts Goddess, who I define as the ruler
of the region all/everything, is the chair/moderator
and my most important collaborator.
In each attempt I generally get a series of Yes-es
but then after maybe one to three days, a big No.
I don’t have voices, but get my answers from Goddess
by perineum click (short period mula bandha)
divination, so I range through possible answers in
my mind and get a (silent) click after the supposedly
correct one.
But it has reached the point where I no longer believe
any answer I get from Goddess, though I have still
been going through the motions, and soon I will have
to go further and say I don’t believe in Goddess,
and perhaps seek an alternate chair/moderator, or
just do what I can on my own.
On Apr 17, 2024, David Dalton wrote
(in article<0001HW.2BD0932501B4CD5A70001007438F@news.eternal-september.org>):
As readers on here probably know, over the past 28
years I have been doing a Sisyphean series of
attempts to magickally instigate a global new age.
In such attempts Goddess, who I define as the ruler
of the region all/everything, is the chair/moderator
and my most important collaborator.
In each attempt I generally get a series of Yes-es
but then after maybe one to three days, a big No.
I don’t have voices, but get my answers from Goddess
by perineum click (short period mula bandha)
divination, so I range through possible answers in
my mind and get a (silent) click after the supposedly
correct one.
But it has reached the point where I no longer believe
any answer I get from Goddess, though I have still
been going through the motions, and soon I will have
to go further and say I don’t believe in Goddess,
and perhaps seek an alternate chair/moderator, or
just do what I can on my own.
As I am reporting on alt.religion.druid, I am trying
again with Sola the sun as chair/moderator, though
Galacta will still help out with the sudden evolution.
I guess this renders me even more pagan.
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