The girl who got me to suck cock;

Nobody would have suspected Patricia of being that kind of girl.

She didn't dress provocatively, or wear makeup at work. Patricia was a
bit thin, wore glasses, and had shoulder length brown hair. She had a
rather bony pointed nose, a cute pointed chin, and a small mouth.

She was a secretary at City Hall, where I was working at that time. It
was a medium-sized town, but with few employees. We all knew each other,
at least those of us who worked downtown.

I was sitting in the cafeteria, about to tuck into my lunch, when
Patricia caught my eye; she smiled at me, and came over to my table.

�Hey, Darrell. Can I join you?�

As usual, Patricia was plainly dressed. A dark skirt came to her
ankles, and in her flat shoes she was only about five foot 6. Her white longsleeved blouse left most everything to the imagination; slim hips
though, I could see that. She was a pleasant lady, and I was a lonely man.

�Of course.� I replied.

�Is it true, that you don't drink or smoke?� She asked me after a brief taste of her food.

�Well, yes.� I replied, slightly embarrassed.

�Then, what do you do?� She asked me, her big brown eyes staring at me through her glasses.

�Well, just what everyone else does. Except drink and smoke.�

�But I mean, do you go out?�

�Not so much, I guess. There isn't much to do in a bar when you don't
drink, and they usually all stink of smoke.�

�So how do you meet women?�

�Well, I guess I don�t�

�You must have a lot bottled up inside you by now.�

She seemed to like me, and my normally lonely lunch hour seemed to slide
by in a flash. Drawing every reserve of my courage, I asked her to
dinner with me. She accepted.

My feet felt like they were carrying no weight for the rest of the day. Patricia; she could be the girl for me, I was thinking. She was a
little older than me, perhaps 30 to my 25. But she was a simple kind of
girl, I thought. Not unattractive, but not someone that would be
turning every male head. I could imagine that I might be able to win a
girl like Patricia.

God, was I naive.

It was a different Patricia that I picked up for dinner. Not a sex bomb
or anything, don't get me wrong. But she was wearing some makeup, and a
dress that showed that she had at least some cleavage. High heels made
her seem taller and more attractive, and she wore some simple jewelry
that somehow gave her a touch of class that she didn't bother to show in
the office. I was smitten.









We laughed and talked, Patricia drank a glass or two of the house wine.

�It's awfully sticky tonight, don't you think?� She asked me. �I wish there was someplace we could go take a swim.�

�My family has a cabin down by Eagle Lake.� I suggested.

She took my hand at some point during the drive; the tension and
excitement I felt was euphoric.

�I don't have the keys with me.� I told her.

�It doesn't matter,� she said, �we can swim naked.�

I couldn't see much of her body as we undressed in the starlight; I
didn't mind, I was confident that I would see all eventually. We
splashed about in the Lake for a short time. Some young men walked by
and shouted a greeting; I shouted one in return.

Patricia was apprehensive as we dressed.

�Those young men that walked past, what if they come back?�

I didn't understand at first what she was afraid of; �Don't worry,
they're friends of mine.� I reassured her. Something about that little incident drew us closer together; a moment of female insecurity, male reassurance.

I took her home at about 11:00; she invited me in.

We sat on her couch and had coffee, that ritual intake of caffeine. We
kissed.

I don't think I had been in love before, not as an adult. She seemed to
have everything I wanted in a woman; a spirit of adventure, but not too
much. A fine figure, a sharp wit. My dick was on fire as she tickled
it with her fingertips, as we kissed, as we made love before sex.

Her breasts were small, but well formed; the silky smooth bulge of them
driving me wild as I caressed them.

I'd never had a blow job before, and I reached behind me to switch on
the light.

Patricia laughed; �You want to see this, do you?�

�Definitely.� I answered her.

It was my first blow job, but I've had others since. Patricia was good;
she seemed to be enjoying herself as much as I was, and she watched me
watching her as she made love to my penis with her cute mouth, caressing
my balls and squeezing the base of my shaft as she sucked and licked me.

I find it curious, but somehow I couldn't come. She wanted me to, she
wanted me to come in her mouth. But I couldn't the first time. I don't
know why.

Her long thin legs around my hips as I screwed her, her lips on mine,
her fingers across my back. I made her come once, and as she approached
her second climax it was too much for me. We seemed to melt together in
a great slag heap of satisfied sexuality.



�I'm not your girlfriend.� She said to me over breakfast.

�Okay.� I answered her, �What are you then?�

�I'm a woman. A secretary; a human being.�

�I mean what are you to me? How would you like to define our relationship?�

�Relationship? You're my friend, Darryl. And lover. But I'm not your girlfriend.�

I didn't quite understand at first. But I was willing to let it slide, whatever Patricia wanted. I was willing to let things develop naturally.

But what she was actually trying to tell me, was that she had other lovers.

�Can I see you tonight?� I asked her as we approached town Hall.

�Not tonight, Darryl. How about Monday?�

It was only Thursday.

�All right.� I answered her.

It was a long and lonely weekend. At some point, I had to call; but she
wasn't at home.

On Monday, we had dinner at my place, followed by a wonderful long
period of sex. She lovingly sucked my cock until I came in her mouth,
and then I screwed her again. As orgasm after orgasm washed over
Patricia, I became confident that she was really mine after all.

�So what did you do over the weekend?� I asked her after we had
finished. Family commitments or something, I guessed.

�I was in Las Vegas.�

�Las Vegas? What were you doing in Las Vegas?� I asked, confused.

�My friend Paul took me. He has his own plane, and he loves to fly away somewhere for the weekend. Have you ever been to Las Vegas, Darryl?�

�No.� I answered, trying to cover up my state of shock. Las Vegas? Private plane? Paul?

�It's good fun, but you have to be careful not to get too involved with
the gambling. They try to keep you in the casino with free food, shows��

She prattled on about Las Vegas, telling the everything except what I
wanted to know; did she sleep with him, did she make love with him? Did
she like him, did she like him better than me?

It went on like that for a month or two. I would get together with
Patricia once or twice a week, and we'd have a wonderful and intimate
time; it wasn't only sexual intercourse, I always thought; there was a
deeper connection, I was convinced of it.

But Patricia made no secret of the fact that she was also seeing two or
three other men. The impression I got was that they were all older than
us, and mostly wealthy. At least one was married.

�Ted got a new car,� she would tell me, �it's gorgeous. He drove me
down to Buffalo on Wednesday after work.�

Buffalo was a four-hour drive; Thursday was a holiday, and I hadn't seen Patricia that day.

Or; �I went with Paul up to a small Lake where he has a fishing cabin.
It looked really pretty, but there were mosquitoes everywhere. We had
to stay inside most of the time.�

But I also had the impression that I was her preferred lover. She told
me once that I was the only one who could screw her after �a whole blow job�.

Patricia just loved giving head. She never seemed to tire of it, and I
adored watching her go down on me.

I tried to avoid getting to attached to her. I forced myself to imagine
her with other men; but it just made me more crazy for her. I knew she
was unhealthy for me; but she was so lovely and honest about it all.

�Do you get jealous?� She asked me one day.

�Of course.� I answered her.

�You're very good about it.� Patricia observed. �It drives Ted crazy that I have other boyfriends.�

�It drives me crazy too, sometimes.�

�Do you ever imagine me with them?� She asked.

�Sometimes.� I admitted.

�What do you imagine?� She asked.

�I -sometimes I think about you going down on them like you go down on me.�

�Well, I do. But I like you better, you have such a gorgeous thing.�
She said with a laugh.

There was silence for a moment.

�They taste different, too.� Patricia added.

�Really?� I hadn't thought about it.

�Yes. Paul tastes nice, but Ted is a little bitter. And it's really
hard to make him come.�

Patricia seemed to enjoy telling me this. Perversely, I asked for more.

�So what do you do?�

�Well, mostly I just do him for a long time, and then I might stick my
finger in his ass. Or sometimes, I get him to fuck me in the mouth.
That usually does it, but more often I don't bother. Ted is getting on
a bit now, so it could be that too much excitement isn't very good for him.�

�I see. And what about Paul?�

�Well, Paul's in really good condition, so there's no worry about that.
But if I let him come in my mouth then he hasn't got anything left, so I usually don't go all the way with him. Why Darryl, I do believe you
like hearing about these things!�

Patricia's hand was squeezing my cock, which was inflating. Soon, we
were at it again.

After that, Patricia started regularly telling me stories of her other
lovers, and it always got me hot for her. The stories got more and more graphic as the weeks passed.

�I'm not going out with Ted anymore.� She told me, �I like him, but he refuses to take care of himself. I don't want to be responsible if
something happens. Anyway, I met this gorgeous guy; Philip. I haven't
gone all the way with him yet, but I think I will tomorrow night. He's black.�

My heart sunk. Intellectually, I knew Patricia would never be mine.
But emotionally, I couldn't help but hope she would give up her other
lovers one day. But here she was, taking on new ones.

�Does that bother you, that he's black?� She asked me.

�No, I don't have a race problem.� I answered her.

�I can't wait to try him out. You think he'll be really big?�

�I don't know, Patricia. How should I know?�

�Well, you must seen them in the locker rooms when you were in school.
I was just wondering.�

�I can't tell you. There were only two colored kids that I saw, and
they looked pretty big. But I don't know if they're bigger when they
get� big.�

Patricia laughed, and kissed me. �So you did look.�

�Not really.�

�I bet you'd like to watch. You would, wouldn't you? I bet you'd like
to watch me go down on that big black cock.�

�How do you know it's big?�

�Big, imagine its huge! These pale white lips opening, the tip of it
sliding inside� oh Darryl you randy boy! Come to mama!�



�Do you want me to call you after my date tonight?� Patricia asked me
over lunch in the canteen the next day.

�All right.� I answered her.

I really liked Patricia, she was a sweet lady, and great in bed; but I
knew at this point that I really needed to find another woman to be my girlfriend.

She phoned me early the next morning. I'd been dreaming of her in the
night; she'd been making love with a huge handsome black man as I
watched unable to do anything.

�I'm sorry I didn't phone last night, Darryl. I just got in, I haven't
got much time. I need to have a shower before going in to work. Did you
sleep well?�

�Not particularly. How about you?�

�Like a baby, but not for long enough. Do you want to hear about him?�

�Okay.�

�He was big, all right. Not as big as I had been imagining, but big.
Bigger than you or Paul. I'll talk to you tonight, I've got to go.�



We didn't have much of a date that evening; Patricia needed to catch up
on her sleep. We had dinner at her place.

�I was really dying to suck his cock, but I didn't want to on our first
time together. He might think I was a slut.� She told me.

I was unsure if that was complementary to me or not; she'd gone down on
me on our first date. Was that because she�d liked me more, or because
she hadn't cared what I thought?

�But I think I'm going to do it tonight. I wish you could be there,
Darryl; I know how you'd love to see that. But don't worry sweetie,
I'll tell you all about it when I see you on Tuesday.� She was flying somewhere with Paul for the weekend.

We had a few laughs before she gave me a kiss and sent me home.



�It was really nice.� She said to me at lunch on Tuesday. �I've never been with a black man before. I find it so sexy, black and white. I'll
tell you all about it tonight.�



�I just love the way his cock looks when I hold it; it looks so black
against my white fingers. It doesn't really feel any different in my
mouth, but I got so turned on by the whole thing; his black balls and
his black belly. He came so much, I could barely swallow it all.

I told him about you, Darryl�

�Told him what about me?� I asked.

�How you were fascinated by the idea of watching me suck a black cock.� Patricia replied. �And guess what? He doesn't mind! Well anyway, I
talked him into it. We can go over to his place after dinner.�

�Shit, Patricia; I was really looking forward to spending time with you
alone this evening.�

�That's really sweet, Darryl. But Philip is waiting for us, it would be
very rude to stand him up.�

I was kind of surprised by Philip; he was only my height, and a bit on
the heavy side. He looked kind of perpetually surprised, but maybe that
was only due to the presence of Patricia. Lord knows she kept
surprising me. His hair was already thinning, and he had a weak chin.
Somehow, I had been expecting a six foot high broad shouldered lady killer.

We shook hands somewhat reluctantly, and introduced ourselves.

�Why don't you take your clothes off, Philip.� Patricia said, after the obligatory coffee had been consumed. �Darryl really wants to see, don't
you Darryl? Go on, Philip. We're all friends here.�

Looking very embarrassed indeed, Patricia's new lover kicked off his
shoes, stood and unbuckled his trousers. His dick didn't look very big
to me.

Patricia hiked up her dress, kneeled down in front of him, and started
sucking his slack penis deep into her mouth. She wrapped an arm around
his buttocks, and played with his balls with her other hand. His penis
started to inflate, and she pulled away with it about half hard.

�What do you think, Darryl?� She asked me, smiling gleefully while
pulling on Philips stiffening black member with her hand.

It was a different cock now. Chubby little Philip did indeed have a significant penis. The damn thing must have been eight inches long and
two inches in diameter.

�Let's go in the bedroom.� She added.

I sat in a chair and watched while he lay on his back on his bed and
Patricia happily sucked his now fully erect organ. She would stop every
now and then to kiss his body and then his mouth, and then go back to
doing what she really loved.

�Darryl, will you screw me when I finish with Philip?� Patricia asked
me. �You don't mind, do you Philip?�

He shook his head, and Patricia ran her tongue up over his balls, and up
the length of his formidable shaft before sucking down on him once more.

I was horny, horny as hell as I watched my sweet Patricia go at that big
black cock until Philip arched his back, clutched involuntarily at her
head, and squirted her mouth full of his stuff.

�Now, Darryl.� Patricia said, lifting her pretty ass up into the air.
Her mouth was still at this groin, and her arms were around his hips as
I stripped off, and climbed up to screw her doggy style.

I tried not to meet Philips eyes, but it was unavoidable somehow. I was
down near his feet, and Patricia was holding his exhausted cock in her
mouth while I slid mine in out of her slim body.

Philip smiled at me a conspiratorial kind of way, as though he was
sharing his woman with me instead of the other way around.

Patricia slid forward, sliding her white body against Philips larger
black one; there wasn't much I could do except follow her.

She kissed his black face, holding his head while I continued to screw
her from above. I couldn't avoid some contact between my legs and those
of my rival; I was surprised to notice that I didn't care.

Patricia came, but I kept my rhythm steady. I pulled out of her, and
turned her over. I climbed between her thighs and put my cock into her
again. Face-to-face now, with Philip lying next to us, I plunged in out
of Patricia while she held my ass with one hand, and slid the other
idlely up and down the body of her other lover.

Patricia came twice more before I released myself into her sometime
later. I went home alone, leaving her there with him.



Patricia insisted on another �double date�.

�That was some of the hottest sex I�ve ever had.� She explained.

I wasn�t very happy about it, but until I found another girlfriend
[Lover, I mean], I figured I�d have to put up with it. And besides, it
really did please Patricia.



We took turns screwing her, which allowed us both enough rest time to
keep Patricia filled for an impressive length of time.

�My two lovers!� She said, �What more could a lady ask for?� Kiss me, darling.�

She�d had enough intercourse after awhile, and she lay in between us, ecstatically going down the first on me, then on Philip, then on me again.

She climbed between his dark legs, her face moving up and down over his admittedly impressive dark rod, looking up at me.

�This is so nice.� She said, �I just love the way a nice hard cock
feels in my mouth. It�s so smooth and soft at the same time. It's just
the sexiest thing I know.� She twisted her mouth over his dick again,
and then said; �Slide down here and have a closer look Darryl. Closer.
Do you find it sexy? Do you like it, watching me do this?�

I nodded.

Then she asked me; �Would you like to try it, Darryl?�

�No.� I answered, surprised she would ask such question.

�Come on, Darryl! You should try it, it�s so nice. And besides, I promised Philip you would.�

�What?� I exclaimed.

�That's how I talked Philip into letting you come over and join us. He
said he'd love to see a white man suck his dick. Tell him, Philip,
about the exploitation thing.�

�Oh, yeah; the exploitation thing.� Phillip said, �Hundreds of years of exploitation of black people by the white man. You should all have to
do something to make up for that.�

�You must be joking.� I said.

�Oh come on, Darryl!� Said Patricia, her hands moving up and down
Philips cock, �It's all just good fun. Just try it, maybe you�ll like
it. You told me how you were checking out your schoolmates black dicks;
now this is your chance to get a little bit more into it. It's so nice
Darryl, do it for me. Please? Pretty please? Don't you really want
to, just a little? Look how beautiful it is.�

�Come on, Darryl!� Philip added, �Be a sport. Patricia and I sure
would love to see you do it.�

The black penis was only inches from my face; it's great dark head
glistening with Patricia's saliva. Her small hand still held the base
of it, and it stood proudly, filling my vision.

�Do it, Darryl.� Patricia whispered seductively, �Don't think, just do it. Open your mouth. Here, let me help you.�

Patricia's hand went to the back of my head, and she pulled me
irresistibly forward; she pointed Philips hard black cock to my lips,
and pulled my head down, irresistibly down. My lips met his flesh; my
mouth opened, and still my head went lower. My mouth was filled with
the sensation of it; the horrible wonderful sensation of a man's penis.
I explored the object with my tongue; I lifted my head, massaging the
crown with my lips. My hand found his balls, and I found it
surprisingly pleasant to fondle them.

There was a heat; I could feel the blood flowing through it, I could
feel it pulsing against the roof of my mouth. I sucked lightly, and
felt it swell even more. I felt hands on my own genitals; the pleasant familiar feeling of Patricia applying her mouth to my own penis. Hands
gripped the sides of my head, strong hands. I succumbed to the feeling, allowed my mouth to be used, as he started pushing the great cock in and
out of me.

I sucked it in with each of his trusts; I gripped it with my lips firmly
each time he withdrew. I was afraid for what I knew would come; but
when it did, when he ejaculated into my mouth, I felt only joy. I
welcomed the strange fluid, slimy but friendly. The power of its hot
stream impacting against the back of my throat meant that my efforts
were being rewarded, it meant approval. I felt my own contractions
begin; Patricia got a mouthful from me.

�Oh Darryl, honey! I knew it, I knew you'd like it. And, Philip? What
was like for you, was it what you needed?�

�I don't know yet,� he answered, �but it was different, that's for sure.�

�Did you swallow it, Darryl?� Patricia asked me excitedly, bringing her face close to mine to look for herself.

�Yes.� I answered numbly. I couldn't figure out what had happened to
me. I knew what I had done, but I didn't understand what had motivated
me to do it. I didn't understand how I could've enjoyed it. Was this a permanent condition, was I gay? Or was this a onetime experiment?

The three of us lay around together for awhile, and then we had our
showers and went back to bed together. we drifted off to sleep.

I woke in the morning to the bed bouncing up and down to a steady
rhythm; Patricia was on top, lifting her body up-and-down over Philips
big organ. They were smiling at each other, and he was playing with her
cute little breasts.

I felt somewhat left out, but not particularly jealous I noticed. I
went to brush my teeth. When I came back, they were through, and
Patricia was lying with her head in the crook of Philips elbow.

�Your turn, sweetheart.� She told me.

I lay on my back, looking up at her smiling face as she ground her
clitoris against the base of my cock, enjoying the smooth flesh of her
hips, her soft breasts brushing against mine from time to time.

I held her body tight against mine when I came; my reaction to her
feminine form reassuring me of my heterosexuality.

�Do it to Philip again for me, Daryl.� Patricia said. �Please? I thought it was just the sexiest thing.�

Philip was just returning from rinsing his dick off in the sink.

�Yeah, how about it, Daryl?� he said, getting up on the bed on his knees next to me, so the big black organ was dangling temptingly at my face.

It was fresh and cool in my mouth, and I felt it swell and stiffen
reassuringly as I started to run my hands over his balls and ass.

Philip leaned back on the cushions, and I looked up to see Patricia
cuddling with him while watching me with happy excitement.

�What�s it like, Philip? Is he good?�

�Yeah, he is. He�s got a talent for it. I never thought I�d let a guy suck my dick, but I�m glad you talked me into it, now; It�s cool.�

They stopped talking, and began to kiss.

I loved that cock; I got so turned on by doing it, I was amazed. I�d
never even known that I wanted to do something like this. Why should it
excite me so, I wondered; it was just a piece of anatomy, just flesh. I
was uninterested in the rest of the man, I was happy that Patricia was
keeping him busy so I could just peacefully enjoy myself with his big
black dick.

I loved the way it quivered at my tender caress, how it pumped up when I squeezed the base, how it pulsed in my mouth as I sucked on it.

I was so disappointed when he took it from me, and started screwing
Patricia again.

He made her come after a time, and then I had a turn; Patricia and I
gave Daryl head while we screwed. We finished with me sucking him until
he came in my mouth, pulsing wonderfully, shooting his last bit of stuff
at me while he held my head tightly.

I was in love, then. I asked Patricia to marry me a week later.

�Oh, Daryl, that�s so sweet of you, and I really do love you a lot. But
if I let my emotions take control, anything could happen.�

She married Paul a year later, the rich guy with the plane. I honestly
wished the best for her, but I�m afraid it didn�t work out; our emotions are here for a reason, they will not be ruled by logic or convenience.

I�ve settled down with a nice girl, and put my little gay episode behind
me. but sometimes, I do enjoy just sitting back and remembering.
Sometimes I long to feel the excitement of having a dick in my mouth again.

Bigby, 2001



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