• no control

    From -><+@21:1/5 to All on Tue Feb 16 17:05:32 2016
    XPost: alt.recovery.aa, alt.social-security-disability, uk.rec.psychic

    I didn't consciously surrender my heart. It just caused me so much anguish that it closed down. Unfaithful romances, outrage from abuse and so forth.

    It was captured into heaven for analysis, and little by little finding my
    way back to it in heaven; or pulling heaven out of the sky in
    accountability. One day one thing. The next day the next. It never turns
    out my way or their way, but a better way; and the journey continues.


    I may conjecture about it, but ultimately I have no control over the matter. The duplicate imprint of my anguish is being dissected and the remedy to
    what caused it administered back into the world again in an unending train
    of love, peace and goodwill the world about; until that healing of circumstances makes its way back to healing me in the end, the end of which never arrives. That is the sacrifice that's been required of me. Every day maybe a little better, or a series of one step forward and two steps back.

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