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    From %@21:1/5 to All on Thu Oct 19 10:37:22 2023
    .

    i missed it

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  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Fri Oct 20 06:38:41 2023
    On Thursday, October 19, 2023 at 10:37:33 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    i missed it

    it was an orgy

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  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Fri Oct 20 06:51:55 2023
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:41:04 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Thursday, October 19, 2023 at 10:37:33 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    i missed it

    it was an orgy

    air tight

    what do you mean

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  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Fri Oct 20 07:14:17 2023
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:54:05 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:41:04 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Thursday, October 19, 2023 at 10:37:33 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    i missed it

    it was an orgy

    air tight

    what do you mean

    plug all holes

    oh ok....thank you for clarifying that, the first thing that came to my mind was reading up about gaza in wikipedia and had a lot of open-air references, and i was looking at them....and realized, that the proper way to write it is with a hyphen....i
    guess hyphens just don't usually look that good in poetry

    thanks for telling me this time :)

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  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Oct 20 09:41:00 2023
    roach wrote:
    On Thursday, October 19, 2023 at 10:37:33 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    i missed it

    it was an orgy

    air tight

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  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Oct 20 09:54:02 2023
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:41:04 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Thursday, October 19, 2023 at 10:37:33 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    i missed it

    it was an orgy

    air tight

    what do you mean

    plug all holes

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  • From roach@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Oct 20 07:21:22 2023
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:15:57 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:14:18 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:54:05 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:41:04 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Thursday, October 19, 2023 at 10:37:33 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    i missed it

    it was an orgy

    air tight

    what do you mean

    plug all holes
    oh ok....thank you for clarifying that, the first thing that came to my mind was reading up about gaza in wikipedia and had a lot of open-air references, and i was looking at them....and realized, that the proper way to write it is with a hyphen....i
    guess hyphens just don't usually look that good in poetry

    thanks for telling me this time :)
    nice to see you again :) (i've been sick)

    people keep reporting out of ashdod...

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  • From roach@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Oct 20 07:15:56 2023
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:14:18 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:54:05 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:41:04 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Thursday, October 19, 2023 at 10:37:33 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    i missed it

    it was an orgy

    air tight

    what do you mean

    plug all holes
    oh ok....thank you for clarifying that, the first thing that came to my mind was reading up about gaza in wikipedia and had a lot of open-air references, and i was looking at them....and realized, that the proper way to write it is with a hyphen....i
    guess hyphens just don't usually look that good in poetry

    thanks for telling me this time :)

    nice to see you again :) (i've been sick)

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From roach@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Oct 20 10:04:20 2023
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:21:23 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:15:57 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:14:18 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:54:05 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:41:04 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Thursday, October 19, 2023 at 10:37:33 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>> .

    i missed it

    it was an orgy

    air tight

    what do you mean

    plug all holes
    oh ok....thank you for clarifying that, the first thing that came to my mind was reading up about gaza in wikipedia and had a lot of open-air references, and i was looking at them....and realized, that the proper way to write it is with a hyphen....
    i guess hyphens just don't usually look that good in poetry

    thanks for telling me this time :)
    nice to see you again :) (i've been sick)
    people keep reporting out of ashdod...

    how r u ? :)????????

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  • From roach@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Oct 20 11:07:10 2023
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 10:04:22 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:21:23 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:15:57 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:14:18 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:54:05 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:41:04 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Thursday, October 19, 2023 at 10:37:33 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>> .

    i missed it

    it was an orgy

    air tight

    what do you mean

    plug all holes
    oh ok....thank you for clarifying that, the first thing that came to my mind was reading up about gaza in wikipedia and had a lot of open-air references, and i was looking at them....and realized, that the proper way to write it is with a hyphen..
    ..i guess hyphens just don't usually look that good in poetry

    thanks for telling me this time :)
    nice to see you again :) (i've been sick)
    people keep reporting out of ashdod...
    how r u ? :)????????

    u said the titanic was sinking 11 years ago

    that reminds me of my dad...when asked by others, explaining, about how it was, an 11 years separation, growing up, before we were "reunited."

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  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Oct 20 12:38:56 2023
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 10:04:22 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:21:23 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:15:57 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:14:18 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:54:05 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:41:04 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Thursday, October 19, 2023 at 10:37:33 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> .

    i missed it

    it was an orgy

    air tight

    what do you mean

    plug all holes
    oh ok....thank you for clarifying that, the first thing that came to my mind was reading up about gaza in wikipedia and had a lot of open-air references, and i was looking at them....and realized, that the proper way to write it is with a hyphen....
    i guess hyphens just don't usually look that good in poetry

    thanks for telling me this time :)
    nice to see you again :) (i've been sick)
    people keep reporting out of ashdod...
    how r u ? :)????????

    u said the titanic was sinking 11 years ago

    that reminds me of my dad...when asked by others, explaining, about how it was, an 11 years separation, growing up, before we were "reunited."

    did you have a good time

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  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Fri Oct 20 13:04:28 2023
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 12:39:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 10:04:22 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:21:23 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:15:57 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:14:18 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:54:05 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:41:04 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Thursday, October 19, 2023 at 10:37:33 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> .

    i missed it

    it was an orgy

    air tight

    what do you mean

    plug all holes
    oh ok....thank you for clarifying that, the first thing that came to my mind was reading up about gaza in wikipedia and had a lot of open-air references, and i was looking at them....and realized, that the proper way to write it is with a hyphen..
    ..i guess hyphens just don't usually look that good in poetry

    thanks for telling me this time :)
    nice to see you again :) (i've been sick)
    people keep reporting out of ashdod...
    how r u ? :)????????

    u said the titanic was sinking 11 years ago

    that reminds me of my dad...when asked by others, explaining, about how it was, an 11 years separation, growing up, before we were "reunited."

    did you have a good time

    it was life

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Fri Oct 20 13:18:15 2023
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 1:17:31 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 12:39:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 10:04:22 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:21:23 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:15:57 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:14:18 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>> On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:54:05 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:41:04 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Thursday, October 19, 2023 at 10:37:33 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> .

    i missed it

    it was an orgy

    air tight

    what do you mean

    plug all holes
    oh ok....thank you for clarifying that, the first thing that came to my mind was reading up about gaza in wikipedia and had a lot of open-air references, and i was looking at them....and realized, that the proper way to write it is with a
    hyphen....i guess hyphens just don't usually look that good in poetry

    thanks for telling me this time :)
    nice to see you again :) (i've been sick)
    people keep reporting out of ashdod...
    how r u ? :)????????

    u said the titanic was sinking 11 years ago

    that reminds me of my dad...when asked by others, explaining, about how it was, an 11 years separation, growing up, before we were "reunited."

    did you have a good time

    it was life

    did you have a good time life

    sometimes... :-I

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Oct 20 13:17:18 2023
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 12:39:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 10:04:22 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:21:23 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:15:57 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:14:18 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:54:05 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:41:04 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Thursday, October 19, 2023 at 10:37:33 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> .

    i missed it

    it was an orgy

    air tight

    what do you mean

    plug all holes
    oh ok....thank you for clarifying that, the first thing that came to my mind was reading up about gaza in wikipedia and had a lot of open-air references, and i was looking at them....and realized, that the proper way to write it is with a hyphen..
    ..i guess hyphens just don't usually look that good in poetry

    thanks for telling me this time :)
    nice to see you again :) (i've been sick)
    people keep reporting out of ashdod...
    how r u ? :)????????

    u said the titanic was sinking 11 years ago

    that reminds me of my dad...when asked by others, explaining, about how it was, an 11 years separation, growing up, before we were "reunited."

    did you have a good time

    it was life

    did you have a good time life

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Oct 20 13:30:09 2023
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 1:17:31 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 12:39:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 10:04:22 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:21:23 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:15:57 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>> On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:14:18 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>> On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:54:05 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:41:04 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Thursday, October 19, 2023 at 10:37:33 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> .

    i missed it

    it was an orgy

    air tight

    what do you mean

    plug all holes
    oh ok....thank you for clarifying that, the first thing that came to my mind was reading up about gaza in wikipedia and had a lot of open-air references, and i was looking at them....and realized, that the proper way to write it is with a
    hyphen....i guess hyphens just don't usually look that good in poetry

    thanks for telling me this time :)
    nice to see you again :) (i've been sick)
    people keep reporting out of ashdod...
    how r u ? :)????????

    u said the titanic was sinking 11 years ago

    that reminds me of my dad...when asked by others, explaining, about how it was, an 11 years separation, growing up, before we were "reunited."

    did you have a good time

    it was life

    did you have a good time life

    sometimes... :-I

    yay

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Fri Oct 20 13:35:58 2023
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 1:30:21 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 1:17:31 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 12:39:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 10:04:22 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>> On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:21:23 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>> On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:15:57 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>> On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:14:18 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>> On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:54:05 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:41:04 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Thursday, October 19, 2023 at 10:37:33 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> .

    i missed it

    it was an orgy

    air tight

    what do you mean

    plug all holes
    oh ok....thank you for clarifying that, the first thing that came to my mind was reading up about gaza in wikipedia and had a lot of open-air references, and i was looking at them....and realized, that the proper way to write it is with a
    hyphen....i guess hyphens just don't usually look that good in poetry

    thanks for telling me this time :)
    nice to see you again :) (i've been sick)
    people keep reporting out of ashdod...
    how r u ? :)????????

    u said the titanic was sinking 11 years ago

    that reminds me of my dad...when asked by others, explaining, about how it was, an 11 years separation, growing up, before we were "reunited."

    did you have a good time

    it was life

    did you have a good time life

    sometimes... :-I

    yay

    did you have a good time life

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Oct 20 14:22:21 2023
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 1:30:21 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 1:17:31 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 12:39:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 10:04:22 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>> On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:21:23 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>> On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:15:57 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:14:18 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:54:05 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:41:04 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Thursday, October 19, 2023 at 10:37:33 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> .

    i missed it

    it was an orgy

    air tight

    what do you mean

    plug all holes
    oh ok....thank you for clarifying that, the first thing that came to my mind was reading up about gaza in wikipedia and had a lot of open-air references, and i was looking at them....and realized, that the proper way to write it is with a
    hyphen....i guess hyphens just don't usually look that good in poetry >>>>>>>>>>>
    thanks for telling me this time :)
    nice to see you again :) (i've been sick)
    people keep reporting out of ashdod...
    how r u ? :)????????

    u said the titanic was sinking 11 years ago

    that reminds me of my dad...when asked by others, explaining, about how it was, an 11 years separation, growing up, before we were "reunited."

    did you have a good time

    it was life

    did you have a good time life

    sometimes... :-I

    yay

    did you have a good time life

    so far

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Oct 20 16:31:18 2023
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 4:29:46 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 2:22:35 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 1:30:21 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 1:17:31 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 12:39:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 10:04:22 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>> On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:21:23 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>> On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:15:57 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:14:18 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:54:05 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:41:04 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Thursday, October 19, 2023 at 10:37:33 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    i missed it

    it was an orgy

    air tight

    what do you mean

    plug all holes
    oh ok....thank you for clarifying that, the first thing that came to my mind was reading up about gaza in wikipedia and had a lot of open-air references, and i was looking at them....and realized, that the proper way to write it is with a
    hyphen....i guess hyphens just don't usually look that good in poetry

    thanks for telling me this time :)
    nice to see you again :) (i've been sick)
    people keep reporting out of ashdod...
    how r u ? :)????????

    u said the titanic was sinking 11 years ago

    that reminds me of my dad...when asked by others, explaining, about how it was, an 11 years separation, growing up, before we were "reunited."

    did you have a good time

    it was life

    did you have a good time life

    sometimes... :-I

    yay

    did you have a good time life

    so far
    marc said you liked suffering to induce creativity

    did he mean you ? as opposed to making other people suffer to make them create, like the way they torture elephants ?

    if he did mean you , how can you consider suffering a good time

    what , you keep telling yourself you'll be reimbursed , so to speak , with something creative ? (rebuild and fill you up?)

    my times of suffering are so dark , i can't see any light

    i guess i don't feel it , that i can know it well enough to believe in it , that there is a light at the end of the tunnel , something to make it worth it. like to say, well, the holocaust was worth it because of israel.

    maybe it's like people who didn't get to study the science of global warming (climate change) in an institution of higher learning in which they could trust, or even high school,, where iinm, i THINK it's being taught now (???), well, they feel they
    can say they don't know the science and don't believe in it.

    which to me sounds kind of loony, so maybe my saying that others of higher learning knew my suffering would have creative benefits later....that's why they didn't interfere....well, i guess i just don't know what to believe. i never heard of it before
    marc said it, although it sounded familiar...i probably heard it somehow, somewhere, but forgot.

    did you learn that somewhere reliable ? is that a proven established scientific truth ?

    (ps i'm really really REALLY sorry....i know you said one question at a time...it's so hard....with this wall between us, and like michael's responses to long posts, in poetry, splitting them up and addressing every point, it gets too difficult to keep
    up. i really don't *want* this BD, i mean, only if i can get to this BD in person, through verbal communication. to me, this is like....what...stealing? pretending? trying to be with you before i am with you? well, in my own defense, i didn't come here
    to BE with you. i just thought i'd try and make you like me enough to want to come back, because it obviously wasn't working so far....talking about starting 21 years ago....i guess i failed, sigh... so what the freak am i supposed to do NOW???? :-((( )

    xoxoxx u can write back whatever you want. this whole one question at a time it's too hard online, PLUS, i mean, i don't want to simulate an in-person exchange....you're NOT HERE, with me, and do not want to PRETEND like you are, here on the computer.
    also, i mean, not that i was thinking of this at all, but it's like, do you think i wanted to be with you to ask you questions??? that's so absurd, like you know anything more valuable than what i knew? you were a college drop-out, as far as i knew, and
    K. obviously didn't take you to paradise, so that study seemed to prove to be fruitless, why in the world would i want to ask you any questions? that's crazy.

    well, i guess it would all depend on what you look like now, wouldn't it? wow, that makes me think of me, and it's all just too horrific for words. not that you should care. i'm trying....ugh....

    i don't really remember looking "at" you the first time there...but i remember writing, "here i am, i've come to save you" or like a clue from that weird flower, "huh?" somehow reminding me of it....and everything i am thinking now makes me think, that'
    s how i was coming to you, albeit confused, cuz you were on stage acting all cool, albeit i couldn't see you....just when you turned to me, i think it was after the lighter, iinm (??), anyway, saying what i would say if i had to respond to to you as seen
    in so many of the newspaper clippings or even the wilbury video, "r u okay? :-////" or even, depending, "what's wrong? :-((("

    the one thing is, when i pictured it that one time through my dad....locally....him finding you, your little house for two (no such thing as a house for one, back then at least, anyway), on the side of the road in malibu....just coming to sit with you,
    on the couch, you being able to see me, like the way on birth certificates, hair, eyes, even though i wasn't thin......and looking into your eyes, saying with them, "yes," as in like, "here i am, my darling, you can have me." (emotionally, but the whole
    thing not a huge huge deal)(like, i know your pain, it's so hard for me, too, that's why i've come, i love you, you can have me)(probably like, i'm here now, to take that away, you don't have to be alone anymore, now let's just forget about it and be in
    love, and watch tv, or, i didn't think of this, because it was just a short fleeting little imaginary daydream/wish, strong, but not indulging in some kind of fantasy, but i would imagine, things like, if you didn't have a good self-esteem, they are all
    idiots, it's so stupid, you make the greatest music on the face of the earth, the whole thing makes no sense, you should be known as the greatest singer/songwriter of all time, not just a one-hit wonder (LARS), like you say, none of them along the line
    have any idea what it's worth, (i would even include you in there, when i learned, can't recall when, i think online (???) about you thought hendrix did a better version, nothing can hold a candle to you and your voice....when you haven't totally ravaged
    it :-////)(that's like me, getting so fat.... :-////) but anyway, i didn't ask if you were okay, because i kind of imagined that my showing up would alleviate the burdens of your pain, whatever was causing it, nobody knowing how valuable you are...except
    for me, i thought. well, gee, i was in a top university, and almost not a single person liked you. i couldn't understand it. :-((( and the descriptions of the songs in NDH...i couldn't believe it. songs so very rich, the richest songs i ever heard of in
    my life...with just a few superficial haphazard lines about them, it was heart-breaking.

    i know i am the world's biggest fool, you never come. i'm an idiot, i don't know what else to do. (like you?)

    :-( xoxoxoxoxoxxo

    wow, i got so distracted with this post.............lost track of time...........that's embarrassing...........

    i'll have to check in later..........

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  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Fri Oct 20 17:06:32 2023
    i've had an itchy arm, too.

    i'm....having problems in here....

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Fri Oct 20 16:29:45 2023
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 2:22:35 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 1:30:21 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 1:17:31 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 12:39:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 10:04:22 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>> On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:21:23 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>> On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:15:57 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:14:18 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:54:05 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:41:04 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Thursday, October 19, 2023 at 10:37:33 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    i missed it

    it was an orgy

    air tight

    what do you mean

    plug all holes
    oh ok....thank you for clarifying that, the first thing that came to my mind was reading up about gaza in wikipedia and had a lot of open-air references, and i was looking at them....and realized, that the proper way to write it is with a
    hyphen....i guess hyphens just don't usually look that good in poetry

    thanks for telling me this time :)
    nice to see you again :) (i've been sick)
    people keep reporting out of ashdod...
    how r u ? :)????????

    u said the titanic was sinking 11 years ago

    that reminds me of my dad...when asked by others, explaining, about how it was, an 11 years separation, growing up, before we were "reunited."

    did you have a good time

    it was life

    did you have a good time life

    sometimes... :-I

    yay

    did you have a good time life

    so far

    marc said you liked suffering to induce creativity

    did he mean you ? as opposed to making other people suffer to make them create, like the way they torture elephants ?

    if he did mean you , how can you consider suffering a good time

    what , you keep telling yourself you'll be reimbursed , so to speak , with something creative ? (rebuild and fill you up?)

    my times of suffering are so dark , i can't see any light

    i guess i don't feel it , that i can know it well enough to believe in it , that there is a light at the end of the tunnel , something to make it worth it. like to say, well, the holocaust was worth it because of israel.

    maybe it's like people who didn't get to study the science of global warming (climate change) in an institution of higher learning in which they could trust, or even high school,, where iinm, i THINK it's being taught now (???), well, they feel they can
    say they don't know the science and don't believe in it.

    which to me sounds kind of loony, so maybe my saying that others of higher learning knew my suffering would have creative benefits later....that's why they didn't interfere....well, i guess i just don't know what to believe. i never heard of it before
    marc said it, although it sounded familiar...i probably heard it somehow, somewhere, but forgot.

    did you learn that somewhere reliable ? is that a proven established scientific truth ?

    (ps i'm really really REALLY sorry....i know you said one question at a time...it's so hard....with this wall between us, and like michael's responses to long posts, in poetry, splitting them up and addressing every point, it gets too difficult to keep
    up. i really don't *want* this BD, i mean, only if i can get to this BD in person, through verbal communication. to me, this is like....what...stealing? pretending? trying to be with you before i am with you? well, in my own defense, i didn't come here
    to BE with you. i just thought i'd try and make you like me enough to want to come back, because it obviously wasn't working so far....talking about starting 21 years ago....i guess i failed, sigh... so what the freak am i supposed to do NOW???? :-((( )

    xoxoxx u can write back whatever you want. this whole one question at a time it's too hard online, PLUS, i mean, i don't want to simulate an in-person exchange....you're NOT HERE, with me, and do not want to PRETEND like you are, here on the computer.
    also, i mean, not that i was thinking of this at all, but it's like, do you think i wanted to be with you to ask you questions??? that's so absurd, like you know anything more valuable than what i knew? you were a college drop-out, as far as i knew, and
    K. obviously didn't take you to paradise, so that study seemed to prove to be fruitless, why in the world would i want to ask you any questions? that's crazy.

    well, i guess it would all depend on what you look like now, wouldn't it? wow, that makes me think of me, and it's all just too horrific for words. not that you should care. i'm trying....ugh....

    i don't really remember looking "at" you the first time there...but i remember writing, "here i am, i've come to save you" or like a clue from that weird flower, "huh?" somehow reminding me of it....and everything i am thinking now makes me think, that's
    how i was coming to you, albeit confused, cuz you were on stage acting all cool, albeit i couldn't see you....just when you turned to me, i think it was after the lighter, iinm (??), anyway, saying what i would say if i had to respond to to you as seen
    in so many of the newspaper clippings or even the wilbury video, "r u okay? :-////" or even, depending, "what's wrong? :-((("

    the one thing is, when i pictured it that one time through my dad....locally....him finding you, your little house for two (no such thing as a house for one, back then at least, anyway), on the side of the road in malibu....just coming to sit with you,
    on the couch, you being able to see me, like the way on birth certificates, hair, eyes, even though i wasn't thin......and looking into your eyes, saying with them, "yes," as in like, "here i am, my darling, you can have me." (emotionally, but the whole
    thing not a huge huge deal)(like, i know your pain, it's so hard for me, too, that's why i've come, i love you, you can have me)(probably like, i'm here now, to take that away, you don't have to be alone anymore, now let's just forget about it and be in
    love, and watch tv, or, i didn't think of this, because it was just a short fleeting little imaginary daydream/wish, strong, but not indulging in some kind of fantasy, but i would imagine, things like, if you didn't have a good self-esteem, they are all
    idiots, it's so stupid, you make the greatest music on the face of the earth, the whole thing makes no sense, you should be known as the greatest singer/songwriter of all time, not just a one-hit wonder (LARS), like you say, none of them along the line
    have any idea what it's worth, (i would even include you in there, when i learned, can't recall when, i think online (???) about you thought hendrix did a better version, nothing can hold a candle to you and your voice....when you haven't totally ravaged
    it :-////)(that's like me, getting so fat.... :-////) but anyway, i didn't ask if you were okay, because i kind of imagined that my showing up would alleviate the burdens of your pain, whatever was causing it, nobody knowing how valuable you are...except
    for me, i thought. well, gee, i was in a top university, and almost not a single person liked you. i couldn't understand it. :-((( and the descriptions of the songs in NDH...i couldn't believe it. songs so very rich, the richest songs i ever heard of in
    my life...with just a few superficial haphazard lines about them, it was heart-breaking.

    i know i am the world's biggest fool, you never come. i'm an idiot, i don't know what else to do. (like you?)

    :-( xoxoxoxoxoxxo

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  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Oct 20 17:14:01 2023
    roach wrote:
    i've had an itchy arm, too.

    i'm....having problems in here....

    don't go in there

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    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Fri Oct 20 18:19:32 2023
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 5:14:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    i've had an itchy arm, too.

    i'm....having problems in here....

    don't go in there

    "you don't knock.... " ?

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Oct 20 18:32:36 2023
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 5:14:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    i've had an itchy arm, too.

    i'm....having problems in here....

    don't go in there

    "you don't knock.... " ?

    knock what

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Fri Oct 20 18:40:58 2023
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:32:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 5:14:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    i've had an itchy arm, too.

    i'm....having problems in here....

    don't go in there

    "you don't knock.... " ?

    knock what

    forget it, it was all a mistake ("the walk")

    i'm an idiot.

    i just want to be a person. :-(((

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Oct 20 18:48:58 2023
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:32:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 5:14:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    i've had an itchy arm, too.

    i'm....having problems in here....

    don't go in there

    "you don't knock.... " ?

    knock what

    forget it, it was all a mistake ("the walk")

    i'm an idiot.

    i just want to be a person. :-(((

    ok then go ahead

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Fri Oct 20 19:01:11 2023
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:49:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:32:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 5:14:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    i've had an itchy arm, too.

    i'm....having problems in here....

    don't go in there

    "you don't knock.... " ?

    knock what

    forget it, it was all a mistake ("the walk")

    i'm an idiot.

    i just want to be a person. :-(((

    ok then go ahead

    i did. i did my melatonin, and adjusted the flow of exogenous electricity in here.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Oct 20 19:15:07 2023
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:49:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:32:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 5:14:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    i've had an itchy arm, too.

    i'm....having problems in here....

    don't go in there

    "you don't knock.... " ?

    knock what

    forget it, it was all a mistake ("the walk")

    i'm an idiot.

    i just want to be a person. :-(((

    ok then go ahead

    i did. i did my melatonin, and adjusted the flow of exogenous electricity in here.

    what more do you need

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Oct 20 19:45:55 2023
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:15:17 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:49:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:32:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 5:14:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    i've had an itchy arm, too.

    i'm....having problems in here....

    don't go in there

    "you don't knock.... " ?

    knock what

    forget it, it was all a mistake ("the walk")

    i'm an idiot.

    i just want to be a person. :-(((

    ok then go ahead

    i did. i did my melatonin, and adjusted the flow of exogenous electricity in here.

    what more do you need

    a sweet jew ?

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7r6zKU8Syrw&t=1s

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Fri Oct 20 19:37:45 2023
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:15:17 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:49:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:32:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 5:14:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    i've had an itchy arm, too.

    i'm....having problems in here....

    don't go in there

    "you don't knock.... " ?

    knock what

    forget it, it was all a mistake ("the walk")

    i'm an idiot.

    i just want to be a person. :-(((

    ok then go ahead

    i did. i did my melatonin, and adjusted the flow of exogenous electricity in here.

    what more do you need

    a sweet jew ?

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Fri Oct 20 20:37:09 2023
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:46:08 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:15:17 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:49:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:32:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 5:14:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    i've had an itchy arm, too.

    i'm....having problems in here....

    don't go in there

    "you don't knock.... " ?

    knock what

    forget it, it was all a mistake ("the walk")

    i'm an idiot.

    i just want to be a person. :-(((

    ok then go ahead

    i did. i did my melatonin, and adjusted the flow of exogenous electricity in here.

    what more do you need

    a sweet jew ?

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7r6zKU8Syrw&t=1s

    a nice guy ?

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Oct 20 22:15:14 2023
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 8:37:11 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:46:08 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:15:17 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:49:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:32:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 5:14:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    i've had an itchy arm, too.

    i'm....having problems in here....

    don't go in there

    "you don't knock.... " ?

    knock what

    forget it, it was all a mistake ("the walk")

    i'm an idiot.

    i just want to be a person. :-(((

    ok then go ahead

    i did. i did my melatonin, and adjusted the flow of exogenous electricity in here.

    what more do you need

    a sweet jew ?

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7r6zKU8Syrw&t=1s
    a nice guy ?

    i just realized the times...where were you ?

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Oct 20 22:38:00 2023
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 10:15:15 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 8:37:11 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:46:08 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:15:17 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:49:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:32:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 5:14:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    i've had an itchy arm, too.

    i'm....having problems in here....

    don't go in there

    "you don't knock.... " ?

    knock what

    forget it, it was all a mistake ("the walk")

    i'm an idiot.

    i just want to be a person. :-(((

    ok then go ahead

    i did. i did my melatonin, and adjusted the flow of exogenous electricity in here.

    what more do you need

    a sweet jew ?

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7r6zKU8Syrw&t=1s
    a nice guy ?
    i just realized the times...where were you ?

    whisper: okay if it's past your bedtime see u tomorro ? :)? (i'm doing light's out too so not that much longer for mee :) )

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Oct 20 23:01:48 2023
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 10:38:01 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 10:15:15 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 8:37:11 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:46:08 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:15:17 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:49:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:32:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 5:14:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    i've had an itchy arm, too.

    i'm....having problems in here....

    don't go in there

    "you don't knock.... " ?

    knock what

    forget it, it was all a mistake ("the walk")

    i'm an idiot.

    i just want to be a person. :-(((

    ok then go ahead

    i did. i did my melatonin, and adjusted the flow of exogenous electricity in here.

    what more do you need

    a sweet jew ?

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7r6zKU8Syrw&t=1s
    a nice guy ?
    i just realized the times...where were you ?
    whisper: okay if it's past your bedtime see u tomorro ? :)? (i'm doing light's out too so not that much longer for mee :) )

    i have sushi here....sigh....it's not very good compared to other sources, but i am trying to acclimate myself to it for a change, ya know? to broaden my horizons, so to speak :)

    it's very not kosher :-/// i thought it was krab, but it's crab, according to the label...and kinda yucky, imopo... but if i got used to it.....i dunno.....hey, wanna see my asshole ? (no, just kidding :-((( it's not funny. i was trying to be funny, but
    i'm just not in the mood. i miss you so bad. :-((( )(speaking of which, remember in monster where he pours bleach on her? yikes)

    Xoxoxoxooxxooxoxooxxoxoox
    👄 <--- if woo wan' mee :-(((( r woo evah kumeen back ? i have a door 🚪in weho

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Oct 20 23:14:22 2023
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 11:01:50 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 10:38:01 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 10:15:15 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 8:37:11 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:46:08 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:15:17 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:49:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:32:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 5:14:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    i've had an itchy arm, too.

    i'm....having problems in here....

    don't go in there

    "you don't knock.... " ?

    knock what

    forget it, it was all a mistake ("the walk")

    i'm an idiot.

    i just want to be a person. :-(((

    ok then go ahead

    i did. i did my melatonin, and adjusted the flow of exogenous electricity in here.

    what more do you need

    a sweet jew ?

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7r6zKU8Syrw&t=1s
    a nice guy ?
    i just realized the times...where were you ?
    whisper: okay if it's past your bedtime see u tomorro ? :)? (i'm doing light's out too so not that much longer for mee :) )
    i have sushi here....sigh....it's not very good compared to other sources, but i am trying to acclimate myself to it for a change, ya know? to broaden my horizons, so to speak :)

    it's very not kosher :-/// i thought it was krab, but it's crab, according to the label...and kinda yucky, imopo... but if i got used to it.....i dunno.....hey, wanna see my asshole ? (no, just kidding :-((( it's not funny. i was trying to be funny,
    but i'm just not in the mood. i miss you so bad. :-((( )(speaking of which, remember in monster where he pours bleach on her? yikes)

    Xoxoxoxooxxooxoxooxxoxoox
    👄 <--- if woo wan' mee :-(((( r woo evah kumeen back ? i have a door 🚪in weho

    eesh mee , behine dee do' . :)

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Oct 20 23:25:47 2023
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 11:25:27 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 11:14:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 11:01:50 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 10:38:01 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 10:15:15 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 8:37:11 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:46:08 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:15:17 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:49:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:32:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 5:14:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    i've had an itchy arm, too.

    i'm....having problems in here....

    don't go in there

    "you don't knock.... " ?

    knock what

    forget it, it was all a mistake ("the walk")

    i'm an idiot.

    i just want to be a person. :-(((

    ok then go ahead

    i did. i did my melatonin, and adjusted the flow of exogenous electricity in here.

    what more do you need

    a sweet jew ?

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7r6zKU8Syrw&t=1s
    a nice guy ?
    i just realized the times...where were you ?
    whisper: okay if it's past your bedtime see u tomorro ? :)? (i'm doing light's out too so not that much longer for mee :) )
    i have sushi here....sigh....it's not very good compared to other sources, but i am trying to acclimate myself to it for a change, ya know? to broaden my horizons, so to speak :)

    it's very not kosher :-/// i thought it was krab, but it's crab, according to the label...and kinda yucky, imopo... but if i got used to it.....i dunno.....hey, wanna see my asshole ? (no, just kidding :-((( it's not funny. i was trying to be funny,
    but i'm just not in the mood. i miss you so bad. :-((( )(speaking of which, remember in monster where he pours bleach on her? yikes)

    Xoxoxoxooxxooxoxooxxoxoox
    👄 <--- if woo wan' mee :-(((( r woo evah kumeen back ? i have a door 🚪in weho
    eesh mee , behine dee do' . :)
    waah waah waah

    🫏

    hee haw

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Oct 20 23:55:26 2023
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 11:25:48 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 11:25:27 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 11:14:24 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 11:01:50 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 10:38:01 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 10:15:15 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 8:37:11 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:46:08 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:15:17 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:49:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:32:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 5:14:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    i've had an itchy arm, too.

    i'm....having problems in here....

    don't go in there

    "you don't knock.... " ?

    knock what

    forget it, it was all a mistake ("the walk")

    i'm an idiot.

    i just want to be a person. :-(((

    ok then go ahead

    i did. i did my melatonin, and adjusted the flow of exogenous electricity in here.

    what more do you need

    a sweet jew ?

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7r6zKU8Syrw&t=1s
    a nice guy ?
    i just realized the times...where were you ?
    whisper: okay if it's past your bedtime see u tomorro ? :)? (i'm doing light's out too so not that much longer for mee :) )
    i have sushi here....sigh....it's not very good compared to other sources, but i am trying to acclimate myself to it for a change, ya know? to broaden my horizons, so to speak :)

    it's very not kosher :-/// i thought it was krab, but it's crab, according to the label...and kinda yucky, imopo... but if i got used to it.....i dunno.....hey, wanna see my asshole ? (no, just kidding :-((( it's not funny. i was trying to be
    funny, but i'm just not in the mood. i miss you so bad. :-((( )(speaking of which, remember in monster where he pours bleach on her? yikes)

    Xoxoxoxooxxooxoxooxxoxoox
    👄 <--- if woo wan' mee :-(((( r woo evah kumeen back ? i have a door 🚪in weho
    eesh mee , behine dee do' . :)
    waah waah waah

    🫏
    hee haw

    i'm eating the second half of my pint of pistachio ice cream.

    fistookeem! :)

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to roach on Sat Oct 21 09:17:09 2023
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 10:15:15 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 8:37:11 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:46:08 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:15:17 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:49:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:32:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 5:14:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    i've had an itchy arm, too.

    i'm....having problems in here....

    don't go in there

    "you don't knock.... " ?

    knock what

    forget it, it was all a mistake ("the walk")

    i'm an idiot.

    i just want to be a person. :-(((

    ok then go ahead

    i did. i did my melatonin, and adjusted the flow of exogenous electricity in here.

    what more do you need

    a sweet jew ?

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7r6zKU8Syrw&t=1s
    a nice guy ?
    i just realized the times...where were you ?

    heh-woh ?

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to roach on Sat Oct 21 10:44:53 2023
    On Saturday, October 21, 2023 at 9:17:10 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 10:15:15 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 8:37:11 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:46:08 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:15:17 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:49:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:32:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 5:14:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    i've had an itchy arm, too.

    i'm....having problems in here....

    don't go in there

    "you don't knock.... " ?

    knock what

    forget it, it was all a mistake ("the walk")

    i'm an idiot.

    i just want to be a person. :-(((

    ok then go ahead

    i did. i did my melatonin, and adjusted the flow of exogenous electricity in here.

    what more do you need

    a sweet jew ?

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7r6zKU8Syrw&t=1s
    a nice guy ?
    i just realized the times...where were you ?
    heh-woh ?

    great.....where r u tonite sweet bobbee ?

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to roach on Sat Oct 21 13:50:00 2023
    On Saturday, October 21, 2023 at 10:44:54 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Saturday, October 21, 2023 at 9:17:10 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 10:15:15 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 8:37:11 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:46:08 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 7:15:17 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:49:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 6:32:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, October 20, 2023 at 5:14:12 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    i've had an itchy arm, too.

    i'm....having problems in here....

    don't go in there

    "you don't knock.... " ?

    knock what

    forget it, it was all a mistake ("the walk")

    i'm an idiot.

    i just want to be a person. :-(((

    ok then go ahead

    i did. i did my melatonin, and adjusted the flow of exogenous electricity in here.

    what more do you need

    a sweet jew ?

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7r6zKU8Syrw&t=1s
    a nice guy ?
    i just realized the times...where were you ?
    heh-woh ?
    great.....where r u tonite sweet bobbee ?

    that was a coincidence blowin' in the wind....i forgot today was today! :)

    XOXOOXOX

    "exactly!"

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)