• Re: JUST LOOK AT

    From Rachel@21:1/5 to roach on Tue Oct 5 16:56:39 2021
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:48:43 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:46:52 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    how great i am
    do you have arms

    nobody can comfort be but you....or marc...

    that was the end of the line for me. there is nobody else.

    what am i supposed to do?

    i am so sick.....it's....well.....sickening.

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Tue Oct 5 16:57:08 2021
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:56:40 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:48:43 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:46:52 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    how great i am
    do you have arms
    nobody can comfort be but you....or marc...

    that was the end of the line for me. there is nobody else.

    what am i supposed to do?

    i am so sick.....it's....well.....sickening.

    i almost threw up today b/c of this house. 16 mg zofran....

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Tue Oct 5 16:59:07 2021
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:57:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:56:40 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:48:43 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:46:52 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    how great i am
    do you have arms
    nobody can comfort be but you....or marc...

    that was the end of the line for me. there is nobody else.

    what am i supposed to do?

    i am so sick.....it's....well.....sickening.
    i almost threw up today b/c of this house. 16 mg zofran....

    everybody has somebody to hold him. but not me.

    what should i DO?!?!?!??!?

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Tue Oct 5 17:00:11 2021
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:59:08 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:57:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:56:40 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:48:43 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:46:52 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    how great i am
    do you have arms
    nobody can comfort be but you....or marc...

    that was the end of the line for me. there is nobody else.

    what am i supposed to do?

    i am so sick.....it's....well.....sickening.
    i almost threw up today b/c of this house. 16 mg zofran....
    everybody has somebody to hold him. but not me.

    what should i DO?!?!?!??!?

    i'm terribly ill b/c of this house, and nobody will help me.

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  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Tue Oct 5 17:07:31 2021
    On 2021-10-05 4:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:57:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:56:40 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:48:43 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:46:52 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    how great i am
    do you have arms
    nobody can comfort be but you....or marc...

    that was the end of the line for me. there is nobody else.

    what am i supposed to do?

    i am so sick.....it's....well.....sickening.
    i almost threw up today b/c of this house. 16 mg zofran....

    everybody has somebody to hold him. but not me.

    what should i DO?!?!?!??!?


    https://www.cuddlecomfort.com/

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Tue Oct 5 17:12:04 2021
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 5:07:37 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-05 4:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:57:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:56:40 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:48:43 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:46:52 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    how great i am
    do you have arms
    nobody can comfort be but you....or marc...

    that was the end of the line for me. there is nobody else.

    what am i supposed to do?

    i am so sick.....it's....well.....sickening.
    i almost threw up today b/c of this house. 16 mg zofran....

    everybody has somebody to hold him. but not me.

    what should i DO?!?!?!??!?

    https://www.cuddlecomfort.com/

    thank you. i started crying hard.

    what about covid?

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Tue Oct 5 17:12:29 2021
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 5:12:05 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 5:07:37 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-05 4:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:57:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:56:40 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:48:43 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:46:52 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    how great i am
    do you have arms
    nobody can comfort be but you....or marc...

    that was the end of the line for me. there is nobody else.

    what am i supposed to do?

    i am so sick.....it's....well.....sickening.
    i almost threw up today b/c of this house. 16 mg zofran....

    everybody has somebody to hold him. but not me.

    what should i DO?!?!?!??!?

    https://www.cuddlecomfort.com/
    thank you. i started crying hard.

    what about covid?

    i wanted us to make a pod.

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  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Tue Oct 5 16:48:42 2021
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:46:52 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    how great i am

    do you have arms

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  • From %@21:1/5 to All on Tue Oct 5 16:46:47 2021
    .

    how great i am

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Tue Oct 5 17:36:07 2021
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 5:30:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 5:12:30 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 5:12:05 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 5:07:37 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-05 4:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:57:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:56:40 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:48:43 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:46:52 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    how great i am
    do you have arms
    nobody can comfort be but you....or marc...

    that was the end of the line for me. there is nobody else.

    what am i supposed to do?

    i am so sick.....it's....well.....sickening.
    i almost threw up today b/c of this house. 16 mg zofran....

    everybody has somebody to hold him. but not me.

    what should i DO?!?!?!??!?

    https://www.cuddlecomfort.com/
    thank you. i started crying hard.

    what about covid?
    i wanted us to make a pod.
    see, i couldn't do that anyway, cuz my roommate at the board and care, she was there cuz she hired a masseur, and he came to her house, and raped her.

    that's also why i am scared to do something like volunteer at cedars. getting stalked. it's scary living in a big city. like that man who said to me, in the russian bakery, on my way home from tennis, a sweaty mess, you better be careful going around
    like that, you could get raped.

    so uh.....yeah. not happenin'.
    long tennis pants, a nike t--shirt, no make-up., hair on a pony tail, a swiss army backpack with a used racquet in it.

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Tue Oct 5 17:30:24 2021
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 5:12:30 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 5:12:05 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 5:07:37 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-05 4:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:57:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:56:40 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:48:43 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:46:52 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    how great i am
    do you have arms
    nobody can comfort be but you....or marc...

    that was the end of the line for me. there is nobody else.

    what am i supposed to do?

    i am so sick.....it's....well.....sickening.
    i almost threw up today b/c of this house. 16 mg zofran....

    everybody has somebody to hold him. but not me.

    what should i DO?!?!?!??!?

    https://www.cuddlecomfort.com/
    thank you. i started crying hard.

    what about covid?
    i wanted us to make a pod.

    see, i couldn't do that anyway, cuz my roommate at the board and care, she was there cuz she hired a masseur, and he came to her house, and raped her.

    that's also why i am scared to do something like volunteer at cedars. getting stalked. it's scary living in a big city. like that man who said to me, in the russian bakery, on my way home from tennis, a sweaty mess, you better be careful going around
    like that, you could get raped.

    so uh.....yeah. not happenin'.

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Wed Oct 6 07:38:51 2021
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 5:36:08 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 5:30:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 5:12:30 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 5:12:05 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 5:07:37 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-05 4:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:57:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:56:40 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>> On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:48:43 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>> On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:46:52 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    how great i am
    do you have arms
    nobody can comfort be but you....or marc...

    that was the end of the line for me. there is nobody else.

    what am i supposed to do?

    i am so sick.....it's....well.....sickening.
    i almost threw up today b/c of this house. 16 mg zofran....

    everybody has somebody to hold him. but not me.

    what should i DO?!?!?!??!?

    https://www.cuddlecomfort.com/
    thank you. i started crying hard.

    what about covid?
    i wanted us to make a pod.
    see, i couldn't do that anyway, cuz my roommate at the board and care, she was there cuz she hired a masseur, and he came to her house, and raped her.

    that's also why i am scared to do something like volunteer at cedars. getting stalked. it's scary living in a big city. like that man who said to me, in the russian bakery, on my way home from tennis, a sweaty mess, you better be careful going around
    like that, you could get raped.

    so uh.....yeah. not happenin'.
    long tennis pants, a nike t--shirt, no make-up., hair on a pony tail, a swiss army backpack with a used racquet in it.

    thanks for trying, though.

    i wish you could understand....it's not that complicated.

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  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Wed Oct 6 11:37:34 2021
    XPost: alt.slack

    On 10/5/2021 8:36 PM, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 5:30:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 5:12:30 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 5:12:05 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 5:07:37 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-05 4:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:57:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:56:40 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:48:43 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>> On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:46:52 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    how great i am
    do you have arms
    nobody can comfort be but you....or marc...

    that was the end of the line for me. there is nobody else.

    what am i supposed to do?

    i am so sick.....it's....well.....sickening.
    i almost threw up today b/c of this house. 16 mg zofran....

    everybody has somebody to hold him. but not me.

    what should i DO?!?!?!??!?

    https://www.cuddlecomfort.com/
    thank you. i started crying hard.

    what about covid?
    i wanted us to make a pod.
    see, i couldn't do that anyway, cuz my roommate at the board and care, she was there cuz she hired a masseur, and he came to her house, and raped her.

    that's also why i am scared to do something like volunteer at cedars. getting stalked. it's scary living in a big city. like that man who said to me, in the russian bakery, on my way home from tennis, a sweaty mess, you better be careful going around
    like that, you could get raped.

    so uh.....yeah. not happenin'.
    long tennis pants, a nike t--shirt, no make-up., hair on a pony tail, a swiss army backpack with a used racquet in it.

    my cat pissed on my backpack so i had to throw it
    away, i miss that cat

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Wed Oct 6 08:39:06 2021
    On Wednesday, October 6, 2021 at 8:37:36 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 10/5/2021 8:36 PM, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 5:30:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 5:12:30 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 5:12:05 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 5:07:37 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-05 4:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:57:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>> On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:56:40 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>> On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:48:43 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>> On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:46:52 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> .

    how great i am
    do you have arms
    nobody can comfort be but you....or marc...

    that was the end of the line for me. there is nobody else.

    what am i supposed to do?

    i am so sick.....it's....well.....sickening.
    i almost threw up today b/c of this house. 16 mg zofran....

    everybody has somebody to hold him. but not me.

    what should i DO?!?!?!??!?

    https://www.cuddlecomfort.com/
    thank you. i started crying hard.

    what about covid?
    i wanted us to make a pod.
    see, i couldn't do that anyway, cuz my roommate at the board and care, she was there cuz she hired a masseur, and he came to her house, and raped her.

    that's also why i am scared to do something like volunteer at cedars. getting stalked. it's scary living in a big city. like that man who said to me, in the russian bakery, on my way home from tennis, a sweaty mess, you better be careful going
    around like that, you could get raped.

    so uh.....yeah. not happenin'.
    long tennis pants, a nike t--shirt, no make-up., hair on a pony tail, a swiss army backpack with a used racquet in it.

    my cat pissed on my backpack so i had to throw it
    away, i miss that cat

    but you can always remember him every time you use your backpack

    what was his name

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  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Wed Oct 6 11:54:49 2021
    On 10/6/2021 11:39 AM, Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, October 6, 2021 at 8:37:36 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 10/5/2021 8:36 PM, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 5:30:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 5:12:30 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 5:12:05 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 5:07:37 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-05 4:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:57:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>> On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:56:40 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:48:43 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:46:52 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> .

    how great i am
    do you have arms
    nobody can comfort be but you....or marc...

    that was the end of the line for me. there is nobody else. >>>>>>>>>>
    what am i supposed to do?

    i am so sick.....it's....well.....sickening.
    i almost threw up today b/c of this house. 16 mg zofran....

    everybody has somebody to hold him. but not me.

    what should i DO?!?!?!??!?

    https://www.cuddlecomfort.com/
    thank you. i started crying hard.

    what about covid?
    i wanted us to make a pod.
    see, i couldn't do that anyway, cuz my roommate at the board and care, she was there cuz she hired a masseur, and he came to her house, and raped her.

    that's also why i am scared to do something like volunteer at cedars. getting stalked. it's scary living in a big city. like that man who said to me, in the russian bakery, on my way home from tennis, a sweaty mess, you better be careful going
    around like that, you could get raped.

    so uh.....yeah. not happenin'.
    long tennis pants, a nike t--shirt, no make-up., hair on a pony tail, a swiss army backpack with a used racquet in it.

    my cat pissed on my backpack so i had to throw it
    away, i miss that cat

    but you can always remember him every time you use your backpack

    what was his name

    whizz

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Wed Oct 6 09:15:30 2021
    On Wednesday, October 6, 2021 at 8:54:50 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 10/6/2021 11:39 AM, Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, October 6, 2021 at 8:37:36 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 10/5/2021 8:36 PM, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 5:30:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 5:12:30 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 5:12:05 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 5:07:37 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-05 4:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:57:09 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>> On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:56:40 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:48:43 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Tuesday, October 5, 2021 at 4:46:52 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> .

    how great i am
    do you have arms
    nobody can comfort be but you....or marc...

    that was the end of the line for me. there is nobody else. >>>>>>>>>>
    what am i supposed to do?

    i am so sick.....it's....well.....sickening.
    i almost threw up today b/c of this house. 16 mg zofran.... >>>>>>>>
    everybody has somebody to hold him. but not me.

    what should i DO?!?!?!??!?

    https://www.cuddlecomfort.com/
    thank you. i started crying hard.

    what about covid?
    i wanted us to make a pod.
    see, i couldn't do that anyway, cuz my roommate at the board and care, she was there cuz she hired a masseur, and he came to her house, and raped her.

    that's also why i am scared to do something like volunteer at cedars. getting stalked. it's scary living in a big city. like that man who said to me, in the russian bakery, on my way home from tennis, a sweaty mess, you better be careful going
    around like that, you could get raped.

    so uh.....yeah. not happenin'.
    long tennis pants, a nike t--shirt, no make-up., hair on a pony tail, a swiss army backpack with a used racquet in it.

    my cat pissed on my backpack so i had to throw it
    away, i miss that cat

    but you can always remember him every time you use your backpack

    what was his name

    whizz

    i named my temporary cat dignity (diggy for short) cuz this was when i just rescued him collarless from the streets, with fleas and everything, and it was near the beginning, and he desperately needed to pee, but i didn't know, and he went in an empty
    cardboard box that just happened to be in the living room. (before one ordered stuff off the computer, or me at least)

    that was nice of him. :-)

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