• DI YOU MISS ME PEE HOLE

    From %@21:1/5 to All on Sun Oct 17 12:35:35 2021
    .

    hi

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  • From %@21:1/5 to All on Sun Oct 17 15:54:24 2021
    XPost: alt.slack

    On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote:
    hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Sun Oct 17 16:26:23 2021
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote:
    hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing

    ginger root beer ?

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  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sun Oct 17 18:44:00 2021
    On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote:
    hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing
    ginger root beer ?

    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sun Oct 17 18:42:56 2021
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote:
    hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing
    ginger root beer ?

    BRUNO!!!!

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sun Oct 17 19:00:26 2021
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 7:00:01 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 6:44:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote:
    hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing
    ginger root beer ?

    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino
    gezundeit.

    oops missed an h....

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Sun Oct 17 19:00:00 2021
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 6:44:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote:
    hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing
    ginger root beer ?

    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

    gezundeit.

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  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Sun Oct 17 20:24:19 2021
    On 2021-10-17 7:00 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 6:44:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote:
    hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing
    ginger root beer ?

    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

    gesundheit.

    avenke

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Mon Oct 18 08:59:40 2021
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 8:24:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 7:00 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 6:44:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote:
    hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing
    ginger root beer ?

    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

    gesundheit.

    avenke

    oh wilbur....you're adorable!!! (the other wilbur)

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Mon Oct 18 11:39:32 2021
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:59:41 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 8:24:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 7:00 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 6:44:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote:
    hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing
    ginger root beer ?

    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

    gesundheit.

    avenke
    oh wilbur....you're adorable!!! (the other wilbur)

    i mean, you're the other wilbur. you were probably the amorphous wilbur who snuck into my haiku collection tears of the rainbow, third edition. ;-)

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  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Mon Oct 18 12:09:41 2021
    On 2021-10-18 11:39 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:59:41 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 8:24:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 7:00 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 6:44:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote:
    hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing
    ginger root beer ?

    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

    gesundheit.

    avenke
    oh wilbur....you're adorable!!! (the other wilbur)

    i mean, you're the other wilbur. you were probably the amorphous wilbur who snuck into my haiku collection tears of the rainbow, third edition. ;-)

    i own the chinese laundry

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  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Mon Oct 18 12:56:53 2021
    On 2021-10-18 12:49 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:09:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 11:39 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:59:41 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 8:24:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 7:00 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 6:44:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote:
    hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing
    ginger root beer ?

    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

    gesundheit.

    avenke
    oh wilbur....you're adorable!!! (the other wilbur)

    i mean, you're the other wilbur. you were probably the amorphous wilbur who snuck into my haiku collection tears of the rainbow, third edition. ;-)

    i own the chinese laundry

    is it true that it all comes out in the wash

    no

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Mon Oct 18 12:49:44 2021
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:09:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 11:39 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:59:41 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 8:24:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 7:00 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 6:44:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote:
    hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing
    ginger root beer ?

    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

    gesundheit.

    avenke
    oh wilbur....you're adorable!!! (the other wilbur)

    i mean, you're the other wilbur. you were probably the amorphous wilbur who snuck into my haiku collection tears of the rainbow, third edition. ;-)

    i own the chinese laundry

    is it true that it all comes out in the wash

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Mon Oct 18 12:59:32 2021
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:56:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 12:49 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:09:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 11:39 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:59:41 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 8:24:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 7:00 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 6:44:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote:
    hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing
    ginger root beer ?

    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

    gesundheit.

    avenke
    oh wilbur....you're adorable!!! (the other wilbur)

    i mean, you're the other wilbur. you were probably the amorphous wilbur who snuck into my haiku collection tears of the rainbow, third edition. ;-)

    i own the chinese laundry

    is it true that it all comes out in the wash

    no

    i miss you

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  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Mon Oct 18 13:01:56 2021
    On 2021-10-18 12:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:56:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 12:49 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:09:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 11:39 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:59:41 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 8:24:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 7:00 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 6:44:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote:
    hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing
    ginger root beer ?

    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

    gesundheit.

    avenke
    oh wilbur....you're adorable!!! (the other wilbur)

    i mean, you're the other wilbur. you were probably the amorphous wilbur who snuck into my haiku collection tears of the rainbow, third edition. ;-)

    i own the chinese laundry

    is it true that it all comes out in the wash

    no

    i miss you

    i know

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Mon Oct 18 13:04:40 2021
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:02:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 12:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:56:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 12:49 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:09:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 11:39 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:59:41 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 8:24:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 7:00 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 6:44:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote:
    hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing
    ginger root beer ?

    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

    gesundheit.

    avenke
    oh wilbur....you're adorable!!! (the other wilbur)

    i mean, you're the other wilbur. you were probably the amorphous wilbur who snuck into my haiku collection tears of the rainbow, third edition. ;-)

    i own the chinese laundry

    is it true that it all comes out in the wash

    no

    i miss you

    i know

    i'm insecure, too

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  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Mon Oct 18 13:51:12 2021
    On 2021-10-18 1:04 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:02:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 12:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:56:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 12:49 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:09:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 11:39 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:59:41 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 8:24:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 7:00 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 6:44:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote:
    hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing
    ginger root beer ?

    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

    gesundheit.

    avenke
    oh wilbur....you're adorable!!! (the other wilbur)

    i mean, you're the other wilbur. you were probably the amorphous wilbur who snuck into my haiku collection tears of the rainbow, third edition. ;-)

    i own the chinese laundry

    is it true that it all comes out in the wash

    no

    i miss you

    i know

    i'm insecure, too

    i know

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Mon Oct 18 15:54:46 2021
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:51:17 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 1:04 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:02:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 12:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:56:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 12:49 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:09:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 11:39 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:59:41 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 8:24:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 7:00 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 6:44:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote:
    hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing
    ginger root beer ?

    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

    gesundheit.

    avenke
    oh wilbur....you're adorable!!! (the other wilbur)

    i mean, you're the other wilbur. you were probably the amorphous wilbur who snuck into my haiku collection tears of the rainbow, third edition. ;-)

    i own the chinese laundry

    is it true that it all comes out in the wash

    no

    i miss you

    i know

    i'm insecure, too

    i know

    is there anything you dont know

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  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Mon Oct 18 16:04:08 2021
    On 2021-10-18 3:54 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:51:17 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 1:04 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:02:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 12:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:56:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 12:49 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:09:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 11:39 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:59:41 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 8:24:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-17 7:00 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 6:44:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote:
    hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing
    ginger root beer ?

    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

    gesundheit.

    avenke
    oh wilbur....you're adorable!!! (the other wilbur)

    i mean, you're the other wilbur. you were probably the amorphous wilbur who snuck into my haiku collection tears of the rainbow, third edition. ;-)

    i own the chinese laundry

    is it true that it all comes out in the wash

    no

    i miss you

    i know

    i'm insecure, too

    i know

    is there anything you dont know

    no

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Mon Oct 18 17:06:43 2021
    On 2021-10-18 4:51 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 4:04:15 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 3:54 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:51:17 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 1:04 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:02:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 12:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:56:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 12:49 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:09:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 11:39 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:59:41 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 8:24:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-17 7:00 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 6:44:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote:
    hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing
    ginger root beer ?

    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

    gesundheit.

    avenke
    oh wilbur....you're adorable!!! (the other wilbur)

    i mean, you're the other wilbur. you were probably the amorphous wilbur who snuck into my haiku collection tears of the rainbow, third edition. ;-)

    i own the chinese laundry

    is it true that it all comes out in the wash

    no

    i miss you

    i know

    i'm insecure, too

    i know

    is there anything you dont know

    no

    why did reuben start being mean to me

    he likely got tired of the same run around each day

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Mon Oct 18 17:10:11 2021
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 5:06:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 4:51 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 4:04:15 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 3:54 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:51:17 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 1:04 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:02:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 12:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:56:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 12:49 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:09:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 11:39 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:59:41 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 8:24:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-17 7:00 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 6:44:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote:
    hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ginger root beer ?

    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

    gesundheit.

    avenke
    oh wilbur....you're adorable!!! (the other wilbur)

    i mean, you're the other wilbur. you were probably the amorphous wilbur who snuck into my haiku collection tears of the rainbow, third edition. ;-)

    i own the chinese laundry

    is it true that it all comes out in the wash

    no

    i miss you

    i know

    i'm insecure, too

    i know

    is there anything you dont know

    no

    why did reuben start being mean to me

    he likely got tired of the same run around each day

    how do you mean each day

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Mon Oct 18 16:51:53 2021
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 4:04:15 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 3:54 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:51:17 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 1:04 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:02:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 12:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:56:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 12:49 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:09:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 11:39 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:59:41 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 8:24:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-17 7:00 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 6:44:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote:
    hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing
    ginger root beer ?

    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

    gesundheit.

    avenke
    oh wilbur....you're adorable!!! (the other wilbur)

    i mean, you're the other wilbur. you were probably the amorphous wilbur who snuck into my haiku collection tears of the rainbow, third edition. ;-)

    i own the chinese laundry

    is it true that it all comes out in the wash

    no

    i miss you

    i know

    i'm insecure, too

    i know

    is there anything you dont know

    no

    why did reuben start being mean to me

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Mon Oct 18 18:01:23 2021
    On 2021-10-18 5:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 5:06:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 4:51 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 4:04:15 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 3:54 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:51:17 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 1:04 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:02:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 12:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:56:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 12:49 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:09:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 11:39 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:59:41 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 8:24:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-17 7:00 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 6:44:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote:
    hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ginger root beer ?

    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

    gesundheit.

    avenke
    oh wilbur....you're adorable!!! (the other wilbur)

    i mean, you're the other wilbur. you were probably the amorphous wilbur who snuck into my haiku collection tears of the rainbow, third edition. ;-)

    i own the chinese laundry

    is it true that it all comes out in the wash

    no

    i miss you

    i know

    i'm insecure, too

    i know

    is there anything you dont know

    no

    why did reuben start being mean to me

    he likely got tired of the same run around each day

    how do you mean each day

    that means one day followed by the next day

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Mon Oct 18 18:22:21 2021
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 6:01:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 5:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 5:06:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 4:51 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 4:04:15 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 3:54 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:51:17 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 1:04 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:02:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 12:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:56:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 12:49 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:09:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 11:39 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:59:41 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 8:24:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-17 7:00 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 6:44:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote:
    hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ginger root beer ?

    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

    gesundheit.

    avenke
    oh wilbur....you're adorable!!! (the other wilbur) >>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i mean, you're the other wilbur. you were probably the amorphous wilbur who snuck into my haiku collection tears of the rainbow, third edition. ;-)

    i own the chinese laundry

    is it true that it all comes out in the wash

    no

    i miss you

    i know

    i'm insecure, too

    i know

    is there anything you dont know

    no

    why did reuben start being mean to me

    he likely got tired of the same run around each day

    how do you mean each day

    that means one day followed by the next day

    but according to him, he kept doing it. in fact, he had already re-filled the slot with someone else, after he *said* he thought i meant a break as in end our meetings permanently, and i just meant a breather, because he was suddenly being incredibly
    mean, and i didn't know why, and that's what i decided was the best thing, but then he went and ended it completely.

    and our meetings were so special, at least to me, he was helping me keep my head above water, my best friend in real life, even if it was professional. he was such a special person, i thought.

    i thought we were having such a good time. (even though i had an endless slew of trials and tribulations, but at least i had a place to vent, too, someone whom i *thought* "cared.")

    it's like i lost everybody all at once. it was incredibly traumatic. even you stopped, too, and that forced me to come back here, to continue talking with you.

    he always seemed to be happy, and this went on for 10 long years, why would he suddenly get tired of ONLY ME?

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Mon Oct 18 19:19:01 2021
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:16:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 6:22 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 6:01:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 5:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 5:06:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 4:51 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 4:04:15 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 3:54 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:51:17 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 1:04 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:02:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 12:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:56:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 12:49 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:09:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 11:39 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:59:41 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 8:24:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-17 7:00 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 6:44:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ginger root beer ?

    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

    gesundheit.

    avenke
    oh wilbur....you're adorable!!! (the other wilbur) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i mean, you're the other wilbur. you were probably the amorphous wilbur who snuck into my haiku collection tears of the rainbow, third edition. ;-)

    i own the chinese laundry

    is it true that it all comes out in the wash

    no

    i miss you

    i know

    i'm insecure, too

    i know

    is there anything you dont know

    no

    why did reuben start being mean to me

    he likely got tired of the same run around each day

    how do you mean each day

    that means one day followed by the next day

    but according to him, he kept doing it. in fact, he had already re-filled the slot with someone else, after he *said* he thought i meant a break as in end our meetings permanently, and i just meant a breather, because he was suddenly being incredibly
    mean, and i didn't know why, and that's what i decided was the best thing, but then he went and ended it completely.

    and our meetings were so special, at least to me, he was helping me keep my head above water, my best friend in real life, even if it was professional. he was such a special person, i thought.

    i thought we were having such a good time. (even though i had an endless slew of trials and tribulations, but at least i had a place to vent, too, someone whom i *thought* "cared.")

    it's like i lost everybody all at once. it was incredibly traumatic. even you stopped, too, and that forced me to come back here, to continue talking with you.

    he always seemed to be happy, and this went on for 10 long years, why would he suddenly get tired of ONLY ME?

    ask him send him this post in a mail

    i already sent him three letters asking why he was so mean to me, and he didn't write me back, afaik.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Mon Oct 18 19:16:32 2021
    On 2021-10-18 6:22 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 6:01:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 5:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 5:06:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 4:51 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 4:04:15 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 3:54 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:51:17 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 1:04 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:02:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 12:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:56:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 12:49 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:09:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 11:39 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:59:41 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 8:24:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-17 7:00 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 6:44:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote:
    hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ginger root beer ?

    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

    gesundheit.

    avenke
    oh wilbur....you're adorable!!! (the other wilbur) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i mean, you're the other wilbur. you were probably the amorphous wilbur who snuck into my haiku collection tears of the rainbow, third edition. ;-)

    i own the chinese laundry

    is it true that it all comes out in the wash

    no

    i miss you

    i know

    i'm insecure, too

    i know

    is there anything you dont know

    no

    why did reuben start being mean to me

    he likely got tired of the same run around each day

    how do you mean each day

    that means one day followed by the next day

    but according to him, he kept doing it. in fact, he had already re-filled the slot with someone else, after he *said* he thought i meant a break as in end our meetings permanently, and i just meant a breather, because he was suddenly being incredibly
    mean, and i didn't know why, and that's what i decided was the best thing, but then he went and ended it completely.

    and our meetings were so special, at least to me, he was helping me keep my head above water, my best friend in real life, even if it was professional. he was such a special person, i thought.

    i thought we were having such a good time. (even though i had an endless slew of trials and tribulations, but at least i had a place to vent, too, someone whom i *thought* "cared.")

    it's like i lost everybody all at once. it was incredibly traumatic. even you stopped, too, and that forced me to come back here, to continue talking with you.

    he always seemed to be happy, and this went on for 10 long years, why would he suddenly get tired of ONLY ME?

    ask him send him this post in a mail

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Mon Oct 18 19:20:38 2021
    On 2021-10-18 7:19 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:16:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 6:22 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 6:01:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 5:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 5:06:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 4:51 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 4:04:15 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 3:54 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:51:17 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 1:04 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:02:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 12:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:56:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 12:49 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:09:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 11:39 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:59:41 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 8:24:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-17 7:00 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 6:44:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ginger root beer ?

    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

    gesundheit.

    avenke
    oh wilbur....you're adorable!!! (the other wilbur) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i mean, you're the other wilbur. you were probably the amorphous wilbur who snuck into my haiku collection tears of the rainbow, third edition. ;-)

    i own the chinese laundry

    is it true that it all comes out in the wash

    no

    i miss you

    i know

    i'm insecure, too

    i know

    is there anything you dont know

    no

    why did reuben start being mean to me

    he likely got tired of the same run around each day

    how do you mean each day

    that means one day followed by the next day

    but according to him, he kept doing it. in fact, he had already re-filled the slot with someone else, after he *said* he thought i meant a break as in end our meetings permanently, and i just meant a breather, because he was suddenly being incredibly
    mean, and i didn't know why, and that's what i decided was the best thing, but then he went and ended it completely.

    and our meetings were so special, at least to me, he was helping me keep my head above water, my best friend in real life, even if it was professional. he was such a special person, i thought.

    i thought we were having such a good time. (even though i had an endless slew of trials and tribulations, but at least i had a place to vent, too, someone whom i *thought* "cared.")

    it's like i lost everybody all at once. it was incredibly traumatic. even you stopped, too, and that forced me to come back here, to continue talking with you.

    he always seemed to be happy, and this went on for 10 long years, why would he suddenly get tired of ONLY ME?

    ask him send him this post in a mail

    i already sent him three letters asking why he was so mean to me, and he didn't write me back, afaik.

    find a new person to talk to

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Mon Oct 18 19:19:24 2021
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:19:02 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:16:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 6:22 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 6:01:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 5:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 5:06:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 4:51 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 4:04:15 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 3:54 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:51:17 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 1:04 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:02:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 12:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:56:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 12:49 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:09:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 11:39 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:59:41 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 8:24:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-17 7:00 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 6:44:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ginger root beer ?

    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

    gesundheit.

    avenke
    oh wilbur....you're adorable!!! (the other wilbur) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i mean, you're the other wilbur. you were probably the amorphous wilbur who snuck into my haiku collection tears of the rainbow, third edition. ;-)

    i own the chinese laundry

    is it true that it all comes out in the wash

    no

    i miss you

    i know

    i'm insecure, too

    i know

    is there anything you dont know

    no

    why did reuben start being mean to me

    he likely got tired of the same run around each day

    how do you mean each day

    that means one day followed by the next day

    but according to him, he kept doing it. in fact, he had already re-filled the slot with someone else, after he *said* he thought i meant a break as in end our meetings permanently, and i just meant a breather, because he was suddenly being
    incredibly mean, and i didn't know why, and that's what i decided was the best thing, but then he went and ended it completely.

    and our meetings were so special, at least to me, he was helping me keep my head above water, my best friend in real life, even if it was professional. he was such a special person, i thought.

    i thought we were having such a good time. (even though i had an endless slew of trials and tribulations, but at least i had a place to vent, too, someone whom i *thought* "cared.")

    it's like i lost everybody all at once. it was incredibly traumatic. even you stopped, too, and that forced me to come back here, to continue talking with you.

    he always seemed to be happy, and this went on for 10 long years, why would he suddenly get tired of ONLY ME?

    ask him send him this post in a mail
    i already sent him three letters asking why he was so mean to me, and he didn't write me back, afaik.

    so now what ?

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Mon Oct 18 19:23:15 2021
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:20:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 7:19 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:16:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 6:22 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 6:01:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 5:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 5:06:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 4:51 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 4:04:15 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 3:54 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:51:17 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 1:04 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:02:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 12:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:56:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 12:49 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:09:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 11:39 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:59:41 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 8:24:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-17 7:00 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 6:44:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ginger root beer ?

    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

    gesundheit.

    avenke
    oh wilbur....you're adorable!!! (the other wilbur) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i mean, you're the other wilbur. you were probably the amorphous wilbur who snuck into my haiku collection tears of the rainbow, third edition. ;-)

    i own the chinese laundry

    is it true that it all comes out in the wash

    no

    i miss you

    i know

    i'm insecure, too

    i know

    is there anything you dont know

    no

    why did reuben start being mean to me

    he likely got tired of the same run around each day

    how do you mean each day

    that means one day followed by the next day

    but according to him, he kept doing it. in fact, he had already re-filled the slot with someone else, after he *said* he thought i meant a break as in end our meetings permanently, and i just meant a breather, because he was suddenly being
    incredibly mean, and i didn't know why, and that's what i decided was the best thing, but then he went and ended it completely.

    and our meetings were so special, at least to me, he was helping me keep my head above water, my best friend in real life, even if it was professional. he was such a special person, i thought.

    i thought we were having such a good time. (even though i had an endless slew of trials and tribulations, but at least i had a place to vent, too, someone whom i *thought* "cared.")

    it's like i lost everybody all at once. it was incredibly traumatic. even you stopped, too, and that forced me to come back here, to continue talking with you.

    he always seemed to be happy, and this went on for 10 long years, why would he suddenly get tired of ONLY ME?

    ask him send him this post in a mail

    i already sent him three letters asking why he was so mean to me, and he didn't write me back, afaik.

    find a new person to talk to

    but why did he leave me

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Mon Oct 18 19:26:57 2021
    On 2021-10-18 7:23 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:20:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 7:19 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:16:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 6:22 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 6:01:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 5:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 5:06:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 4:51 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 4:04:15 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 3:54 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:51:17 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 1:04 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:02:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 12:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:56:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 12:49 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:09:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 11:39 a.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:59:41 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 8:24:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-17 7:00 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 6:44:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ginger root beer ?

    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

    gesundheit.

    avenke
    oh wilbur....you're adorable!!! (the other wilbur) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i mean, you're the other wilbur. you were probably the amorphous wilbur who snuck into my haiku collection tears of the rainbow, third edition. ;-)

    i own the chinese laundry

    is it true that it all comes out in the wash >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no

    i miss you

    i know

    i'm insecure, too

    i know

    is there anything you dont know

    no

    why did reuben start being mean to me

    he likely got tired of the same run around each day

    how do you mean each day

    that means one day followed by the next day

    but according to him, he kept doing it. in fact, he had already re-filled the slot with someone else, after he *said* he thought i meant a break as in end our meetings permanently, and i just meant a breather, because he was suddenly being
    incredibly mean, and i didn't know why, and that's what i decided was the best thing, but then he went and ended it completely.

    and our meetings were so special, at least to me, he was helping me keep my head above water, my best friend in real life, even if it was professional. he was such a special person, i thought.

    i thought we were having such a good time. (even though i had an endless slew of trials and tribulations, but at least i had a place to vent, too, someone whom i *thought* "cared.")

    it's like i lost everybody all at once. it was incredibly traumatic. even you stopped, too, and that forced me to come back here, to continue talking with you.

    he always seemed to be happy, and this went on for 10 long years, why would he suddenly get tired of ONLY ME?

    ask him send him this post in a mail

    i already sent him three letters asking why he was so mean to me, and he didn't write me back, afaik.

    find a new person to talk to

    but why did he leave me

    he likely felt like it wasn't going anywhere i can't say i don't know
    him if you want to know why you'll have to ask him

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Mon Oct 18 19:29:04 2021
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:27:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 7:23 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:20:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 7:19 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:16:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 6:22 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 6:01:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 5:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 5:06:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 4:51 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 4:04:15 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 3:54 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:51:17 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 1:04 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:02:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 12:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:56:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 12:49 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:09:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 11:39 a.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:59:41 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 8:24:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 7:00 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 6:44:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ginger root beer ?

    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

    gesundheit.

    avenke
    oh wilbur....you're adorable!!! (the other wilbur) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i mean, you're the other wilbur. you were probably the amorphous wilbur who snuck into my haiku collection tears of the rainbow, third edition. ;-)

    i own the chinese laundry

    is it true that it all comes out in the wash >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no

    i miss you

    i know

    i'm insecure, too

    i know

    is there anything you dont know

    no

    why did reuben start being mean to me

    he likely got tired of the same run around each day

    how do you mean each day

    that means one day followed by the next day

    but according to him, he kept doing it. in fact, he had already re-filled the slot with someone else, after he *said* he thought i meant a break as in end our meetings permanently, and i just meant a breather, because he was suddenly being
    incredibly mean, and i didn't know why, and that's what i decided was the best thing, but then he went and ended it completely.

    and our meetings were so special, at least to me, he was helping me keep my head above water, my best friend in real life, even if it was professional. he was such a special person, i thought.

    i thought we were having such a good time. (even though i had an endless slew of trials and tribulations, but at least i had a place to vent, too, someone whom i *thought* "cared.")

    it's like i lost everybody all at once. it was incredibly traumatic. even you stopped, too, and that forced me to come back here, to continue talking with you.

    he always seemed to be happy, and this went on for 10 long years, why would he suddenly get tired of ONLY ME?

    ask him send him this post in a mail

    i already sent him three letters asking why he was so mean to me, and he didn't write me back, afaik.

    find a new person to talk to

    but why did he leave me

    he likely felt like it wasn't going anywhere i can't say i don't know
    him if you want to know why you'll have to ask him

    you said you knew everything

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Mon Oct 18 19:29:30 2021
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:29:05 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:27:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 7:23 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:20:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 7:19 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:16:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 6:22 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 6:01:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 5:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 5:06:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 4:51 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 4:04:15 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 3:54 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:51:17 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 1:04 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:02:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 12:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:56:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 12:49 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:09:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 11:39 a.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:59:41 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 8:24:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 7:00 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 6:44:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ginger root beer ?

    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

    gesundheit.

    avenke
    oh wilbur....you're adorable!!! (the other wilbur) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i mean, you're the other wilbur. you were probably the amorphous wilbur who snuck into my haiku collection tears of the rainbow, third edition. ;-)

    i own the chinese laundry

    is it true that it all comes out in the wash >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no

    i miss you

    i know

    i'm insecure, too

    i know

    is there anything you dont know

    no

    why did reuben start being mean to me

    he likely got tired of the same run around each day

    how do you mean each day

    that means one day followed by the next day

    but according to him, he kept doing it. in fact, he had already re-filled the slot with someone else, after he *said* he thought i meant a break as in end our meetings permanently, and i just meant a breather, because he was suddenly being
    incredibly mean, and i didn't know why, and that's what i decided was the best thing, but then he went and ended it completely.

    and our meetings were so special, at least to me, he was helping me keep my head above water, my best friend in real life, even if it was professional. he was such a special person, i thought.

    i thought we were having such a good time. (even though i had an endless slew of trials and tribulations, but at least i had a place to vent, too, someone whom i *thought* "cared.")

    it's like i lost everybody all at once. it was incredibly traumatic. even you stopped, too, and that forced me to come back here, to continue talking with you.

    he always seemed to be happy, and this went on for 10 long years, why would he suddenly get tired of ONLY ME?

    ask him send him this post in a mail

    i already sent him three letters asking why he was so mean to me, and he didn't write me back, afaik.

    find a new person to talk to

    but why did he leave me

    he likely felt like it wasn't going anywhere i can't say i don't know
    him if you want to know why you'll have to ask him
    you said you knew everything

    you said you know everything

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Mon Oct 18 19:34:15 2021
    On 2021-10-18 7:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:27:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 7:23 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:20:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 7:19 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:16:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 6:22 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 6:01:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 5:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 5:06:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 4:51 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 4:04:15 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 3:54 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:51:17 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 1:04 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:02:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 12:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:56:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 12:49 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:09:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 11:39 a.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:59:41 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 8:24:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 7:00 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 6:44:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ginger root beer ?

    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

    gesundheit.

    avenke
    oh wilbur....you're adorable!!! (the other wilbur) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i mean, you're the other wilbur. you were probably the amorphous wilbur who snuck into my haiku collection tears of the rainbow, third edition. ;-)

    i own the chinese laundry

    is it true that it all comes out in the wash >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no

    i miss you

    i know

    i'm insecure, too

    i know

    is there anything you dont know

    no

    why did reuben start being mean to me

    he likely got tired of the same run around each day

    how do you mean each day

    that means one day followed by the next day

    but according to him, he kept doing it. in fact, he had already re-filled the slot with someone else, after he *said* he thought i meant a break as in end our meetings permanently, and i just meant a breather, because he was suddenly being
    incredibly mean, and i didn't know why, and that's what i decided was the best thing, but then he went and ended it completely.

    and our meetings were so special, at least to me, he was helping me keep my head above water, my best friend in real life, even if it was professional. he was such a special person, i thought.

    i thought we were having such a good time. (even though i had an endless slew of trials and tribulations, but at least i had a place to vent, too, someone whom i *thought* "cared.")

    it's like i lost everybody all at once. it was incredibly traumatic. even you stopped, too, and that forced me to come back here, to continue talking with you.

    he always seemed to be happy, and this went on for 10 long years, why would he suddenly get tired of ONLY ME?

    ask him send him this post in a mail

    i already sent him three letters asking why he was so mean to me, and he didn't write me back, afaik.

    find a new person to talk to

    but why did he leave me

    he likely felt like it wasn't going anywhere i can't say i don't know
    him if you want to know why you'll have to ask him

    you said you knew everything

    and its things like this that make ,
    people give up on you like he did , see , i knew

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Mon Oct 18 20:32:12 2021
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:31:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 8:28 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:34:22 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 7:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:27:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 7:23 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:20:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 7:19 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:16:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 6:22 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 6:01:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 5:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 5:06:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 4:51 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 4:04:15 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 3:54 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:51:17 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 1:04 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:02:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 12:59 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:56:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 12:49 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:09:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 11:39 a.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:59:41 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 8:24:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 7:00 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 6:44:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ginger root beer ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

    gesundheit.

    avenke
    oh wilbur....you're adorable!!! (the other wilbur) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i mean, you're the other wilbur. you were probably the amorphous wilbur who snuck into my haiku collection tears of the rainbow, third edition. ;-)

    i own the chinese laundry

    is it true that it all comes out in the wash >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no

    i miss you

    i know

    i'm insecure, too

    i know

    is there anything you dont know

    no

    why did reuben start being mean to me

    he likely got tired of the same run around each day

    how do you mean each day

    that means one day followed by the next day

    but according to him, he kept doing it. in fact, he had already re-filled the slot with someone else, after he *said* he thought i meant a break as in end our meetings permanently, and i just meant a breather, because he was suddenly being
    incredibly mean, and i didn't know why, and that's what i decided was the best thing, but then he went and ended it completely.

    and our meetings were so special, at least to me, he was helping me keep my head above water, my best friend in real life, even if it was professional. he was such a special person, i thought.

    i thought we were having such a good time. (even though i had an endless slew of trials and tribulations, but at least i had a place to vent, too, someone whom i *thought* "cared.")

    it's like i lost everybody all at once. it was incredibly traumatic. even you stopped, too, and that forced me to come back here, to continue talking with you.

    he always seemed to be happy, and this went on for 10 long years, why would he suddenly get tired of ONLY ME?

    ask him send him this post in a mail

    i already sent him three letters asking why he was so mean to me, and he didn't write me back, afaik.

    find a new person to talk to

    but why did he leave me

    he likely felt like it wasn't going anywhere i can't say i don't know >>>> him if you want to know why you'll have to ask him

    you said you knew everything

    and its things like this that make ,
    people give up on you like he did , see , i knew

    but i thought he was in your provenance...so to speak

    i have no idea who he is and don't care much

    you do know, and you're lying right now

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Mon Oct 18 20:31:11 2021
    On 2021-10-18 8:28 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:34:22 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 7:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:27:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 7:23 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:20:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 7:19 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:16:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 6:22 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 6:01:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 5:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 5:06:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 4:51 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 4:04:15 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 3:54 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:51:17 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 1:04 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:02:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 12:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:56:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 12:49 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:09:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 11:39 a.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:59:41 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 8:24:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 7:00 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 6:44:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ginger root beer ?

    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

    gesundheit.

    avenke
    oh wilbur....you're adorable!!! (the other wilbur) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i mean, you're the other wilbur. you were probably the amorphous wilbur who snuck into my haiku collection tears of the rainbow, third edition. ;-)

    i own the chinese laundry

    is it true that it all comes out in the wash >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no

    i miss you

    i know

    i'm insecure, too

    i know

    is there anything you dont know

    no

    why did reuben start being mean to me

    he likely got tired of the same run around each day

    how do you mean each day

    that means one day followed by the next day

    but according to him, he kept doing it. in fact, he had already re-filled the slot with someone else, after he *said* he thought i meant a break as in end our meetings permanently, and i just meant a breather, because he was suddenly being
    incredibly mean, and i didn't know why, and that's what i decided was the best thing, but then he went and ended it completely.

    and our meetings were so special, at least to me, he was helping me keep my head above water, my best friend in real life, even if it was professional. he was such a special person, i thought.

    i thought we were having such a good time. (even though i had an endless slew of trials and tribulations, but at least i had a place to vent, too, someone whom i *thought* "cared.")

    it's like i lost everybody all at once. it was incredibly traumatic. even you stopped, too, and that forced me to come back here, to continue talking with you.

    he always seemed to be happy, and this went on for 10 long years, why would he suddenly get tired of ONLY ME?

    ask him send him this post in a mail

    i already sent him three letters asking why he was so mean to me, and he didn't write me back, afaik.

    find a new person to talk to

    but why did he leave me

    he likely felt like it wasn't going anywhere i can't say i don't know
    him if you want to know why you'll have to ask him

    you said you knew everything

    and its things like this that make ,
    people give up on you like he did , see , i knew

    but i thought he was in your provenance...so to speak

    i have no idea who he is and don't care much

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Mon Oct 18 20:28:43 2021
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:34:22 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 7:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:27:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 7:23 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:20:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 7:19 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:16:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 6:22 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 6:01:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 5:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 5:06:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 4:51 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 4:04:15 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 3:54 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:51:17 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 1:04 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:02:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 12:59 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:56:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 12:49 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:09:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 11:39 a.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:59:41 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 8:24:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 7:00 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 6:44:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ginger root beer ?

    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

    gesundheit.

    avenke
    oh wilbur....you're adorable!!! (the other wilbur) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i mean, you're the other wilbur. you were probably the amorphous wilbur who snuck into my haiku collection tears of the rainbow, third edition. ;-)

    i own the chinese laundry

    is it true that it all comes out in the wash >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no

    i miss you

    i know

    i'm insecure, too

    i know

    is there anything you dont know

    no

    why did reuben start being mean to me

    he likely got tired of the same run around each day

    how do you mean each day

    that means one day followed by the next day

    but according to him, he kept doing it. in fact, he had already re-filled the slot with someone else, after he *said* he thought i meant a break as in end our meetings permanently, and i just meant a breather, because he was suddenly being
    incredibly mean, and i didn't know why, and that's what i decided was the best thing, but then he went and ended it completely.

    and our meetings were so special, at least to me, he was helping me keep my head above water, my best friend in real life, even if it was professional. he was such a special person, i thought.

    i thought we were having such a good time. (even though i had an endless slew of trials and tribulations, but at least i had a place to vent, too, someone whom i *thought* "cared.")

    it's like i lost everybody all at once. it was incredibly traumatic. even you stopped, too, and that forced me to come back here, to continue talking with you.

    he always seemed to be happy, and this went on for 10 long years, why would he suddenly get tired of ONLY ME?

    ask him send him this post in a mail

    i already sent him three letters asking why he was so mean to me, and he didn't write me back, afaik.

    find a new person to talk to

    but why did he leave me

    he likely felt like it wasn't going anywhere i can't say i don't know
    him if you want to know why you'll have to ask him

    you said you knew everything

    and its things like this that make ,
    people give up on you like he did , see , i knew

    but i thought he was in your provenance...so to speak

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Mon Oct 18 20:34:29 2021
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:32:14 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:31:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 8:28 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:34:22 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 7:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:27:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 7:23 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:20:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 7:19 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:16:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 6:22 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 6:01:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 5:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 5:06:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 4:51 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 4:04:15 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 3:54 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:51:17 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 1:04 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:02:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 12:59 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:56:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 12:49 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:09:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 11:39 a.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:59:41 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 8:24:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 7:00 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 6:44:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ginger root beer ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

    gesundheit.

    avenke
    oh wilbur....you're adorable!!! (the other wilbur)

    i mean, you're the other wilbur. you were probably the amorphous wilbur who snuck into my haiku collection tears of the rainbow, third edition. ;-)

    i own the chinese laundry

    is it true that it all comes out in the wash >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no

    i miss you

    i know

    i'm insecure, too

    i know

    is there anything you dont know

    no

    why did reuben start being mean to me

    he likely got tired of the same run around each day >>>>>>>>>>>
    how do you mean each day

    that means one day followed by the next day

    but according to him, he kept doing it. in fact, he had already re-filled the slot with someone else, after he *said* he thought i meant a break as in end our meetings permanently, and i just meant a breather, because he was suddenly being
    incredibly mean, and i didn't know why, and that's what i decided was the best thing, but then he went and ended it completely.

    and our meetings were so special, at least to me, he was helping me keep my head above water, my best friend in real life, even if it was professional. he was such a special person, i thought.

    i thought we were having such a good time. (even though i had an endless slew of trials and tribulations, but at least i had a place to vent, too, someone whom i *thought* "cared.")

    it's like i lost everybody all at once. it was incredibly traumatic. even you stopped, too, and that forced me to come back here, to continue talking with you.

    he always seemed to be happy, and this went on for 10 long years, why would he suddenly get tired of ONLY ME?

    ask him send him this post in a mail

    i already sent him three letters asking why he was so mean to me, and he didn't write me back, afaik.

    find a new person to talk to

    but why did he leave me

    he likely felt like it wasn't going anywhere i can't say i don't know >>>> him if you want to know why you'll have to ask him

    you said you knew everything

    and its things like this that make ,
    people give up on you like he did , see , i knew

    but i thought he was in your provenance...so to speak

    i have no idea who he is and don't care much
    you do know, and you're lying right now

    beep beep beep beep beep ready to receive mental images

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Mon Oct 18 20:35:12 2021
    On 2021-10-18 8:32 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:31:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 8:28 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:34:22 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 7:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:27:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 7:23 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:20:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 7:19 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:16:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 6:22 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 6:01:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 5:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 5:06:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 4:51 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 4:04:15 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 3:54 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:51:17 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 1:04 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:02:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 12:59 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:56:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 12:49 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:09:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 11:39 a.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:59:41 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 8:24:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 7:00 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 6:44:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ginger root beer ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

    gesundheit.

    avenke
    oh wilbur....you're adorable!!! (the other wilbur) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i mean, you're the other wilbur. you were probably the amorphous wilbur who snuck into my haiku collection tears of the rainbow, third edition. ;-)

    i own the chinese laundry

    is it true that it all comes out in the wash >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no

    i miss you

    i know

    i'm insecure, too

    i know

    is there anything you dont know

    no

    why did reuben start being mean to me

    he likely got tired of the same run around each day >>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how do you mean each day

    that means one day followed by the next day

    but according to him, he kept doing it. in fact, he had already re-filled the slot with someone else, after he *said* he thought i meant a break as in end our meetings permanently, and i just meant a breather, because he was suddenly being
    incredibly mean, and i didn't know why, and that's what i decided was the best thing, but then he went and ended it completely.

    and our meetings were so special, at least to me, he was helping me keep my head above water, my best friend in real life, even if it was professional. he was such a special person, i thought.

    i thought we were having such a good time. (even though i had an endless slew of trials and tribulations, but at least i had a place to vent, too, someone whom i *thought* "cared.")

    it's like i lost everybody all at once. it was incredibly traumatic. even you stopped, too, and that forced me to come back here, to continue talking with you.

    he always seemed to be happy, and this went on for 10 long years, why would he suddenly get tired of ONLY ME?

    ask him send him this post in a mail

    i already sent him three letters asking why he was so mean to me, and he didn't write me back, afaik.

    find a new person to talk to

    but why did he leave me

    he likely felt like it wasn't going anywhere i can't say i don't know >>>>>> him if you want to know why you'll have to ask him

    you said you knew everything

    and its things like this that make ,
    people give up on you like he did , see , i knew

    but i thought he was in your provenance...so to speak

    i have no idea who he is and don't care much

    you do know, and you're lying right now

    nope

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Mon Oct 18 20:42:05 2021
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:35:19 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 8:32 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:31:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 8:28 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:34:22 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 7:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:27:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 7:23 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:20:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 7:19 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:16:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 6:22 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 6:01:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 5:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 5:06:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 4:51 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 4:04:15 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 3:54 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:51:17 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 1:04 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:02:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 12:59 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:56:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 12:49 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:09:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 11:39 a.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:59:41 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 8:24:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 7:00 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 6:44:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ginger root beer ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

    gesundheit.

    avenke
    oh wilbur....you're adorable!!! (the other wilbur)

    i mean, you're the other wilbur. you were probably the amorphous wilbur who snuck into my haiku collection tears of the rainbow, third edition. ;-)

    i own the chinese laundry

    is it true that it all comes out in the wash >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no

    i miss you

    i know

    i'm insecure, too

    i know

    is there anything you dont know

    no

    why did reuben start being mean to me

    he likely got tired of the same run around each day >>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how do you mean each day

    that means one day followed by the next day

    but according to him, he kept doing it. in fact, he had already re-filled the slot with someone else, after he *said* he thought i meant a break as in end our meetings permanently, and i just meant a breather, because he was suddenly being
    incredibly mean, and i didn't know why, and that's what i decided was the best thing, but then he went and ended it completely.

    and our meetings were so special, at least to me, he was helping me keep my head above water, my best friend in real life, even if it was professional. he was such a special person, i thought.

    i thought we were having such a good time. (even though i had an endless slew of trials and tribulations, but at least i had a place to vent, too, someone whom i *thought* "cared.")

    it's like i lost everybody all at once. it was incredibly traumatic. even you stopped, too, and that forced me to come back here, to continue talking with you.

    he always seemed to be happy, and this went on for 10 long years, why would he suddenly get tired of ONLY ME?

    ask him send him this post in a mail

    i already sent him three letters asking why he was so mean to me, and he didn't write me back, afaik.

    find a new person to talk to

    but why did he leave me

    he likely felt like it wasn't going anywhere i can't say i don't know >>>>>> him if you want to know why you'll have to ask him

    you said you knew everything

    and its things like this that make ,
    people give up on you like he did , see , i knew

    but i thought he was in your provenance...so to speak

    i have no idea who he is and don't care much

    you do know, and you're lying right now

    nope

    nevermind

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Mon Oct 18 21:20:52 2021
    On 2021-10-18 8:42 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:35:19 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 8:32 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:31:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 8:28 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:34:22 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 7:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:27:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 7:23 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:20:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 7:19 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:16:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 6:22 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 6:01:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 5:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 5:06:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 4:51 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 4:04:15 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 3:54 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:51:17 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 1:04 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:02:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 12:59 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:56:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 12:49 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:09:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 11:39 a.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:59:41 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 8:24:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 7:00 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 6:44:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ginger root beer ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

    gesundheit.

    avenke
    oh wilbur....you're adorable!!! (the other wilbur) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i mean, you're the other wilbur. you were probably the amorphous wilbur who snuck into my haiku collection tears of the rainbow, third edition. ;-)

    i own the chinese laundry

    is it true that it all comes out in the wash >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no

    i miss you

    i know

    i'm insecure, too

    i know

    is there anything you dont know

    no

    why did reuben start being mean to me

    he likely got tired of the same run around each day >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how do you mean each day

    that means one day followed by the next day

    but according to him, he kept doing it. in fact, he had already re-filled the slot with someone else, after he *said* he thought i meant a break as in end our meetings permanently, and i just meant a breather, because he was suddenly being
    incredibly mean, and i didn't know why, and that's what i decided was the best thing, but then he went and ended it completely.

    and our meetings were so special, at least to me, he was helping me keep my head above water, my best friend in real life, even if it was professional. he was such a special person, i thought.

    i thought we were having such a good time. (even though i had an endless slew of trials and tribulations, but at least i had a place to vent, too, someone whom i *thought* "cared.")

    it's like i lost everybody all at once. it was incredibly traumatic. even you stopped, too, and that forced me to come back here, to continue talking with you.

    he always seemed to be happy, and this went on for 10 long years, why would he suddenly get tired of ONLY ME?

    ask him send him this post in a mail

    i already sent him three letters asking why he was so mean to me, and he didn't write me back, afaik.

    find a new person to talk to

    but why did he leave me

    he likely felt like it wasn't going anywhere i can't say i don't know >>>>>>>> him if you want to know why you'll have to ask him

    you said you knew everything

    and its things like this that make ,
    people give up on you like he did , see , i knew

    but i thought he was in your provenance...so to speak

    i have no idea who he is and don't care much

    you do know, and you're lying right now

    nope

    nevermind

    i have never minded you all day it doesn't matter it will be the same
    tomorrow

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Mon Oct 18 23:00:19 2021
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 9:21:00 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 8:42 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:35:19 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 8:32 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:31:18 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 8:28 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:34:22 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 7:29 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:27:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 7:23 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:20:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 7:19 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 7:16:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 6:22 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 6:01:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 5:10 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 5:06:50 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 4:51 p.m., Rachel wrote:
    On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 4:04:15 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2021-10-18 3:54 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:51:17 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 1:04 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 1:02:02 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 12:59 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:56:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 12:49 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 12:09:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-18 11:39 a.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 8:59:41 AM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 8:24:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 7:00 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 6:44:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 2021-10-17 6:42 p.m., Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 4:26:24 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ginger root beer ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

    gesundheit.

    avenke
    oh wilbur....you're adorable!!! (the other wilbur)

    i mean, you're the other wilbur. you were probably the amorphous wilbur who snuck into my haiku collection tears of the rainbow, third edition. ;-)

    i own the chinese laundry >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    is it true that it all comes out in the wash >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no

    i miss you

    i know

    i'm insecure, too

    i know

    is there anything you dont know

    no

    why did reuben start being mean to me

    he likely got tired of the same run around each day >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how do you mean each day

    that means one day followed by the next day

    but according to him, he kept doing it. in fact, he had already re-filled the slot with someone else, after he *said* he thought i meant a break as in end our meetings permanently, and i just meant a breather, because he was suddenly
    being incredibly mean, and i didn't know why, and that's what i decided was the best thing, but then he went and ended it completely.

    and our meetings were so special, at least to me, he was helping me keep my head above water, my best friend in real life, even if it was professional. he was such a special person, i thought.

    i thought we were having such a good time. (even though i had an endless slew of trials and tribulations, but at least i had a place to vent, too, someone whom i *thought* "cared.")

    it's like i lost everybody all at once. it was incredibly traumatic. even you stopped, too, and that forced me to come back here, to continue talking with you.

    he always seemed to be happy, and this went on for 10 long years, why would he suddenly get tired of ONLY ME?

    ask him send him this post in a mail

    i already sent him three letters asking why he was so mean to me, and he didn't write me back, afaik.

    find a new person to talk to

    but why did he leave me

    he likely felt like it wasn't going anywhere i can't say i don't know
    him if you want to know why you'll have to ask him

    you said you knew everything

    and its things like this that make ,
    people give up on you like he did , see , i knew

    but i thought he was in your provenance...so to speak

    i have no idea who he is and don't care much

    you do know, and you're lying right now

    nope

    nevermind

    i have never minded you all day it doesn't matter it will be the same tomorrow

    i need help

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  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Tue Oct 19 13:23:03 2021
    On 2021-10-18 11:00 p.m., Rachel wrote:
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    On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 12:54:25 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    On 10/17/2021 3:35 PM, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> hi

    they don't call you pee scent for nothing >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ginger root beer ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    BRUNO!!!!

    samartino

    gesundheit.

    avenke
    oh wilbur....you're adorable!!! (the other wilbur)

    i mean, you're the other wilbur. you were probably the amorphous wilbur who snuck into my haiku collection tears of the rainbow, third edition. ;-)

    i own the chinese laundry >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    is it true that it all comes out in the wash >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    no

    i miss you

    i know

    i'm insecure, too

    i know

    is there anything you dont know

    no

    why did reuben start being mean to me

    he likely got tired of the same run around each day >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    how do you mean each day

    that means one day followed by the next day

    but according to him, he kept doing it. in fact, he had already re-filled the slot with someone else, after he *said* he thought i meant a break as in end our meetings permanently, and i just meant a breather, because he was suddenly
    being incredibly mean, and i didn't know why, and that's what i decided was the best thing, but then he went and ended it completely.

    and our meetings were so special, at least to me, he was helping me keep my head above water, my best friend in real life, even if it was professional. he was such a special person, i thought.

    i thought we were having such a good time. (even though i had an endless slew of trials and tribulations, but at least i had a place to vent, too, someone whom i *thought* "cared.")

    it's like i lost everybody all at once. it was incredibly traumatic. even you stopped, too, and that forced me to come back here, to continue talking with you.

    he always seemed to be happy, and this went on for 10 long years, why would he suddenly get tired of ONLY ME?

    ask him send him this post in a mail

    i already sent him three letters asking why he was so mean to me, and he didn't write me back, afaik.

    find a new person to talk to

    but why did he leave me

    he likely felt like it wasn't going anywhere i can't say i don't know
    him if you want to know why you'll have to ask him

    you said you knew everything

    and its things like this that make ,
    people give up on you like he did , see , i knew

    but i thought he was in your provenance...so to speak

    i have no idea who he is and don't care much

    you do know, and you're lying right now

    nope

    nevermind

    i have never minded you all day it doesn't matter it will be the same
    tomorrow

    i need help

    yes you do

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