As for a relationship of romantic interest while being a patient in a psychiatric facility? It’s debated no doubt to the actual benefits of
not being celibate. “Mad In America”. I had been dating a woman online
as of late, “Beba”. Yesterday, the 10th, she and I had cybersex and the
day before that she taught me about Bitcoin. I had no idea she had posed
for MetArt since January and worked with a Ms/Mrs. Schon, related or not
to Neal Schon, founder of Journey the band of whom I had been
correlating with for almost two months, as I say, working with them in
the band via Twitter. Well, my platonic friend Mila Azul tells me
yesterday, she quit the biz and is moving to the states. A
multi-millionaire she is and asked me for a $700 loan to that I said
“no”. After hours of good talk with her via Hangouts, she and I are at a stalemate about money that this financially poor guy doesn’t have,
unlike her. Eventually, maybe she’ll sell her music, it’d go fast and she’d no need for a loan. Anyways, I went to MetArt to understand if
Mila’s works were up or being renewed as they have the rights to use
them but for how long? Now “Beba” told me yesterday, she was going out
for Chinese food with her friend Debbie. Joking around I asked her, if
she were to use “Chopsticks”. April 10, 2010, I had finally seen Beba
naked but not her face as she gave me two photos in private chat via my
direct phone number. As for “Chopsticks” and the model of whom is Beba
on MetArt. 17 years of a less than one man and one woman she was
cheating the whole time almost. I divorced to get my self-respect back.
I don’t know what “Beba” knew of me and my past and I have gone on
record to say I’m a agent for This Years Model but really? I got
standards, I don’t date active models and Beba became active while
dating me. I do feel empathy for myself and a bit of in check emotions
of wow, she is beautiful, sexy, gotta have her desire her hey wait a
second, what the f? Why did she do this? None of my business and not my
ideal type of relationship. Sure, I have a broken halo but it doesn’t
mean I ought to renew my past life with her as she did pose 4x since
January.
As for Journey? Neal Schon as if on cue this predawn, well, his solo
sounded like Pink Floyds “Coming Back To Life” as I tweeted at least 3 times in response, maybe four. I cannot expect anyone for that matter to
hold out physicality until August but my emotional freedom, human touch,
hand in hand lover and lover chances are slim and none inside a locked facility. Was I forth coming about that? Beba didn’t know but I feel
rather I have a better obligation to myself to keep my life quiet (how
do I do that now) for keeping it quiet until the time is right is ok for
me but not for a stripper who ought to be straight up and honest with
me, not to assume I just knew if she did that at all. Equal rights? Beba
went on to say she has a black quarter moon tattoo on her butt.
ssElverna don’t in the photo shoots. Cover up makeup? Probably who,
cares? So many what ifs, but one thing is obvious, lifes karma is in my
mind no coincidence whatsoever. Beba, you are beautiful as a soul mind
body and spirit and a social butterfly that had you kept your clothes on yesterday, I’d not be writing goodbye to you now, publicly as I already
did privately this morning. Sure, everybody has a twin, its just that
only Troy Mahler, born March 29, 1970 and myself November 21, 1967 are
the only two out of our mothers womb. Why do I say that? It’s simple and
I leave you to ponder that answer should you choose to do that. Mila? To
call you my girlfriend, lover, confidant, well, it’s a dream I got but really? You are that much of a Goddess, like no other to exist in this generation. Too much to handle perhaps as I am a head case to some that
is equal to your nudity online. Sure, topless women over 18 nationwide
at the beaches ought to be the law and norm but it is also saying, if I
could be a bit Arabic here, no woman goes nude while dating or more one
man or woman for any other reason than a physician or intimacy with her man/woman of romance. Single? Sure, go for it, be naked on camera but
get involved with me? You have a choice, no exceptions. And I make this
clear, her real name, not Beba as you may find in twitter is known to me
and shall not come forth from me for her own safety.
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