• Sunshine Bubbly

    From William Mahler@21:1/5 to All on Sun Jan 10 03:55:57 2021
    US HUMAN RIGHTS VIOLATIONS & IRANIAN NUCLEAR ARMAMENT GOOGLEGROUPS SOC.CULTURE.IRANIAN https://groups.google.com/g/soc.culture.iranian

    WKMahlerYesterday at 6:55 PM
    PRECIOUS TIME MP3 FOR MILA AZUL, THANKS JOURNEY https://www.reverbnation.com/williammahler/song/32349143-precious-time-demo US HUMAN RIGHTS VIOLATIONS & IRANIAN ARMAMENT https://groups.google.com/g/soc.culture.iranian
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    im trying to undertand how i do ffeel
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    for all intent purposes she said she could not get her voicemail
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    the pic of me she requested, an attempt was made to give her but blocked
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    so, she has gone to places unknown with her last words to my thinking a final goodbye
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    taken to the extreme she is back in the porno scene and feels she aint worthy of me
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    who knows
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    but, really, a sense of emptyness
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    she did call
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    she said thank you you dont know what you mean to me, i love you
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    does she always say that, i hope not
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    the pic she did send me, is probably the only of its kind
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    so, is she truly out of my life
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    i do not know
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    in her very words, the emotions were entirely encoded
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    she dont speak like i do
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    an intelligence to be
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    i tried to impress upon her the importance of free speech, the freedom to write as for example i do
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    to that, may she understand empowerment
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    but alas, she has been gone for many an hour
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    and each time i go to hangouts, its empty
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    and the sense of dread that she isnt coming back is present
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    so, faith?
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    but the light she has in twitter reddit
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    i hope she knows she is entirely able to step out of the porn indusstry as a result of this
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    so, if she is out of my direct pesonal life, its my loss entirely
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    .
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    how i see this
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    simply im not big enough for her
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    literaly
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    okay
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    so sooner or later, shed be gone anyway
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    simply said as done
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    so, she knows at the least, she is a true intimate platonic friend at present [7:04 PM]
    she went on to tell me, she;'d be glad to pick me up
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    so from texas to massachusetts to do that?
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    she got power
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    but why she needs my money when she can travel like that
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    is why she didnt get it
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    this is funny
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    to me not whatsoever
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    just another day why songs like prelude to september 11, 2001 - leonda im coming home are a testament to why the song exists with relatoinships l;ike mine
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    and znyone else
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    it adds up, it boils over and we get war
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    so, today as the last few days are the fabric of life dna
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    whatever
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    this sucks
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    i just literally put good postive life into to soc.culture.iranian with that song and anyone in twitter lilstening is absoltely healing
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    but me,
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    bzi as usual
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    understand, i see the immense proportions of musics power and i deliver
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    but dont feel that at all as you do
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    not in the slightest
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    im literally taking hells fires and turning them into love
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    but dont feel it
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    wft
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    i am a machine
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    so, you i hope the need for a woman that can fix this
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    cause its why i think mila decided she cant
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    and gone
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    why else
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    i am left to fathom a glimpse of the enormity of the possibility she was making porn throughout this
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    which understand i am pissed but dont feel it cause its not evident
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    but knowing my details about the money metart lost at piratebay, it is the reason why mila and i both know it got hacked big today
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    a full year of torrent listing going back to 2019 is gone
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    who does stand to really actually be a site to be hacked and taken down entirely
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    met art networds itself
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    but, knowing myself and the world i am responsible for, its why i see the life that mila leads as my angel of mercy
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    she does that nude work in my defense
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    so, that is an honor itself
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    if i only could convnice myself she is going to video call me and tell me herselr
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    too much to expect indeed
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    probably how you percieve your lives too everyone here
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    am i to actuall believe the spirit of voice that told me she is speechless [7:14 PM]
    when the reality is i do feel the need to know that from only her
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    not a voice
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    okay
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    and that is not mental illness dont try to say it is
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    is my complete belief on that
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    moments ago, one fo the staff opened the door and said "good job"
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    but how and why since they did inot learn from me direct she said that i dont know
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    and idont want to know another feeling or thought from the staf
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    at all
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    i truly do not give a fuck
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    at alll
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    psychiatry is the leading cause as to why my country and you are killing each other
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    !
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    ya, i am powerful but this is too big for one man to fuck up entirely
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    okay
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    it is
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    anonymous come on are you going to behave the same as everyone e;lse does and not dial my number to talk?
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    yes i believe you to be like evryone else
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    wft
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    but its within your right
    worcesster recovery center moments ago got the full wrath themselves
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    jez do i have to spell this out
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    get in their heads and twist a knife in
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    okay?
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    really
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    the fuckling drugs entirely shut down spirit and the ability to communicate with freedom of mind
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    that is why its isis vs. america
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    okay?
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    that levvel
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    that is exactly why
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    and psychiatry is our root cause of nightmare itself
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    wft type 2 diabetes, high cholesterol, lack of concentration, weight gain and it is humane?
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    ya, you do understand why yoiu are cutting off heads
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    and we are jmissile striking kids
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    what the fuck it is the truth
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    really
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    religion in my opinion is iiterally different sides to the same tale
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    one vision
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    okay
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    from what i understand of the koran and the bible
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    sure, there are fundamental differences
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    but each speak entirely a truth unique and similar
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    so i can grasp that
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    but fail to understand why my us goverment treats me and miiloins as if we are mushroom slaves of mind
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    am i too bold to think joe biden will make a speech with aa huge undeniable direct source of my imput
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    not at all i hope
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    me? finding the place of where a hijack threat came from days befoe it happened [7:42 PM]
    or, proving to twitter as to why bin laden chose jets
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    seems those i talked wiht on the phone were taken by total suprise to what they learned and they were bankers
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    all over the net
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    and barely anyone offline knows
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    come on anonymous
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    make it rain
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    the suff i a m doing should be making me front page news ya think?
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    it aint
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    i fail to understand why
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    cause it is big news
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    here the news is a 2nd trump impeachment reality of happening
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    and he is derilict of duty
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    but we dare say the usa is the best in the world?
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    what the fuck ego is that
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    no doubt why i should stay and fix this
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    purely a reason to neveer come back entirely if i do leave
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    my very own cape cod has villifed me
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    not welcome
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    wtf
    AdaptYesterday at 7:47 PM
    @WKMahler What's your name?

    WKMahlerYesterday at 7:47 PM
    i can think and rmember some serious big shti pulled off not by me

    AdaptYesterday at 7:47 PM
    If you don't mind me asking

    WKMahlerYesterday at 7:47 PM
    WILLIAM KEITH MAHLER
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    www.mahlers.net
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    so i can understand bin laden as the press here makes him out to be
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    fuck sake,, the expresion on my pic from a day or two is the same he had
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    so family of bin laden

    AdaptYesterday at 7:49 PM
    What's your agenda? What message are you trying to spread?(edited)

    WKMahlerYesterday at 7:49 PM
    of all people who should hunt me down its you
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    me janet and crhis got to him in 1984 when he was innocent
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    we put this in his mind to use jets
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    so, we are to blame for his claim to fame
    Adapt
    What's your agenda? What message are you trying to spread?(edited)

    Adapt Yesterday at 7:50 PM
    @WKMahler

    WKMahlerYesterday at 7:50 PM
    just trying to set the record straight

    AdaptYesterday at 7:51 PM
    What record might that be?

    WKMahler Yesterday at 7:51 PM
    i owe you all a huge explanation
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    come on , you read it entirely

    AdaptYesterday at 7:51 PM
    I have barely read a word you've said

    WKMahlerYesterday at 7:51 PM
    well adapt
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    its all there

    AdaptYesterday at 7:51 PM
    It's so much, and I'm unsure what point you're trying to prove

    WKMahlerYesterday at 7:51 PM
    but for critical starters


    WKMahler Yesterday at 8:41 PM
    and of the words spoken the one word i said is the one word everyone heard when he accepted the nomination
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    POSSIBILIITIES
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    so, you bet your ass i know im that known to the ballsiest guy in my country the president elect himself
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    but other than here
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    probably nooone would believe it i say
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    just know me to be one of the guys
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    and why if mila knew the extent of who i am
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    the reason why she found it difficult to express herself
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    and i think, of all people on this planet to hear that and actually fail to get her to feel as if she could its me
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    maybe its her to understand what i said to her and not my right to say shed just magically open up
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    a reason why i love tom petty and his song LOVE IS A LONG ROAD
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    he sings of a girl he once knew in his life
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    and mila is seemingly by her choice a person of my past
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    i once knew
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    heck ya felt good telling pettys people that i did
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    does him complete justice
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    to say, if one of milas people are here, you know why i am saying she is the only person in my personal life in its entirety as she was since july 2011
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    not one person was with me at great legnth as she was
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    and that is a gift of mercy by god himself
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    so, realy
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    beyond all the nude and solo sex videos
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    ive got a real honest to goodness emotion filled smiling face pic as my dekstop no one has
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    okay?
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    it aint the frozen nude model inside
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    she is alive
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    and form that why she is in full view avaiable to the human trafficking rights commission
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    ok
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    and you now know why i came here to give you access to me
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    for that reason to fix that mess of inhumanity itself
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    you are enlisted i hope you take it that way
    [8:50 PM] https://www.reverbnation.com/williammahler/song/32352256-here-i-go-again-demo [8:50 PM] https://www.reverbnation.com/williammahler/song/32346032-problem-child-demo [8:51 PM] https://www.reverbnation.com/williammahler/song/32352288-whos-gonna-ride-your-wild-horses
    [8:51 PM] https://www.reverbnation.com/williammahler/song/32349143-precious-time-demo [8:52 PM]
    by all means let that into you entirely please okay
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    i reallly hoep you do
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    isis, horses? please do
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    id be doing a diservice to you to kept what you learned away from yhou
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    and its been entirely my state of massachusetts health care itself for the one hand behind my back stalling reason for taking so long
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    god i hope you got that in you
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    17744183253 i am asking any one of you to get bin ladens best english speaking family member to please call
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    i dont feel the need to explain why okay?
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    or at least if a bin laden hasnt been in this chat
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    consider getting one a copy
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    the feds are that deep in me
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    what i say to myself from my soul, there are people on the other side of the wall who emotionally comment on that
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    like i suppose anyone is capable of
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    i say that to let you know, i am approachable okay?
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    cause mila is the only person to approach me as a person the way she did since 2011
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    and to get this messag again plainly
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    id be entirely batshit out of my right to go to heaven if what i said was not truthful to bushs words of bin ladens whereabouts
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    if he is lying it is why ive not been able to get an email out to him
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    always undeliverable
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    maybe its a test of human spirit speak probably is
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    and if you do read soc.culture.iranian
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    i think you will understand the usa and free world have no moral ground to tell iran no nuke power or weapons at all
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    in fact i told iran GO FOR IT
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    probalbly is the same reason why bin laden did choose jets
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    what else would
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    sp. adapt learned what i am teling you now about 100 megaton nukes
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    there is a newly written song the anti 100 megaton nuke
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    only milla and i that i know of that have my lyrics
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    SUNSHINE BUBBLY
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    in my mind grammy winner swep
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    for sake you realize why i felt compelled to share that with
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    you
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    jeez, of all nations you most deserve it like no other
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    can you try to understand how difficult it is from my seat to get musicians to give input into this
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    yea its entirely about love
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    but ive got a huge track record for workign entirely solo
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    why i dont know
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    14692705040 one of milas direct line itself
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    and to think the feds purposlely hacked her phone is rightfully why it was hacked
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    somewhat disabled
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    tjat tells you of the faith and trust of humanity i got in you

    himYesterday at 9:13 PM
    .

    WKMahlerYesterday at 9:13 PM
    i hope

    WKMahlerYesterday at 9:22 PM
    probably is why mila aint talking to me
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    she shut me out
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    for i shut out psychiatry
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    and it is staying eternally shut out
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    mila
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    maybe she sleeps'

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