but, im left to believe after she asked me if i wanted her to quit porno and she said she will quit if i did
she fully knew why she came to me about trafficking
fully knew earlier today
of my human trafficking dialog with her contact details
included
she texted she has been at the doctorrs
back with a fever
my mind hears "she is filming this herself" and "she is pulling down his pants" and this is on the heals of being in front of the human rights commisoin fo the un
and other places
and she knew
when she learned that, her response was " are you serious"
but heard in my ear
so, my experiecne
my own wife, every single time i told her every human reason to quit cheating much like the text in that message
everytime, well, form voice talk, body language
she didnt give a flying fuck about ti and did it anyways
to the pont of her knowing exactly what she was in the spriit o f the nation she was being a whore the same behavoir that is the dna of war itself
what the fuck?
and to this day feel entirely powerless
maybe its me? there are bigger hung guys certianly
but how i should have let my emotions be felt by me, and her
no, im almsot a closed book i suppose in some respect
the last tijme i had sex
mhy body absoltely was consumed entirely by emotion non stop culminating in s stream that was non stop for at least a nar minute
so mcuh she could not keep it at all
that is entrely the life i did not have until jodi audet and i did july 2011 and what psychiatry adds fuel to the fire is no ability to enjoy life
wht the fuck
to that i say, tis a casualty of being a sector cell person
and that i wil lnot ever ever mention in person, face to face with any mental health pro in any capacity
consdiering the absolute insane drugs they force
not a therapist
not a relationship counslier
not a sex therapist
no dr ruth
ot that, no one, not howard stern
get into me about that?
sure, i can talk
bu to the extent to as its known seek help
fuck that entirely no way ever happening
uh ujh
let another pro get into this head?
no ton your life
that is top secret on a nuclear missle level
tis why entirely im really just grasping my words to mila, the weight..for all intent purposes she has percieved me to be a non profesisonal romantic interest
sp she had genuinly said shed quit
but i hear she is working now
this is the stuff i dont lile
pulluted
but, love is a long rod
anonymous
maybe you do know
but only obama knows by my email to him
the woman by all conscievable realtiy is my destiny
and if its true, she came from the springsteeen family
years ago
no makeup
a true attraction of mine
sincere honest, look of genuine happiness with a smile in eyes and entirely near angelic innocent
long flowing chestnut hair
and ample breasts
do you now know why if she texts back, csnsdiering she liked me first and i responded
you kow why i wont be here
aanywhere at all except with her
entirely in my okcupid app on my phone and on my laptop
every trace of her is gone
not a hint
so, she read my profiel and ran for her life
or, she quit
but if i have to go entirely on spirit on this to find her
in the face of what im doing for business
sadlhy i say, that was cruel
hipe you understand, well mabye she wil email me
she has my number
maybe she tried
maybe she is scared shitless of me with hatred
maybe she is being exactly what women are known for
drawing men in entirely
i only know her first name
and she is lives in connecticut
the movie tenent is the same mentality
one word
truly my emotons and vision are incapable of grasping the limiteless meaning of the sentence in my mind to this effect "shes worth it"
fpr if they could
id probably be a magjician legit and float straight through the window in front o fme
to contemplate christina in the company of chris morris? at dinner tonight? understand how i seem this as her going straight into the home of satans entertainment minister
to think she will no doubt, hail marys in church soon

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