in 1999 they all wanted me to be a part of their shows, and i felt wanted/happy.
they just wanted me there because of her, they hid that truth from me.
suddenly i wanted out and they denied my free will to live a life of
my own(free from parasites),
as if they owned me and i coudlnt get out they wanted me for
crhryst(holly grayil)
not as a human being cause i was diferent from them all
and i think got it all wrong anyway
forgive me i msick icry