XPost: alt.support.depression, alt.society.mental-health, alt.support.schizophrenia
XPost: sci.psychology.psychotherapy
January 29 marked 23 years since my low years, which I hoped
would last only seven years, began. It was also 24 years since
my mystic/peak orgasm. Also January 28 was the 51st
anniversary of the birth of Sarah McLachlan, who has been
my main human inspiration.
Due to the recurring nature of the number 55 for me, I hope
that I will come out of the low years when I turn 55, in a
few weeks time. If not, I hope that I will come out of the
low years (catch the Salmon of Wisdom, achieve
awakening/enlightenment, bring forth new fire from the
cremation ground, return from the wilderness) in two years
time when the sunspot cycle starts to come up again.
However note that while I am on my current medication regimen
the low years are not very low except in terms of creativity,
but that very medication may have extended the low years
and be blocking my release. But I am not going to risk
coming off medications again during the low of the sunspot
cycle, even though I might be able to get away with it as
long as I don’t believe perineum click divination and do
abstain from alcohol 1--9 days before full moon and from
marijuana during all of waxing moon.
For my mystic bipolar autobiography see my Salmon on the Thorns
web page.
--
David Dalton
dalton@nfld.com http://www.nfld.com/~dalton (home page)
http://www.nfld.com/~dalton/dtales.html Salmon on the Thorns (mystic page) “With light in my head/With you in my arms
I wish I was the brakeman/On a hurtlin fevered train " (The Waterboys)
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