• John is better than everyone laughing at him because he says so!

    From Davey Zimmerman #274@21:1/5 to All on Tue May 30 19:36:24 2023
    "John Henry 5h

    All right, folks, let's me pick m'self up and dust myself off AGAIN.
    I'll have my daily and supporter newsletters up in a few hours, plus
    video. One of these days my detractors will have to learn to live with
    the reality that as big a piece a garbage I've been at various points in
    my life, I'm still a thousand times better a person than them. That's
    half of what pisses 'em off, they keep hitting me with crap they know
    they'd fold under, and I keep not. At least I have the decency to be
    ashamed of my bad behavior and change it."

    I never ripped off and wasted a woman's inheritance and lied about it.

    Anyone else?

    No?

    So John is not just delusional but he's a liar too? That's shocking.

    Paypal him now.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Chad Bryant@21:1/5 to All on Tue May 30 14:25:34 2023
    On Tuesday, May 30, 2023 at 3:36:28 PM UTC-4, Davey Zimmerman #274 wrote:
    "John Henry 5h

    All right, folks, let's me pick m'self up and dust myself off AGAIN.
    I'll have my daily and supporter newsletters up in a few hours, plus
    video. One of these days my detractors will have to learn to live with
    the reality that as big a piece a garbage I've been at various points in
    my life, I'm still a thousand times better a person than them. That's
    half of what pisses 'em off, they keep hitting me with crap they know
    they'd fold under, and I keep not. At least I have the decency to be
    ashamed of my bad behavior and change it."

    I never ripped off and wasted a woman's inheritance and lied about it.

    Anyone else?

    No?

    So John is not just delusional but he's a liar too? That's shocking.

    Paypal him now.

    I think being a chester is well beyond "a piece of garbage", but then again, I'm a reader.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Mark Raslin (w/Ancient Psychoses)@21:1/5 to Chad Bryant on Wed May 31 03:26:28 2023
    Chad Bryant <chadabryant@aol.com> wrote in news:bc0d7df3-61a8-48a4-a208-ea523a536db0n@googlegroups.com:

    On Tuesday, May 30, 2023 at 3:36:28 PM UTC-4, Davey Zimmerman #274
    wrote:
    "John Henry 5h

    All right, folks, let's me pick m'self up and dust myself off AGAIN.
    I'll have my daily and supporter newsletters up in a few hours, plus
    video. One of these days my detractors will have to learn to live
    with the reality that as big a piece a garbage I've been at various
    points in

    my life, I'm still a thousand times better a person than them. That's
    half of what pisses 'em off, they keep hitting me with crap they know
    they'd fold under, and I keep not. At least I have the decency to be
    ashamed of my bad behavior and change it."

    I never ripped off and wasted a woman's inheritance and lied about
    it.

    Anyone else?

    No?

    So John is not just delusional but he's a liar too? That's shocking.

    Paypal him now.

    I think being a chester is well beyond "a piece of garbage", but then
    again, I'm a reader.


    He's very upset with someone.

    "I'm not going to go on about this too much because it just feeds the beast, but
    this is once again a pattern that I've been observing for a long time.

    Close friends with whom I've discussed it over the years know that I've suspected
    the source for well over a decade, but they finally slipped and outed themselves
    beyond any reasonable doubt when trying to recruit yet another troll to do their
    dirty work last week.

    This person's behavior is rooted in whisper campaigns and back-room antics, ingratiating themselves to the clickbait crowd or not realizing they outed themselves many, many times over the years.

    It includes calling my new roommate – within literal hours of my changing my address on my voter registration and domains, who I've mentioned previously has a
    terminal stage four cancer diagnosis so that's totally on-brand for le stalker, they did the same to my parents' last years – to harass them with similar lies, which was pointless.

    It's gross, sick, and obsessive. The person responsible has been involuntarily committed to psychiatric confinement in the past, and has tried repeatedly to con
    me into committing myself... often in response to some emotional distress I'm experiencing that they actually inflicted.

    Going into the ugly details of that person is more attention than they deserve. Unfortunately I have a triggerable mental illness and they know it and they know
    my triggers because they've been trying to cuddle up to me for a quarter-century
    so it has to be spoken about a little.

    The evidence is sufficient for me, but not likely to be enough to take to court and get a restraining order that wouldn't do any good anyway.

    Eventually they'll crash and burn and end up back in the nice white room with the
    soft walls, the only reason they're not there now is they're predatory as hell and keep attaching themselves to insecure women with lots of money (this isn't speculation; more than one of his partners has asked me to get him to stop in the
    past, as though that's within my power). Their endgame for me is to leave me with
    nowhere else to turn so they can play hero, like a fire-fighter who sets the fires themselves so they can get the praise for putting them out.

    The bottom line is this person has been trying to push me over the edge of suicide for about twenty-five years because they resent me talking them out of their own (and leaving them no honorable way to rationalize it), and every time it doesn't work they escalate with a new low. In the end there's no punishment worse for that person than having to wake up every day being who they are and knowing they're too weak of character to ever be anything else.

    So now, I'm still quite down and not feeling greatly motivated but I'm forcing myself to get back on the ol' horse and keep riding now because if I let this keep me idle much longer it's only going to further damage my work and reputation."

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From Family Guy@21:1/5 to All on Wed May 31 09:28:06 2023
    On Tuesday, May 30, 2023 at 11:26:33 PM UTC-4, Mark Raslin (w/Ancient Psychoses) wrote:
    Chad Bryant <chada...@aol.com> wrote in news:bc0d7df3-61a8-48a4...@googlegroups.com:
    On Tuesday, May 30, 2023 at 3:36:28 PM UTC-4, Davey Zimmerman #274 wrote:
    "John Henry 5h

    All right, folks, let's me pick m'self up and dust myself off AGAIN.
    I'll have my daily and supporter newsletters up in a few hours, plus
    video. One of these days my detractors will have to learn to live
    with the reality that as big a piece a garbage I've been at various
    points in

    my life, I'm still a thousand times better a person than them. That's
    half of what pisses 'em off, they keep hitting me with crap they know
    they'd fold under, and I keep not. At least I have the decency to be
    ashamed of my bad behavior and change it."

    I never ripped off and wasted a woman's inheritance and lied about
    it.

    Anyone else?

    No?

    So John is not just delusional but he's a liar too? That's shocking.

    Paypal him now.

    I think being a chester is well beyond "a piece of garbage", but then again, I'm a reader.

    He's very upset with someone.

    "I'm not going to go on about this too much because it just feeds the beast, but
    this is once again a pattern that I've been observing for a long time.

    Close friends with whom I've discussed it over the years know that I've suspected
    the source for well over a decade, but they finally slipped and outed themselves
    beyond any reasonable doubt when trying to recruit yet another troll to do their
    dirty work last week.

    This person's behavior is rooted in whisper campaigns and back-room antics, ingratiating themselves to the clickbait crowd or not realizing they outed themselves many, many times over the years.


    If he was any more paranoid he would be broadcasting from a short-wave radio in a shack.
    What. The. Fuck.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From Family Guy@21:1/5 to Chad Bryant on Wed May 31 09:27:30 2023
    On Tuesday, May 30, 2023 at 5:25:36 PM UTC-4, Chad Bryant wrote:
    On Tuesday, May 30, 2023 at 3:36:28 PM UTC-4, Davey Zimmerman #274 wrote:
    "John Henry 5h

    All right, folks, let's me pick m'self up and dust myself off AGAIN.
    I'll have my daily and supporter newsletters up in a few hours, plus video. One of these days my detractors will have to learn to live with
    the reality that as big a piece a garbage I've been at various points in my life, I'm still a thousand times better a person than them. That's
    half of what pisses 'em off, they keep hitting me with crap they know they'd fold under, and I keep not. At least I have the decency to be ashamed of my bad behavior and change it."

    I never ripped off and wasted a woman's inheritance and lied about it.

    Anyone else?

    No?

    So John is not just delusional but he's a liar too? That's shocking.

    Paypal him now.
    I think being a chester is well beyond "a piece of garbage", but then again, I'm a reader.

    I think being anyone is well beyond "Chadlee Lee Bryant," but then again, that much is obvious.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From Family Guy@21:1/5 to All on Wed May 31 09:29:00 2023
    On Tuesday, May 30, 2023 at 11:26:33 PM UTC-4, Mark Raslin (w/Ancient Psychoses) wrote:

    The bottom line is this person has been trying to push me over the edge of suicide for about twenty-five years because they resent me talking them out of
    their own (and leaving them no honorable way to rationalize it), and every time
    it doesn't work they escalate with a new low.


    ...Wrote the guy who makes at least bi-annual suicide threats.
    Someone paypal him enough for a prescription already.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From Chad Bryant@21:1/5 to All on Fri Jun 2 20:57:37 2023
    On Tuesday, May 30, 2023 at 11:26:33 PM UTC-4, Mark Raslin (w/Ancient Psychoses) wrote:

    It includes calling my new roommate – within literal hours of my changing my
    address on my voter registration and domains

    It had nothing to do with JH's voter info or domain registries.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From Davey Zimmerman #274@21:1/5 to Chad Bryant on Sat Jun 3 13:35:08 2023
    Chad Bryant <chadabryant@aol.com> wrote in news:e253655d-ab7d-448a-99fa-d314c1e0e0aen@googlegroups.com:

    On Tuesday, May 30, 2023 at 11:26:33 PM UTC-4, Mark Raslin
    (w/Ancient Psychoses) wrote:

    It includes calling my new roommate – within literal hours of my
    changing my
    address on my voter registration and domains

    It had nothing to do with JH's voter info or domain registries.

    Damn you, Matt Desmond and American New X!

    Roommate implies John is chipping in or paying a cent. No money rolling
    in so that's another piece of delusional BS from John.

    "John Henry 20h
    This would be a really great day to get surprised with a couple of
    hundred bucks."

    That's nice, it'd be a surprise if the money came in the form of a
    paycheck you earned.

    But let's go full John with the next delusion!

    "John Henry 8h
    Everything's f**ked and I know how to unf**k a ton of it. We'll get
    there. Maybe not in time for me, but we will."

    Nobody listens to John and they will not let him save the world? So sad.

    Oh dear, some idiot sent him money to pay off the electric bill he ran
    up with his ego trip. Here's John bragging about his "moochcheck"!
    Thanks for supporting a mooch, T! Just thought you'd like to know that
    most of the videos John put up that you supported with your money are
    gone. Kind of fitting, eh?

    "John Henry 11h

    Got quite a nice little boost today, thanks T! Some bills covered now,
    stocked up on coffee & healthy snack stuff (fresh veggies), got a couple
    bills paid. It's a good day."

    OOPS! Looks like the "roommate" didn't get a fucking cent, not even on
    the electric bill that was supposedly a top priority. Shocking, pun
    intended. The mooch is only one way with John. Same as it ever was!

    Think about it, a recovering (and previously adjudged terminal) cancer
    patient is out working and earning a paycheck but John sure isn't. Even
    the "moochcheck" is all being spent on himself.

    Paypal him now!

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From Family Guy@21:1/5 to All on Sat Jun 3 11:20:42 2023
    On Saturday, June 3, 2023 at 9:35:12 AM UTC-4, Davey Zimmerman #274 wrote:
    Chad Bryant <chada...@aol.com> wrote in news:e253655d-ab7d-448a...@googlegroups.com:
    On Tuesday, May 30, 2023 at 11:26:33 PM UTC-4, Mark Raslin
    (w/Ancient Psychoses) wrote:

    It includes calling my new roommate – within literal hours of my
    changing my
    address on my voter registration and domains

    It had nothing to do with JH's voter info or domain registries.
    Damn you, Matt Desmond and American New X!

    Roommate implies John is chipping in or paying a cent. No money rolling
    in so that's another piece of delusional BS from John.

    "John Henry 20h
    This would be a really great day to get surprised with a couple of
    hundred bucks."

    That's nice, it'd be a surprise if the money came in the form of a
    paycheck you earned.

    But let's go full John with the next delusion!

    He really needs to try busking, but his music sucks, he's off-key and, well, let's face it---too lazy and self-centered to try.



    "John Henry 8h
    Everything's f**ked and I know how to unf**k a ton of it. We'll get
    there. Maybe not in time for me, but we will."

    Nobody listens to John and they will not let him save the world? So sad.


    We paid the price on 9/11. If only we had listened to John, none of it would have ever happened.



    Oh dear, some idiot sent him money to pay off the electric bill he ran
    up with his ego trip. Here's John bragging about his "moochcheck"!
    Thanks for supporting a mooch, T! Just thought you'd like to know that
    most of the videos John put up that you supported with your money are
    gone. Kind of fitting, eh?

    "John Henry 11h

    Got quite a nice little boost today, thanks T! Some bills covered now, stocked up on coffee & healthy snack stuff (fresh veggies), got a couple bills paid. It's a good day."

    A good day for John is when he finds an unused piece of toilet paper.



    OOPS! Looks like the "roommate" didn't get a fucking cent, not even on
    the electric bill that was supposedly a top priority. Shocking, pun intended. The mooch is only one way with John. Same as it ever was!

    Think about it, a recovering (and previously adjudged terminal) cancer patient is out working and earning a paycheck but John sure isn't. Even
    the "moochcheck" is all being spent on himself.

    Paypal him now!

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From ]v[etaphoid@21:1/5 to mark@rube.con on Sun Jun 4 00:00:12 2023
    Mark Raslin (w/Ancient Psychoses) <mark@rube.con> wrote:
    Chad Bryant <chadabryant@aol.com> wrote in news:bc0d7df3-61a8-48a4-a208-ea523a536db0n@googlegroups.com:

    On Tuesday, May 30, 2023 at 3:36:28 PM UTC-4, Davey Zimmerman #274
    wrote:
    "John Henry 5h

    All right, folks, let's me pick m'self up and dust myself off AGAIN.
    I'll have my daily and supporter newsletters up in a few hours, plus
    video. One of these days my detractors will have to learn to live
    with the reality that as big a piece a garbage I've been at various
    points in

    my life, I'm still a thousand times better a person than them. That's
    half of what pisses 'em off, they keep hitting me with crap they know
    they'd fold under, and I keep not. At least I have the decency to be
    ashamed of my bad behavior and change it."

    I never ripped off and wasted a woman's inheritance and lied about
    it.

    Anyone else?

    No?

    So John is not just delusional but he's a liar too? That's shocking.

    Paypal him now.

    I think being a chester is well beyond "a piece of garbage", but then
    again, I'm a reader.


    He's very upset with someone.

    "I'm not going to go on about this too much because it just feeds the beast, but
    this is once again a pattern that I've been observing for a long time.

    Close friends with whom I've discussed it over the years know that I've suspected
    the source for well over a decade, but they finally slipped and outed themselves
    beyond any reasonable doubt when trying to recruit yet another troll to do their
    dirty work last week.

    This person's behavior is rooted in whisper campaigns and back-room antics, ingratiating themselves to the clickbait crowd or not realizing they outed themselves many, many times over the years.

    It includes calling my new roommate – within literal hours of my changing my
    address on my voter registration and domains, who I've mentioned previously has a
    terminal stage four cancer diagnosis so that's totally on-brand for le stalker,
    they did the same to my parents' last years – to harass them with similar lies,
    which was pointless.

    It's gross, sick, and obsessive. The person responsible has been involuntarily
    committed to psychiatric confinement in the past, and has tried repeatedly to con
    me into committing myself... often in response to some emotional distress I'm experiencing that they actually inflicted.

    Going into the ugly details of that person is more attention than they deserve.
    Unfortunately I have a triggerable mental illness and they know it and they know
    my triggers because they've been trying to cuddle up to me for a quarter-century
    so it has to be spoken about a little.

    The evidence is sufficient for me, but not likely to be enough to take to court
    and get a restraining order that wouldn't do any good anyway.

    Eventually they'll crash and burn and end up back in the nice white room with the
    soft walls, the only reason they're not there now is they're predatory as hell
    and keep attaching themselves to insecure women with lots of money (this isn't
    speculation; more than one of his partners has asked me to get him to stop in the
    past, as though that's within my power). Their endgame for me is to leave me with
    nowhere else to turn so they can play hero, like a fire-fighter who sets the fires themselves so they can get the praise for putting them out.

    The bottom line is this person has been trying to push me over the edge of suicide for about twenty-five years because they resent me talking them out of
    their own (and leaving them no honorable way to rationalize it), and every time
    it doesn't work they escalate with a new low. In the end there's no punishment
    worse for that person than having to wake up every day being who they are and knowing they're too weak of character to ever be anything else.

    So now, I'm still quite down and not feeling greatly motivated but I'm forcing
    myself to get back on the ol' horse and keep riding now because if I let this keep me idle much longer it's only going to further damage my work and reputation."


    Sounds like the love affair between John and Chad is finally over…

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Davey Zimmerman #274@21:1/5 to meta@lowincomegenius.com on Sun Jun 4 01:21:27 2023
    ]v[etaphoid <meta@lowincomegenius.com> wrote in ]news:u5gk6c$3mmbu$1@dont-email.me:

    Mark Raslin (w/Ancient Psychoses) <mark@rube.con> wrote:
    Chad Bryant <chadabryant@aol.com> wrote in
    news:bc0d7df3-61a8-48a4-a208-ea523a536db0n@googlegroups.com:

    On Tuesday, May 30, 2023 at 3:36:28 PM UTC-4, Davey Zimmerman
    #274 wrote:
    "John Henry 5h

    All right, folks, let's me pick m'self up and dust myself off
    AGAIN. I'll have my daily and supporter newsletters up in a few
    hours, plus video. One of these days my detractors will have to
    learn to live with the reality that as big a piece a garbage I've
    been at various points in

    my life, I'm still a thousand times better a person than them.
    That's half of what pisses 'em off, they keep hitting me with crap
    they know they'd fold under, and I keep not. At least I have the
    decency to be ashamed of my bad behavior and change it."

    I never ripped off and wasted a woman's inheritance and lied about
    it.

    Anyone else?

    No?

    So John is not just delusional but he's a liar too? That's
    shocking.

    Paypal him now.

    I think being a chester is well beyond "a piece of garbage", but
    then again, I'm a reader.


    He's very upset with someone.

    "I'm not going to go on about this too much because it just feeds the
    beast, but this is once again a pattern that I've been observing for
    a long time.

    Close friends with whom I've discussed it over the years know that
    I've suspected the source for well over a decade, but they finally
    slipped and outed themselves beyond any reasonable doubt when trying
    to recruit yet another troll to do their dirty work last week.

    This person's behavior is rooted in whisper campaigns and back-room
    antics, ingratiating themselves to the clickbait crowd or not
    realizing they outed themselves many, many times over the years.

    It includes calling my new roommate – within literal hours of my
    changing my address on my voter registration and domains, who I've
    mentioned previously has a terminal stage four cancer diagnosis so
    that's totally on-brand for le stalker, they did the same to my
    parents' last years – to harass them with similar lies, which was
    pointless.

    It's gross, sick, and obsessive. The person responsible has been
    involuntarily committed to psychiatric confinement in the past, and
    has tried repeatedly to con me into committing myself... often in
    response to some emotional distress I'm experiencing that they
    actually inflicted.

    Going into the ugly details of that person is more attention than
    they deserve. Unfortunately I have a triggerable mental illness and
    they know it and they know my triggers because they've been trying to
    cuddle up to me for a quarter-century so it has to be spoken about a
    little.

    The evidence is sufficient for me, but not likely to be enough to
    take to court and get a restraining order that wouldn't do any good
    anyway.

    Eventually they'll crash and burn and end up back in the nice white
    room with the soft walls, the only reason they're not there now is
    they're predatory as hell and keep attaching themselves to insecure
    women with lots of money (this isn't speculation; more than one of
    his partners has asked me to get him to stop in the past, as though
    that's within my power). Their endgame for me is to leave me with
    nowhere else to turn so they can play hero, like a fire-fighter who
    sets the fires themselves so they can get the praise for putting them
    out.

    The bottom line is this person has been trying to push me over the
    edge of suicide for about twenty-five years because they resent me
    talking them out of their own (and leaving them no honorable way to
    rationalize it), and every time it doesn't work they escalate with a
    new low. In the end there's no punishment worse for that person than
    having to wake up every day being who they are and knowing they're
    too weak of character to ever be anything else.

    So now, I'm still quite down and not feeling greatly motivated but
    I'm forcing myself to get back on the ol' horse and keep riding now
    because if I let this keep me idle much longer it's only going to
    further damage my work and reputation."


    Sounds like the love affair between John and Chad is finally over…

    I suspect nobody sent money to him for that rant. Sounds like John
    confessed to cuddling too. Well, it is Gay Pride month. I wonder who
    pried the mothballs out of his colon once he he burst out of the
    closet.

    <ducks>

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Chad Bryant@21:1/5 to All on Sun Jun 4 02:01:59 2023
    On Saturday, June 3, 2023 at 8:00:16 PM UTC-4, ]v[etaphoid wrote:
    Mark Raslin (w/Ancient Psychoses) <ma...@rube.con> wrote:
    Chad Bryant <chada...@aol.com> wrote in news:bc0d7df3-61a8-48a4...@googlegroups.com:

    On Tuesday, May 30, 2023 at 3:36:28 PM UTC-4, Davey Zimmerman #274 >> wrote:
    "John Henry 5h

    All right, folks, let's me pick m'self up and dust myself off AGAIN.
    I'll have my daily and supporter newsletters up in a few hours, plus
    video. One of these days my detractors will have to learn to live
    with the reality that as big a piece a garbage I've been at various
    points in

    my life, I'm still a thousand times better a person than them. That's >>> half of what pisses 'em off, they keep hitting me with crap they know >>> they'd fold under, and I keep not. At least I have the decency to be
    ashamed of my bad behavior and change it."

    I never ripped off and wasted a woman's inheritance and lied about
    it.

    Anyone else?

    No?

    So John is not just delusional but he's a liar too? That's shocking.

    Paypal him now.

    I think being a chester is well beyond "a piece of garbage", but then
    again, I'm a reader.


    He's very upset with someone.

    "I'm not going to go on about this too much because it just feeds the beast, but
    this is once again a pattern that I've been observing for a long time.

    Close friends with whom I've discussed it over the years know that I've suspected
    the source for well over a decade, but they finally slipped and outed themselves
    beyond any reasonable doubt when trying to recruit yet another troll to do their
    dirty work last week.

    This person's behavior is rooted in whisper campaigns and back-room antics,
    ingratiating themselves to the clickbait crowd or not realizing they outed themselves many, many times over the years.

    It includes calling my new roommate – within literal hours of my changing my
    address on my voter registration and domains, who I've mentioned previously has a
    terminal stage four cancer diagnosis so that's totally on-brand for le stalker,
    they did the same to my parents' last years – to harass them with similar lies,
    which was pointless.

    It's gross, sick, and obsessive. The person responsible has been involuntarily
    committed to psychiatric confinement in the past, and has tried repeatedly to con
    me into committing myself... often in response to some emotional distress I'm
    experiencing that they actually inflicted.

    Going into the ugly details of that person is more attention than they deserve.
    Unfortunately I have a triggerable mental illness and they know it and they know
    my triggers because they've been trying to cuddle up to me for a quarter-century
    so it has to be spoken about a little.

    The evidence is sufficient for me, but not likely to be enough to take to court
    and get a restraining order that wouldn't do any good anyway.

    Eventually they'll crash and burn and end up back in the nice white room with the
    soft walls, the only reason they're not there now is they're predatory as hell
    and keep attaching themselves to insecure women with lots of money (this isn't
    speculation; more than one of his partners has asked me to get him to stop in the
    past, as though that's within my power). Their endgame for me is to leave me with
    nowhere else to turn so they can play hero, like a fire-fighter who sets the
    fires themselves so they can get the praise for putting them out.

    The bottom line is this person has been trying to push me over the edge of suicide for about twenty-five years because they resent me talking them out of
    their own (and leaving them no honorable way to rationalize it), and every time
    it doesn't work they escalate with a new low. In the end there's no punishment
    worse for that person than having to wake up every day being who they are and
    knowing they're too weak of character to ever be anything else.

    So now, I'm still quite down and not feeling greatly motivated but I'm forcing
    myself to get back on the ol' horse and keep riding now because if I let this
    keep me idle much longer it's only going to further damage my work and reputation."

    Sounds like the love affair between John and Chad is finally over…

    Suck a fucking hobo dick, you fucking retarded sheepfucker.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From ]v[etaphoid@21:1/5 to Chad Bryant on Mon Jun 5 21:13:39 2023
    Chad Bryant <chadabryant@aol.com> wrote:
    On Saturday, June 3, 2023 at 8:00:16 PM UTC-4, ]v[etaphoid wrote:
    Mark Raslin (w/Ancient Psychoses) <ma...@rube.con> wrote:
    Chad Bryant <chada...@aol.com> wrote in
    news:bc0d7df3-61a8-48a4...@googlegroups.com:

    On Tuesday, May 30, 2023 at 3:36:28 PM UTC-4, Davey Zimmerman #274 >>>> wrote:
    "John Henry 5h

    All right, folks, let's me pick m'self up and dust myself off AGAIN. >>>>> I'll have my daily and supporter newsletters up in a few hours, plus >>>>> video. One of these days my detractors will have to learn to live
    with the reality that as big a piece a garbage I've been at various
    points in

    my life, I'm still a thousand times better a person than them. That's >>>>> half of what pisses 'em off, they keep hitting me with crap they know >>>>> they'd fold under, and I keep not. At least I have the decency to be >>>>> ashamed of my bad behavior and change it."

    I never ripped off and wasted a woman's inheritance and lied about
    it.

    Anyone else?

    No?

    So John is not just delusional but he's a liar too? That's shocking. >>>>>
    Paypal him now.

    I think being a chester is well beyond "a piece of garbage", but then
    again, I'm a reader.


    He's very upset with someone.

    "I'm not going to go on about this too much because it just feeds the beast, but
    this is once again a pattern that I've been observing for a long time.

    Close friends with whom I've discussed it over the years know that I've suspected
    the source for well over a decade, but they finally slipped and outed themselves
    beyond any reasonable doubt when trying to recruit yet another troll to do their
    dirty work last week.

    This person's behavior is rooted in whisper campaigns and back-room antics, >>> ingratiating themselves to the clickbait crowd or not realizing they outed >>> themselves many, many times over the years.

    It includes calling my new roommate – within literal hours of my changing my
    address on my voter registration and domains, who I've mentioned previously has a
    terminal stage four cancer diagnosis so that's totally on-brand for le stalker,
    they did the same to my parents' last years – to harass them with similar lies,
    which was pointless.

    It's gross, sick, and obsessive. The person responsible has been involuntarily
    committed to psychiatric confinement in the past, and has tried repeatedly to con
    me into committing myself... often in response to some emotional distress I'm
    experiencing that they actually inflicted.

    Going into the ugly details of that person is more attention than they deserve.
    Unfortunately I have a triggerable mental illness and they know it and they know
    my triggers because they've been trying to cuddle up to me for a quarter-century
    so it has to be spoken about a little.

    The evidence is sufficient for me, but not likely to be enough to take to court
    and get a restraining order that wouldn't do any good anyway.

    Eventually they'll crash and burn and end up back in the nice white room with the
    soft walls, the only reason they're not there now is they're predatory as hell
    and keep attaching themselves to insecure women with lots of money (this isn't
    speculation; more than one of his partners has asked me to get him to stop in the
    past, as though that's within my power). Their endgame for me is to leave me with
    nowhere else to turn so they can play hero, like a fire-fighter who sets the
    fires themselves so they can get the praise for putting them out.

    The bottom line is this person has been trying to push me over the edge of >>> suicide for about twenty-five years because they resent me talking them out of
    their own (and leaving them no honorable way to rationalize it), and every time
    it doesn't work they escalate with a new low. In the end there's no punishment
    worse for that person than having to wake up every day being who they are and
    knowing they're too weak of character to ever be anything else.

    So now, I'm still quite down and not feeling greatly motivated but I'm forcing
    myself to get back on the ol' horse and keep riding now because if I let this
    keep me idle much longer it's only going to further damage my work and
    reputation."

    Sounds like the love affair between John and Chad is finally over…

    Suck a fucking hobo dick, you fucking retarded sheepfucker.


    Such vivid homo-erotic imagery.

    Where on earth did you summon that from, lonely fatboy?

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From Family Guy@21:1/5 to All on Tue Jun 6 12:54:17 2023
    On Monday, June 5, 2023 at 5:13:43 PM UTC-4, ]v[etaphoid wrote:
    Chad Bryant <chada...@aol.com> wrote:
    On Saturday, June 3, 2023 at 8:00:16 PM UTC-4, ]v[etaphoid wrote:
    Mark Raslin (w/Ancient Psychoses) <ma...@rube.con> wrote:
    Chad Bryant <chada...@aol.com> wrote in
    news:bc0d7df3-61a8-48a4...@googlegroups.com:

    On Tuesday, May 30, 2023 at 3:36:28 PM UTC-4, Davey Zimmerman #274
    wrote:
    "John Henry 5h

    All right, folks, let's me pick m'self up and dust myself off AGAIN. >>>>> I'll have my daily and supporter newsletters up in a few hours, plus >>>>> video. One of these days my detractors will have to learn to live >>>>> with the reality that as big a piece a garbage I've been at various >>>>> points in

    my life, I'm still a thousand times better a person than them. That's >>>>> half of what pisses 'em off, they keep hitting me with crap they know >>>>> they'd fold under, and I keep not. At least I have the decency to be >>>>> ashamed of my bad behavior and change it."

    I never ripped off and wasted a woman's inheritance and lied about >>>>> it.

    Anyone else?

    No?

    So John is not just delusional but he's a liar too? That's shocking. >>>>>
    Paypal him now.

    I think being a chester is well beyond "a piece of garbage", but then >>>> again, I'm a reader.


    He's very upset with someone.

    "I'm not going to go on about this too much because it just feeds the beast, but
    this is once again a pattern that I've been observing for a long time. >>>
    Close friends with whom I've discussed it over the years know that I've suspected
    the source for well over a decade, but they finally slipped and outed themselves
    beyond any reasonable doubt when trying to recruit yet another troll to do their
    dirty work last week.

    This person's behavior is rooted in whisper campaigns and back-room antics,
    ingratiating themselves to the clickbait crowd or not realizing they outed
    themselves many, many times over the years.

    It includes calling my new roommate – within literal hours of my changing my
    address on my voter registration and domains, who I've mentioned previously has a
    terminal stage four cancer diagnosis so that's totally on-brand for le stalker,
    they did the same to my parents' last years – to harass them with similar lies,
    which was pointless.

    It's gross, sick, and obsessive. The person responsible has been involuntarily
    committed to psychiatric confinement in the past, and has tried repeatedly to con
    me into committing myself... often in response to some emotional distress I'm
    experiencing that they actually inflicted.

    Going into the ugly details of that person is more attention than they deserve.
    Unfortunately I have a triggerable mental illness and they know it and they know
    my triggers because they've been trying to cuddle up to me for a quarter-century
    so it has to be spoken about a little.

    The evidence is sufficient for me, but not likely to be enough to take to court
    and get a restraining order that wouldn't do any good anyway.

    Eventually they'll crash and burn and end up back in the nice white room with the
    soft walls, the only reason they're not there now is they're predatory as hell
    and keep attaching themselves to insecure women with lots of money (this isn't
    speculation; more than one of his partners has asked me to get him to stop in the
    past, as though that's within my power). Their endgame for me is to leave me with
    nowhere else to turn so they can play hero, like a fire-fighter who sets the
    fires themselves so they can get the praise for putting them out.

    The bottom line is this person has been trying to push me over the edge of
    suicide for about twenty-five years because they resent me talking them out of
    their own (and leaving them no honorable way to rationalize it), and every time
    it doesn't work they escalate with a new low. In the end there's no punishment
    worse for that person than having to wake up every day being who they are and
    knowing they're too weak of character to ever be anything else.

    So now, I'm still quite down and not feeling greatly motivated but I'm forcing
    myself to get back on the ol' horse and keep riding now because if I let this
    keep me idle much longer it's only going to further damage my work and >>> reputation."

    Sounds like the love affair between John and Chad is finally over…

    Suck a fucking hobo dick, you fucking retarded sheepfucker.

    Such vivid homo-erotic imagery.

    Where on earth did you summon that from, lonely fatboy?

    "Lee" is bi-curious. Too bad both men and women find him creepy.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From Kara Mac@21:1/5 to All on Wed Jun 7 03:52:06 2023
    On Tuesday, May 30, 2023 at 3:36:28 PM UTC-4, Davey Zimmerman #274 wrote:
    "John Henry 5h

    All right, folks, let's me pick m'self up and dust myself off AGAIN.
    I'll have my daily and supporter newsletters up in a few hours, plus
    video. One of these days my detractors will have to learn to live with
    the reality that as big a piece a garbage I've been at various points in
    my life, I'm still a thousand times better a person than them. That's
    half of what pisses 'em off, they keep hitting me with crap they know
    they'd fold under, and I keep not. At least I have the decency to be
    ashamed of my bad behavior and change it."

    I never ripped off and wasted a woman's inheritance and lied about it.

    Anyone else?

    No?

    So John is not just delusional but he's a liar too? That's shocking.

    Paypal him now.

    I'm sort of bored with John so haven't checked in a bit. But I finally did and see he once again cried like a little bitch, usual result of "here is some money", then John insists that money is for his "work" rather than to stop the crying.
    Who is it that has wasted 25 years of their life playing road runner games with John as he cries BEEP BEEP and keeps going??

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Kara Mac@21:1/5 to Kara Mac on Wed Jun 7 04:40:46 2023
    On Wednesday, June 7, 2023 at 6:52:08 AM UTC-4, Kara Mac wrote:
    On Tuesday, May 30, 2023 at 3:36:28 PM UTC-4, Davey Zimmerman #274 wrote:
    "John Henry 5h

    All right, folks, let's me pick m'self up and dust myself off AGAIN.
    I'll have my daily and supporter newsletters up in a few hours, plus video. One of these days my detractors will have to learn to live with
    the reality that as big a piece a garbage I've been at various points in my life, I'm still a thousand times better a person than them. That's
    half of what pisses 'em off, they keep hitting me with crap they know they'd fold under, and I keep not. At least I have the decency to be ashamed of my bad behavior and change it."

    I never ripped off and wasted a woman's inheritance and lied about it.

    Anyone else?

    No?

    So John is not just delusional but he's a liar too? That's shocking.

    Paypal him now.
    I'm sort of bored with John so haven't checked in a bit. But I finally did and see he once again cried like a little bitch, usual result of "here is some money", then John insists that money is for his "work" rather than to stop the crying.
    Who is it that has wasted 25 years of their life playing road runner games with John as he cries BEEP BEEP and keeps going??

    "I just wish mine would be steady enough to get some work banked so nobody notices when I"m not around for a day or three."
    Like any one does. At most maybe 4/5 people notice. I love the new obsession that his brain is somehow a separate entity that just does it's own thing and he has no control over it. And the world is just watching and waiting for some new revelation. Such
    a wannabe cult leader.
    Bizarre.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Davey Zimmerman #274@21:1/5 to Kara Mac on Wed Jun 7 19:45:21 2023
    Kara Mac <karamcnamara0630@gmail.com> wrote in news:79cb53d7-e2ec-4f40-ab97-1fefebdfd9ecn@googlegroups.com:

    On Wednesday, June 7, 2023 at 6:52:08 AM UTC-4, Kara Mac wrote:
    On Tuesday, May 30, 2023 at 3:36:28 PM UTC-4, Davey Zimmerman #27
    4 wrote:
    "John Henry 5h

    All right, folks, let's me pick m'self up and dust myself off
    AGAIN. I'll have my daily and supporter newsletters up in a few
    hours, plus video. One of these days my detractors will have to
    learn to live with

    the reality that as big a piece a garbage I've been at various
    points i
    n
    my life, I'm still a thousand times better a person than them.
    That's

    half of what pisses 'em off, they keep hitting me with crap they
    know they'd fold under, and I keep not. At least I have the decency
    to be ashamed of my bad behavior and change it."

    I never ripped off and wasted a woman's inheritance and lied about
    it.


    Anyone else?

    No?

    So John is not just delusional but he's a liar too? That's
    shocking.

    Paypal him now.
    I'm sort of bored with John so haven't checked in a bit. But I
    finally did and see he once again cried like a little bitch, usual
    result of "here is some money", then John insists that money is for
    his "work" rather than to stop the crying. Who is it that has wasted
    25 years of their life playing road runner games with John as he
    cries BEEP BEEP and keeps going??

    "I just wish mine would be steady enough to get some work banked so
    nobody notices when I"m not around for a day or three."

    Like any one does. At most maybe 4/5 people notice. I love the new
    obsession that his brain is somehow a separate entity that just does
    it's own thing and he has no control over it. And the world is just
    watching and waiting for some new revelation. Such a wannabe cult
    leader. Bizarre.

    The people who notice are the people who laugh at him and the 2 or 3
    sheep that maybe send money once a month or so.

    John's avoided the subject of the moochee's electric bill for a while.

    I can't guess why.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From Mark Raslin (w/Ancient Psychoses)@21:1/5 to Chad Bryant on Wed Jun 7 20:09:44 2023
    Chad Bryant <chadabryant@aol.com> wrote in news:e253655d-ab7d-448a-99fa-d314c1e0e0aen@googlegroups.com:

    On Tuesday, May 30, 2023 at 11:26:33 PM UTC-4, Mark Raslin
    (w/Ancient Psychoses) wrote:

    It includes calling my new roommate – within literal hours of my
    changing my
    address on my voter registration and domains

    It had nothing to do with JH's voter info or domain registries.


    John claims that the only other alternative is that [whomever he's talking about]
    has his passwords.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From Mark Raslin (w/Ancient Psychoses)@21:1/5 to Chadweasel274@zoho.com on Wed Jun 7 20:04:31 2023
    "Davey Zimmerman #274" <Chadweasel274@zoho.com> wrote in news:XnsB01CA0473D804ReallyNotChad@135.181.20.170:

    Kara Mac <karamcnamara0630@gmail.com> wrote in news:79cb53d7-e2ec-4f40-ab97-1fefebdfd9ecn@googlegroups.com:

    On Wednesday, June 7, 2023 at 6:52:08 AM UTC-4, Kara Mac wrote:
    On Tuesday, May 30, 2023 at 3:36:28 PM UTC-4, Davey Zimmerman #27
    4 wrote:
    "John Henry 5h

    All right, folks, let's me pick m'self up and dust myself off
    AGAIN. I'll have my daily and supporter newsletters up in a few
    hours, plus video. One of these days my detractors will have to
    learn to live with

    the reality that as big a piece a garbage I've been at various
    points i
    n
    my life, I'm still a thousand times better a person than them.
    That's

    half of what pisses 'em off, they keep hitting me with crap they
    know they'd fold under, and I keep not. At least I have the
    decency to be ashamed of my bad behavior and change it."

    I never ripped off and wasted a woman's inheritance and lied about
    it.


    Anyone else?

    No?

    So John is not just delusional but he's a liar too? That's
    shocking.

    Paypal him now.
    I'm sort of bored with John so haven't checked in a bit. But I
    finally did and see he once again cried like a little bitch, usual
    result of "here is some money", then John insists that money is for
    his "work" rather than to stop the crying. Who is it that has wasted
    25 years of their life playing road runner games with John as he
    cries BEEP BEEP and keeps going??

    "I just wish mine would be steady enough to get some work banked so
    nobody notices when I"m not around for a day or three."

    Like any one does. At most maybe 4/5 people notice. I love the new
    obsession that his brain is somehow a separate entity that just does
    it's own thing and he has no control over it. And the world is just
    watching and waiting for some new revelation. Such a wannabe cult
    leader. Bizarre.

    The people who notice are the people who laugh at him and the 2 or 3
    sheep that maybe send money once a month or so.

    John's avoided the subject of the moochee's electric bill for a while.

    I can't guess why.

    John, after relating a quick story about a drunken attack in their
    earlier years, said that his host considers that he's doing her a favor
    by living there and assures everyone that he is not in any way taking advantage:

    "A few months ago I was living in a hotel room, day to day, all my stuff
    in bins, no vehicle, no escape, and little hope. Now I'm in a home with
    a room and a desk and a computer connection and at least a rudimentary
    work environment. How that happened is another one of those "holy crap,
    is this my life?" moments that have so famously followed me around over
    the years.

    I've told the story in the past of why I was never a Jack Daniels'
    drinker, but it's been a minute. One night when I was fifteen, I went
    out with some friends and laid hands on a fifth of jack and a
    three-liter bottle of Mountain Dew, and proceeded to slam it and chase
    it and slam it and chase it and slam it and chase it 1985 rock star
    style until I was absolutely beyond drunk. Only a couple of memories of
    the night at all – one of tooling down the road in front of Upjohn's
    world HQ in my buddy's Pinto wagon, one of continually trying to
    unbutton another friend's shirt, but other than that the night is and
    has always been a blank.

    Since then I've not been able to stand the taste of any kind of whiskey
    or bourbon or scotch.

    Naturally as tends to happen that group of friends drifted apart, life
    went on, and so forth, and now I'm living in a hotel just one bare
    fingernail from falling off the cliff forever. I had at least had the
    presence of mind to join the chain's rewards program, so I was building
    up loyalty points good for rewards like free or discounted room prices.
    It's like a Tuesday afternoon, and I'm out of money with no sign of any
    coming in soon. I'd already had a miraculous amount of help – I stayed
    in that hotel for a month! – and the proverbial well appeared to be dry
    for the moment.

    I walk down to the hotel office to start the process of cashing in my
    points, and as I'm standing there talking to the hotel clerk I thought I
    barely heard someone say my name. There's zero reason for this to
    happen. Nobody in this place even knows my name except the desk help,
    and they've likely not even noticed it. I glanced around, didn't see
    anyone I recognized, and turned back to the clerk, set my arrangements,
    and started walking out... and I heard my name again.

    I turn around... and it's the girl whose shirt I'd been trying to take
    off thirty-seven years ago. Hadn't seen or talked to her since probably
    early 1987 at the latest. We get to talking, "what are you doing here"
    "what are YOU doing here" etc. Long story short: she was working on the
    side because she's on disability with a terminal cancer diagnosis, stage
    four in lungs and brain. Super sad. But also, she lives alone and has a
    spare room and pretty much needs someone to be around to call 911 in
    case she collapses unexpectedly or something, and heck yeah it'd be a
    favor to me if you'd move in. Don't even worry about rent, don't worry
    about getting a job or any of the rest of that crap, do what you can,
    but I just need someone around like right now and it sounds like you're
    a perfect candidate.

    Here's the kicker. You hear "stage four terminal" and think oh, wow,
    that's tragedy, aren't you worried you're like, taking advantage or
    something? Thing is, in terms of health she's ridiculously fine. She had collapsed back in August and at that time the ER docs gave her
    like...weeks. I ran into her in March and wouldn't have known any of
    that to look at her. Still don't. And she's one of those types that's
    not gonna just sit around waiting to die just because someone said she
    was gonna.

    So now I'm living here, helping out around the house, being a friend,
    and finally being allowed, in good faith, to have the time and space I
    need to actually work, rather than the series of bad-faith attempts to
    exploit and leverage my powerlessness in one situation to gain further
    power over my in the guise of "helping" (but now you owe me). We're not
    in any kind of relationship or any of that stuff, but our past history definitely helps overcome the gap between in terms of "knowing each
    other," we're both still the same people just older, so it's a sort of
    neat combination of being friends and strangers. And that, assembled
    guests, is the deus ex machina that probably saved me from being on the streets. I had another day and that was it – no money, nowhere to go, no
    way to get there.

    That is why you're seeing such a sharp spike in my work lately. Took
    some weeks to get my head adjusted and out of the horrible farce of
    existence I'd been in for two and a half years in that damn boarding
    house, but once that started lifting things started flowing and other
    than the bump last week really have been ever since.

    I'm still not by any means affluent, but I have a stable roof over my
    head (she owns the house), and her day gig (which she went back to out
    of boredom) is in industrial food service so even though I have almost
    no money I still eat. This is extra bonus because it allows me to focus
    on putting support from folks like you toward my work, rather than just
    toward trying to keep my dumb ass alive for another day! It's still a
    struggle to keep up just the bills associated with the low level or work
    I'm doing now – Adobe, Microsoft Office, the autoposter for the
    websites, various other little bits and pieces. And of course my
    roommate's diet is pretty limited so I'm eating a whole lot of chemo
    patient safe food, but on the bright side I've also lost almost forty
    pounds since I've been here, from the last time I weighed in at the
    doctor when I was at the old place. I was 253 there, I think, and right
    now I'm around 215. Supposedly 197 is optimal; we'll see if I get that
    far and what it looks like."

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