Tuesday March 28 2018, I just got home from telling Sasha, my 2 year
old baby girl [yellow lab/ border collie] good bye for the last time,
took her in to get spayed and she never woke up. Vet said she died of
heart attack, she was so scared when I was leaving her, and now my
guilt is breaking my heart, I have spent every day for 2 years with
her because of my med conditions and she was my best friend, I will
never forget her companionship she gave me and will also never forget
the look of sadness as I was leaving her there, I know some will
disagree with me but I will never leave another friend alone like
that, I will just deal with the heat cycle as they, cannot take
another broken heart from losing family again, Thank you for
listening, it is just so hard to except the lose.
I only had Indy(a one-year old stray) for two months and I decided it
was time to have her spayed before I moved out to the country and let
her roam. Today I took her to the vet, gave her to the vet and didn't
even consider that I might never see her alive again. Several hours
later, I received a call that Indy wasn't breathing on her own, and
that I should come right away. I went and stayed with her for several
hours, in which she stopped breathing so many times I can't count
them.
The vet said that Indy must have had distemper or something as a pup
(she was a stray I picked up) and something happened to her lungs.
After several more hours of assisted breathing, the vet finally
suggested that we let her pass away. I asked him to try a little
longer, and he did. But it didn't help.
Indy died because of some stupid operation that was only necessary
because it was convenient for me as an owner. She was completely
happy before I took her in, and now I regret even considering the
operation. I don't think I can ever forgive myself.
I have talked about Indy's little behavior quirks on this newsgroup,
and wanted to thank everyone for their help. She had very bad
separation anxiety and many of you helped with that problem.
Jeff
Tuesday March 28 2018, I just got home from telling Sasha, my 2 year
old baby girl [yellow lab/ border collie] good bye for the last time,
took her in to get spayed and she never woke up. Vet said she died of
heart attack, she was so scared when I was leaving her, and now my
guilt is breaking my heart, I have spent every day for 2 years with
her because of my med conditions and she was my best friend, I will
never forget her companionship she gave me and will also never forget
the look of sadness as I was leaving her there, I know some will
disagree with me but I will never leave another friend alone like
that, I will just deal with the heat cycle as they, cannot take
another broken heart from losing family again, Thank you for
listening, it is just so hard to except the lose.
Tuesday March 28 2018, I just got home from telling Sasha, my 2 year
old baby girl [yellow lab/ border collie] good bye for the last time,
took her in to get spayed and she never woke up. Vet said she died of
heart attack, she was so scared when I was leaving her, and now my
guilt is breaking my heart, I have spent every day for 2 years with
her because of my med conditions and she was my best friend, I will
never forget her companionship she gave me and will also never forget
the look of sadness as I was leaving her there, I know some will
disagree with me but I will never leave another friend alone like
that, I will just deal with the heat cycle as they, cannot take
another broken heart from losing family again, Thank you for
listening, it is just so hard to except the lose.
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