I'm not even sure why I'm suffering so much.
[m2d] I'm not even sure what happened.
I'm not even sure why I'm suffering so much. There are much to be
grateful. But there is this nagging suspicion that I was railroaded. I
wonder why:
[This is a good place to introduce Dukkha. There are many different ways
to classify all kinds of Dukkha. The usual eight type one might not work
well in this game. Time to research for a better one.]
On 2/11/2016 4:00 PM, oxtail wrote:
I'm not even sure why I'm suffering so much.
Maybe this will help your suffering:
Stop trying to project the illusion of a being wise counselor, hoping to
find someone who will genuflect to that illusion of your ego.
Perhaps, even admit to yourself that you're just as clueless as the rest
of us.
Nobody in Particular wrote:
On 2/11/2016 4:00 PM, oxtail wrote:
I'm not even sure why I'm suffering so much.
Maybe this will help your suffering:
Stop trying to project the illusion of a being wise counselor, hoping to
find someone who will genuflect to that illusion of your ego.
Perhaps, even admit to yourself that you're just as clueless as the rest
of us.
I'm not as clueless you are.
I never pretended to be awakened.
But I have pretty good idea how to get there.
Just too lazy to get there by just sitting.
I might as well enjoy getting there
by pretending to write a computer game.
Why don't you do something you find meaningful
other than being jealous of everyone else?
oxtail wrote:
[m2d] I'm not even sure what happened.
I'm not even sure why I'm suffering so much. There are much to be
grateful. But there is this nagging suspicion that I was railroaded. I >>wonder why:
[This is a good place to introduce Dukkha. There are many different ways
to classify all kinds of Dukkha. The usual eight type one might not work >>well in this game. Time to research for a better one.]
In the game plan, it's all in.
Going all in, desiring to help others, can be the stuff martyrs are made
of.
In order to reach those who suffer most,
one tends to need to suffer even more.
Beneath the bottomless pit are the everlasting arms.
The railroads to hell are paved with what are called good intentions.
On 2/11/2016 5:55 PM, oxtail wrote:
Nobody in Particular wrote:
On 2/11/2016 4:00 PM, oxtail wrote:
I'm not even sure why I'm suffering so much.
Maybe this will help your suffering:
Stop trying to project the illusion of a being wise counselor, hoping
to find someone who will genuflect to that illusion of your ego.
Perhaps, even admit to yourself that you're just as clueless as the
rest of us.
I'm not as clueless you are.
I never pretended to be awakened.
But I have pretty good idea how to get there.
Does it crucially depend on being adored?
Just too lazy to get there by just sitting.
I might as well enjoy getting there by pretending to write a computer
game.
Good for you.
I'm certain you will let us know how it works out.
Why don't you do something you find meaningful other than being jealous
of everyone else?
Feel free to ignore me.
Why do you keep reading me?
Still hoping for some sort of praise?
Do you suffer at all in your worst moments?
Any idea in how many ways you suffer?
Nobody in Particular wrote:
On 2/11/2016 5:55 PM, oxtail wrote:
Nobody in Particular wrote:
On 2/11/2016 4:00 PM, oxtail wrote:
I'm not even sure why I'm suffering so much.
Maybe this will help your suffering:
Stop trying to project the illusion of a being wise counselor, hoping
to find someone who will genuflect to that illusion of your ego.
Perhaps, even admit to yourself that you're just as clueless as the
rest of us.
I'm not as clueless you are.
I never pretended to be awakened.
But I have pretty good idea how to get there.
Does it crucially depend on being adored?
Just too lazy to get there by just sitting.
I might as well enjoy getting there by pretending to write a computer
game.
Good for you.
I'm certain you will let us know how it works out.
Why don't you do something you find meaningful other than being jealous
of everyone else?
Feel free to ignore me.
Why do you keep reading me?
Still hoping for some sort of praise?
Compassion.
You might be better off ignored.
But do play my game, please.
oxtail wrote and asked me:
Do you suffer at all in your worst moments?
I suffer usually every day.
In my worst moments the moments last all day.
Any idea in how many ways you suffer?
In as many ways as there are to not accept what ever is seen as being
less than desired.
There are many ways to wish.
One of them involves two.
Three can be too.
Among the 10k ways to suffer I can imagine 10k others who are connected
to me in various degrees.
As long as they suffer, I suffer.
From the lab oratory mouse to the refugees in camps worldwide,
as long as any are not as they would be if only they had their druthers.
I'd rather the world be other than how it is when people suffer.
I would not suffer for others except I do when others suffer.
When I see there are no others with any self to suffer then suffering
occurs all the same except without there being any one to suffer.
Aside from me.
WILL YOU ASSHOLES PLEASE TRIM THE FOLLOWUPS?
rec.arts.int-fiction and rec.games.int-fiction have NOTHING to do with your useless diatribes.
WILL YOU ASSHOLES PLEASE TRIM THE FOLLOWUPS?
rec.arts.int-fiction and rec.games.int-fiction have NOTHING to do with
your useless diatribes.
On Tuesday, 16 February 2016 06:34:41 UTC, rpresser wrote:
WILL YOU ASSHOLES PLEASE TRIM THE FOLLOWUPS?
rec.arts.int-fiction and rec.games.int-fiction have NOTHING to do with
your useless diatribes.
I know it's annoying, but I think that every single participant of this conversation - except you and me - are bots. Best to flag them as abuse
to hide them from sight.
Peter Piers wrote:
On Tuesday, 16 February 2016 06:34:41 UTC, rpresser wrote:
WILL YOU ASSHOLES PLEASE TRIM THE FOLLOWUPS?
rec.arts.int-fiction and rec.games.int-fiction have NOTHING to do with
your useless diatribes.
I know it's annoying, but I think that every single participant of this conversation - except you and me - are bots. Best to flag them as abuse
to hide them from sight.
What software do you use to write interactive fictions?
On Wednesday, 17 February 2016 00:33:53 UTC, oxtail wrote:
Peter Piers wrote:
On Tuesday, 16 February 2016 06:34:41 UTC, rpresser wrote:
WILL YOU ASSHOLES PLEASE TRIM THE FOLLOWUPS?
rec.arts.int-fiction and rec.games.int-fiction have NOTHING to do
with your useless diatribes.
I know it's annoying, but I think that every single participant of
this conversation - except you and me - are bots. Best to flag them
as abuse to hide them from sight.
What software do you use to write interactive fictions?
See? They're surprising bots, they are using the correct keyword, but no human would follow that statement with that question.
Ok, I suppose some would. Until they were heavily slapped with a big
enough fish, then maybe they'd grow out of it.
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