From Claire Boucher@21:1/5 to All on Sun Jul 17 14:29:42 2022
i can see
the average doctor
looking at my
situation
for 10 minutes
sort of doing a checklist
then onto 10 other patients
and the avergage nurse
doing what only what they should do
constantly
coming up with the same result
avoidance
being something like paranoia
and not intelligence
or them putting me in a bad environment
no one tries to put my in a higher
environment i notice
that i was in before we met
no religion, God isn't looked high upon
in this average doctor society
maybe I need a reseacher
to ask above average questions
and not you again
you do the same things
it's like you can't think you stupid
fucking idiot
writing another form for me to goto state be evaluated
and be put in a system
until the street asks the same questions
and does research
why is that?
why would a smart person
not want to talk to a bunch of smoking
deviant idiots?
it couldn't be a normal person trying to stay
away from the deviants
do they ever figure?
are you that stupid?
I want them to be my friend?
even drinking is off the map for me
usually
and sort of families of alcoholics
or people that are around marijuana users
or just second hand marijuana smoke
really changes things
has anyone looked into it... what is
that confusion and stuckness coming
from is it 30 years of confused
music?
and culture?
when will people care and love?
when will the average church point people
to the right King Samuel?
and not Dr. Marx.
When will David win again
these battles against you
when will David look at medicene
and say one if his mighty men is ok
is it when they are strong?
Do you know when to be strong
can you feel it
is it better to take a swing and miss
on purpose
than to take one and hit
or to miss
how tricky are you?
David cannot fight others forever, and his kingdom
cannot last forever... but you wonder about things
that are god breathed like scripture
and is the dms iv written my Freud and others really scripture
or is the Bible
as it says in 2 timothy 3 16 all scripture is God breathed and
is useful for teaching rebuking and training in righteousness
what happens if Bill Gates looks at the courses for University of Washington medicene psychiatry and starts laughing?
And he sees through it
and says
"yes for him take it down a level"