• Re: Clrmont Hotel 1982 / Will Dockery

    From W-Dockery@21:1/5 to Zod on Tue May 31 17:01:56 2022
    XPost: alt.arts.poetry.comments

    Zod wrote:

    Will Dockery wrote:

    Clermont Hotel 1982

    The Clermont
    is not a steamboat
    not here
    not in this memory.

    I close my eyes
    as I think of that name
    watch her as
    she passes by.

    How Robert Fulton
    led to this
    a word or thought
    can prompt another
    up the road from here.

    Near the Clermont
    the ghost of Capone
    who ran the show
    from his room
    looking down from his room
    to the diner.

    The light at 4 am
    and
    a tingle in my backbone.

    Jump cut
    looking through plate glass
    at Majestic Diner
    me, Hugo and Jim were having a...
    cup of coffee.

    Later on as the night
    thinned down
    I found her.

    We spoke
    another detached situation
    I made the moves
    I had learned my
    lessons well.

    I knew damn well
    this was nasty
    flowers everywhere
    rubbish on the stairs.

    Not the kind of place
    I would need
    to be seen.
    Another summer of love
    laced with obscene.

    The smell?
    Nag Champa.
    The aftertaste?
    something bitter.

    The smell
    smack down memory
    that still
    surrounds you.

    And here I sit
    thirty five years
    down the road
    in a moment
    that keeps flashing
    back to me.

    That one instant
    it doesn't happen
    to me every day
    coming on to me
    through a window.

    Funny side bars
    save those for another
    poem
    another time
    "to excess" seemed clever
    for a moment.

    She shot water rats
    just like that
    song went
    with her beady eyed pimp
    her money was
    well spent.

    She moved on
    I was down the hall
    and gone
    She moved on
    just kept on
    getting stoned
    She is gone... now.

    Because I could not wait
    by the window
    for the phantom
    the phantom stood
    outside
    and waved at me.

    I don't remember
    her very good
    not sure if
    I even should.

    Her head was
    very good
    but her black drugs
    still scare me.

    She moved on
    took a lot
    of time with her.
    She moved on
    I have three images
    I keep here
    She is gone... now.

    In the fog
    just another girl
    on Ponce DeLeon Avenue
    in 1982
    she waves at me in my
    snapshot memory
    it must be true.

    She came walking
    past me
    a couple of times
    that week
    I was checking for runes
    on the sidewalk
    she smiled
    must have thought
    I was a geek.

    I was going to the corner
    as she passed by
    she was making money
    just like
    so many others often try
    sometimes she sold flowers
    sometimes just
    straight up tricks.

    She knew her trade
    she had it made
    just another character
    waving
    for one second
    as my coffee
    went cold.

    I could say
    she was an old friend
    from an earlier day
    she waved and passed on
    across time
    moving
    in a darkened sway.

    And I do not
    know her name
    it may have been Irene
    it went fast
    kind of sleazy and insane.

    She moved on
    and left
    a few images behind
    She moved on
    a random word
    brought her back
    to my mind
    She is gone... now.

    We slowly drove
    she sat in the back
    silvery mist sparks
    in pitch black
    when I have the courage
    to look back.

    Down the road
    near Fernbank Park
    she crossed
    and crossed herself.

    She said
    she had promised herself
    not to be swayed again
    by the
    kindness of strangers.

    But things move fast
    and lucrative
    with friendly strangers
    who pass and smile
    at her at
    the bus stop.

    She moved on
    I did the same
    even sooner.

    The Clermont Hotel
    is empty now
    with much bigger legends
    than these.

    She moved on
    the sounds remain
    she's in my brain
    but
    She is gone... now.

    All I have are these
    images
    that slowly fade.

    -Will Dockery / 12-4-17

    One for the ages...

    Thanks again for reading and commenting, Zod.

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