XPost: alt.rec.hiking, misc.health.diabetes
Dec 20, 2021:
Saw the Chink, the old Black woman, and the giant tall with dildo up his
ass. Now I'm doubtful if they walked the past few days too and I missed spotting them. Sometimes my mind takes a flight and comes back 15 or 10
or 5 minutes after. During such times I may even pass by one of the
regulars without noticing them.
My ex used to catch me in those moments and it would piss her off cause
she didn't understand it. She'd take it as an instance of disregard for
her by me. She didn't know that sometimes I was thinking about something
that required all my attention. To her, it was as if a man thinks only
when he goes to his desk and sits and opens a physics book or something,
or goes to work and sit there and only then begins thinking. Hehe :)
Cro-Magnon people have some stuff to learn, don't they. They just don't understand that thinking is a 24 hour thing for an Modern Human.
I'm no fucking Feynman. But Feynman also had the exact same problem with
his 2nd wife. She was some educated and smart Cro-Magnon and wouldn't understand that Feynman sometimes needed to think about something. They actually divorced as a result of that. If I remember it right she had
exclaimed to the judge "He calculates in the middle of the night in bed!.."
Cro-Magnons (CH) don't understand the Modern Human (MH) and at the same
time are annoyingly close enough to MH to get irritated by them and then
get dumped by them!
That's what happened to Feynman's 2nd marriage and that's mainly what
happened to my own marriage. Too bad, I cannot be reduced to a CH no
matter how much "love" is involved.
Speaking of CH, I saw the CH woman again today. Just a couple of weeks
back I had more than the usual share of pinto beans in my eating day
before going walking. It happened to be a busy day, many people out
walking for various reasons. At one point I realized gas had gathered in
my intestines and was fixing to insist on getting out into mother
nature. I looked around me, both oncoming people and people behind me
walking the same direction were too close to let the it out. I waited
and waited and storm gathered more and more, yet to no avail. There were
just these people around me like fucking flies. It was a warm day and a
lot of people love warm days.
At last the occasion came, nobody around but one 50 yards in front of me walking towards me. So I got ready to let it out as soon as he passes me
and get far enough. Right before action, I made one last look backward
and got shocked to see that same CH woman only 15 yards behind me! ..
With some application of tact and fast thinking I managed to keep the
gas inside. Then I realized I was kind of trapped now. If I'd slow down
till she passes by me she would get ideas I may have bad intentions
cause I had just looked back and seen her. If I sped up to increase my
distance I could get into trouble at the last half hour of the walk and
pay heavily for it. So I said to myself "Fuck!.."
Then out of having no other choice I decided to speed up very gradually
to kind of fool my body into it. It actually worked! Soon I was walking
much faster without feeling it. Looked back and she was a good 200 yards
away, then let the gas out like no gas had gotten out before :-)
Very rarely I've had this type of problems. Mainly because I eat only
once every other day.
There is a funny thing about these regulars that I haven't said yet.
They walk as if they've imposed some spirit of exercise or sports on themselves, and it shows it to any onlookers. I walk just like I walk
anywhere else, like when I'm walking in Walmart or in the parking lot of Walmart or from school's parking area to the library when I need to
check something out. These regulars do not walk like that at all. I
cannot imagine, for instance, the Chink walking in that manner from the school's same parking lot towards the library. It would be so
ridiculous, exactly as if he has some mental issues or something. And
this is true about all of these regulars. The Beaner walks as if with
every step forward he is crushing a walnut on the ground in front of
him. Chink walks with his hands' motion exaggerated as if he is
semi-swimming in air, and throws himself forward with every step. The
Sexy old Black woman walks in small steps but very fast as if she's
wearing one of those tight skirts that come down to ankle areas. The
tall giants each walk with their own idiosyncrasies; one of them as I
said before walks just as if a dildo is up his ass.
The Chink's or the Beaner's walk are so different that I can imitate
them. I imitated the Chink's way of walking today for like one minute
and found out it has its merits but still felt ridiculous to me. Normal
walking itself is all I need if it is long enough.
Today was cool, cloudy but very bright, and a lot of Sun's energy still
smashed against the cement slabs cause some spiders and bugs were out,
and in shades it was much cooler. Right there is the proof that clouds
are no barrier for ultraviolet radiation from Sun. Even if it's cloudy,
if you are a transparent skinned CH you must cover your exposed areas to prevent UV radiation giving you cancer.
There's also a homeless man with a dog who lives under one of the
bridges over one of the creeks. Last winter I kept seeing him walking
his dog almost every day, but this winter I have seen him only a few
times. I didn't see him during summer. So I don't know what the deal is
with him. A month ago or so I saw him for the first time after last
Winter and his dog very noticeably recognized me :-))) Lovely thing. He
looked at me and I could see it in his eyes and face that he was telling
me "Long time no see!..."
I think the man hunts rabbits at nights. I have found empty 380 caliber
used cartridges on the track and have picked them up so I could see if
new ones appear, and they did! I have also seen, just once, blood on the
track enough to indicate a rabbit was shot there. Can't be a squirrel
cause they're out during the day and people cannot shoot at that time,
it is against the law. But Rabbits come out after dark and with
arrangements (placing food under some light post, etc) one could sit and
wait for them to come without police or anybody around to disturb
things. I mean if you are a homeless and have endless time on your hand
you could do that and get yourself and your dog an occasional different
meal.
The only gun shots I've heard there have been the ones on one of my
routes that passes by a shooting range, and these shots are always high
power rifle shots. There must either be a club there for hunters or it
could be a place for law enforcement practice. I can check that out but
right now I got better things to do. By the way ammo these days are
super expensive, even the most common one, 9mm, these days are about $50
a box of 50. A dollar each round of 9mm? It must be some fucked up
times. And those rife rounds are even much more expensive.
There is a fear among people that a civil armed conflict of some sort
might come up and gun businesses obviously support and promote that, so
people run and buy ammo at any price as soon as they are shipped to
stores. Walmart's ammo shelves have been empty for two years now.
I sold some of my 9mm ammo at a nice prices, but not a dollar a piece.
So I'm not selling what I have anymore. Hell I might need them myself if
some shit hits the fan around here. These are potentially dangerous
times mainly because a lot of people have lost business and lives for
almost no reason other than politicians' tricks, so they're on edge.
I also saw the first flock of female cardinals. They move through the
bushy areas just like chickadees, and they are often all female, with a
very rare bright red male among them. That tells me they are different
from pigeons. Pigeons and ducks and many other birds are monogamous.
Male stays with same female and female stays with same male both helping
to hatch the eggs and later feeding the chicks. They are basically
partners for life. But cardinals, it looks like they are polygamous. One
male getting a whole bunch of females pregnant with eggs.
I could of course read about it. Perhaps I leave that for the long Yalda
Night tomorrow night :-)
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